I time travel after throwing away my sister's book

For him, Chen Qingren's impotence is a good thing... But it is not necessarily a good thing for the original owner. In fact, if it was the original owner, he should have been disappointed and at a loss. Lost, but also secretly happy, because I am not that sensitive at all, and even feel that there is no problem with keeping a distance, completely oj8k.

Therefore, Chen Qingren did hide something. Although this is a secret that every man may subconsciously keep, it is not just about him alone when it is related to another person's life.

He is not a teenage boy who thinks that meeting the so-called hit lover can last a lifetime. Plato, adults understand that sex and love are inseparable. Not heavy desire, but that's a minority, people who don't heavy desire may fall in love with someone who doesn't have heavy desire, otherwise there wouldn't be so many lovers separated because of sex.

Some people may say that it may not be enough love, otherwise why would they separate?If you really love, you won't separate because you don't have sex.

Zheng Zhinan just wanted to say, how naive a person is to say such stupid things.

No matter what gender you are, it's hard to survive without sex.

Thinking of this, Zheng Zhinan was glad that he lowered his eyes and didn't look at Zhang Yue, otherwise he was almost exposed just now, and he continued to struggle pretending to be helpless.

Zhang Yue comforted Zheng Zhinan softly.

"I understand your struggle and helplessness these days. He has concealed it from you. If he is more honest, I believe that you will accompany him to tide over the difficulties and receive treatment, but he has not told you and has been hiding you. You... Do you really think he loves you enough?"

Zheng Zhinan shed tears, and said in a soft and pitiful tone: "Isn't it my problem?"

Zhang Yue was so distressed that he took Zheng Zhinan into the car with his arms around him, bought him a cup of hot coffee and put it in his hand, started the car and said to him, "It's not your problem, it's him who lied to you."

Zhang Yue has been highlighting the fact that Chen Qingren deceived Zheng Zhinan, in order to reduce the guilt he felt because of his wavering heart.

If it weren't for Chen Qingren's attitude, how could Zheng Zhinan feel suspicious, vacillating, entangled and helpless because of this.

Zhang Yue's guidance successfully calmed Zheng Zhinan's mood.

Holding hot coffee in both hands, he looked at the scenery outside the car window without speaking.

He didn't ask where Zhang Yue was going.

He is thinking about a problem.

Since it is BE, it must have taken substantial actions to get to the end, but the current level is not up to that standard at all.

So Zheng Zhinan had no idea what to do next.

When Zheng Zhinan was sitting in the car and meditating, Zheng Peiya of the Xu family couldn't calm down when she heard something.

Zheng Zhinan is engaged, and the other party is Zhang's family, one of the best Zhang's families in G City.

When her son was still following Fan Junhai and was still unnamed, Zheng Zhinan actually found a man with a higher worth?

The higher the social status, the uglier he must be!

He can only find an ugly one, after all, he is already a bad existence!

Unlike his son, who has only been with one man from the beginning to the end,

Even if Zheng Peiya comforted herself like this, she still couldn't feel relieved, she always wanted to see the other party's true face, so as to relieve her anger.

Zheng Peiya is a person who can't hold back words, so she told her son what she heard from her relatives in the afternoon.

When Xu Jian heard that Zheng Peiya said that she was engaged to a member of the Zhang family in G City, she was a little confused. Professor Zhang belonged to the Zhang family in G City, and the Zhang family was only an unmarried person of the right age.

Xu Jian felt that he was thinking too much, maybe he was a distant relative of the Zhang family, who had a close relationship with the Zhang family, and in order to make it sound better, he said it belonged to the Zhang family. Better people can be found too.

Must not be true.

Because she didn't believe it, Zheng Peiya was going to squat outside the neighborhood where her brother lived. Anyway, she was shopping nearby today.

Xu Jian came after hearing the news.

Neither of them planned to see it today, but they still sat in the coffee shop near the community, because they were leaning against the window, so they could clearly see the people coming and going in the community, as well as the cars.

The two people who had no plans were still staring at the door tightly, not letting any of the residents who came in and out.

