he likes me

In the middle of the cold winter night, the snow was falling and the street lights had faded. Ji Xuecheng helped Mrs. Dou out of the car, wearing Xu Yiran's overcoat, and moved slowly.

"Thank you, Uncle Li, you should go back and rest early." Ji Xuecheng began to take off his clothes when he entered the corridor, patted the snow off the top, and said coquettishly: "Please return this clothes to Young Master Xu for me. In addition, just, help me with Young Master Xu said, forget it, let’s die.”

Ji Xuecheng hesitated, he was really unhappy, holding his coat with a tangled expression on his face.

At that time, my brain was short-circuited, and I actually yelled at Xu Yiran, I would like to take care of you, except for this improper relationship, the other party is still a big boss with a lot of money, what do you want?

Taking a step back, Xu Yiran is also a patient with a high fever!He was not considerate of others, and even hurriedly raised his leg and kicked him.

Ji Xuecheng is unwilling to admit that he was frightened by Xu Yiran's actions tonight. In his impression, the other party is an image of a cold and straightforward big boss who handles everything cleanly and without mercy. Of course, in some respects he secretly He has been scolding the other party for being a scum for several years.

But these things can't stop Ji Xuecheng in the slightest, wanting to cross the boundary now and go to Xu Yiran's world to learn about it.

He didn't dare to listen to it before, he didn't dare to ask, he felt that the cloth used to shade the light was too fragile, and it would shatter when he touched it, which made him nakedly exposed under the moral bottom line and the end of secret love, and then fell into love. In the unfathomable magma, he struggled with himself and entangled in pain at the same time.

He drew himself a circle called unloved, stood inside and looked forward to freedom, but avoided redemption again and again, and never looked at anyone outside the circle, even if the person standing outside stretching out his hand to him was Xu Yiran.

I have liked Xu Yiran for too long, and Ji Xuecheng will stick to the side of Jinghong when we first met, and always remember that person was born superior, standing on the top of the pyramid and giving him a pitiful look, while he was standing in the mire, because the love was too heavy, he She never gave birth to walking towards Xu Yiran along the steps, stuck in the mud, her posture getting lower and lower, and she blamed Xu Yiran for walking too far and standing too high.

Now that Xu Yiran has fallen out of love with him, he has a feeling of compassion for the degeneracy of humanity and moral depravity.

No matter how superficial they are, they can't escape AO's mutual attraction.

The gloomy and painful memories of the past were covered with dust, he couldn't see clearly, he couldn't tell which were real and which were the fantasies he gave to himself when he was in despair and pain.

Ji Xuecheng lay on the bed and thought a lot, and only squinted his eyes and fell asleep at three or four in the morning. The dream was messy, and he saw Xu Yiran, with a tall and straight figure and a handsome face.

Xu Yiran encountered the two most important events in his life, which can be regarded as turning points that changed his life.

The first thing is that the person she has been in love with for many years is married to someone else. Although she can't get a marriage certificate yet, Qu Youning is not yet twenty.

The second thing is that my father, who had been in the army for many years, came back. Seeing that his son was married to a bamboo horse like a childhood sweetheart, he immediately refused to admit defeat and arranged a marriage for him. Yue, the other party's family was happy to see the success, and with a big wave of their hands, they subsidized the children of Xu's employees to go to the noble school run by their own family.

Regarding the first thing, Xu Yiran was very disappointed, and got drunk from Qu Youning's wedding banquet.

The second thing, the reason is that because of the first thing, Xu Yiran was heartbroken and drunk for half a month, Xu Yiran spent the whole winter vacation in a daze, thinking that everything would not go his way, so he nodded when he refused, and nodded when he agreed. Grinding your teeth without making a sound, just like a saw-jawed gourd.

Planning to leave the sad land, Xu Yiran moved away from the small villa where her mother planted flowers and grass, and returned to Xu's old house.

