life and joy

Late spring, dusk.

He Huan opened the curtains with exhaustion all over his body, and the sky was full of rays of light.

The phone kept vibrating, with news from Yin Chao, classmates, and the phone operator, but He Huan remained frozen, unwilling to move for no reason.It felt like the messages were coming from another planet, light-years away from himself.

In my mind, it was Yao Qi's face that couldn't be shaken off, but unexpectedly, it wasn't when the violence was bound to appear on him, but when he was holding his shoulder and forcefully asking him to take back a certain sentence.

Such a proud and tough person who has always been sure of winning is desperate like a child who has no strength to restrain a chicken.

There was a slight sound from the entrance, turning around, it was Yao Qi who was breathing heavily, with a thin layer of sweat on his forehead.It was obvious that he had just run.

Seeing He Huan, he unconsciously relaxed his steps and walked slowly to the window.

The sunset outside the window was slowly sinking, Yao Qi said, I was thinking on the way here, if you didn’t leave, if I could still see you, I must tell you, I don’t care what you think anymore, as long as you stay by my side .And I know you'll always be there for me 'cause you have nowhere to go and nowhere to turn back.

He Huan followed his gaze and looked out the window quietly, neither refuting nor agreeing.

"But after the car climbed up the mountain and turned the first corner, I looked back and suddenly saw the sky full of rays of light. It was clearly the setting sun but it was 'like the sun', and the huge disc sank into the ground with a roar. I was thinking, what are you doing, if you It just so happened to see how lucky I was to see this scene.”

He Huan lowered his head and caught a glimpse of the ring on Yao Qi's left ring finger out of the corner of his eye.Originally scattered thoughts gathered instantly like an octopus being stung.

He talks about love but wears a wedding ring with someone else.He Huan was stunned for a moment, then looked away without any trace.

Yao Qi looked at him, and stretched out his hand to brush away the broken hair in front of his eyes, but he paused as he brushed his cheek with his fingers, as if unwilling to stop there.

The hesitation was very short, less than one-half of a second, Yao Qi immediately put down his hands, looked at He Huan and asked softly, what was he thinking.

"No." He Huan was completely defenseless in the absent-minded state, but soon changed into his usual indifferent expression and was fully armed.

The disappointment in Yao Qi's eyes flashed, and then he smiled and said, "In fact, I planned to keep this thought secret and never tell you for the rest of my life."Like a qualified elder, watch over you to get married and start a business with children and grandchildren.When you are old and Cheng Huan is under your knees, occasionally you will ask me, uncle, why did you fail to get married after being engaged so many times? Then I can answer you half-jokingly and half-seriously, because I have you ah.At that time, you will definitely think that I am a psychopath, I am almost buried in old age, and I am not telling the truth.Then you'll never know that I'm telling the truth.It's just that we don't know which step went wrong and we have come to where we are today.

For a long time, he said again, never had time to tell you why I love you.Because the day I first met, I lowered my head slightly and saw a face exactly like myself in a trance. It was such a cold face with a pair of bright eyes.

Yao Qi didn't say that what he saw in He Huan's eyes at that moment was the light breaking through the thick fog. From then on, he was the light, and light was everything.

The setting sun fell quickly, leaving only the blurred mountain shadow and the nearby dark woods outside the window.

He Huan was silent for a long time, then turned to turn on the light, and then asked Yao Qi, do you still remember when I came to you with a book when I was a sophomore in high school, did you say that I would let you have [-] tutoring questions?Now I offer [-] yuan, can you tell me the answer to the original question?

Yao Qi: "..."

"It's unrealistic. It's been so long, and now it's hard to find a question from Tuishan's tutoring materials."

He Huan looked at him and said lightly, I remember.

After speaking, I recited the question on the spot.

Yao Qi: "..."

He was a little dazed, and found nothing except that he could vaguely tell that this question came from the subject of mathematics.

"That, you say it again?"

"＊＊＊＊＊＊＊"

Yao Qi: Sure enough, am I already old?

That night, hundreds of thousands of employees of Yao's company stayed up all night because the boss offered a huge reward for a master who could solve a certain math problem.Mathematics majors from famous schools from all over the world went to battle one after another, and finally lost.

Quietly, everyone's discussion on the topic itself turned into a ruthless "curse" to the person who made the question.Curse him to have no offspring...

Yao Qi looked at the discussion in the company group that was gradually off topic, with an expression of "what's the use of raising you" on his face, and sent the topic to the group of friends with the idea of ​​breaking the pot. That night, a rich second generation group in Daicheng appeared A weird math problem.

After a strange silence, everyone suddenly realized: Yao Qi was irritated by his unsuccessful marriage twice, don't mess with him.

Even so, everyone tried their best to help solve the problem.It's just that the result seems to be unsatisfactory: the parent who tutored the elementary school students with several heart attacks on weekdays successfully sent himself to the hospital with a heart bypass through a math problem.

