Anime, starting from Re:Zero (Zero - Starting Life)

Healing: Advanced; Detoxification: Intermediate; Barrier: Elementary

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Luo Qixi smiled:

"It seems like everyone is equally capable! I believe that at the rate you're growing, you'll soon be far more capable than I am. From now on, please let me teach you new things."

"As has often happened over the past three years."

"As a teacher, I have nothing left to teach you, and there is nothing I can do to help you."

“So, congratulations on your graduation.”

Rudy and Sylphy were already crying silently.

Gao Wen thought, everyone must be reluctant to graduate.

Everyone is reluctant to part with Luo...right?

Teacher Lokixi still had a smile on her face. She took out three small magic wands from her backpack. They were all inlaid with similar light green magic stones. The wands were made of carefully carved black magic wood, and the patterns on each wand were different.

She handed out the wand she had made herself, distinguishing:

"I've mentioned this custom before, right? Masters should make wands for apprentices who have just learned elementary magic. Although you've all grown incredibly well since I first met you, and I'm not qualified to call myself your master, it's still nice to use this custom as a graduation and farewell gift, right?"

"It's not a high-end item. Please keep it as a souvenir."

Sylphy hugged her staff, threw herself into Roxy's arms, and burst into tears:

"Teacher... please stay! We... no one wants to leave you... Don't you want to teach at the academy? In a few years... let's go to the academy together, okay?"

Luo Qixi hurriedly comforted the girl in her arms.

In her eyes, Sylphy was probably the only one who could be considered her student or even disciple, even though she didn't think she was an excellent teacher.

Rudy quickly wiped away his tears, forced a smile, and comforted him:

"Teacher Luo Qixi must have something important to do if she wants to leave. We will meet again in the future, right? At the Lanoa Magic Academy."

Luo Qixi admitted:

"It is indeed something very important and urgent. See you all at the Magic Academy. I will write to you all along the way, although I may not receive a reply from you. After all, I probably won't stay in one place for long."

After Sylphy regained her composure, she asked:

"Teacher, what's going on? Can we help you?"

Luo Qixi showed a touched expression:

"You guys have already helped me. It's because of the experience of being with you that I've figured out a lot of things."

"Next, I'm going home."

She declared so.

"After we meet, let's solve the problems on the notebook together!"

Then, he embarked on his journey home.

Gawain didn't say a word from beginning to end, nor did his expression change at all. After saying goodbye, he just silently looked at Loki's familiar back as she walked away.

Bloodshot slowly crept into his beautiful jewel-like blue eyes, and his vision became increasingly distorted and red.

A strong hatred grew and spread in his heart.

Lokisi left.

He didn't kill Lokisi.

But I don't want to see that person again.

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Note: In the original work, Sylphy's magic power was five times that of Roxy. In this work, she trained two years earlier, so the value should be reasonable.

In the original work, Sylphy could learn Water King, but she felt it was unnecessary and did not waste time learning it. Overall, Sylphy's chanting magic talent in the original work would probably be stuck around the Emperor level, maybe she could learn it, maybe not.

Chapter 52 Confusion

Rudy and Sylphy both knew that Gawain was not in a good condition.

Even parents can see it easily.

But no one knew what to do.

Everyone has just learned how to get along with Gawain, but that doesn't mean everyone knows how to comfort Gawain, a child like Gawain who has never behaved like this before.

Gawain watched until Lokixi's figure completely disappeared, then he got up and went home without saying a word. He did not look at the wand that belonged to him on the table, nor did he touch it even once.

He simply picked up the letter that Luo Qixi said was left for him alone and burned it to ashes with flames.

Sylphy picked up her brother's wand and ran after him, wanting to touch him, wanting to comfort him, but she didn't know how. Rudy also followed behind with a sad face, his eyes never leaving Gawain.

In Rudius's opinion, Brother Gao Wen is actually a very pitiful person.

Although he is smart, knowledgeable, talented, has superb fighting ability, and is rational and calm, he is very pitiful.

I've said this before.

When they first met, Rudius thought Gawain was a reincarnated being like himself. This alone was enough to make Rudius afraid of Gawain.

But after a brief contact, Rudius clearly sensed Gawain's true nature: he was just a child.

In their later contacts, Gawain showed too many things that were inconsistent with his age, but Rudeus never found it strange. After all, this is a world of swords and magic, right?

Earlier, Rudius thought that Brother Gawain might be a prince of the Wanglong Kingdom who had been exiled to the common people. After all, it was said that the Wanglong Kingdom grew edible rice and had many traditions similar to those of East Asia in his previous life. Perhaps the royal family would also have black hair like Asians. As for Brother Gawain's blue eyes, it was normal for him to be mixed-race.

Later, he changed his mind. The Dragon King Kingdom was clearly not enough to describe Gawain's knowledge. In Rudeus's current view, Gawain must be a remnant from the maze or ruins, a survivor from ancient times who had come to the modern world, a mobile library filled with ten thousand forbidden books.

