Gospel of Lazy Cancer

Yao Chen found it very strange that he had a special obsession.

It may not be possible for a couple of people to do it for a lifetime, but it is his bottom line to be consistent for a period of time.

He thinks that he will not like women anymore. When Park Jiayan gets married, he will apply to be released as a magistrate of a certain place, stay away from his ex-boyfriend, and get rid of the control of his family. If there is another way out, just let him go and find another one by himself, or just be alone, that's not bad either.

He doesn't have a big family business to inherit, and there is a younger brother at home who comforts the elders. He is luckier than Pu Jiayan in this regard.

He can't ask Park Jiayan to abandon everything for the sake of personal relationships. Family career and family heirs, like love, are very important parts of life. They have different meanings at different stages of life. Maybe when you are young, you love to death, but what about ten or twenty years later?

For a person to abandon everything in his life for him, how big is he to dare to make such a request?

On the one hand, he couldn't give up his bottom line, and the thought of backing down made him ache from head to toe; on the other hand, he couldn't bear to let Park Jiayan fall into an unjust and unfilial situation.

What Yao Chen can do for Park Jiayan is to treat him wholeheartedly when he is with him.

Until he doesn't need himself.

Until he decided to marry a virtuous wife.

Until he understands that love is not something that only one person can give.

As he recalled more and more things, although Yao Chen did not find the fundamental reason why he was different from ordinary people, he vaguely felt that he was decades older than Park Jiayan emotionally, probably because he hadn't drank Mengpo soup in his previous life, and the past was right. He still has influence.

He is obviously younger than the little wolf dog in body, but deep in his heart is particularly vicissitudes, not naive, not fantasizing, not confused, he understands what he wants, and seems to have seen the way ahead.

At the beginning, he and Park Jiayan were attracted to each other and came together, he was even a little distracted, and was gradually occupied by emotions, which made him a little happy and a little worried.

From the beginning of this relationship, he has foreseen all possible endings and knows what to face, but he is still with the little wolf dog.

It's like strapping a timed/bomb/bomb to your body, knowing it's going to go off at some point.

Tick ​​tock.

There is a sound of death in the ear.

Now that end time is near.

As usual, Yao Chen spent the Shangyuan Festival with the little wolf dog, went to the temple fair of the Daxiangguo Temple, and celebrated his birthday earlier.

The little wolf dog kindly concealed it and didn't want to affect his exam, so he pretended to be nonchalant and accepted his kindness.

On the day of the Provincial Examination of the Gongyuan, the capital was moved by it. Before the examination, a grand and solemn ceremony was held, and an incense table was set up in front of the steps.

Yao Chen walked into the examination room with the flow of people, his heart was like a deep pool, without wind or waves.

Since the beginning of spring, two major events have happened in the Pu family, and the people in the capital love to talk about them.One is that the fame of his guest painter moved the capital, and it was heard that even today's sages were alarmed; the other was that the young master of the Pu family performed the coronation ceremony, and all the nobles and nobles in the city came, and the momentum was so great that the entire street was blocked by chariots and horses.

Immediately afterwards, new gossip came out: The Pu family had frequent contacts with the Tangu Yang family, and they seemed to want to get married.

According to legend, the Yang family in Hongdong originated from the state of Yang in the Spring and Autumn Period. Beauty is supreme.

The Yang family in Hongdong had several empresses in different dynasties, and their daughters were sought by hundreds of families. It is said that the former emperor once asked for a marriage for the present, but for some reason it failed.

Yao Chen secretly sighed, the son of the family is the daughter of the family, and the two are also compatible.

Pu Jiayan's office still hasn't heard any news, and it seems that he has made up his mind to hide it until after the imperial examination.

There is a poem that goes: "In the morning, I will be the farmer, and in the evening, I will go to the Tianzitang."

When Yao Chen took part in the palace examination, he saw the current appearance from a distance, and felt familiar, but in retrospect, he was not surprised.

He really just discovered that the otaku (crossed out) emperor he recognizes, and he also put him in the big hole of the Romance of the Three Kingdoms storybook... but he didn't have the energy to be surprised.

It doesn't matter anymore, he thought desperately, the big deal is that he won't even be an official and go back to the village to teach.