In the decadent years, I met his turning point, holding a broom in Ji Xuecheng, who was sweeping the floor. The other party was young, and he worked hard behind the gardener, trimming flowers, mowing grass and hanging lanterns, like a squeezed laborer.

It is said that the sad side face of a young man is a killer skill. Ji Xuecheng was young and innocent, standing next to a bunch of roses in the garden and looking up, Xu Yiran's melancholy appearance on the balcony with one hand caught his eyes, just like the photo After adding a filter and grinding the skin, it hit Ji Xuecheng's young heart with a bang bang.

The secret love just caught off guard Ji Xuecheng, who had not been sexually differentiated for a long time.

By the way, he saved the young boy Xu Yiran who had lost his footing.

Xu Yiran did not immediately transfer his love to another, and fell in love with Ji Xuecheng at first sight, but in the gray vision of broken love, a handsome boy standing in the flowers suddenly appeared, shining with special effects, which was enough to comfort the broken love Xu Yiran is gone.

Therefore, Ji Xuecheng's inexperienced love sinus Chukai failed to experience a buffer, and was teased by Xu Yiran 360 degrees without dead ends. Running in the luxurious greenhouse glass room with flowers and plants, Ji Xuecheng diligently and silently expelled insects, added soil and sprayed nutrient solution, Xu Yiran stood on the balcony upstairs and watched the affectionate feelings of the first love and the newlywed husband, neither disturbing nor delaying each other.

Several times when Ji Xuecheng saw Xu Yiran secretly drinking Mrs. Xu's red wine with a bitter face, he wanted to persuade him that there are no fragrant grasses anywhere in the world, if it is impossible, there are grasses beside the nest.

But in the dream, he opened his mouth wide and couldn't make a sound. He watched Xu Yiran holding a glass of red wine without speaking, tears streaming down his face.

The sound of the door being slammed outside didn't stop, accompanied by the barking of the dog, Ji Xuecheng threw off the quilt and got up, and the coat that he couldn't return fell on the floor, and Ji Xuecheng's saliva was smeared on the collar.

"It's really convincing!" Ji Xuecheng was speechless when he was dreaming, and when he woke up, he still had a few hairs in his mouth, muttering about getting out of bed and picking up his coat: "I don't know how expensive it is, and it's still shedding hair!"

Granny Dou took the medicine, went downstairs to walk the dog and came back but did not see Ji Xuecheng going out, so she kindly reminded him to remember to eat breakfast, but Ji Xuecheng, with green and black panda eyes, angrily told him not to disturb him to rest, like a young man who had lost his footing.

Granny Dou was worried about him, so she led the dog and walked in the door: "Small city, there are so many men in the world, don't worry about money, the other party can hire a driver to take you home, or someone else! I have to give it to his wife, don't be stubborn!"

Granny Dou still remembered the car ride home last night. Ji Xuecheng kept talking non-stop, and she still kept the big boss's coat to bring home. She was worried when she saw it.

"He said he didn't have a wife," Ji Xuecheng was sensitive when he heard the word "wife", and immediately refuted Mrs. Dou.

"Oh! I told people that I am sixty!" Mrs. Dou was anxious, and she pulled Ji Xuecheng to sit on the sofa to reason: "He is married and still has no wife? You are so fooled by lard, why don't you give me back?" The pig arched!"

……

Ji Xuecheng said that he couldn't win the old lady, his eyes were swollen like walnuts, and he didn't even have the strength to roll them.

At 06:30 in the morning in city C, there is a free newspaper at the subway entrance. Mrs. Dou grabbed a handful early and came back to shovel shit for the dog. As soon as she entered the door, she threw it on the coffee table. Full, the headlines are about the emotional life of the rich.

Ji Xuecheng was perfunctory, opened the newspaper and glanced casually, Xu Yiran's name appeared, and the blurry photo only showed the back view, with a slim actress standing beside her, unclear but ambiguous.

Ah!man!

