presumptuous [entertainment]

Tang Ruoyao's heart beat to the throat: "!!!"

She stood there, at a loss for what to do. She didn't know if she should wash off the shower gel she had wiped off halfway, and quickly find a bathrobe to wrap herself up before Qin Yinong came in, or... just do nothing, See what Qin Yinong is going to do.

The skin-to-skin relationship is the joy of fish and water.

Tang Ruoyao rolled her throat and made a small swallowing movement.

No matter what she wants to do, she just needs to obey.

This idea was a little shameful, but there was also a trace of inexplicable longing. Tang Ruoyao brushed her wet long hair, pursed her lips unconsciously, and her ears were slightly warm.

Qin Yinong's footsteps were very soft, but because of concentrating, Tang Ruoyao could hear them clearly, step by step, as if stepping on her heartbeat.Tang Ruoyao didn't dare to make a sound, and stared at the direction of the door intently.

Qin Yinong's figure was reflected on the door!

Tang Ruoyao's whole body was tense, and one hand clenched into a fist by his side could barely suppress the nervous trembling.

After Qin Yinong came in, what did he want to say?Say hello?Say nothing?

Is it a bit cold and wants to refuse but still welcome, or lower your posture to please her?

She lowered her head and looked around herself, half of her body was covered with white foam of shower gel. As if waking up from a dream, she hurriedly turned on the shower, and the hot water poured down again, her pounding heartbeat was covered by the sound of water.

Thanks to the previous designer, the bathroom and bedroom are just a glass door, and the sound insulation effect is almost zero.

The sudden sound of the shower calmed down Qin Yinong's feverish mind, and his eyes became clear again.

She closed her eyes, took a light breath, forced herself to retract the hand that pushed the door, turned around and strode out.

……

Tang Ruoyao came out wearing a bathrobe, the laces were tightly fastened, and she was stunned when she raised her head.

Qin Yinong sat leaning against the bay window of the bedroom, with one leg bent and the other dangling in the air, shaking slightly, his eyes misty.What made Tang Ruoyao stunned was not her actions, but the cigarette held between her thin white fingers.

"When did you smoke?" Tang Ruoyao stepped forward and took the unlit cigarette from her hand calmly.

Women's cigarettes are slender, pale white, slightly fragrant, and wild black thorns are tattooed on the cigarette butt.

Qin Yinong smiled, not annoyed at being smoked by her, took out another cigarette from the cigarette box beside her with two fingers, curled his tongue slightly, and put it in his mouth deftly.

She naturally tilted her head when she was smoking, her breathing sank slightly, the corners of her mouth were raised, her eyes were chasing the smoke, clear and blurred, she behaved like an old smoker for many years.

Why did she suddenly become so addicted to smoking?

Tang Ruoyao was slightly annoyed, but he didn't dare to show it in front of her.

Qin Yinong didn't explain, but raised his hand hanging on one side, holding the same pure black metal lighter in his palm.

click - click -

click - click -

The lid of the lighter opened and closed, dancing nimbly and lightly on Qin Yinong's slender white fingertips.

Tang Ruoyao imperceptibly made a movement to adjust her breathing.

"It's needed for the filming of the first part." Qin Yinong said unhurriedly, playing with the lighter in his hand, looking up at Tang Ruoyao with teasing eyes.

This kid's hair is about to explode, and he has to hold back and educate himself.

Tang Ruoyao was seen through her mind, and the base of her ears was stained with a little blush. After a second of silence, she said softly, "Well, smoking is not good for your health."

Qin Yinong nodded and chuckled.

"I know, I'm already quitting."

"Then you still..." Tang Ruoyao was puzzled.

Shouldn't smoking be thrown far away?

Qin Yinong pressed the switch of the lighter, and Huang Hong rushed forward with tongues of fire.

Tang Ruoyao watched the flame slowly approaching the cigarette in Qin Yinong's mouth, curled her fingertips, and just when she was about to reach out to grab it, the flame stopped a few centimeters away from the cigarette end.

