Anime, starting from Re:Zero (Zero - Starting Life)

As long as she did this, Luo Qixi felt that her anxiety seemed to be relieved a little. She would not always cause Rudius to suffer when she returned home at night. She was able to think and work calmly amid the lady's delicate panting.

She understood that this was also a form of escape.

In fact, Gawain had no reason to bear her bad mood. Even if these emotions were indeed related to Gawain, in essence, they were just the product of her showing off her strength and bluffing.

——I actually don’t have the ability to respond to Gawain’s expectations.

Every time this truth surfaced in her mind, Loki felt like she was about to be torn to pieces by it.

It's very painful and I can't breathe.

But if you immediately think: Why should you respond to Gao Wen's expectations? What qualifications does Gao Wen have to evaluate himself and have expectations of himself?

The pain in my heart will be relieved a lot.

"But, I'm the one who's happy about Gawain's recognition, and I'm the one who wants to prove that I'm capable of meeting his expectations."

Because Gawain is very capable.

Because Gao Wen is different from Mr. Ginas, and also different from Mr. Kander who wrote "Traveling Around the World".

If I could meet Gawain's expectations and gain his approval, perhaps I would become a different person, too?

Even if you no longer arm yourself with the title of "genius", you can still feel at ease.

Yes.

Here they have torn apart my arrogance and conceit, and I must gain new qualifications here that will allow me to stand up and move forward.

It’s okay not to be talented enough.

It’s okay not to be the most capable one.

I want to be someone who can accept this fact.

But during the attack on Gawain, Loki gradually realized that something was wrong.

She first became more and more wanton, even worse than when she treated Rudeus the worst. Rather than revealing her true nature, she became more vicious and evil.

Gawain is like a perfect target. No matter how you attack him, he will not show any sign of being hurt, will not undergo any bad changes, will not give any response, will not fight back, and is an indestructible puppet.

Always only care about what he cares about.

Always so arrogant and irritating.

Once people realize his true nature, they can't help but abuse him.

Until one day when Gawain stood beside her during practice.

She is so short, more than a head shorter than me, a woman who has not grown after the age of fourteen. She is probably less than 1.2 meters tall.

He was indeed still a child, less than five years old.

It was then that Luo Qixi truly realized this indisputable fact, and she had actually been speaking ill of such a child recently?

I almost hate myself for this.

When facing Rudeus before, I would more or less find some suitable excuses and put on the teacher's airs, but when facing Gawain, whom I had labeled the "culprit", did I ever think of curbing my malice? Not at all.

It was only then that Luo Qixi reacted for the first time:

Gawain never cared about her ill intentions.

To be honest, although it was embarrassing, Luo Qixi immediately breathed a sigh of relief, as if she had been redeemed or forgiven.

Even though she didn't dare to think: Was Gawain suppressing his pain? Was he feigning rationality? How much harm had she caused to the child?

After that, Luo Qixi's mood returned to normal.

Although he would occasionally quarrel with Gawain or Rudeus, it was always within a reasonable range.

She was no longer anxious, but just quietly studied, calculated, and thought about problems every night. Although her menstruation and sexual desire had not yet recovered, at least she could rest normally at night.

However, Rudeus still avoided her in private.

This made the incompetent young teacher feel a little guilty.

"Let's just try everything! If you still can't come up with a satisfactory answer at that time, just accept the fact that you are only this level."

Because she didn't want to hurt others just to show off or prove herself, Luo Qixi chose to force herself to accept the bad results.

Giving up is also a choice.

She felt that the end of the journey might be approaching.

After all, she was a fool who couldn't move forward without something to rely on.

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Note: Mr. Kander, who wrote "Traveling Around the World", was a travel writer and magician who traveled to the village of Migrud when Lokisi was thirteen years old. He taught Lokisi basic water magic and told her stories about the outside world.

Roxy's tricorn hat was also given to her when she reunited with Teacher Kander.

