surrogate marriage

Mu Na and Su Xin rushed back to Beijing on the third day of the Lunar New Year.

After all, it's been a while since I left.

Although Mu Na no longer needs to invest a lot of time and energy in Ruan Shi as she did when she was young, but many things are still waiting for her to finalize.

Su Xin was busy with her own affairs first, and she still followed the old way of the past, worshiping her ancestors first, and then going home.

At this time, the weather was still a bit cold. When Su Xin arrived at the cemetery, she looked at the slightly bleak tombstones around her, her eyes were red.

She cleaned up the area around the tombstone where the two elders were buried together, sprinkled the sake they loved most when they were there, and murmured:

—Mom and Dad, I'm back to see you.

Every year, every year.

She will say this sentence.

It’s just that in the past, I hugged my parents and said, but now, I’m talking to the cold stone tombstone.

"I went back with her to celebrate the New Year, heh, my brother lost his temper again." Su Xin sat on the floor, holding a glass of wine and drinking with her parents: "Why bother? It's the same as I said, no It's the same, when I was young, I didn't change, but now that I'm older, I'm too lazy to change. Mom, if you were here, you would understand me..."

People in the Su family are long-term lovers.

Less than 24 hours after Suxin's father passed away, Suxin's mother followed.

Although Su Qiang has a fiery personality and a bad temper, he is also obedient to his sister-in-law. A few years ago, his lover got cancer, and his eyes were red from crying, holding her hand in front of the hospital bed for countless days and nights , after all, together with his lover, he created a miracle, escaped from the gate of hell, and now he is cared for like a treasure in the palm of his hand, not daring to let him get angry.

In fact, when Su Xin was young, she also met a blind date introduced by her family.

There was a moment.

Seeing how happy Ruan Feng and Mu Na's family are, she wants to let go, but she always sees the bright moon, no matter how bright the stars are, they will be eclipsed.

When she got home, Su Qiang was smoking a cigarette and sitting in the living room with his brows furrowed. The temperature in the house was very high. He was wearing a hurdle vest, except for the white hair on his forehead. appearance.

"came back?"

Su Qiang's voice was muffled, like the beating of an old drum after a long absence.

Su Xin smiled, although her parents are no longer there, she is also happy to see her brother who is closest to her in this world.

"aunt."

Suqiang's daughter, Su Niannian, came out of the house. Seeing that Su Xin was very happy, she was about to go to college, and she still hugged her aunt just like when she was a child.

Su Xin stroked her hair, "You little clever ghost." She took out a thick red envelope from her bag, and then took out a delicate box

Son, "here, a gift for the Year of the Rat, take it away."

Su Niannian smiled contentedly and took the things and ran away, that happy look like a little duck leaning back and forth.

It seems that in the blink of an eye, the children have grown up.

Su Qiang is still smoking, his eyes are gloomy on Su Xin's body.

Su Xin didn't take it seriously, she also took out a prepared gift and put it on the coffee table, "For your brother, a specialty of Xiawa Village."

Her brother is in a high position now, and he has everything he needs, and she has nothing to prepare for. Such a special product makes him feel fresh when he is used to delicacies from mountains and seas.

Su Qiang lit a cigarette ash, "What about her?"

Su Xin lowered her head and tidied her bag: "I'm busy with company affairs, I'll come over in the afternoon."

Su Qiang frowned: "Afternoon?"

Where is the visitor looking for the afternoon.

He is a man of appearance. Over the years, he has been proud of his official career, and his promotion speed is beyond the reach of others, so he has more or less put on airs.

Su Xin looked at him: "Brother, Mu Na and I are still the same as before."

Her words just poked the deepest thorn in Su Qiang's heart. He smashed out the cigarette butt with all his strength, and said indifferently: "If parents see that you are so obsessed with no regrets after your age, you will definitely die with regret." .”

He got up and left without a word.

Su Xin lowered her head, her smile froze on her lips, and she sighed softly.

Mu Na came at the right time, she happened to see this scene in the courtyard, the morning glow fell on Su Xin's body, it should have been bright and bright, but at this moment it was more distressingly sad.

Mu Na opened the door and walked in, Su Xin looked up and saw her surprised: "You came so early?"