Qin Yinong's hand was very steady, and he didn't struggle a bit when he became addicted to cigarettes.

"Ah Li." Qin Yinong suddenly raised his eyes to look at her, and there was a desolation at the end of his overly quiet eyes.

Tang Ruoyao hummed softly, her heart was inexplicably pulled by her eyes.

The sadness in Qin Yinong's eyes disappeared suddenly, as if it had never appeared before.

She took the cigarette in her mouth and said lightly: "People have so many desires, every desire, do we have to satisfy it?"

"If it doesn't involve legal ethics, it's okay." Tang Ruoyao answered after consideration.

"But people's desires are endless. How can you ensure that you are only satisfied to this point? Once you have tasted the sweetness, it will be difficult to stop." Qin Yinong sneered, "Otherwise, how could there be a word called "Desires can't be filled?"

Desire is a hungry beast locked in an iron cage, with its mouth wide open, salivating profusely, and it will devour itself when released.So the more you want, the more you have to restrain yourself.As small as a cigarette, a piece of candy, as large as...

Qin Yinong took a deep look at her.

The more readily available, the more hidden traps.If you take one wrong step, you will fall into the abyss and be smashed to pieces.

Tang Ruoyao was taken aback.

"So the best thing to do is to restrain it from the start."

Qin Yinong lit the cigarette, lowered his eyelids silently, watching it quietly burning on and off between his fingers, the white mist curled up, smelling the smoke, for smokers who are quitting smoking, neurological factors will instinctively react, Stimulates salivary glands to secrete saliva.

Tang Ruoyao clearly saw Qin Yinong's throat slipping, and his expression also revealed a vague look of discomfort.

Tang Ruoyao still didn't understand why she went to such lengths to torture herself.

Qin Yinong looked at Tang Ruoyao's dazed look, and smiled.

She really drank too much today, and said such nonsense to Tang Ruoyao.Or, she had an unrealistic fantasy in her heart, hoping that Tang Ruoyao could understand her words.But what if you understand it?She can't save herself, so she expects a kid who is not even 22 years old to help her?

"Acting is also a kind of desire. We usually call it the desire to perform. It also needs to be restrained. Too much is too much." Qin Yinong slightly raised her voice to regain her distraction.

Tang Ruoyao sighed blankly, although he was puzzled that Qin Yinong seemed to have skipped a lot from the last sentence to this one, but he still quickly corrected his posture and listened seriously to Qin Yinong's teachings.

Three years ago, Tang Ruoyao had just entered the film school, and his whole understanding of acting had not yet formed a system.It was Qin Yinong, not the school teacher who enlightened her on acting.She was able to successfully pass the director's audition for her first film because of Qin Yinong's teaching.Even though Tang Ruoyao still didn't dare to compliment Qin Yinong's character at that time, she had to admit that Qin Yinong was an actor born for acting, and when she acted, no matter how many actors were around, she was the only one. A luminous body that eclipses all others.

Qin Yinong was her benefactor, her teacher, and after getting in touch with her, she became the person she most admired on the way of acting, her idol.

"The "Variations of the Stars" you released last year is a negative example of not being able to control the desire to perform." Qin Yinong raised his eyelids, glanced at her calmly, and withdrew the iconic sloppy smile that often hangs on his face, There was a hint of sternness and majesty in the voice.

"How to say?"

Tang Ruoyao looked directly at her, and didn't immediately bow her head and admit her mistake because Qin Yinong was an authority on acting.She didn't just grab someone's show just for self-expression, and everyone who played with her liked her, so why can't she control her desire to perform?

A slight smile flashed across Qin Yinong's eyes, and he lifted his chin, motioning for her to sit opposite him.

The opening of the bathrobe was low, and when Tang Ruoyao bent over and sat sideways, the neckline was wide open, revealing a piece of snow-like skin.Qin Yinong accidentally saw the cherry blossoms adorning the snow-capped mountains, and looked away uncomfortably, paying attention to her movements from the corner of his eye, and turned back as if nothing had happened when she sat down.

