I'm in Star Iron, I really don't want to be a succubus star god

Moreover, she also got the Masked Fool's notes from the Black Tower, and perhaps she could get a lot of clues about Xiaole's past from them.

"Welcome home, Sister Ruan Mei." Ning Le is still the same as before, but as time goes by, he becomes more and more like a good husband.

Youthful yet mature, these are obviously two different temperaments, but they are particularly suitable for Xiaole.

Ruan Mei wanted to do something immediately, but when she thought about the notes in her hand and the need to store the research materials, she could only apologize to Ning Le and return to the basement.

After importing the clone's data into the computer, Ruan Mei felt a little tired. She calculated the time, so Xiaole should be making pastries by now. What would happen today?

With this idea in mind, Ruan Mei decided to look at the notebook first. Making a clone at the Black Tower Space Station would keep her from taking care of other things, and she would be in hibernation on the way back.

It was not until now that she had time to open her notes. By the way, Xiaole...why is he related to the Masked Fool?

First page:

"Hanabi, ah, Hanabi, you big idiot, why don't you just die!? Xiaole is such a good child, you know he treats you well, but you have to do such an excessive thing? Are you a beast? I..."

After quickly scanning the first page, Ruan Mei found that it was just some swear words, and they were all swear words from the person himself. It was the first time she saw someone swearing at her so harshly.

Turning the page again, there was Hua Huo scolding Aha, mixed with dozens of the dirtiest curse words from different civilizations, which showed how much Hua Huo hated Aha.

"Being cursed by the Star God to become a messenger, the price is that you can never see Xiaole again?" Ruan Mei quickly grasped the key point. Xiaole and this Hua Huo had both been fooled by the Joyful Star God before.

Hua Bi is a fool who pretends to be a teacher but is in love with her, while Xiao Le is her...

After roughly understanding the process, Ruan Mei didn't know why she always felt that she had a bit of the shadow of Fireworks.

Initially, she didn't care much about him and treated him as a plaything (experimental subject), but gradually she developed feelings for him and wanted to change her ways. If she had to say something different, it would be that... her crimes were not exposed, and she was not influenced by the Star God.

Then Ruan Mei flipped through a few more pages, which showed Hua Huo trying to find a way to get close to Xiao Le. From the different swear words interspersed in the text, it could be seen that Hua Huo was indeed desperate.

Hua Huo tried all kinds of methods that were conceivable by humans and non-humans, but she just couldn't get close to the fairy boat.

When Xiaole disappeared, Hua Huo ran all over the world, trying to find Xiaole.

But there is still no news from the Xianzhou Alliance, let alone Hua Huo alone?

After reading the notebook from beginning to end and ignoring the 1,426 different curse words directed at Ah Ha, Ruan Mei roughly understood Hua Huo's mental journey.

At the same time, Ruan Mei felt a blood-red word "danger" flickering above her head, as if reminding her that she might become the second Fireworks.

Ruan Mei clutched the notebook tightly. In the past two and a half years, she had too many memories with Xiao Le. Even though she knew that it was an unnecessary feeling, she... would never become the second Hua Huo.

After realizing this, Ruan Mei hurriedly left the underground, ready to confess everything to Xiao Le except the cyanosis.

As for why he didn’t confess his cyanosis…it’s because the lie has become a reality!

Chapter 238: Pure Love God of War Kakavasa

When Ruan Mei just left the underground, she ran into Kakavasa.

"Can you come with me, Ms. Ruan Mei?" Kakavasia's tone was cold, although she was not usually very nice to Ruan Mei.

But today's tone seems like...wanting to kill someone?

Ruan Mei originally wanted to refuse, but thinking of the danger looming above her head, she could only patiently follow Kakavasia into the room.

"Is there something wrong, Kakavasya? If you have encountered any troubles in creating your power, I can help." Because of Xiaole, Ruan Mei never cared about Kakavasya's indifference, and at the same time tacitly allowed her to create a power outside.

"No...it's not these things. What I want to ask is!" Kakavasia was not surprised that Ruan Mei knew about it. After all, he was using the other party's special network to create power, trade stocks and futures.

Even all kinds of sky-high transactions had to go through Ruan Mei, not to mention that he would regularly pay half of his profits to Ruan Mei.

But none of this matters. What matters is that she discovered that the little brother had been taking a certain medicine recently, which he claimed could cure illnesses.

Although the answer was vague, Jingliu had already told her everything, including that the cyanosis was fake.

This disease is a lie. From the time it started to the time it was introduced, it has always been an excuse.

The reason why I didn’t tell Ning Le the truth was because it involved too many people who were closely related to Ning Le, so I absolutely couldn’t say it.