Mu Na stared at her moist eyes, nodded: "Yeah."

She knows the current situation of Su's family.

I also know Suqiang's status and mood at this moment.

Mu Na is understandable, if her younger sister has been sentenced to a person for so many years and is alone, she is afraid that what she says will be worse than Su Qiang.

Although angry and unwilling.

But Suqiang still came out, and he sat on the sofa and continued to smoke.

Su Xin smiled, as if Mu Na came over, she seemed to have changed, and went to the kitchen to wash fruits as before.

Mu Na is also sitting upright, she is not a person who is good at talking, she has known Su Qiang since she was in high school, and even she and Su Xin met because of Su Qiang's introduction, back then, they talked about everything Friends, but now that so many years have passed, the relationship between the two has long been beyond recognition.

"Is Miss Qi all right?"

Mu Na took a sip of tea and opened her mouth. The "Sister Qi" in her mouth was Su Qiang's lover, and they had a good relationship when they were young.

Su Qiang said indifferently: "I took my life and came back. With me, even if I live in such a sick state, I am better than my sister."

This opening is full of gunpowder.

Mu Na's eyes drooped.

Su Qiang was full of anger, he originally wanted to vent to Su Xin, but when he saw the gray hair on his sister's forehead, all his anger turned into heart-wrenching pain.

As Su Xin's elder brother, if he is so sad, what should the client do?

After so many years, he really wanted to ask his sister what she was planning and when she would be tall.

Mu Na lowered her head, gently stroking the teacup with her hands. In Su Qiang's memory, she was a proud and stubborn woman, and she had never seen her look so lonely with her head down.

A woman showing weakness has great power, let alone a woman who has always been strong. Su Qiang felt like a wall was blocked in his heart, "Mu Na, I just want to ask you, what is my sister not worthy of you?"

Su Xin has been waiting for her for so many years, is she no better than a dead person?

Yes.

Who didn't make vows when they were young, but the years are ruthless, and who is not afraid of loneliness?

"It was because I wasn't good enough for her."

Mu Na has really changed, Su Qiang was stunned by this opening.

so many years.

Mu Na has always avoided mentioning the issue of her younger sister, but now, she is so...humble.

Mu Na raised her head, she was a beauty when she was young, but now, even though she is old, those eyes still have the charm of sinking

Li Li, "From the beginning to the end, I was the one who failed her. Su Qiang, if you have any hatred, feel free to direct it at me. I beg you...don't blame her again."

Her voice was low and piercing: "She has lived her life too hard."

Muna never told anyone.

She always felt that she was not worthy of Su Xin.

Whether from the body or the mind.

She had a husband, and she gave him her heart completely. Although Su Xin always said that she didn't care about these things, Mu Na did.

It would be unfair to Su Xin if they were really together.

Mu Na's heart may be occupied by Su Xin, but Ruan Feng will always be like a ray of breeze, leaving his place.

People are selfish.

Mu Na knows too well what it feels like to love someone and be crazy about it.

If it is 100% love, I will definitely care. In the end, Su Xin will be hurt even more by her.

Su Xin didn't know what her brother and Mu Na said, when she came out with the fruit, they both had tears in their eyes.

Su Xin was silent for a moment, she sat next to Mu Na and shook her hand.

The past cannot be traced.

At noon, the family sat down and ate together.

Although Su Qiang is not young anymore, he still made all kinds of promises with pride and ambition. After drinking, he inevitably said a few more words.

Leave Su's house.

Mu Na called to arrange some things, Su Xin heard, she was silent.

Turning her head, Mu Na looked at her: "I've always wanted to do something for you, but you never wanted to. Now, you only have this brother in this world."

Su Xin understood her character, she nodded slightly.

Years later, work got busy again.

Although Mu Na doesn't say anything, she protects Ruan Qiu in action. She is a woman with a plan and perseverance. She wants to inherit the Ruan family when her daughter

Beforehand, sort out the entire enterprise for her, what should be cleared, what should be consolidated, so that she can go smoothly and worry-free.

But in the end is the age there.

After a busy month like this, when Mu Na's regular meeting on Monday ended, when she walked out, her feet were light and light, and in the end, her body seemed not to listen to her own orders.