Zheng Zhinan was sitting in Zhang Yue's car and caught Xu Jian's eyes like this.

At the gate of the community, before the car entered, Zheng Zhinan asked Zhang Yue to stop the car, as if he didn't want him to be sent inside.

Zhang Yue didn't force it, he knew that at this time, he needed time to sort out his thoughts, and instead of continuing to entangle, it's better to let him think about it by himself.

He wanted Zheng Zhinan to feel his heart, not persecution.

Zheng Peiya didn't know Zhang Yue, so why couldn't Xu Jian tell that the driver was Zhang Yue. Although he didn't get out of the car, he just saw a side face from the car window. Xu Jian could be sure that it was Zhang Yue.

He was actually engaged to Professor Zhang?

His other half is Professor Zhang?

Does Professor Zhang know that he was engaged to someone else before?Did you know that he lived with someone else for several years?

I definitely don't know.

He must tell Professor Zhang that he will not be deceived by this person who is used to pretending to be innocent.

After Zheng Zhinan got out of the car, he walked home without looking back.

The back view seemed hesitant and fragile, but the expression was much more relaxed, but Zhang Yue couldn't see it, and neither could Zheng Zhinan.

Zheng Zhinan didn't relax until he walked to the elevator. Acting is so fucking tiring. From now on, he won't complain about celebrities making money easily.

Zheng Zhinan, who is more and more proficient in tasks, has learned to use complaints to adjust his mood. After all, no one can talk about this kind of thing, only to entertain himself and relax.

Liu Yan was watching a TV series at home, and Zheng Chengguo was playing chess with his friends in the chess club. Before he came back, he heard the sound of the door opening. Hearing the sound, Liu Yan turned his head to look at Zheng Zhinan and said, "What do you want to eat tonight? I'll let my aunt do it."

Zheng Zhinan didn't have much appetite, he needed to clear his mind, and said casually, "Just cook a bowl of plain noodles, I'll take a bath first."

"Okay, you go."

Zheng Zhinan originally wanted to live outside by himself as before, but thinking of what the system said, BE's abusive texts, coupled with the particularity of his own mission, the original owner should die early in the end, it depends on how he dies.

So he wanted to take this opportunity to spend more time with his parents so that they would not have any regrets.

Although it is a virtual world, after all, he has already been in contact with it. If he wants to be absolutely indifferent, Zheng Zhinan feels that it is okay to treat the task target, but he can't be cold and hard to this kind of old man.

Maybe it's because when people get old, they can't help but feel pitiful when they think about it.

Now it looks like a blooming flower, who knows what it will be like in a while, but at that time, it has nothing to do with him, it is hard to protect oneself, and it really can't take care of others.

Zheng Zhinan returned home, but Xu Jian hadn't returned yet.

Zheng Peiya only saw an imposing car parked at the door, and drove away not long after, but the person who got down was her nephew Zheng Zhinan.

She didn't see clearly who the driver was, but she felt that he was also a talented person.

For a moment, I felt a little unbalanced.

Quite a bit, Fan Junhai is not enough to look at now, Fan Junhai's family is rich, and the family runs a small factory, even if Fan Junhai is fired, life is not sad.

Zheng Peiya used to think of him as a treasure, but now compared with Zheng Zhinan's new fiancé, she felt that Fan Junhai was nothing special, and there was something else, Fan Junhai was not wanted by Zheng Zhinan, and was regarded as a treasure by his son.

On the way back, Xu Jian was very silent. Although Zheng Peiya was furious in her heart, she felt that there was no one around who was more suitable for her son than Fan Junhai, so she didn't dare to persuade her son to leave Fan Junhai. It’s pretty good, who knows if he has the good fortune to follow him to the end, if he blows it up with Jun Hai, when the other party thinks your brother is boring, maybe he will blow it up too, right?”

Xu Jian smiled and said nothing.

Zheng Peiya just thought he didn't take it seriously, so she didn't continue to mention it.

The next day, Xu Jian tentatively sent a message to Zhang Yue on WeChat.

He was just trying to see if Zhang Yue had deleted him. Not surprisingly, that person had already deleted him.