But if Gao Wenge doesn't tell about his life experience, he, Sylphy, and Teacher Roxy will not ask or mention it.

Everyone can actually feel it:

Brother Gao Wen's psychology is distorted. He suppresses and even ignores his own emotions too much. If people hadn't seen some of his changes and stubbornness, they might have suspected that he was actually some kind of self-disciplined magic puppet?

Therefore, everyone has been trying hard to warm up Brother Gao Wen, to change Brother Gao Wen, and to save Brother Gao Wen.

Perhaps this was also the reason why Teacher Luo Qixi chose to leave.

Brother Gao Wen was greedy, more than anyone else, for his previous pace of life, as if he wanted it to continue forever.

Cooperating and allowing him to continue like this can indeed make him feel safe and peaceful, but Brother Gao Wen will never grow again.

Even stimulation therapy.

I also hope that Brother Gao Wen can grow again.

Rudeus was worried that Gawain would become devastated like himself in the past, but he knew that Gawain was not a loser like him, but a strong warrior.

What's more, even if Brother Gao Wen escaped, he would knock on Brother Gao Wen's door again and again, countless times, and try his best to rescue Brother Gao Wen, just like Brother Gao Wen once saved him.

After returning home.

Gawain hid in the room.

To be precise, he hid in the guest room.

He sat by the window, thinking silently.

"Why do I feel this way?"

"What kind of feeling is this?"

"I am a Vitrum person, but why would a Vitrum person be like this? Something is wrong with me."

Gawain raised his hand and carefully examined the hand that was still developing and had distinct joints and was slender and strong.

The bodies of the Vitrum people are not made up of common substances in the universe, but are composed of special intelligent atoms compiled by the Vitrum genes.

That is:

"I should be different from primitive life at the microscopic level."

Gawain ripped open his shirt, revealing his upper body with clearly defined muscles. He pressed the palm he had just extended onto the top of his abdominal muscles, and moved downward with all his strength. Amidst the splattering blood, Gawain cut open his stomach.

He searched in his stomach for similarities with the human race, the Migrud race, the long-eared race, and the beast race.

He dug open his diaphragm with his hands and gently stroked his vigorously beating heart.

The severe pain still couldn't stop the sour feeling that spread endlessly throughout the body.

Gawain finally began to cry.

He pressed his bloody hands to his face.

Tears still couldn't stop flowing through between my fingers.

I really want to see Elina Lijie...

Mom...why did you abandon me...

Because I'm a monster?

Because the Vitrum are monsters?

I also...

I...

My mother left me, my teacher left me too. I recognized you all, so why did you leave me? What is my recognition? Who am I?

You can only stay with me for a short while, but you're not willing to wait even for that short moment. Who else wants to leave me next? Sylphiette? Rudeus? Debbie? Loltz?

Why do you want to leave me?

Why do you deny me?

Why do you reject me?

Gawain's palms were already filled with hot tears, which overflowed and dripped into his abdomen, making even his internal organs feel the burning pain.

He couldn't help but think of Elina Lijie...what happened before his mother decided to abandon him. In order to bring him safely and earn enough travel expenses, his mother took on an A-level high-level caravan escort mission. As a result, the caravan transporting important items was ambushed and attacked. Although his mother and other guard members repelled the enemy, the important goods were taken away.

Losing that thing would mean failure in protection, and Mom would have no choice but to sell the magic stones that she didn't like to sell.

In order to help his mother share her worries, Gawain sneaked out at night and flew to the enemy camp. He searched bit by bit and finally found the important item, a jewel necklace that would look particularly beautiful on his mother.

When he returned, his mother was already waiting for him. She must have wanted to praise him.

But his mother looked at him with fear and asked him what he had been doing.

It doesn’t matter. Mom just thought I ran out to play. When I take out the important goods, she won’t misunderstand me and will praise me, right?

However, Elina Lijie just silently threw away the box and used water magic to help Gawain, who was only two years old at the time, wash away the blood and flesh.

And she realized that she was not suitable to raise Gawain.

After that, Elina Lijie became increasingly strict with Gawain, ordering him to do a lot of things every day, things he must not do, things he should do, and so on.

Until I was abandoned:

"I have been following it carefully."

Gawain stood up, his intestines spilling onto the ground. He picked them up expressionlessly as usual, washed them, and stuffed them back into his abdominal cavity. He then used healing magic to treat them repeatedly until they were healed.

Use the wind to push open the window.

Gawain flew out without any disguise.

When everyone noticed that Gawain was gone, they only saw a large pool of blood on the table.

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Note 1: To put it bluntly, "intelligent atoms" are just a paper setting used by the original author to explain why the Vitrum people are so awesome. There is no essential difference between them and the new elements of Iron Man's Ark Reactor, so just ignore them.

Note 2: To be fair, the puppets Zanoba made were more anthropomorphic than Gawain during this period.

Chapter 53 Recognition