With the exclamation of people around, Mu Na felt that she was plunged into darkness.

She had experienced such a cold and painful feeling before.

Back then, in Ruan Qiu's time, Mu Na fell into darkness like this.

At that time, she saw Ruan Feng's back and wanted to follow her steps, but was called back by Su Xin's crying.

And now.

in the dark.

Ruan Feng stood in front of her like that, his smile was warm and warm, just like when he was young, he even stretched out a hand: "Nana, come here."

Mu Na looked at him, tears falling uncontrollably.

Ruan Feng's eyes are full of indulging warmth, "You have worked hard all these years, and the child has grown up, so I will come to pick you up for a reunion."

Mu Na raised her hand unknowingly, but just as she was about to put it on Ruan Feng's, her heart throbbed and she retracted suddenly.

……

outside the hospital.

Ruan Qiu's nose and eyes were red from crying, and Chu Qing held her hand tightly.

The critical illness notice came down last night.

The doctor frowned, "Mr. Mu's body...hey, when he was young, the cold air invaded his body. Now...he has some symptoms of cavity blockage, and his heart function...whether he can wake up depends on her personal perseverance."

Ruan Qiu was crying so hard that she couldn't understand why God was so cruel?

When I was still a child.

She lost her father, and she and her mother have been tormenting each other in such pain for more than 20 years, and finally found a little relief. How could she just leave like this?

in the afternoon.

The doctor checked Mu Na again, and when he came out, he said to Chu Qing, "Although he didn't wake up, he has calmed down a bit."

Ruan Qiu and Su Xin breathed a sigh of relief listening.

Ruan Qiu bit her lip, she looked at the lying Mu Na covered in tubes in the ward, and murmured: "Wake up, after waking up, at worst I don't blame you for anything..."

Chu Qing looked at Ruan Qiu and then at Mu Na.

This time, what she was worried about was not Ruan Ruan, but Su Xin.

Although Ruan Qiu was sad and in pain, she was still young and her body could bear it.

But Aunt Suxin...

She is over half a hundred years old, and she hasn't drunk a drop of water since yesterday, and she has been guarding outside the ward, refusing to leave no matter what anyone says.

In the afternoon, Ruan Qiu curled up on the chair at the door and fell asleep. She was huddled together, and Chu Qing put a coat on her.

Su Xin stared blankly at Mu Na in the ward, her tears seemed to have dried up, and her whole body was numb.

Chu Qing walked to her side, "Auntie, drink some water."

Su Xin didn't move, she looked at Mu Na quietly.

Nana...

Don't be so cruel.

Don't leave me again and again.

Chu Qing put her arms around her shoulders, feeling Su Xin's thinness, and felt very sad, "Auntie, don't do this, Mr. Mu woke up and needs someone to take care of him."

These words finally made Su Xin react, she turned her head slowly, mechanically took the water in Chu Qing's hand and took a sip.

That movement, that look...

Chu Qing was a little scared, "Aunt..."

Su Xin looked at her, but she didn't seem to be watching, "Qingqing, I'm very scared."

Chu Qing quickly hugged Su Xin, her body was very cold, without any warmth.

Falling into a warm embrace, tears slowly fell from the corners of Su Xin's eyes, "You all think... Nana can't leave me, but actually... I can't leave her. If she really leaves, what should I do?" manage?"

If she really left.

Leave this world.

Su Xin will not survive.

and then?

Going underground, Mu Na met Ruan Feng, and she no longer needed her.

Then, life and death, she has nothing to do with Mu Na.

She deeply loves her lover whom she has been obsessed with for so many years...

If this is really the case.

Between heaven and earth, Su Xin desolately doesn't know the meaning of her existence.

For most of my life...

Love was given to her.

Hate also to her.

Now, she no longer expects anything extravagantly, she only hopes that the two of them can be a companion and live a good life, but is it still so difficult?

Mu Na fell into a coma for four days, and Su Xin massaged her body every day, pinched her muscles, knowing that Mu Na was so clean, Su Xin washed her face and body every day.

Ruan Qiu tried to do it several times, but was chased away by Su Xin, "Your mother must be strong, you can't do it well."

Ruan Qiu watched from the side, watching Su Xin sitting there quietly cutting Mu Na's nails, and watching her comb her mother's hair.