Maybe it's the pressure and exhaustion of the exam, or maybe it's the negative emotions caused by the unsmooth relationship, which consume a lot of mental energy.He temporarily shuts these troubles behind the door, refuses to feel, thinks and acts like a machine, first deals with everything in front of him, and then deals with it after a while.

Yao Chen looked down at the ground, and seemed a little flustered, but within the normal range, he was not at all abrupt among the nervous students.

Zhao Sanlang sat at the top, looking at the talents under his command with pleasure. Since he took the throne, he has watered it diligently, and a crop of leeks has grown up. This year's crop can be harvested.He followed the procedure to encourage these new leeks, secretly paying attention to Yao Chen's reaction, the latter has a pace of advance and retreat, young and mature, and he is even more satisfied in his heart.

Xiao Fangxiang also paid special attention to Yao Chen. Among a group of beautiful uncles with an average age of [-], the fresh and juicy young man stood out.His ranking in the provincial examination was relatively low, but Xiang Fang didn't think much of it. After all, Yao Chen was young, and after only a few years of study, he entered the palace examination among thousands of horses, which is already very good.In the opinion of Prime Minister Xiaofang, the ranking is not very important, the important thing is what official position to confer.Of course, this varies from person to person, and some Jinshi once felt that the ranking was not good and they would fight again in the next year.

In the palace examination, the emperor asked practical questions, and the scholars answered them to see if they were expected to get along with each other. If the political opinions were not in line with the emperor's wishes, it might affect the results.For example, the emperor reforms and advances, and if you stick to the old and conservative, there is a risk. Of course, this is also when looking at a person's character. The good thing is black history. In the future, when an official is impeached, he will often be brought up to talk about it.

The palace examination is divided into three classes. The first class selects three candidates as the No. 1 Scholar, the No. [-] candidate, Tanhua, Jinshi and the second class; the second class No. [-] Chuanlu, some of which are awarded to Jinshi's background; the third class is awarded to the same Jinshi's background.

Yao Chenmin was the top two, and his ranking was raised in the provincial examination. I don't know if it was because of his good writing or his good drawing.

Then Qionglin gave a banquet, dating in the same year, after a lot of excitement, Yao Chen also got drunk and came home in the middle of the night.

Candles were lit in the room, as if a lover was waiting for his return.

Someone gently scrubbed and changed his clothes, the force and breath were very familiar.

Pu Jiayan just covered him with the quilt, when he looked up, he saw the little rabbit staring blankly at a certain point in the air, weeping silently, not wiping or hiding when he was discovered, he had no reaction, as if completely immersed in the own world.

Crystal clear teardrops flowed down the corners of the eyes, one after another, and the pillow was already wet in a blink of an eye.

He panicked all of a sudden: "Don't cry, don't cry, who bullied you..."

Yao Chen's way of playing drunk is also very strange, he doesn't speak, doesn't make trouble, just cries.

Xu Shi's tense nerves finally relaxed, and he drank again and rationality took the second place, and the tumbling emotions could no longer be suppressed.

He seemed to want to vent all the negative emotions at once, and the tears flowed slowly like a small stream, making people wonder why there was so much water in his body.

Park Jiayan was about to die of anxiety, he really wanted to wake Yao Chen up and ask him what was going on.

But the way Yao Chen cried made his heart go cold.

It's not the kind of crying that makes people feel pity, nor is it the crying of crying out to vent grief and anger, but the crying method of despair and despair.

He guarded the little rabbit, and finally fell asleep when he was tired from crying, and he stayed up all night.

After Yao Chen vented a lot, his negative emotions had dissipated a lot, and he felt refreshed after a full sleep.

The air is fresh and the sky is blue.

On the contrary, the little wolf dog stayed up all night, with red eye circles, and his expression was faintly anxious, like a prisoner waiting to be sentenced.

"You are getting married, let's break up." Yao Chen's tone was calm, as if he was talking about other people's affairs.

"You know." Park Jiayan's face was tense and his throat was tight, as if his internal organs were convulsed.

Yao Chen knew that he had worked very hard to hide the truth and had to bear a lot of pressure, both from his family and from himself, so he didn't say that he knew it before he left Jinyang.

Why bother to hurt someone?

Park Jiayan stared at him right and wrong, with disbelief rolling in his eyes, as if he was confirming whether Yao Chen was joking, but after seeing Yao Chen's gentle but firm expression, he immediately exploded.

