Encounter at the subway station

Yang Zhao explained to his subordinates, took off the work card hanging around his neck and threw it to the personnel, and then took Xiao Xingkan to dinner.

Although Xiao Xingkan's school cafeteria was subsidized, Yang Zhao firmly believed that the meals provided by the cafeteria could not meet his requirements, so the two went out to eat.

The dishes provided by the restaurants near the school are relatively simple, mainly to make students affordable, not to profit from high prices, but to pursue turnover from large quantities, which Yang Zhao does not like.He thought about taking Xiao Xingkan to a restaurant in a nearby business district to eat something good.

"Go by car?" Yang Zhao asked, "My car is parked in the school, and it won't be long before I get there."

Xiao Xingkan knew that the business district he was talking about was near the school and could be reached through a park, so there was no need to be so troublesome, so he said, "Let's go for a walk, it's only a few steps anyway."

There was no one in the park at noon, and the two of them were not afraid of anyone seeing them, so they walked through the park holding hands to eat.After eating, return along the same route, and digest it after the meal.

"It sounds funny to hear you say that, but I feel a little regretful." Yang Zhao's tone was all regrettable.

The two sat down on the bench under the phoenix tree in the park. Xiao Xingkan narrowed his eyes and said, "Are you still thinking about finding opportunities to rule me?"

"I think, I really want to." Yang Zhao leaned back on the bench, put his arms around Xiao Xingkan's shoulders, and brushed away the fine leaves of the phoenix tree on the back of the chair, "I haven't been able to hug you these two days, I have been thinking all day long about letting you go to another company to do, and putting you under my nose... From now on, I can sneak as much as I want, and I can suck my wife every day."

Xiao Xingkan tilted his head and looked at him mockingly: "Give me some flair, are you really in heaven?"

Yang Zhao smiled, tilted his head and slowly approached him to kiss him, temporarily relieving the pain of missing him for the past two days.The two sat on the bench, the sun was shining through the branches and leaves, it was not too hot, there was a gust of wind blowing in the shade, they looked at the blue sky in the distance, Xiao Xingkan squinted his eyes and leaned on Yang Zhao's shoulder, In an instant, I felt that all thoughts were emptied.

The surroundings were very quiet, and the drowsiness after eating came up at this moment.Xiao Xingkan started to feel drowsy after leaning on it for a while, and when he was half asleep and half awake, he heard Yang Zhao sigh.

Xiao Xingkan suddenly woke up a little: "Brother Zhao?"

Yang Zhao responded, but couldn't hear anything unusual: "Huh?"

"what is troubling you?"

Yang Zhao was silent for a while.

"I'm thinking about how you will tell your family in the future. It's impossible to keep it a secret... At that time, I will be a sinner, the sinner who led you to this road."

Xiao Xingkan leaned against him and asked, "Do you feel guilty?"

"Isn't it?" Yang Zhao smiled wryly, "We are people hiding in the closet. If one day we go out and are not accepted by the public, even if the discrimination has been weakened a lot now, the biggest difficulty comes from our family. And take you I who walked on this road... If you hadn't met me, maybe you should be with a girl, and you will eat together like we do now, sit in the park chatting, hugging, and falling in love..."

He looked down at Xiao Xingkan who was leaning on his shoulder: "Walk together in the sun, no one will cast a curious look, and you won't worry that too close contact will attract attention, let alone worry that this love affair will attract attention. There was fierce opposition from parents."

Xiao Xingkan spoke immediately after his voice fell: "Brother Zhao, if I hadn't been with you, maybe I would have been with a girl like you said, and you would never have me. But now I'll never have a girlfriend, you've changed me...can you imagine me having a girlfriend?"

No.

Absolutely not.

Yang Zhao stroked his hair, and imagined that if he saw Xiao Xingkan holding a girl in his arms at this time, the girl with short skirt and long hair leaning on his shoulder, the two of them would also watch the sun being swept away in the quiet afternoon like this. Chopped and dropped on the ground...

He vaguely felt that the blood flow from his heart was speeding up, and his brain became sober and confused under the stimulation of hormones. What was sober was that he would not accept this scene in front of him anyway, and what was sober was the thought of the possibility It was as if he had been inspired to some kind of bloodiness, and some dark thoughts were shouting in his heart.

This is his. If he loses this person, he will fall into endless loneliness again. During the day, he will use work and entertainment to paralyze himself. Once it is late at night, he will face the situation of being alone. No matter how big the house is, it will not be able to dilute the loneliness. No matter how warm the quilt is, it can't warm the cold heart.

If two hearts want to get close and compatible, sometimes they need a long-term companionship, and sometimes they only need a distant look. Some people have surging love in their hearts, and they can devote themselves to love no matter who they face. Some people only have a little love in their hearts, and after a journey, they no longer have the strength to maintain the next one.

Yang Zhao didn't speak for a long time, Xiao Xingkan raised his head and squinted his eyes and smiled: "Brother Zhao, why can't you speak? Do you think it's not a big deal even if I really have a girlfriend? Hehe, but it's a pity... I haven't looked for it in the future. This is my girlfriend's chance, I feel a little regretful when I think about it."

It was rare for Yang Zhao's mind to be so chaotic, but when he was so excited by Xiao Xingkan, a string in his mind suddenly seemed to be broken, and he lowered his head angrily and bit the mouth that said something that made him unhappy.

"I haven't brought you home for a few days." He held down Xiao Xingkan who was struggling, "Go home tonight and clean you up."

·

The two quarreled for a while, and after they calmed down, Xiao Xingkan became sleepy again, so Yang Zhao asked him to sleep on his lap.

