Encounter at the subway station

Just as the phone page was loaded, the bedroom door opened, and Li Xunguang and Gou Mengxi walked in one after the other.

"Nowadays, the children are better than each other. It really is me who is getting old."

"Fuck, fuck them next time... Where's Xiao Xingkan?"

While making the mask, Yu Chen stretched his finger out of the bed: "It's raining, and I seem to have a fever, so I went to sleep."

Xiao Xingkan stretched out his hand on the bed and beckoned.

Gou Mengxi clicked his tongue: "My son has had many disasters these past two days, it seems that it is not suitable for him to go out."

After they passed under his bed, Xiao Xingkan covered his head with the quilt and continued flipping through his phone furtively.

There are a lot of discussions on this kind of topic. With the rich desire to confide in some users, many people are willing to share their own stories, and some people finish unknown stories in one sentence... Stories are a very magical thing, words One sentence is pieced together, many sentences are pieced together into paragraphs, and the last paragraph becomes a story, and a person's sorrows, joys and sorrows come to life.

Surfing the Internet is also a very miraculous thing. It is probably only in this place that you will find that there are thousands of stories about the people next to you when you open your eyes and close your eyes.

Xiao Xingkan turned from "like/secretly in love with homosexuality" to "how to judge whether you are gay", but if you are not satisfied, continue to read "how do you realize that you like homosexuality", and what "straight men are broken" bend", "gay people break up" and so on...

He didn't know how long he looked at it, but the lights outside were already turned off when he poked his head out. He stared at the ceiling reflecting the street lights in the distance outside for a while, and began to feel insomnia.

Can’t fall asleep, can’t fall asleep and want to continue playing on the phone, playing on the phone can’t help but watch Huhu, and can’t fall asleep even more… It’s a vicious circle.

So he decided to read the answer to another question and then went to bed.

Coincidentally, I happened to see an answer that told a real homosexual story, and that article was a real experience of a deceased author.

Xiao Xingkan stayed up all night to finish reading the short article, curled up under the quilt and sniffed.

...It's too sad, okay, why is it so sad.

Even though times have changed, things that were once considered to be contrary to human relations have gradually been accepted by everyone, but the secular world still retains some old perspectives.

He felt in a trance that whether he was gay or straight, he just liked someone, fell in love with someone.

In this era, some people pursue material desires, some pursue pleasure, some pursue plainness and tranquility, and some firmly believe in love, but more people just move forward under the pressure of life.

But everyone is still willing to believe that there is such a true love waiting for them to chase.

·

There was half an experimental class in the morning of the next day, and Yu Chen looked at Xiao Xingkan who was next to him with two thick dark circles in fear, fearing that his shaking hands would blow up all of them.

"You never stay up late..." Yu Chen said, "You've been really out of order these two days."

Xiao Xingkan answered him listlessly: "I have never thought mobile phones are so fun."

"Put down the phone and become a Buddha right away." Yu Chen watched him put down the test tube, "Let me do it, I'm really afraid that you will explode."

Xiao Xingkan watched him doing the experiment and asked, "Have you ever liked anyone?"

"Which kind do you like? Are you a boyfriend or girlfriend? Have you ever liked it?" Yu Chen said without raising his head, "How can a person never have a few people he likes in this life? Life is incomplete without talking about a vigorous love affair." .”

Xiao Xingkan: "Oh, I don't have it."

"Then you're done, your life is not complete." Yu Chen said, "But it's not enough, you still worry about not being able to find someone with this condition? I think you just don't want to look for it."

Xiao Xingkan recalled the events related to love in the past 20 years of his life: "I think what you said seemed right. In fact, I tried to talk to a girl before, and she was not even a formal couple, but she finally said that we If it didn’t suit me, I didn’t continue, and later I felt that I didn’t care much about her thoughts.”

"When you are in a relationship, you both need to put your heart and soul into it, otherwise both of you will fall into a very tired state." Yu Chen said, "People who are passionate can't wait for their partner and themselves to be tired of being together anytime and anywhere to enjoy the joy of love." Excitement, and the party who is not invested enough may feel that he does not have so much energy to deal with it, as if he is forced to respond to the other party. Girls with delicate emotions will think more, and those things are beyond the reach of most boys .”