Chapter 19: One Month (Seeking Tickets)

Just after the New Year, work on the expansion of the Rolds' home had already begun.

Although the design drawings were commissioned to craftsmen as early as the end of last autumn, the snow season is coming after all.

Of course, even with the expansion, the scale can only be said to have been upgraded from the smallest in the village to a pretty good level.

Since there are neighbors on both sides, the house was expanded to the back using the farmland that Roltz bought from the villagers. An additional section was also enclosed for use as a fruit and vegetable garden and backyard.

If we calculate the area of ​​the private space, it is twice as spacious, while the indoor area has only increased by less than 50%.

Specifically, two new rooms were added further inside. The new, independent bathroom and toilet were built on top of the existing toilet, but are connected to the main house via a short, fully enclosed bridge, so they aren't strictly considered part of the main house.

According to Lolz and Debbie's plan:

Of the four rooms currently in the house, the large room closest to the main entrance was still used by the couple, while the other old bedroom was reserved for Sylphy. Although Gawain preferred a quieter environment, considering the family atmosphere, the new room closer to Sylphy's bedroom was allocated to Gawain, and that room was also designed to be more spacious and practical.

The remaining fourth room at the deepest part will be used as a guest room temporarily, which will be convenient for receiving Teacher Luo Qixi later.

Yes. Welcome, Teacher Luo Qixi.

What made everyone laugh and cry was that the AA system that Gao Wen had previously proactively negotiated not only included the salary that needed to be paid to the tutor, but also included "food and lodging, and bonuses for good performance", which was a very rigid idea.

In other words, Teacher Lokixi needs to stay at the Roltz family for two months and then go back to the Greyrat family for a month. It's very funny.

Currently, because the expansion of the Roltz family's house has not been completed, I have been living in the Greyrat family for the time being.

However, this matter is too difficult to talk about.

So no one was willing to broach the subject or tell the teacher, Ms. Luo Qixi, about it. Or perhaps, most wives assumed their husbands had already taken on the responsibility of informing them? Then, Lorz and Paul both agreed that their sons should have told them.

Frankly speaking, purely from the perspective of etiquette or family reputation, both families should have stopped Gao Wen's outrageous idea long ago. Even changing it to "converting the board and lodging fees into cash AA" would be more reliable than asking the tutor to move back and forth.

But as long as one is a human being, there will be selfishness, right?

Maybe it was just a little bit for Senis, but Paul definitely hoped that Teacher Lokisi could live in the Roltz family and no longer affect his daily performance. If his son no longer affected him during the day, he would have wanted his son to live there too.

The Roltz family was looking forward to hosting Teacher Lokisi, and the possibility of having the Greylat family fully cover the teacher's food and accommodation made the simple couple very uneasy. They were very worried that they would take advantage of the Greylat family, and the proposal to convert it into cash and split it equally seemed petty.

As for the children.

Rudeus has recently come to regard Teacher Luo Qixi as a vicious female head teacher.

Even though Mr. Lokisi no longer seemed to be targeting him, her mere presence was enough to make his hair stand on end. It was fine when everyone was around, as Lord Gawain would protect him and bless him, but once he returned home, it felt like he had stepped onto the set of a horror movie.

Rather, having a mean homeroom teacher living in your home is like a nightmare unfolding! Even your usually kind parents will side with the teacher. Whenever you're at home, especially during mealtimes, it feels like a parent-teacher conference, or the homeroom teacher calling you and your parents into his office for a private lecture.

I want to die.

A legal loli, a cute middle school girl, a teacher. In his previous life, Rudius felt that he could probably release his power on her three times in a row.

But teachers in the real world are still not good enough.

Recently, I have reached the point where I get ED when I see anything blue, including the sky.

In short, Rudeus is probably the one who wants to kick Luo Qixi out of the house the most.

Another child shared his thoughts on this:

In fact, Sylphiet didn't really want Teacher Roxy to come home, but she was only three years old at the time and not yet a reincarnated person. Even if she was a little precocious, her ideas were very limited.

