life and joy

The study room is shaded, but it is as big as a lecture theater, and is divided into small compartments by solid wood brown bookshelves.When he was at home, Yao Zhengting often worked here.When he was a child, Yao Qi always felt that the study was gloomy, depressing, and lacking in humanity, but when he walked in today, he felt a sense of warmth for the first time.

He Huan was sitting with his back to the door, and got up nervously when he heard the sound, and said to Yao Qi with a sense of indiscretion, thank you, old man, for coming to persuade me, and thank you for your help both openly and secretly. What do you think, and the inexplicable suspicions these years, I'm sorry.

Four years ago, after his mother was cremated, he returned to Yaocheng with the ashes in his arms, and stepped on the river beach in the heavy rain.He looked upstream, full of grievances: You don't want me, so you left without notice.You don't want me anymore, why don't you come to pick me up?

Later, someone really came to pick him up, braved the pouring rain, walked the same road as him, and said to He Huan with a strong attitude, come back with me.At that time, Yao Qi's whole body was radiating light, and behind him there were stars all over the sky with charming eyes.

He Huan once thought that when he could make choices for his own life, he would stand by Yao Qi's back and help him remove obstacles and worries in the future.It's just that later, he became suspicious for some reason, and he insisted on investigating and asking the world to give him an explanation, full of doubts.So that the farther and farther you go, the more dangerous you go, and you can no longer see the way you came.

The few words that came out in a panic didn't make sense at all, and finally ended with "I'm sorry".

Yao Qi wanted to hug the person in front of him into his arms and tell him that you have me in front of you and behind you. You really don't need to live on thin ice.But he can't, the friendship and loyalty among men has always been ashamed to be superficial, and he would hate to say a word.

He calmed down, raised his hand gently, and covered He Huan's neck with cool fingertips, saying that feelings are not only divided into passion or hatred, and there are not so many black and white hatreds in the world.We live because we are reluctant to part with it, and this warm beating that can be touched with our fingers is life.

Yao Qi had always been a sophomore or fierce, and this was the first time he spoke in such a serious and warm voice. He was unfamiliar with this, and He Huan froze, unable to answer for a while.

After not seeing He Huan's reaction for a long time, Yao Qi instinctively felt that he was doing something strange again. He withdrew his hand calmly and said, Yao's house has always been your home, and you can come back anytime.

He turned around, just like when he came out of He Huan's small apartment a few days ago, his back was infinitely lonely.

He Huan watched him walk away, but he never said the phrase "I'll go back with you" stuck in his throat.

The screen of the mobile phone in the jacket pocket was on and off, and it was on again within a few minutes. I don't know how long it has been going on like this, the battery is almost exhausted, and the breathing light is exhausted.

He Huan took out his mobile phone and saw Yin Chao's countless missed calls, overwhelming them.

He opened the text message interface and replied: It's a little thing, I'm outside, my phone is going to die, let's talk tomorrow.

As if to prove that He Huan is a crow's mouth, the phone went black as soon as he pressed "send", and he didn't know if the text message was sent.He stared at the screen for two seconds, then opened his schoolbag and threw the phone that had turned into a brick into it.

Looking up, there is a purple gleam on the side of the Nanshan Mountain outside the window, and further up, there are two rainbows.

It'll be fine, he reassured himself.

That night, when He Huanren was not at home, his phone crashed and he was completely out of contact.Yin Chao waited in front of the apartment for a long time and found no one to return, so he opened a room in a nearby hotel.The next morning, I deliberately got up half an hour early to knock on the door.

Unsurprisingly, there was still no one there.The normal worry escalated in an instant, and I felt a piece of my heart was missing, and my forehead was covered with a layer of sweat.

He just stumbled and walked all the way to school in a daze.When I pushed open the classroom door, I knocked down the chair next to me with too much force, and there was a loud "bang".

The dozen or so people who were studying quietly at first turned their heads in an instant, and all of them shot their gazes over in unison.Yin Chao didn't notice it, and stubbornly looked at He Huan's seat.At the same time, He Huan was also looking at him, and Yin Chao realized that his behavior today was somewhat inexplicable.

But worry is real, fear is also real, how can he deny it.

After school on Friday night, Yin Chao deliberately packed his schoolbag early and stood at the door of the classroom waiting for others to go with him.Although I used to do this kind of thing often, today I was extremely anxious, and the few papers I held in my hands were already soaked in the thin sweat of my palms.

He Huan walked over from a distance and saw Yin Chao's abnormally suffocated red face. He handed over the mineral water in his hand and asked in a low voice, do you have a fever?

Yin Chao, who had been walking in the clouds all day, managed to regain his senses and said that the weather was too hot.let's go.

Walking out of the classroom, the summer night wind blows towards my face with heat.That day at the door of the dining room box, he held He Huan's hand, and the face of that strange man silently watching him suddenly appeared in front of him.Yin Chao calmed down, and the blood that had been boiling all day for no reason quieted down silently.

He actually wanted to tell He Huan, if the reason you ran away from that person in a hurry was because he wanted to possess you, so did I.If you find it difficult to accept such words, I will put away such words and never mention them again.