"I disagree!"

Pu Jiayan stared at him like a wolf who was forced to fight to the death, exuding a dangerous and powerful aura all over his body.His tone could not be rejected, and he unilaterally declared that this relationship was up to him.

Yao Chen looked down at the table and gave him time to digest the information. Pu Jiayan seemed to be irritated, and swept the tea porcelain on the table to the ground.

He supported the table with both hands, looked from top to bottom, forcing Yao Chen to look at him, and paused every word.

"Did you hear that? I disagree!"

The panic of losing Yao Chen seized his heart, and at the same time, there was also the anger of being abandoned and damaging the dignity of the family. It was hard to tell whether it was fear or anger. In short, he had lost his mind, and even began to speak indiscriminately.

"Now you eat my clothes, wear my clothes and live in mine. Why do you decide? If you say no, then don't!" Wouldn't it be good for me to take care of you?Let me take care of you, do you like it too?

"If you become a Jinshi, your wings will be stiff. How can you get there? Without me, let's see how you will go on in your career!" The court is full of bastards who cannibalize people, and the Fang family can't do everything, so I will continue. Protect you, okay?Walk with you all the way.

"You black-hearted bastard, the master says you're bored when you're bored. How do you live at night without a man?" Please, don't want me... I can warm your bed and make you happy... …

Yao Chen listened to his hurtful words, and it became more and more unbearable afterward. He no longer avoided his eyes, looked into his violent eyes, and only said one sentence.

"You are getting married."

"I'll let you beg me to come back!" Pu Jiayan slammed the door out, staggered a bit when he reached the gate, and got on the horse in some embarrassment, not letting anyone see his expression about to cry.

Manager Li's family is the most aware of the personal relationship between the two, but it was probably informed by Park Jiayan in advance. Usually, Yao Chen and Park Jiayan did not deliberately restrain themselves to cover it up. After all, the bed sheets and clothes were dirty and needed to be cleaned. Afterwards, Park Jiayan helped him take a bath. To bring hot water into the room, these close waiters probably know exactly how often they do things.

Li Guanshi secretly sighed: It is obviously a happy event between the two, and there is also a big happy event of being named on the gold list, why did it fall to the current situation?

Park Jiayan couldn't show up, but he paid more attention to Yao Chen's news than usual.

Although the Li family regularly reported to him about Yao Chen's daily situation, such as what he used, what he did, and who he met today, Park Jiayan still felt unsatisfied and almost wanted to know everything about Yao Chen crazily.

The weather is getting hotter, and Yao Chen eats less. He is afraid of his bitter summer, so he wants to send some ice; Most people go out on foot, or hire horse-drawn carriages. Those carriages are bumpy and narrow, and they may be uncomfortable...

Park Jiayan is used to taking care of Yao Chen's diet and daily life, but now he is suddenly asked to stop, restless and can't help worrying all the time.

He wanted to see him and care about him, but he showed his worst and worst side in front of him, and the little rabbit would never like him again...

Yao Chen spent a period of time recuperating in a dead house. In the same year, the party that invited him was turned down on the pretext of feeling unwell.

During this period, the Li family took extra care in serving them, a bit like walking on eggshells, for fear of causing Yao Chen's sadness, even the lively and active boy of his family would not come to beg for food.

Perhaps because the capital was too hot, Yao Chen felt a little depressed, his appetite was poor, and he ate very little every day, which made Cook Li angry for a while, trying her best to cook appetizers.Seeing that the woman who usually took good care of him was so anxious that her mouth was bubbling, he felt sorry, so he went out to relax.

Coincidentally, the imperial examinations came to an end, and finally there was no need to avoid suspicion with the Fang family, so Yao Chen visited Xiao Fang with a gift.

In the study room, Yao Chen held the ceremony for the junior, and Xiang Fang sat upright to accept the gift, recognizing the junior.

Yao Chen greeted him first, and developed a friendship with Xiaofang who was struggling to survive under the rule of the old fox. He talked about how many cakes the old man could eat in one go, what kind of tea he liked to eat with, and once he was full and fell asleep sitting down for the first time I didn't forget to ask him to make up his homework the next day...

Xiao Fangxiang: ...I don't really want to know these things.

Do you arrange your teacher in this way, does your teacher know?