She did not forget Teacher Luo Qixi's age. She was 38 years old, much older than her parents, almost old enough to be a grandmother.

Although Teacher Roxy seems to have become the one who has taken up her brother's time recently, in the eyes of little Sylphiet, the mother-in-law-like teacher is not as threatening as her younger brother Rudeus.

If Rudeus were to complain, it would probably be because of the different "ecological niches".

Moreover, Sylphiet also likes Teacher Roxy very much. Although Teacher Roxy is mean to her brother and Rudeus, she is very kind to her and will quietly apologize to her for being mean to her brother.

There was really nothing he could do about his fierce brother. After all, his attitude towards Teacher Luo Qixi was far worse than his attitude towards Rudeus, let alone towards himself. Teacher Luo Qixi felt like she was about to cry many times. Her brother was indeed an idiot when it came to interpersonal relationships.

But, if Teacher Roxy were to live at home, brother would definitely discuss issues with Teacher Roxy even at night, right?

Because discussing issues is the most important thing for my brother.

It is more important than telling yourself stories or teaching yourself to read and do math.

If that happens, my brother will have no time left for me, and I absolutely don’t want that.

But I'm a good kid.

So, as long as my brother wants Teacher Luo Qixi to live at home, I will agree.

that's it.

Everyone's attitude and ideas towards Roxy and Roxy's attitude towards everyone are changing step by step, and the wheat and vanilla in the village are also thriving.

Near February.

The expansion of the Lortz home is complete.

"Little Gawain, this will be your new room from now on. It's pretty nice, isn't it?"

Lorz and Debbie took Gawain by the hand, blindfolded him, and brought him to the new room with a door that was finally completed during the day.

After releasing his hand, Gawain saw a spacious wooden bedroom with excellent lighting. From the window he could see the vegetable and fruit yard outside, and looking out he could see large fields and the faint Red Dragon Mountains in the distance.

Under the window is a very wide thick wooden table. There are low bookcases on both sides of the table. There are also brand new shelves, pen holders, vases and other utensils on the table. There are also two chairs in front of the table, which are obviously taken into consideration of Sylphy.

On the right side of the desk was a spacious double bed, seemingly designed to accommodate the boy's growth and even the possibility of him bringing a lover home in the future; further inside was a wardrobe that took up the entire wall, with a weapon rack and standing clothes hangers in front of it; there was also a large table near the door, which was the workbench Gawain had requested before, but it was empty, with only a few empty wooden boxes placed under the table for storage.

"Thank you, Mommy Debbie, and thank you, Uncle Roz."

Gawain thanked him in a very human way, although his tone was still as cold as ice.

Just this alone was enough for the two Rolds to look at each other happily. As for Sylphy, who was left behind:

"what about me?"

"Luffy can have her own room again, huh?"

"do not want!"

In the end, the brother and sister slept together.

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ps. In short, in this work, Rudy has never had any secrets about Roxy, and the relationship between them from now to the future is mainly based on teacher-student relationship.

Chapter 20: The End (Seeking Tickets)

Early February, 411th year of the Jialong calendar.

After getting up today, Luo Qixi felt that the atmosphere was a little off. Could it be that everyone wanted to celebrate my one-month joining? Is that a good thing?

Anyway, maybe it was because of my low mood, I felt that even Rudeus didn't avoid me, but greeted me happily:

"Good morning, did you have a good rest last night, Teacher Luo Qixi?"

Luo Qixi, who thought she would be fired today, reluctantly curled her lips and said politely:

"Good morning, Rudeus, thank you for your concern."

No longer having the energy to think about any pleasant possibilities, Lokixi dejectedly moved to the dining table and sat down, continuing to think absentmindedly about how she could leave gracefully and with dignity.

At this time, Mrs. Senis also came over happily with hot breakfast soup and greeted her warmly: