cover me

Chen Yan smiled and thought: I am not crazy, but I am dead.

He said, "It's very realistic."

Lin Yanxing was puzzled: "What is realistic?"

"Dream." Chen Yan raised her face to the sun, her eyes were flushed, and the wind blew on her face, which was warm and moist.

He understood that this was on the Naihe Bridge, before drinking Mengpo soup.

Po Meng asked him if he had any unfulfilled wishes, and he must have said something about Lin Yanxing, so Po Meng gave him a dream and made his wish come true, so as not to turn into a ghost and refuse to reincarnate.

He said in a clear tone: "Thank you god for your concern, it's very good, where is the soup? I He..."

Lin Yanxing bent his knuckles and chiseled violently on his forehead.

"!!" Chen Yan covered her head.

Lin Yanxing asked, "Does it hurt?"

"pain!"

"It hurts or is it a dream?" Lin Yanxing asked.

"It's a dream!" Chen Yan said.

Lin Yanxing chiseled again.

Chen Yan was in so much pain that tears flowed out!

Of course he has common sense, but apart from the fact that dreams cannot explain the current situation, he feels his head hurts right now, but it hurt more in the past!

In the one month from the car accident to his death, the pain he experienced is unimaginable.

The car overturned on the winding mountain road and was trapped in the car. It took more than ten hours in the high temperature close to [-] degrees before the rescue came.

After a lengthy operation, the infection had to be amputated, and was pushed into the operating room a few days later.

It was hoped that a combination of antibiotics could save him, but it turned out to be completely ineffective. Seeing that his leg was rotten bit by bit, the doctor couldn't amputate it again and again, could he?Simply start sawing from the root of the thigh ruthlessly.

Fighting against the bleeding, against the cremator-like high fever, against the collapse of the organs of the whole body, in the end the person died.

In fact, the most painful thing about amputation is not the wound, but the phantom limb sensation. Every amputee patient has to overcome this hurdle.

Think about cancer pain, or angina pectoris, or cerebral hemorrhage, the most severe headache you can imagine, that is what Chen Yan has experienced. Compared with those, Lin Yanxing's attack is too light.

Lin Yanxing asked: "Is it a dream? Hmm? Is it a dream?"

Chen Yan had no choice but to say: "No, no." In case the other party continued to hit him on the head, no matter how lightly he strikes, it hurts more than a tickle.

Lin Yanxing pulled his body up and said: "Hey, I saw you as normal two days ago, but you don't talk much, why did you become like this today, and you fell asleep?"

Chen Eun asked, "What kind?"

Lin Yanxing said, "Nervous."

Chen Rin laughed dryly, and gradually he discovered a strange phenomenon: his stomach hurts.

Many people have dreamed of looking for the toilet when they were young. It is because the bladder is full in reality, but do you have stomach pains in dreams?The stomach is not an anxious organ, and people in times of famine even rely on sleep to forget about hunger.

Not only did Chen Yan have a stomachache, but the pain was so sharp that he had to press it with his hands.

Lin Yanxing saw his face turn sallow.

"what happened?"

"..." Chen Yan inhaled and exhaled, and after thinking for a while, asked, "Did I appear suddenly?"

He has seen movies, and it is said that no matter how real a dream is, it has a characteristic, that is, it has no beginning and no end, and the dreamer does not remember how he got to that space at all.

Lin Yanxing said: "Nonsense. You were there when I arrived at school in the morning, and you haven't moved from your nest. You just fell asleep."

"Then how did you get here?" Chen Yan asked.

Lin Yanxing began to talk about how he came to school by bicycle, how he went to class, how he went to the cafeteria to eat, and how he started class after a short lunch break... until he was kicked out of the classroom by Teacher Zhuang just now.

The more clearly he described it, the more Chen Ren's stomach ached, and he couldn't bear to interrupt: "How many years is it now?"

Lin Yanxing said it was 15 years ago.

"What about the date?" Chen Yan asked.

"September third."

"..." Chen Yan muttered.

Lin Yanxing didn't hear clearly: "What did you say?"

Chen Ren reluctantly said, "I said today is the day of my death."

Lin Yanxing's eyes widened: "Nonsense, it's obviously me today..."

Some students shouted: "Teacher Liu is here!"

Lin Yanxing turned his head and saw the homeroom teacher surnamed Liu appearing at the entrance of the corridor angrily.

Old Liu was thirty-three, taught mathematics, and was snobbish. He had completely different faces towards powerful students in his family and poor ghosts like Chen Yan.

Chen Ren thought to himself that I was really unlucky to see this guy again!So he turned his head and ignored it.

The pain was too vivid, and cold sweat hung from his forehead. He finally began to suspect that this was not a dream, but a return to a certain node in his life.

September [-]rd... He couldn't recall anything other than death happening on that day.

He should have left on the afternoon of September 2, because he woke up briefly for about [-] minutes at noon that day, and heard the electronic clock in the ICU ward chiming the time.

"What time... is it?" He asked Lin Yanxing forcefully.

"02:30, get out of class is almost over." The latter said.

Chen En thought: Is my death time 02:30?Or earlier?

Lao Liu rushed over and dragged him to the office one by one, and shouted: "Wow, you two! Teacher Zhuang has sued me, and you two don't want to have a good fruit today!"

The students who watched the excitement booed and sent them off.

Lin Yanxing didn't suffer from the immediate loss, and even yelled that he knew his mistake when he was caught, while Lao Liu threatened him to hire his parents.

Chen Yan's feet were mixed with garlic, and he softened in Lao Liu's hands within a few steps.Old Liu Chu thought he was pretending at first, but after checking his face, he found out that it wasn't true. Pain can be faked, but cold sweat can't be faked!

Although Lao Liu was snobbish, he was afraid that something would happen to the students, so he quickly let go of Lin Yanxing to support Chen Li, and asked anxiously, "What's the matter?"

Lin Yanxing said: "He was not feeling well just now."

"Chen Yan, what's wrong with you?" Lao Liu asked.

Chen Yan finally understood that this was not a dream, because he could smell the smell of smoke blowing towards his face.

Lao Liu is a big smoker, at least two packs a day, mainly relying on the filial piety of students and parents, and the supply has never been cut off.The smell of cigarettes mixed with bad breath and body odor, plus his fondness for making silly jokes, made young female teachers unwilling to talk to him.

This is not a dream, he came back, back to the afternoon when he was 15 years old, like a bird whose feathers have been plucked, still nothing, still full of pain, but he is no longer "he".

"Stomachache..." Chen Yan said.

Old Liu asked, "Can I still go?"

"Can walk..."

"Lin Yanxing, help him!" Old Liu asked, "Why does he have a stomachache?"

After all, it was her own body, Chen Yan roughly figured it out, and replied: "It should be hungry..."

Lin Yan put his arms around his neck: "You haven't eaten lunch?"

Chen Li lowered her head and thought for a moment, then said, "I might...haven't even eaten breakfast."

Lin Yanxing took a deep breath: "Have you eaten since morning?"

Chen Yan was ashamed to admit that he might have been starving since last night, which challenged Mr. Lin's bottom line too much.

"Why don't you eat?" He really asked.

Chen Li didn't answer.

"I have something to eat!" Lin Yanxing said and ran back to the classroom, and then ran back amidst the attention of the students, and stuffed a pineapple bun into Chen Ren's hand.

Chen Yan didn't remember ever eating Lin Yanxing's pineapple buns, and with his temper at that time, even if Lin Yanxing offered to offer it, he would refuse.

Poverty makes him overly sensitive and self-respecting, and he has strong hostility towards children from a good family like Lin Yanxing, and always adopts a confrontational attitude.He felt that Lin Yanxing looked down on him, so he looked down on Lin Yanxing even more, so as to gain a certain psychological balance.

"Thank you very much." Chen Yan said, "Tear me up, please, my hands are weak."

Lin Yanxing unwrapped the bag outside the bread: "Eat slowly, eat too fast..."

It only took Chen Yan two seconds to stuff the whole bread into his mouth, Lin Yanxing was dumbfounded: "...the stomach will hurt even more."

"It's better than starving!" Chen Yan stretched her neck and tried to swallow dryly.

"..." Lin Yanxing asked, "What happened to you?"

When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Lao Liu didn't let them stay longer in the corridor, first led them to the office, poured half a glass of water for Chen Ren to prevent him from choking to death, and then sent Lin Yanxing to take him to the infirmary.

The doctor in the school infirmary gave Chen Li two stomach medicines, and the latter chewed them dry, and sat on the treatment bed to wait for the medicine to take effect.

The doctor had to leave work early, and ordered the two to lock the door before leaving, Lin Yanxing agreed.

Chen Yan asked him, "Aren't you going back to class?"

"I won't go back." Lin Yanxing said, "It's rare to have a legitimate reason to skip class, let me enjoy it for a while."

He sat on his back with his chin resting on the back of the chair and asked, "What's wrong with you? Why don't you eat?"

Chen Eun said: "Today doesn't count, did you see me in the cafeteria yesterday and the day before yesterday?"

Lin Yanxing asked: "Noon or evening?"

Licheng No. [-] Middle School has a strict schedule, with closed management from morning to night. The evening self-study in the first year of senior high school ends at nine o'clock, and day students must also eat two meals in the cafeteria.

"Noon and evening."

"I haven't seen it before." Lin Yanxing said, "You ran away after class."

Chen Yan smiled.

Of course he wants to run away, he is poor, has no money to eat and doesn't want his classmates to see it.

He must be pouring cold water somewhere, or hiding somewhere quietly, waiting for the dizziness caused by hunger to pass.

It's been a long time, but he still remembers that he used to deliver steamed buns with boiled water, or just cook rice without cooking vegetables, and ask the cafeteria aunt to pour a spoonful of broth to taste.

I remember pinning my hope of gaining nutrition on the free soup in the cafeteria, and even eating other people's leftovers...but that was only once or twice when I was extremely hungry.Eleventh Middle School requires students to clean up the table by themselves, and take the initiative to pour leftovers into the slop bucket. Not many Ma Daha can forget this.

He has seen someone throw away a whole chicken leg, half a grid of braised pork, or a lion head with only a bite, but he can only watch helplessly.

If anyone had asked him how he felt about his high school year, it was hunger, humiliation and loneliness.

Just now he praised Teacher Jiaozhuang's beauty because he had longed for it. He thought high school was his ladder to a better life, but in fact it was just another mountain of suffering in his life.

He was abused in high school, in every way.

He didn't die in youth, it was youth that died before his eyes.

"Lin Yanxing, something happened to me." He said softly, "So you can't spend money casually."

Lin Yanxing's eyes widened in shock: "You call eating casually spending money?"

Chen Yan smiled slightly, the stomach medicine started to take effect, and he felt much better now.

Lin Yanxing asked: "Your parents didn't give you living expenses? I heard that difficult students can bring rice from home to steam, instead of buying canteen every day. Why don't you bring rice?"

Chen Li bowed her head and did not answer, because it was a long story.

When he was three years old, his biological father died, and when he was five years old, he married his mother and became a fool.At the age of six, I had a younger brother, and at the age of seven, I had a younger sister, which made me look like a pig and a dog at home.After graduating from junior high school, he didn't follow his stepfather's arrangement to go to work in the factory. Instead, he passed the high school entrance examination and wanted to go to university, but was kicked out.

He has no tiles to cover his body, no place to stand on his feet, poor and helpless, so how can he bring food?

"Who paid your tuition?" Lin Yanxing asked, "Why don't you?"

"I still owe my tuition and book fees." Chen Yan said, "I just come to school first."

Lin Yanxing asked, "Where are your parents?"

"I haven't." Chen Yan said.

Lin Yanxing paused every word: "You haven't?"

"Yes is equivalent to no." Chen Yan said, "I have no home."

Lin Yanxing was speechless, and the two looked at each other silently.

The strong western sun made the health care room as hot as a cauldron, and the heat was transpiring from the concrete floor, and the only sound in my ears was the futile rotation of the ceiling fan.

Chen Eping looked at Lin Yanxing's face.

He looks so good, he will be even better in the future, and he is completely natural and untouched. His eyebrows, facial features, and body proportions are the most photogenic type, which makes many people bitter and hateful.

Chen Yan remembered watching a talk show, in which three or four insiders were sitting around talking nonsense, there were photographers who took photos of celebrities, experienced makeup artists, and fashion designers.

The host asked one of them, who do you think is the model for plastic surgery among male stars?

The person first said that it must not be messed up, and it is absolutely necessary to retain personal characteristics. The faces of Internet celebrity women are difficult to recognize, and the same is true for Internet celebrity male faces. No matter what, they are ugly!

He also said that if I had to choose, I would choose Lin Yanxing.But in view of the height difference between me and him, if I wanted to achieve his proportions, not only would I have to break off my leg bones and re-grow them, but I would also have to cut my head evenly around it.

Seeing this, Chen Yan wanted to laugh, because back then he didn't think Lin Yanxing was good at all, he just hated him, hated his new sneakers, the sports watch on his wrist, hated the smile at the corner of his mouth, his glamorous appearance, and his unknowing sorrow.

He pulled his thoughts back and rubbed his already tender stomach.

Lin Yanxing asked him: "You don't have a home, and you don't have any money?"

"Hmm." Chen Yan suddenly asked, "You said today is September [-]rd? School just started?"

"correct."

Chen Eun said: "Since you won't go back to class, can you do something with me?"

"what's up?"

Chen Yan grinned: "Go and ask for money."