Ji Xuecheng didn't expect that the first thing he learned was Xu Yiran's lace news, the content in the section was as gorgeous as a novel, he was a little dissatisfied after reading it, and felt that he had to write the content after entering the hotel no matter what.

The newspapers Mrs. Dou brought back were all expired. Ji Xuecheng fell asleep late, found out her phone and started to read city c news, finance, entertainment, and life.

Mrs. Xu, who was scared and escaped before, did not show up. There are a lot of close girlfriends and lovers. Ji Xuecheng feels that he has been sleeping with Xu Yiran for two or three years and has not been able to be ranked. Now he seriously suspects that it is not only Mrs. Dou who had a fever last night. I guess I'm sick and have hallucinations.

Ji Xuecheng has been anxious like an ant on a hot pot these days. He wandered around the apartment for several days. His mobile phone was charging every day, and he was never seen calling or playing games. When the battery was less than [-] percent, he became impatient. , holding the phone and checking the time every now and then.

Until he realized that his behavior was meaningless, he opened WeChat several times, and Xu Yiran's name seemed to have disappeared out of thin air, and he was nowhere to be found in the friend list.

He hugged Xu Yiran's coat and started talking to himself: I have to return the coat, forget it, what do I need, this one is still missing?

Until the night of New Year's Eve, he was still anxious. He accompanied Mrs. Dou to watch the Spring Festival Gala with Xu Yiran's coat on his knees, and at the end of the day, he went out to throw garbage in the snow.

The trees downstairs in the apartment are all dead branches, and you can step on a few branches that fell on the ground after a few steps. Ji Xuecheng threw out the garbage by category, and habitually took out his phone to take a look.

Oh, it's nine o'clock, no important information.

While the movement of raising the feet was in progress, there were a few clicks in the snow.

When I turned around, I saw Xu Yiran walking in the snow, approaching him holding a black umbrella, with Guangji Xuecheng behind his back, he couldn't see the expression on his face.

I don't know if it's a change of mind or something, Ji Xuecheng saw for the first time that Xu Yiran didn't feel uncomfortable, not afraid or nervous, and still clamored in his heart why the other party came so late?

He has been waiting for a long time.

"What are you here for?"

"I'll get the coat."

Ji Xuecheng didn't expect that Xu Yiran really lacked such a coat. He came here in heavy snow for such a coat. Although the other party was unreasonable, he understood it with affection: "Just tell me on the phone, and I will give it to you." You sent it there, it’s snowing, I’m really sorry for you.”

"Can't get through,"

Half of Xu Yiran's face was illuminated by the light, and his expression looked obscure.

"It's the same if you say it on WeChat," Ji Xuecheng was about to roar in his heart. He looked at his phone every day, would he not know if he had a call?

Xu Yiran's face turned to him slightly, looking pitiful: "You're blocked."

Yeah?Ji Xuecheng turned on the phone and saw that the other party was indeed on his blacklist.

Covertly stuffing the phone into his pocket, Ji Xuecheng faked a smile: "Don't you send the message to the wrong person, I'll go back and get the coat for you right now."

"You get dressed first."

"Oh."

Ji Xuecheng's index finger was about to be torn off, his eyes were looking around, Xu Yiran didn't take his clothes, and he stood here without talking. Could it be that the snow scene here is better than his house?

"Young Master Xu,"

"Happy New Year's Eve," Xu Yiran interrupted him, took out a red envelope from his coat pocket, and told him with a blank expression as before: "You need to wake up tomorrow morning to open the lucky money, and put it under the pillow before going to bed."

"Oh,"

He took it and said thank you.

"Let's go back,"

"Oh."

He seemed to have been acupointed, and walked back stiffly, unable to even turn his head to look at Xu Yiran, he could only listen to the sound of Xu Yiran's footsteps, step by step, and then the sound of the car starting, the wheels rolling across the snow, There was the sound of fireworks in the distance.

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Ji Xuecheng slammed his phone angrily: Men are big pigs! ! !

Xu Jingyan:? ? ? ?