But the problem is, since Jingliu left, the disease has been apparently "cured", so why would Ningle, who was cured, have problems again?

And there's no problem when Ruan Mei is around, but when she's not around, does she need to take medicine to suppress the cyanosis?

In addition, she found records of cyanosis in the corners of the most authoritative website, and compared them with Ruan Mei's traces based on subtle details.

In order to prevent himself from imagining things, Kakavasia even asked someone to try to find the publisher, but was blocked by the website administrator.

But through the administrator, she found out about cyanosis and released the technology for treating terminal illness free of charge.

After accumulating various details, Kakavasia finally came to a conclusion that Ruan Mei... was repeating the mistakes of Jingliu and others.

"Being blue is the reason you lied to my brother, right?"

"Yes." Ruan Mei did not deny it and admitted frankly that she did it. She really didn't expect Kakavasia to find out the truth. It seemed that she really underestimated the child's ability.

"why?"

"I've grown fond of him in my research."

"Bang!" Just as Ruan Mei said this, Kakavascha punched Ruan Mei in the cheek.

"How can someone like you say such things? You don't like him at all, you just covet the little brother's body!"

"Using the excuse of cyanosis, you force him to cooperate with you, and then add false words to deceive his body and mind."

"Do you think I haven't thought about it? But! Cursed by the pharmacist, captured by the Immortal Boat Alliance, and surrounded by all sorts of people who might be eyeing my little brother, it's clear that I can't live an ordinary life... Reimu^[First release..."

"We've never bothered you in any way. Even if it's something necessary, I'll return it to you without a penny missing. Even if it's research... as long as you're truly doing research... Moira and I can tolerate it."

"Why did you lie to him? Why did you lie to him again? You're taking advantage of someone in need! How could you possibly love him?!"

Kakavasa was not angry because her home was stolen, even though Jingliu entrusted Ningle to her, but this did not prevent Kakavasa from hating everyone who used the cyanosis to deceive Ningle.

But Jingliu was her benefactor and had promised not to tell the truth about the cyanosis and not to mention the matter of cyanosis again.

Now, she realized belatedly that Ruan Mei was doing something unforgivable. Rather than hating Ruan Mei, she hated herself even more for not being able to do anything.

Why... am I so useless that I don’t know what to do when my little brother falls into the abyss again?

Kakavasya, oh Kakavasya, your good fortune is simply ridiculous!

"..." Ruan Mei felt the pain on her face. Facing Kakavasia's questioning, she did not make any rebuttal because that was the fact.

But even if I am like this, I still want to... live a good life with Xiaole... as a true love.

After the quarrel, the two quickly fell into silence. Kakavasia was in pain. She knew that Ning Le and Ruan Mei should be stopped, but how could she stop it?

Tell the truth? That would be a violation of my promise to Jingliu, but what else could I do? Take his place... myself?

Kakavasia really wanted to do this, but... I don't have the qualifications now, do I? How can I, who can't do anything, guarantee my brother's future?

The two of them left one after another. Kakavasya looked at Ning Le, with various emotions flashing in his eyes. He really wanted to... Ling (Dream-[首#%发... Be responsible... Be responsible for raising little brother for his whole life and protect him well.

"What's wrong?" Moira approached Kakavasya, but the other party just shook his head and did not tell Moira about it.

The cyanosis...must not be spread any further.

In the courtyard in the evening, Ning Le lay on a chair and enjoyed the breeze. Even though it was autumn, the weather here was still hot. Even though Ruan Mei had an air conditioner, there was no need to turn it on at this level.

"Little brother..." Kakavasia suddenly sat next to Ning Le. She had been thinking about it for a whole day, but still couldn't find a way to solve the current situation.

"What's wrong, Kakavasa?" Ning Le responded softly. Looking at the grown-up Kakavasa, it was hard to associate him with the pitiful and pitiful look he had when they first met.

"I... am very worried... little brother... I..." Kakavasya stammered and couldn't explain what she was thinking. Even though she didn't know the other person's troubles, Ning Le still held her in his arms.

"Are you feeling better?" Ning Le didn't ask Kakavasya. He knew the child's thoughts too well. If she didn't want to say it, she wouldn't say it even if he asked her.

What you can do is give the other person some sense of security.

"Much better..." Kakavasia felt Ning Le's embrace. Whenever he encountered a problem that was difficult to solve, he would feel at ease as long as he was in his little brother's arms.

"Although there are some things you can't tell me, but...if you're unhappy, you can come to me...because we are family, Kakawasha."

"Family...?"

"Is not it?"

"Yes... yes... we are family..."