Yao Qi: Oh my god.

Everyone: poisonous.

That day, Daicheng was in trouble because of a math problem, but the culprit was lying in bed and sleeping peacefully.In a trance, I dreamed of the river in Yaocheng, a fisherman was going down the river wearing a starry sky, and then stopped beside him and stretched out his hand towards him.

When he woke up, what awaited him was a hot breakfast and the answer to the math problem.As for the process of finding the answer, Yao Qi will not talk about it.After all, it is not very honorable to find so many middlemen for a question and finally yell at the question maker from sleep and drag him out to vent his anger.

He Huan stared at the densely packed paper filled with mathematical formulas, and the corner of his mouth curled into an imperceptible arc.

He used to be hostile to the "fat house" culture that was so popular on the Internet, but today he suddenly seems to understand it.The breakfast in the bowl, the warm sun by the bed, and the lover in front of you will never change in this life.

For He Huan, the best love is never companionship, but redemption.For so many years, he has been walking in the wind and rain, wandering and searching all the way, and he still doesn't know what salvation is to this day.I only met a person who kept emphasizing his love for him and insisted on not repenting.

What is surprising is that Yao Qi not only agrees with all his dark sides, but also brazenly said: All your dark sides once swirled in your mind but ended up in action, without exception.I am different, my hands are really not clean.Although it is not enough to stand on the opposite side of the people, it is enough for me to be reviled by thousands of people.So don't be afraid, I will always be the one who backs you up.

Yao Qi said don't be afraid, He Huan hesitated for a moment.Was he ever afraid?He has been alone for so many years, and he will think that he has not developed the nerve of being afraid.Now being mentioned in such a state, when I think about it carefully, I can't help being afraid of certain things for no reason.

It turns out that those injuries that were so insignificant that I ignored them have been cherished.

For the umpteenth time in the past two days, He Huan showed a hesitant expression.Yao Qi watched silently, and it took him a long time to hold back a sentence: If you are really sad, I will send you abroad.If you are really worried, find a place without electricity or internet.I can't find it.

"Is there? There are people in the world that the Yao family can't find?" He Huan's expression has always been calm and restrained, but the more cultivated a person is, the more indifferent it usually means.Just like He Huan had the same expression when his parents were buried in the landslide when he encountered the landslide, because he was helpless and was not injured.

He can only make concessions in front of fate, retreating again and again to the extreme.

Yao Qi was sitting upright, leaning forward slightly, with his elbows resting on his knees.His eyes were focused on the big screen of the TV, but Shen Si had wandered to nowhere.In the end, he said to He Huan as if he had made up his mind, "If you really hate me, you don't have to bother. Father's equity transfer contract is in the drawer. As long as you sign it, no one can stop you if you want to get rid of me." you.

When he said this, his expression was seamless and rigid as usual, but his fingers trembled slightly for some reason.

"What's the matter with you?" A plain greeting came from beside my ear.

The emotions that have been suppressed for many years can no longer be perfectly restrained, Yao Qi turned his head and looked straight into He Huan's eyes.

"Hold it up." He Huan asked suspiciously, "Is it cold? Why are you still convulsing?"

The person in front of him stared at him motionlessly for two seconds, then suddenly leaned forward to enclose his lips, comforting and possessing with every breath.

He Huan took two steps back without breaking free, then gave up, letting him move without expression on his face.It wasn't until Yao Qi finally let him go that he pursed his lips slightly and said, I'm hungry.

Yao, who was instigated by his lover, was instantly revived as if he had been injected with chicken blood. He turned around twice and said, please cook!No!Not enough time, I'll go buy it!

Yao Qi, who had been walking on the wire rope for two days and was waiting to be sentenced at any time, galloped away as if he had received a call to save the world.

He Huan wrapped the air-conditioning quilt tightly, with a helpless expression on his face.

So be it, it won't be better but it won't be worse either.He Huan thought.

The poor and joyful Second Young Master Yao's first victory in the battle of love was not because of his willingness, but because he fought it out with a broken mentality.

When Yao Qi galloped out and came back at a speed of [-] miles, he pushed the door, and his whole body was in a bad mood.

On the sofa sat his rival in love.

The legendary Yin Chao is sitting on his sofa eating his snacks and chatting with his lover.

On the other hand, He Huan has a long-lost smile on his brows and eyes, which are too fair because of his overly sloppy diet and decline in physical function.

He pretended to be nonchalant and approached him to talk, but in fact, his heart was already in turmoil, and he wanted to strangle some children who appeared out of season with his own hands.

Friends who haven't seen each other for a long time naturally have a lot to talk about. Yao Qi seems to be listening quietly from the sidelines, but in fact his joints have already changed color.

"If it's inconvenient, let's go out and talk." He Huan suggested.In the end, he was stopped by Yao Qi. He said, you guys talk, I have something to go first.