Was it deleted because of the affair with my cousin, or because he graduated and he also left X University?Xu Jian didn't know the real reason, and he didn't want to find out now.

He is going to Zhang Yue and tell him face to face what his cousin has experienced.

Xu Jian seems to be thinking about Zhang Yue, and doesn't want him to be deceived by Zheng Zhinan, but in fact, he is just jealous that Zheng Zhinan has a good life and social status that can be seen in the future, which is exactly the same as before.

How could Xu Jian tolerate such a person who put him together among so many people living better than him?Not only is it good, but it's so good that it took away his male god!

He had to tell Professor Zhang!

He is not what you think!

The matter of Zhang Yue's return to G City was discussed in the school's post bar. Xu Jian also saw in the post bar that someone went to visit the art exhibition held by Professor Zhang in G City, and saw Zhang Yue.

After Xu Jian confirmed the address of the art exhibition, he found the time of the latest art exhibition and planned to meet Zhang Yue directly.

Completely regardless.

And the latest exhibition will be next Saturday.

Xu Jian cleaned up early, and drove to the art exhibition wearing a baseball cap. Xu Jian's car belonged to Fan Junhai. He hadn't gone to work since graduation. Leaving Fan Junhai's side, I want to take this opportunity to cultivate a good relationship with him. So far, the effect is quite good.

After arriving at the art exhibition, Xu Jian didn't see Zhang Yue. In fact, he was mentally prepared. Maybe he couldn't see Zhang Yue right away, but he didn't see him this time, and maybe he will see him next time.

At this moment, Xu Jian's cell phone had a notification tone.

After discovering that Zhang Yue had deleted him that day, he asked to be added as a friend again in the name of telling him something, and he mentioned a keyword in it, telling him about Zheng Zhinan.

Xu Jian was ecstatic when he saw that he passed his friend, and immediately said to Zhang Yue: "Professor Zhang, I'm here at your art exhibition, can you come over and have a chat? We need to meet." In fact, the voice said nothing , but Xu Jian hasn't seen the male god for a long time, so he naturally wanted to take this opportunity to boost his favorability.

Zhang Yue didn't reply to him, but Xu Jian subconsciously felt that Zhang Yue would come. After all, this matter was about his fiancé, how could he be indifferent.

In 20 minutes, Zhang Yue's assistant came down from the third floor and asked Xu Jian to go upstairs.

After Xu Jian reached the third floor, he looked at Zhang Yue who was standing in front of the French window with his back turned to him.

If we say that in school, Zhang Yue is like an ink painting, elegant and elegant, but now he has a sharp and chic, two completely different atmospheres.

But it made him unable to look away.

Zhang Yue hadn't shaved, and the two buttons of his shirt were unbuttoned. He looked a little decadent, but there seemed to be fire in his eyes, stabbing towards Xu Jian who was walking like a sharp sword.

Xu Jian's body couldn't help trembling, feeling inexplicably afraid.

He mustered up the courage to say hello to Zhang Yue.

"Hi, Professor Zhang, I don't know if you still remember me. I'm an X college student who added you on WeChat and met you in a bar." I didn't say that Zheng Zhinan and I are cousins.

Zhang Yue put one hand in the pocket of his suit pants, walked to the desk, leaned on it, picked up the cigarette and lighter on the table, took out one, bit it in his mouth, lit it, and took a breath , slowly vomited out and said to Xu Jian: "I am no longer a professor, what do you want to tell me, just tell me." He didn't even say a word to sit down, let Xu Jian stand up and say it, quite a bit like get out of here Stance.

Xu Jian couldn't bear Zhang Yue's gaze at all, like a mouse played by a cat, there was nowhere to escape.

He calmed himself down and told himself that maybe something happened to the professor and he was in a bad mood, and he happened to hit the gun.

Although what he said next would make him feel worse, Xu Jian felt that he would not have a second chance to stand in front of Zhang Yue, so today he had to tell Zhang Yue what he knew about Zheng Zhinan.

The man he couldn't get, Zheng Zhinan couldn't even imagine getting it.