"Little brother."

"Ok?"

"One day, I will build a safe, warm home that can shelter you forever. Then... we can live there forever, forever..."

"Then... I'll just wait for this day, my Kakavasa~"

(Sorry, the update is so slow again. I am sleeping more late every day until the afternoon. I will try to write it today and correct the time difference by then.)

There will be 4 updates on the 13th, one update for each update and one update for compensation. As for today, I will try to update three times, if not two times. I will arrange the benefits as soon as possible. I will ask for the monthly ticket again.

Moon Abandoned (II)" deleted] Siyu Qisan net ticket plus three more

So it's 8/14

Chapter 239 Trust You

The next morning, when Ruan Mei said she wanted to study again, she felt that Kakavasia was staring at her with murderous eyes.

"Let's go." Ruan Mei didn't care much and left with Ning Le in a dignified manner, leaving only the helpless and furious Kakavasya and the confused Moira.

When they got underground, Ruan Mei did not do "research" immediately, but took Ning Le to a deeper basement.

"Sister Ruan Mei, this is..." Ning Le was here for the first time. Compared to the spacious basement floor, the second basement floor was only the size of two rooms, with a supercomputer in the middle.

"Xiao Le, today, I will show you... everything about me." Ruan Mei's jade-like fingertips tapped lightly on the keys a few times.

On the laboratory screen, layers of geometric patterns made of data spirals shifted, stretched, and flowed to the sound of drama. Peeling off the layers of patterns revealed Ruan Mei's carefully crafted and cherished secret—her father and mother with their eyes closed, their faces as cold as if they were deep in sleep.

Once, she tried to resurrect her parents with immature technology, but the price was that her hometown almost collapsed, and the resurrected parents were not the parents in her heart and memory.

Even so, she still did not give up her goal, left her hometown and came here to live a hermit life.

She once asked Boshizun how to resurrect her family, but the answer she got was: If you know everything about life, you will know the answer.

From then on, she immersed herself in studying the essence of life. She had changed the species on countless planets and created various creatures. Without exception, they were all fleeting, except for her.

She has been pushing the boundaries of her understanding of “life” just to get closer to Him, and His glimpse is unforgettable.

So Ruan Mei had always been curious about what kind of existence a Star God was. Was it also a form of life?

Moreover, when studying the essence of life, star gods are an unavoidable topic.

Compared to the living Star Gods, the dead Taiziyulos was clearly a better choice, even though she hadn't done much research in the past two and a half years...

"This is……?"

"My parents, and... my grandmother." Ruan Mei answered and tapped again gently, and the data was reshaped into a kind old man with silver hair.

"Sister Ruan Mei?"

"I'm sorry, Xiaole. Everything I've done before... I lied to you. I... kept asking for more from you for research."

"But in this process, I may have actually developed feelings for you."

"I...used to think I wouldn't trust anyone again, because if I stopped trusting myself, I wouldn't let them down again."

"But now... I trust you, I love you, so... can you give me another chance, not just for research, I... want to be with you."

Ruan Mei's love words were terrible. It could be said that they were sincere, without a trace of falsehood. However, sincerity was a killer move, so...

"I……"

"Xiao Le... I'm sorry... I'm so, so sorry... I know my behavior was bad, but I love you, and this is absolutely true."

"..." Ning Le looked at Ruan Mei seriously. He knew that this might be the best confession Ruan Mei could make, at least for this "Frankenstein" who had never had anything to do with love since childhood.

If we say that Ruan Mei's behavior is bad, it is indeed very bad, like Hua Huo and Dan Li, but if we say that she is honest, she is indeed honest, at least much better than the above two.

Just when the atmosphere was at a stalemate, the grandmother on the screen suddenly opened her eyes. At this moment, even Ruan Mei was stunned, because... she never thought that the saved grandmother's data would be activated.

She cannot truly resurrect anyone, because resurrection and replication are two different concepts. No matter how similar the clone is, even if the original's memories are injected into her, she is still not the original.

but why……

Grandma couldn't speak, she could only look at Ruan Mei tenderly, and through her lip movements, she could tell she was saying: "A Ruan..."

"Grandma? Or..." Ruan Mei looked at her grandmother on the screen. She couldn't help but wonder whether the person in front of her was her grandmother or a new personality born from her grandmother's data.

Ning Le seemed to have thought of something, and an ice butterfly condensed from his fingertips, using the memory of fate as a bridge between his grandmother and Ruan Mei.

This power is useless to Ning Le. It is nothing more than the gain of spreading abundance and having special effects on the memory level. The computer stores the data of Ruan Mei's grandmother, which can be regarded as memory in a sense.