After Xiao Xingkan fell asleep, Yang Zhao sat alone on the bench and looked up at the thick green shade of the phoenix tree.This kind of tree is easy to grow insects, and this season is the time when insect pests are high. He stared at the trunk, but found no crawling insects.

After watching for a while, his eyes hurt from the sunlight, Yang Zhao lowered his head and took out a candy from the bag of his suit pants, peeled it off and threw it into his mouth.

Sugar is very sweet, and he actually didn't like to eat these things all the time, but he didn't know why today when he held Xiao Xingkan in his arms, he suddenly wanted to taste the sweet taste, maybe it was to temporarily appease his own desire.

He chewed the candy slowly, and licked his mouth to try to savor the sweetness, when the person on his lap moved.Xiao Xingkan moved a bit, rubbed his eyes and raised his head. Before he realized where he was, Yang Zhao pulled him up and gave him a kiss.

Xiao Xingkan was stunned for a moment, smacking his lips and feeling a little sweet in his mouth, he asked curiously, "What did you eat?"

"The candy they gave me just now," Yang Zhao glanced at the candy wrapping paper thrown aside, "it was supposed to be reserved for you to eat."

"Then why did you eat it yourself?"

Yang Zhao calmly said: "This way, when you get up, it will be sweet when you kiss me."

"It's too shameless!"

While talking depressed, Xiao Xingkan grabbed Yang Zhao's tie and pulled him over to kiss him, and kissed him a few more times, licking away all the sweetness in his mouth.

·

The company where Xiao Xingkan sent his resume responded very quickly. In the afternoon, he sent a message saying that he was optimistic about Xiao Xingkan, and asked him to keep in touch with him in the future, and then discuss the intern labor contract, tripartite employment agreement, internship time, internship remuneration, etc. .Xiao Xingkan was overjoyed, and told Yang Zhao about it on the way home.

There was a little smile in Yang Zhao's eyes, and he inserted a few words of praise in the gap between his joyful speech.

"It is said that I will be able to join the job in a few days." Xiao Xingkan was very restless in the passenger seat, couldn't sit still for a while and then straightened up, "Brother Zhao, do you think I should pay attention to something?"

Yang Zhao thought for a while, and threw a bottle of chewing gum in the car into Xiao Xingkan's arms: "Bring some snacks when you join the job, remember to find a chance to give them something to eat... go with them when you eat , work hard with your boss."

His slender fingers tapped on the steering wheel: "By the way, when you introduce yourself, you should let others remember your name quickly, make up some interesting stories, don't be afraid of making a fool of yourself, and let others remember quickly." is the most important."

Xiao Xingkan lowered his head and memorized silently.

"What's more..." Yang Zhao touched his head sideways, "Be more confident when you go out, and when you introduce yourself, since you deserve this name, you don't need to use 'unbearable'."

Xiao Xingkan raised his head in surprise, unexpectedly, Yang Zhao still remembered the conversation about the name a long time ago, and a burst of warmth suddenly surged in his heart.

"Brother Zhao," Xiao Xingkan whispered, "Do you know that you are really considerate?"

Yang Zhao didn't speak but just smiled sullenly. After laughing for a while, he raised his head: "Why, you were moved by me?"

After entering the underground parking lot, Yang Zhao parked the car, and the two got on the elevator together. It was past meal time, and there was no one in the elevator room in the evening. Yang Zhao couldn't help but dragged him into his arms. Pressing the kiss firmly, while lingering on Xiao Xingkan's lips, he panted and said, "If you are really touched by me...don't cry tonight, be good and let me hug you."

Xiao Xingkan said: "But don't mess around in the elevator, there are surveillance cameras!"

So Yang Zhao paused for a moment, dragging people into the room as soon as the elevator door opened, trembling as he took out the key to open the door.After entering the room, no one turned on the light. As soon as the door was closed, the two rolled onto the sofa in their arms and kissed each other stickily in the deep darkness.

Xiao Xingkan lay on his back on the sofa, held down by Yang Zhao, unable to move, and asked intermittently: "Brother Zhao...why did you suddenly...so suddenly..."

Yang Zhao leaned over and pressed Xiao Xingkan's waist. Although no one could see clearly, he felt his brain congested rapidly, and his eyes must be a little red. He heard a very short and low cry from the person below him. With a slightly threatening voice, he lowered his head and asked, "I still want to find a girlfriend during the day...do you still dare to find a girlfriend in the future?"

Xiao Xingkan wanted to cry but had no tears: "Who the hell is looking for it? I was just joking. Don't you know it's fake?"

Yang Zhao hummed: "I want to hear from you."

"I haven't found a girlfriend yet..." Xiao Xingkan swallowed a gasp, "You're so jealous!"

He was so tormented that he was dizzy before his eyes, and finally said: "If you don't look for it, you won't look for it! Don't... woo! You really don't know how to find a girlfriend..."

Yang Zhao said: "It doesn't matter if you look for it, it's just right if you look for it."

Xiao Xingkan looked up at him suspiciously. The two looked at each other in the dark, and their pupils reflected a little light from the distance outside the window, which was very bright, like gems in the dark.

Yang Zhao said very gently: "If you leave me to find a girlfriend, then I will tie you back, just in time we can come to play in the little black house, do you have any expectations?"

Xiao Xingkan struggled as if he couldn't bear it: "Who would expect this! I don't..."

He let out a sob weakly, but Yang Zhao continued to say in his ear: "If you leave me, I won't be able to vent. No woman can satisfy you, so you will never leave me."

Xiao Xingkan twitched slightly, raised his arms to hug the sweaty man, sobbed and couldn't say a word.

Yang Zhao smiled lightly: "I lied to you."

He added: "You see, you can't leave me now, so why wait until later."