"Zheng Zhinan was directly engaged to someone else, didn't you know about it? Not only that, but he also lived with the other party for several years. I don't know if he has concealed it from you. The elders of the Zhang family can accept such an undisciplined person and you together?"

Zhang Yueyun glanced lightly at Xu Jian, whose eyes were full of viciousness. Although he tried his best to hide it, his eyes could not deceive anyone. He was jealous of Zheng Zhinan.

Going crazy with envy.

Zhang Yue thought for a while and said, "A few days ago I sent Zhinan home, did you see that?" He had guessed that Xu Jian had misunderstood his relationship with Zheng Zhinan, but he was happy to see others misunderstood so much, and felt very happy. good.

Xu Jian nodded without thinking, without denying it.

Zhang Yue didn't say that he wasn't Zheng Zhinan's fiancé, but just picked up the phone with a smile, flipped through the photo album and handed it to Xu Jian.

Xu Jian thought that Zhang Yue was interested in him and wanted to take the initiative to make friends with him, so he suppressed his excitement and reached for his mobile phone, only to see a bed photo of him having sex with someone else in a bar in City X.

How could Zhang Yue have a photo taken by this person?

Xu Jian's hand holding the mobile phone kept shaking, and he stared at Zhang Yue with wide eyes, not knowing why this happened.

Zhang Yue didn't go to get his phone, he wasn't afraid that Xu Jian would delete the photo, anyway, the person still had several of this photo.

He took down the cigarette in his mouth, smiled and said, "Did you know? Your brother has a lot of bed photos like this. He was merciful and didn't publish the photo of you having sex with Fan Junhai on your back at the wedding. I have been very kind to you, but you didn't know what to do, and came to me to do such a thing? Do you also want me to send a copy of these photos to the only person you can get close to now? "

Xu Jian asked him tremblingly: "Why do you have..."

Zhang Yue put out half of the cigarette in his hand, walked over, took away his mobile phone in his hand, and said casually to Xu Jian: "Unfortunately, you have a date, we just happened to be in the same circle, he showed it to me, and found I know, I want a copy." The more relaxed the voice, the more fatal it is.

Zhang Yue's carelessness hurt Xu Jian's heart even more.

He was overwhelmed, completely stunned, not knowing what to do.

Zhang Yue said to him: "Be honest and live with the man that Zhinan doesn't want, don't think about some things that are not exciting." It was clearly a warning, but with a smile.

After saying this, Zhang Yue let Xu Jian go by himself.

"Don't let me find out what little tricks you did to Zhinan again, or if you want to be famous again, I can help you do it." It's as simple as crushing an ant in your hand.

Xu Jian immediately begged: "Don't do this! I will definitely not do stupid things to provoke him again!" The little thoughts on Zhang Yue quickly disappeared because of today's events, leaving only infinite fear and uneasiness.

Xu Jian, who had come here by chance before, was only disheartened and chilled to the bone.

It turned out that this man was so terrifying, the kind of horror he couldn't imagine.

"get out."

When Zhang Yue solved Xu Jian's matter, Zheng Zhinan didn't give Zhang Yue any answer or talk about his current thoughts, as if he automatically ignored it.

Zhang Yue has been annoyed about this recently. He doesn't want to force Zheng Zhinan, but he can't wait without caring about time.

Zhang Yue waited for more than a week. For more than a week, he ignored Chen Qingren and did not talk to Zheng Zhinan, fearing that he would be pressured.

But Zheng Zhinan was like a tortoise retracted into its shell, it wouldn't move if poked, and even didn't respond when poked.

Zhang Yue, who couldn't wait any longer, had to go to see Zheng Zhinan again through Chen Qingren.

He knew that if his name was Zheng Zhinan, he would definitely not come, and if Chen Qingren called, it might not be so.

Thinking of this, Zhang Yue felt bitter, and even wanted to laugh at himself. He deserved that he fell in love with someone he couldn't fall in love with, which made him suffer so much, and didn't even dare to act rashly.