Ruan Qiu cried again.

In the afternoon, while Su Xin went to the toilet, Ruan Qiu lay on the bedside and said to Mu Na: "Mom, are you going to be so cruel? Do you have the heart to just leave my Aunt Su Xin like this? I'm too old , I have Qingqing, but what about her??? You let her live alone in this world, you still had me back then, what about her? She has nothing..."

That day.

There is a miraculous story circulating in Yuyang Hospital.

The old man who had been in a coma couldn't wake up no matter what, he was scolded awake by his own daughter.

This kind of stimulation therapy has been widely used in hospitals even in the future, and the original inventor is Ruan Qiu.

After Mu Na woke up, although she couldn't speak, she could kill Ruan Qiu just by looking at her.

Standing behind Chu Qing, Ruan Qiu was filled with sorrow and joy, "If I had known this earlier, I would have scolded this old lady earlier, why is she the same as when she was young, taking hard things instead of soft ones."

Chu Qing pinched her face, she looked at Su Xin who was lying on the bed and looking at Mu Na: "Ruan Ruan, stop nagging."

Ruan Qiu: ...

In this way, Mr. Ruan was dragged out of the ward by Dr. Chu.

She still had a lot to say, but Chu Qing held her down, "This person was finally woken up by your anger, don't faint anymore."

Ruan Qiu: ...

She's really unpopular right now.

In the ward.

Su Xin didn't say a word, she fed Mu Na the porridge spoon by spoon with tears in her eyes.

After Mu Na woke up this time, she was different from before. She had a strong desire to survive, and she especially cooperated with the doctor to take medicine and infusion, it was like a different person.

Even half a month later.

Ruan Qiu and Chu Qing stared at Mu Na aerobically in the ward.

It's the kind of special youthful bodybuilding...

Su Xin watched from the side, smiling and beating the beat, Mu Na worked seriously, she basically recovered, if not for Ruan Qiu's insistence, she would have been discharged from the hospital a long time ago.

On the day I was discharged from the hospital, the weather was fine.

Ruan Qiu helped Mu Na pack her luggage, and Su Xin went to run out of the hospital. Ruan Qiu hummed a little song and was in a good mood: "Mom, tell me the truth, is it true that sometimes a daughter's love is really great, and it can take you from Pull back the edge of life and death."

Mu Na looked at Ruan Qiu, and under Chu Qing's daily nourishment, she became more and more wanting to be beaten.

Ruan Qiu curled her lips: "Don't be embarrassed, I didn't want you to appreciate me, just chatting."

Mu Na said lightly, "Ruan Ruan."

Ruan Qiu raised his head, his eyes sparkling: "Yes!"

Hey, this old lady has changed so much since she was ill, wouldn't she suddenly say something like "baby daughter" emotionally to her?Then she can't stand it.

Mu Na stared into her eyes: "To be honest, when I woke up and saw you beside the bed, I really wanted to fall asleep."

Ruan Qiu: ...

Mu Na: "Neither your father nor I are such shy people. I have already sent someone to investigate whether I really hugged you by mistake when I was in the hospital. Oh, don't be afraid, I'm just chatting."

Ruan Qiu: ...

Ruan Qiu was humiliated and ran out.

Su Xin walked in curiously with the list in hand, "What happened to Ruan Ruan?"

Mu Na shook her head: "It's okay."

Su Xin smiled, and she stroked the hair on Mu Na's forehead: "Don't bully her all the time when you just wake up, when you fell asleep, Ruan Ruan cried like a tearful baby

Son. "

Mu Na looked at Su Xin deeply, "I will live well."

Su Xin looked at her in surprise.

Mu Na stared into her eyes, Su Xin looked at her for a moment, then hugged Mu Na: "I know, thank you."

Thank you……

Thank you for being alive.

After all, Mu Na's tears fell down, she slowly raised her hand, for the first time in so many years, she took the initiative to hug Su Xin.

Thank you……

Thank you for giving me the courage to live.

Give me the belief not to leave.

She owed Su Xin too much in this life.

It's not over yet.

What she can do is to live longer, long enough to accompany Su Xin through this life, not to let her be alone, not to let her bear the pain she once suffered.