Tang Ruoyao didn't notice anything, and lowered his head to straighten the hem of the bathrobe.

"The reason why an actor is an actor is that as long as he calls out to start, another self will immediately appear and devote himself to the performance, right?"

Tang Ruoyao nodded.

Almost all actors are like this, she thinks it means concentration and accomplishment, doesn't it?

She expressed doubts with her eyes.

Qin Yinong didn't answer for a while, tapped his index finger on his knee, raised his eyebrows and asked her: "Do you remember where "Star Variations" was filmed?"

"It's in a special school." Tang Ruoyao replied.

"Star Variations" is a film aimed at special school education. Tang Ruoyao plays a teacher in it. For this reason, she even learned sign language for several months.

"Are all the students inside real?"

"Yes, the crew specially chose a special school to shoot."

"How long did it take?"

"Three months."

"What about those students, how much do you remember of them?"

Tang Ruoyao was dumbfounded.

Qin Yinong's eyes turned cold, and he asked in a deep voice, "You have devoted yourself to it for three months, and you don't even have a single impression?"

Tang Ruoyao immediately concluded: "I..." She hesitated for a while, raised her eyes, and whispered weakly, "Sister..."

Qin Yinong's expression softened, and he gave her a new lesson in due course.

Because the special school is a real environment and real students, the teacher who works in the special school must be like a real teacher who works there, and get along with the students instead of just playing her own role, which requires an actor Strong self-control, restraining excessive desire to perform.

Tang Ruoyao is talented in acting, he can see through everything, and enters the country quickly. When Qin Yinong and those directors were having dinner, Tang Ruoyao was the first to be mentioned every time when chatting about the new generation of actors.

But she was also blinded by her own talent and blindly pursued the improvement of her acting skills. If this continues, sooner or later she will become a performance machine without emotion and humanistic care. That is not what Qin Yinong wants to see, and it is also harmful to her future Development is harmful.

After talking for a while, the cigarette between his fingers burned to the end, Qin Yinong got up and without hesitation extinguished the cigarette and threw it into the trash can.She looked back at Tang Ruoyao, who was frowning and lost in thought, went to the living room to pour a glass of water, sat next to her, sipped it, and waited patiently.

After a while, Tang Ruoyao was shocked all over, stood up suddenly, bowed down to salute her earnestly, then straightened up, eyes sparkling, and said solemnly: "Thank you sister for teaching me."

This is a salute to the teacher.

This kid.

Qin Yinong stared at her for two seconds, then suddenly chuckled.

Tang Ruoyao was puzzled by her laughter.

Qin Yinong cleared his throat, his cat-like eyes languidly glanced at her, and with a half-smile on his lips, he said leisurely: "Sister teaches you, there is a tuition fee."

The atmosphere around them suddenly tightened, and when the two looked at each other, sparks that were invisible in the air shot out.

Tang Ruoyao's throat tightened, she resisted the urge to swallow, looked into those dark and deep eyes, and said softly, "What tuition?"

The next moment, Tang Ruoyao was suddenly stretched out by an arm, and pushed forward, falling into the woman's warm and fragrant embrace.

Tang Ruoyao's mind was not clear for a moment as the fragrant cold fragrance filled his nose.

Loosen your waist.

Tang Ruoyao lowered her eyes, and saw Qin Yinong's jade-like hand holding the tie of her bathrobe, slowly pulling it out bit by bit.

Qin Yinong tilted her head, her red lips approached her ears, and her breath was blue.

"Promise with your body, will you give it?"

The author has something to say:

Come to think of it, this is a cultivation essay (*/ω＼*)

There is one last chance to place a bet, and the next chapter will be revealed ╰(*°▽°*)╯

ps: The "restraint" of the desire to perform, the actor's control theory, using a program "Performer's Words", Zhou Xun and Qin Hailu's episode