But obviously, Chen Qingren didn't cherish him at all, so why couldn't he replace him?This kind of thought tortured Zhang Yue's heart like a fire day and night.

After Chen Qingren received Zhang Yue's message, he called Zheng Zhinan.

Let Zheng Zhinan go with him to have dinner with Zhang Yue this afternoon, go to the hot spring by the way, go to the hot spring villa in G city, and spend three days and two nights on the mountain.

Zheng Zhinan pretended to be tired and didn't want to go, and wanted to refuse.

Chen Qingren coaxed Zheng Zhinan, not wanting him to refuse.

"What's wrong with you? If you're uncomfortable, you should go to a hot spring, and you'll feel much looser."

"But I don't want to move."

"I'll pick you up in the afternoon, you just need to prepare your change of clothes."

"Go with him, can't you two? Let's go alone some other day."

"Ah Yue invited the two of us, it would be impolite for me to go alone."

"Is he very important to you? Why do you have to force me?" Zheng Zhinan pretended to be depressed and angry when talking to Chen Qingren, with a cold tone. At this time, the original owner must be depressed and in pain. Fight for it, but the more you fight, the sadder it gets.

Because, the more he fought, he wanted Chen Qingren to show more care, but he found that what he cared more about was the identity and aura of the Zhang family, so he obeyed everything that gave him his identity and aura.

Hearing Zheng Zhinan's words, Chen Qingren didn't care, instead he said more decisively: "Okay, don't make trouble, I know it's because I haven't been with you often recently, you are angry, but I was busy with work before, this year's things are special Duo, just take this opportunity, the two of us can get together, I will pick you up in the afternoon, I miss you so much, don't refuse me, okay? I have to go to work first, so that I can see you sooner!"

Before Zheng Zhinan could speak, Chen Qingren hung up the phone hastily as if he was afraid that Zheng Zhinan would continue to refuse.

Zheng Zhinan propped his chin and looked at the sunset outside the window and smiled.

It really is abusive text, my fiancé personally pushed the original owner to another man little by little, how could the original owner's heart, which was hurt once, not hurt?

So he will definitely be completely stimulated to lose his former rationality at a certain period of time, and do things with Zhang Yue that go beyond the bottom line.

Not forced, but a fierce response from both sides.

Zheng Zhinan looked at the sunset outside the window and remained silent for a long time.

When the original owner was doing it with Zhang Yue, he must have no regrets at that moment, even with a sense of determination.

So there are some things that you don't want to face, but what should come still has to come.

But compared to the direct and rough world of the previous one, this world made Zheng Zhinan feel less uncomfortable. It may be that the subtle influence has already given him enough psychological construction.

I have done everything else that needs to be done, so why can't I accept this frankly?Zheng Zhinan had never been a person who valued chastity very much. The first world collapsed, and a bigger part was that he didn't believe that he had come to a world that seemed absurd to him, so he struggled desperately and wanted to wake up.

When all is said and done, the struggle has become ridiculous.

Or maybe it's because he gradually thinks about it. If he doesn't do it, he won't be able to achieve the desired result of the task.

Rather than treating this matter as a scourge, it is better to face it calmly. Zheng Zhinan has always been a rational person who knows how to assess the situation. He is not a seemingly unreversible existence in the eyes of others.

Still the same sentence, anyway, this body belongs to the original owner, and this is what the original owner has experienced. He is just the soul manipulating the body.

There is one more thing that can give Zheng Zhinan a little comfort.

After experiencing the two worlds, he found that heart abuse is ten thousand times more painful than body abuse. If he had to choose between the two, he would rather be physically abused than let his heart be trampled on.

He can pretend to love someone deeply, but if he really loves the other person, that would kill him, and it would be better to just disappear in ashes.

Besides, this body is not his, so why bother.

Everything can be used, he only pursues the result, he doesn't care about the process, he has always been such a character, except for his family, everyone in his eyes is divided into two categories: usable and unusable, although he has never Then express it directly.

Even if he is exiled, after adapting, he can still play well, and it seems that he is fragile, but it doesn't mean he is really fragile.

Does the system think that this can easily defeat me?Oh, naive.