"So one of the sad things is that many girls teach a boy to be caring and considerate when he is young, but one day he is tired and let go, so that the next time the boy meets another girl, would love her well."

Yu Chen seemed to have finished the experiment and put those chemical reagents back in place: "It seems that your girl didn't have the patience to teach you these things, but that's right, no one is obligated to teach you anything. The first thing you need to learn in love One thing is to put yourself in the shoes of others, don’t miss what is suitable, and don’t force what is inappropriate.”

"When you are going to be with someone for the rest of your life, things like love will not be the first thing you consider, so you should enjoy love in the so-called 'falling in love' process and let the other person feel My own love." Yu Chen finally said, "Everyone's process of falling in love is also to test whether the other party is worthy of being with him for a lifetime. If you say there are people who play games and don't take love seriously, you must know , all the brilliance in life, after all, need to be repaid by loneliness.”

Xiao Xingkan wanted to applaud him: "Amazing, throw a master ball."

Yu Chen said modestly, "I don't dare to be, it's just that I've talked a lot about love, and I have a little bit of experience."

He looked at Xiao Xingkan again in doubt: "But why did you suddenly ask this? You've been acting weird these past two days. Could it be that... Are you in a relationship? Or are you planning to fall in love?"

Xiao Xingkan's heart skipped a beat, and his expression changed slightly.

·

When eating at noon, the boss proposed to go together for the first time, and naturally proposed to invite everyone to drink milk tea.

The partners in the marketing department looked at each other in blank dismay. Those who didn't come to work overtime on Saturday didn't know what happened, and those who came to work overtime on Saturday felt a little abnormal.

But when he went to the milk tea shop downstairs, the boss still didn't go in. He just stood outside smoking a cigarette and occasionally glanced into the shop.

Everyone invited him in to order, but the boss still smiled and shook his head and refused.The person who got the milk tea first touched the boss and asked curiously: "This time, the boss only treats himself?"

"No, I don't like these sweet things that much." Yang Zhao bit his cigarette, glanced at the milk tea shop, and made sure he only saw the owner and two shop assistants in this shop. He still felt a little bit of disappointment in his heart .

When I was young, after confirming my sexual orientation, my energy was good, but I found some people as partners, but unfortunately they didn't last long.Later, after being busy with work for a long time, I was too lazy to find someone again, and my vision became higher and higher. The types that I thought were okay before were not interested, so I could only devote myself to work.

In the end, I became a workaholic, except for company parties and invitations from a few friends, it was just work.His old friend who has worked with him for almost ten years and is now his immediate boss has worried more than once whether there is something wrong with him.

Work, work, work... It's hard to see someone who is eye-catching outside of work, but it's a pity that he's not on his path.Fate made them meet, and fate made them more than strangers who passed by each other. Unfortunately, there was no fate that allowed them to walk together.

If that child is also the same, he would rather take the trouble to come up with some means to catch him when he was young. Since it is not, he does not want to do such a thing.

There was no one in the milk tea shop, and no one came to add the WeChat account he gave yesterday. It seems that he ran away in a hurry after knowing the truth?

After standing for a while, almost all the people who bought milk tea came, and someone asked quietly in the private group.

"Why do you have weird expressions?"

"Because the boss also said to invite us to drink milk tea on Saturday, but he didn't order it after we came."

"I suspect that the boss has a relationship with this milk tea shop."

"Doubt +1."

"That's right, we were also invited before, but we never went downstairs with him, but we didn't order."

"It can't be that there is someone here he wants to see."

"Damn it, you've got the truth."

"Ask."

Someone put away the phone and looked up to ask Yang Zhao: "Why doesn't the boss order every time, we feel embarrassed when we drink."

Hearing this, Yang Zhao glanced back at the store and smiled.

"Because there is something I really want to eat here, but unfortunately I can't eat it in my mouth."

As he spoke, he walked to the front, leaving a group of friends looking at each other in blank dismay.

"Boss didn't look at the menu and said he didn't have anything to eat?"

"Can't understand……"

"Shouldn't milk tea be used?"

"It's the same as eating and drinking, what's the trouble with it?"

"Anyway, it's right if you don't understand."

The author has something to say: Note: All the splendors in life have to be repaid by loneliness after all.Quote from "One Hundred Years of Solitude"