After expressing the theme of "Teacher eats, smells good, and looks good", the atmosphere became less unfamiliar, and Yao Chen mentioned another purpose of his visit.

In addition to walking around, Yao Chen also wanted to ask the imperial court about appointing officials.

Xiang Fang talked to him carefully.

According to experience, the first class of Jinshi enters the Hanlin, or he is from the eighth-rank Jiancheng, the ninth-rank Dali judges, etc., and the lower ones are appointed as elementary officers, judges, or go out to be magistrates.Moreover, the imperial court was considerate of people's feelings, and sometimes sent Jinshi back to their hometowns to serve as officials, and placed them nearby. Those who were sent far away to remote mountainous areas probably had bad luck or offended others.

Since the new Jinshi are all waiting to be appointed, and it won't be his turn for a while, Yao Chen means that he wants to go home first to reunite with his teacher and family, visit relatives and friends, and avoid his ex-boyfriend by the way, so as to give each other time to calm down.

Jinyang and Jingcheng traveled for about ten days, and if the court was in a hurry, they could come back.

Xiaofang looked at him with a stable mind, neither arrogant nor impatient, and secretly thought that his father's eyesight had not deteriorated, so he granted his request.

Sending an errand is actually a struggle for power, fighting openly and secretly, and the result will not come down soon, within a month or so, Yao Chen will not compete for the coveted errands of others, and Fang's family will take care of him, so he will not be excluded.

Yao Chen was very happy when he got the permission, and he asked about the procedures and precautions for post-Jinshi, and Prime Minister Xiao Fang gave him some advice, such as keeping in touch with the same year, and taking care of each other when they become officials in the future.

The two chatted very happily, and at noon the small room stayed with each other for dinner, and Yao Chen left with a sense of humor not long after finishing his meal.

The current Prime Minister of the country is also very busy during the holidays, so he still jumped in front of a certain official.

With the permission of Prime Minister Xiaofang, Yao Chen began to prepare for returning to Jinyang.

He first contacted the candidates from his hometown, just in time for those who hadn't passed the exam and planned to leave tomorrow, so Yao Chen made an appointment with them.

He was afraid that Park Jiayan would find out about it and cause trouble, so he didn't disclose it to Li Guanshi. He went back to his room and cleaned up a little. Most of his things were given by Park Jiayan, so there was no need to take them away, so he simply packed a few clean clothes.

He thought of the bookstore, and roughly calculated that its income should be able to cover the money that Pu Jiayan spent on himself. He wrote a new contract, roughly transferring all his dry shares to Park Jiayan's name, and signed and pledged.

To be on the safe side, he drew several cards overnight, including new characters, equipment, kit cards, etc., and wrote the updated rules on the paper, such as wearing rattan armor to immunize against the invasion of the Southern Barbarians, firing all arrows and ordinary killing cards. , but each time it receives fire damage, the damage increases by one.With these, the content of the Three Kingdoms Killing Card Game will be richer, and the sales will be even higher.

He put these in an envelope and handed it over to Manager Li the next day.

"Uncle Li, I'm going back to Jinyang, please pass this letter on for me."

"Why is it so sudden? Has Mr. Lang arranged the carriage and horses? Have you prepared dry food and luggage? When will you come back? Is there anything you want to explain?" Li Guanshi tried hard to persuade.

Yao Chen thanked him: "Uncle Li, I have been taking care of you during this time, I have already arranged the itinerary, I will go back with my fellow countryman Juzi, everything will be fine. You don't need to ask anything else, I will find another place when I return to Beijing Residence, it's not like living here."

Before going out, he combed it again to make sure nothing was missed, and then waved his sleeves, not taking away a cloud.

Except for the jade gourd pendant on the neck, I have gotten used to it after wearing it for a long time, so keep it as a souvenir.

Yao Chen feels that he is really a model of a peaceful breakup.

When Pu Jiayan received the letter and rushed to the city gate, Yao Chen had already set foot on his way back and had long since disappeared.

He stared blankly at the dust on the official road, expressionless, returned to the mansion and threw himself into the study, where he was locked up for three full days.

When he came out, his whole demeanor changed.

The originally rebellious young man has restrained his aura a lot, revealing the stability and composure of an adult, but his gaze has become deeper and sharper, especially when he is staring at people, the pressure of coercion will be revealed with his casual words and deeds , It is frightening.