The Abandoned Empress

I walked away in breathless silence. Was it because I felt so tense? Or was it because of his brutal coldness? Suddenly, I felt a fever coming back. When I closed my lips tightly, I let out a hot breath unconsciously. My head was pounding, so I squeezed the hem of my skirt tightly unconsciously.

‘Hang in there a little more, Aristia.’

Trying to straighten up as I felt wobbly, I soon came out into a spacious field where there were a lot of wagons lined up. I sighed with relief and bowed to the boy with blue hair.

“Thank you for escorting me here. Let me leave now.”

“Sir Lank!” He turned away, ignoring my goodbye, and called a royal knight nearby. When the knight came near, he said with a cold voice, “Get a wagon ready as soon as possible. I’m going to go to the Monique house.”

“Yes, Your Majesty!”

I opened my eyes wide. What the heck is he talking about?

He stared at me after giving him the instruction. Obviously, he was annoyed.

At that moment, it occurred to me that the crown prince wanted to escort me to my house since the emperor didn’t specify how far he should go in escorting me. He had to escort me to my house because he didn’t want to get blamed by the emperor.

I hurriedly lowered my eyes. I was afraid that I might annoy him all the more when he was already feeling bad. I kept trying to pull myself together as I felt wobbly, biting my lips.

I comforted myself, vowing I would stick it out a little longer.

How much time passed? I saw an ornate wagon engraved with the crest of the royal family approaching us. I got in the wagon nervously. I fixed my eyes on my folded hands on my knees, and I raised my eyes at someone’s gaze. I didn’t know what he was thinking at the moment, but the boy with blue eyes was staring at me. The moment I breathed heavily with nervousness, he took his gaze off of me and looked out the window. Again, heavy silence fell inside the wagon.

I barely arrived at my mansion and got out, helped by the knight. I felt like I was alive now.

I felt it took me unusually long to get back home today. Had I been alone with him a little more, I thought I might have suffocated. When I adjusted my clothes and said goodbye, the boy who fixed his eyes on the window until I got off said, “Goodbye.”

“Yes, Your Majesty, thank you… ”

Bang!

The wagon door closed before I said goodbye. I smiled bitterly, looking at the wagon disappearing gradually. With my hand on my stinging forehead, I walked into my house with a heavy heart.

Is the Imperial Palace different from other places? Three days after I returned from the palace, I barely left my sickbed. I still felt heavy, though I felt much better.

As soon as I opened the door of my room, I sighed at the white uniform.

‘How did I end up like this?’

The emperor sent a couple of royal knights to protect me. Introducing themselves as Seymour and June respectively, they alternately guarded me. They even stayed up all night at the door of my bedroom every day, saying that nighttime was the most dangerous.

Why did the emperor give this order? In the current situation where the local political factions were too busy with securing their own estates to fight, it’s unlikely that anybody would try to harm me. In addition, more than half of the regular knights were out of the capital, which led to an increase in each knight’s workload. In this situation, the emperor sent me not one, but two royal knights who were supposed to protect the royal family alone. Did that mean that the emperor had no intention of freeing me?

I tried to live without paying attention to such stuff, but I couldn’t because these two royal knights kept following me. Suddenly, I broke into laughter. I didn’t get this kind of treatment when I was a 17-year-old royal concubine, but I’m getting this special treatment now when I’m still a daughter of the marquis and the crown prince’s fiancee.

“Lady, you have a letter from Verita.”

When I was laughing in this contradictory situation, Lina came with a letter from Verita, which I received a month after everyone including him left. My heart was pounding. I immediately opened the seal and read it. Only

His hair fresh green like a spring bud came to my mind. I also remembered his emerald eyes with warm light. While reading the letter, it seemed as if I could hear him talking to me right beside me.

‘Thanks for your warm considerations, Allendis.’

When I reflected on his comforting words, my eyes grew blurry with tears. I raised my wet eyes and looked up at the ceiling. When I was blinking my eyes for a clear view, I heard somebody knocking. Soon, the butler came in.

“My lady.”

“What’s up?” I asked with a subdued voice. I desperately tried to hold back my tears, but the butler seemed to have already noticed that I was emotionally charged while reading Allendis’s letter. After he put down an envelope silently, the butler signalled to Lina to get out of the room.

I silently looked at the two leaving and opened the letter.