But the face of that strange man whom he had only seen twice kept appearing in his mind, disturbing his thoughts, so that he asked another sentence: Because of your popularity, there are often all kinds of girls attracted by your name. Didn't Xiao Huan ever think about falling in love?

He Huan turned his head casually and asked, why did he mention this all of a sudden.

Yin Chao stopped, looked at He Huan, and said, others say that you are gentle and easy to get along with, but I know that you are cold and I know that you and I are actually the same kind of person, so I want to ask, have you ever thought about sharing the same bed with others? Is the pillow even skin-to-skin?

He Huan froze for a moment, as if thinking of something, suddenly realized that my mother seemed to be only 20 years old when she gave birth to me, only two years older than me, it seems that it is time to think about it.

Under the dim light, the boy tilted his head and whispered.Yin Chao stepped forward and held He Huan's shoulder without knowing why.He Huan paused instinctively, the smile on his face gradually faded, he looked directly at Yin Chao and asked, what's wrong?

When the words fell to the ground, Yin Chao lowered his head and kissed him. He Huan stepped back half a step and said coldly: Let go.

The matter has come to this point, and there is no way to remedy it. The two of them just stood face to face. Yin Chao was silent for a long time and finally chose to let go.

"I'm sorry, I don't know why this happened." Yin Chao wanted to explain clearly, but his voice was muffled when he opened his mouth. He Huan had already walked more than ten meters, and he was mixed into the crowd in a blink of an eye.

It's not that He Huan didn't think about the end of the four-year stumbling solo journey, but he couldn't. Without the support of the desire for the truth and the support of resentment, he didn't know why life should continue.

The world is vast, but he is alone, from the beginning to the end, no one walks with him.

After leaving the old house, Yao Qi moved his things back to Nanshan Villa.Day after day, I had to wait for He Huan to call and ask to pick him up.

On the first day, nothing, on the third day, nothing, on the seventh day, and still nothing on the tenth day.

Yao Qi was like a demon sealed in a bottle and thrown into the sea, thinking: If someone rescues me today, I will make him the richest person in the world; if someone rescues me tomorrow, I will make him the most influential person in the world. If someone comes to save me the day after tomorrow, I will agree to all his demands.

Until these few words were repeated several times, no one returned.Yao Qi thought viciously, if he dared to come back today, he would force you.

As he thought so, he saw a taxi driving in at the corner of the mountain road, and the co-pilot was sitting on the boy he had been thinking about day and night.As soon as he saw He Huan, his legs began to walk out in disbelief, and the corners of his mouth rose to an arc that no one else had seen before.

He came down from He Huan's room in three steps at a time, went to the lobby and locked the door with the remote control, then watched the taxi stop from a distance, watched He Huan get off the car, and called his aunt...

When He Huan entered the gate, he saw Yao Qi rushing out to meet him. Seeing him, he stopped in his footsteps, with a sullen face, without saying a word.He Huan originally wanted to say that I thought you were not at home, so I came to get something.Looking at Yao Qi's face, he couldn't say anything.

This person seems to have said that the Yao family is your family.So, can he pamper himself and see if Yao Qi will take him in.

He was hesitating and didn't know how to speak, when he saw Yao Qi walking over slowly and stopping in front of him just a short distance away.

He Huan resisted the instinct to retreat, but subconsciously tilted his head back.Then Yao Qi leaned over and put his forehead on his shoulder in broad daylight, in full view of everyone, muttering, why did you come here now, I've been waiting for you.

He Huan was shocked and froze on the spot. He thought that what was waiting for him would be strict "family law", and no matter how bad it was, he would be punished to stand without food. He didn't expect Yao Qi to react like this, as if he had suffered a great deal. General grievance.

The spirit of the young man who had been holding on for a long time burst suddenly, He Huan turned his head away, his eyes were secretly red.

The unknown situation was yelled at by the boss on the phone, and Jiang He, who was about to be cannon fodder, came over with a sad face. What he saw was the scene of his own boss, aggrieved, leaning on others and begging for a hug.

Even though he already knew He Huan's position in the boss's heart, he couldn't help but silently lower his head and look at the dark forest next to him.See no evil.

Yao Qi, who was immersed in grief, was waiting to touch his head to comfort him, but he was dazzled by the high beam.

Yao Qi: ＊＊＊＊Salary deduction!

When He Huan was standing there in a daze with no place to put his hands, Yao Qi straightened up, looked at He Huan's raised hands in mid-air, and walked into the room by holding them.

Not long ago, what Yin Chao said was still in his ears, and He Huan subconsciously grabbed his hand.Not surprisingly, he didn't break free, and if he didn't break free, he let him go.

After all, according to his initial investigation of Yao Qi, this man's love history is relatively rich, and the marriage contract of the daughter of the Wei family is in front of him.

What He Huan didn't understand was that dewy marriage and having fun could not be taken as real, and the marriage contract that shouldn't have existed was just to understand his temporary predicament.

And he himself was the one who disturbed Yao Qi's dreams countless times, the one who couldn't get what he wanted.