poor little boy

"You know what I mean."

I lowered my eyes to look at Li Yang, he has been listening quietly since I opened my mouth, slowly stood up straight, those beautiful eyes in the darkness were clear, completely different from his state and eyes not long ago two people.

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"It's because of this that I cut off contact with Liang Chuanbai," I said in a low voice, looking at Li Yang with extremely sincere eyes, catching the flash of pain on his face, I felt uncomfortable.

but.

"Maybe, I can't accept this, and I don't have any plans to talk about friends... But I will never do anything to you."

I will not discriminate against you, nor will I ignore you.

"You are different from Liang Chuanbai, Li Yang, you are a good boy."

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Look at how I handle it.

So gentle and easy-going!

Not even a knife.

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"Jiang Ruhe, don't treat me like a child, okay?" Li Yang said suddenly, this was the first sentence he said after listening to the whole thing in silence, "I'm 23, I can get married and have children, don't always use this Talking in such a tone always makes me feel... It feels like I'm just a little kid in your eyes, and you think it's a joke when I say I like you. "

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you do not say.

You are still so young, no one can tell what will happen to you in the future.

Maybe you suddenly discovered that your love for me is the love for your father?

……

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"You're not me, and I can't explain or make you understand my feelings for you. No matter how much I tell you that I want to do something with you, you just laugh it off-you don't believe it at all. "

Facing the man who suddenly spoke righteously, I couldn't help smiling, and relaxed a lot. I leaned against the wall with my hands crossed, staring at his bright black eyes, so that I could relax.

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"But some things are just so wonderful, the sun rises on a sunny day, the moon shines at night, cloudy, rainy, snowy, windy, earthquake and tsunami. One person likes the other."

Li Yang paused, and his tone was very serious: "I have liked you for a long time, longer than you thought, this is not a whim, nor is it a trip that just left. You... Did you touch you in a flash just now? Pass?"

Li Yang took a few steps closer, his face was only a few feet away from mine, and added: "Just now when you were hugging me and I was hugging you."

When I... kissed you.

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"No." Without even thinking about it, I answered very simply, and was puzzled by his brat-like question, "I can't accept it, don't waste any more time, we're still the same as before..."

"Can you?" Li Yang raised his voice suddenly, and because he was very close to me, it was particularly ear-piercing when I heard it.

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Can?

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Can.

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I do not know.

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I forced a smile, and I looked away, not wanting to look at his suddenly reddened eyes anymore, because at this moment, I need to be extra decisive to stop his thoughts: "Don't force me, Li Yang."

I don't like men.

I don't want to try it with a man either.

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I can think of you as my entertainer, my friend.

Even my loved ones.

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"Only..." I said with difficulty, "Lover, no."

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The recording of the first episode of "Life in the Field" is over.

Unlike the lively An Ran when I came here, I did not follow the program group's arrangement to have breakfast before leaving, but left with my suitcase at dawn.

The rooster that was locked in the cage moved as it passed the courtyard gate, and slowly opened its eyes.

Stepping on the morning dew, I slowly descended halfway up the mountain.

The rooster crowed.

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Viagra fell asleep in the office again.

I pushed open the door and went in, only to be choked by the smell of cigarettes that had been covered all night.

He held the door with one hand and coughed. After coughing enough, he opened the door to diffuse the smell.

Viagra woke up with a yawn.

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He took one look at me, then his eyes fell on the suitcase at my feet.

"you……"

"Smoking is not allowed in the office," I pointed to the "Nos.moking" sign on the wall, "The leader is leading the way, and I unilaterally ask for your salary to be deducted."

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"Get lost," Viagra leaned back on the desk again, his voice was so erratic that I couldn't hear his original voice, "You old man of finances, don't use your power indiscriminately."

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I shrugged my shoulders noncommittally, smelled the smell of smoke, and almost pulled the suitcase in, walked straight to my seat, and sat down.

"Hey, why did you come back by yourself?" Wei Ge was stunned for a while and finally remembered his initial doubts, and looked at me while still lying on his stomach.

The swollen eyeballs caused by not sleeping all night are squeezed into a slit. If you are applying a layer of eyeshadow, you can still feel that someone has punched you.

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"Ah," I rubbed my nose, "he went back first and said he was tired, so I'll come and have a look."

"Oh..." Viagra suddenly realized, "The driver picked you up?"

I didn't change my face: "Yeah."

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I spent the next few days at home.

Oh yes, I went out and did an interview in the middle.

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When a person wants to avoid a person, the chances of those two people meeting again will be greatly reduced.

At least I didn't see Li Yang in the next few days.

According to Viagra, Li Yang is very busy.

Unlike an old artist like me who has a stable career and a carefree life, Li Yang is on the rise. Apart from participating in the regular filming and recording of "Life in the Field", his free time is occupied by various announcements.

It was all arranged by Viagra.

To be honest, I wondered in my heart if he did this purely for revenge...

To get revenge on Li Yang who came to get close to me in the name of my potential opponent.

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But I have to say that Viagra is much more reliable than Yuman.

At least I can see that Li Yang is "on fire".

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It's also thanks to his daily life, I think it's hard to meet him by chance.

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Why do you want to run into him?

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It's bad, it's not because after the "toilet kiss" incident that day, this kid quietly pretended that nothing happened, and there was no phone, no sign of WeChat, and no one.

I want to wait and see how he is doing.

what do you think.

Do you feel depressed, can't eat or what?

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After all, the confession was rejected.

Or confession was rejected in adolescence.

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Quite miserable.

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In short, the days are like this day by day, and the second recording of "Life in the Field" will soon be ushered in.

After a week, I finally saw Li Yang.

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But probably not.

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I don't know what I was thinking either.

Both want to see and don't want to see.

The obsessive-compulsive disorder was sad when he saw it, and the ball of wool wept when he heard it.

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Opening the door of the nanny's car, Li Yang sat in the back row.

Wearing a mask cap, a casual jacket, washed jeans, and double studded boots.

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He has paid a lot more attention when traveling recently than before, and he has started to have bodyguards around him.

Don't ask, it's hotter if you ask.

But I could tell he didn't really like being stared at either.

But the slender arms couldn't twist the thighs, and under the pressure of Viagra, he had to be chased by the bodyguard brother.

And I am different.

As long as I slipped fast enough and dressed up so my mom wouldn't recognize me, I wouldn't get caught by the press or fans.

Yeah (σ≧≦)σ

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……

Off topic.

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Earlier we said that when I opened the car door, I saw Li Yang who was leaning against the window.

When Li Yang heard the movement, he turned his head.

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This scene looks like slow motion to my eyes.

I also want to say off topic.

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The film on the window of the nanny’s car is very common (because Viagra said it was cheap, I didn’t know we were so poor before that), so when the morning sun shines in through the rear window, part of it falls on Li Yang face.

The brim of the peaked cap casts a light shadow over the bridge of his nose, and the golden sun shines on the lower half of his face.

His skin, which was already much whiter, became even whiter, even a little transparent.

The lips are not modified in any way, just a light healthy pink, thin and sexy.

His sitting posture was not very straight, his coat and the black short sleeves inside were crooked, exposing a section of his collarbone.

There is a long shadow.

There seemed to be fish in the shadows.

A tall and long-legged person curled up in the gap between the seats, feeling a little wronged.

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My thoughts drifted away in an instant.

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That dark, narrow room.

The hot palm on the waist.

Hot breath and squishy tongue.

and……

I like you, one person likes another person's likes, men like women's likes, likes related to love.

Not your ordinary kind.

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At the same time, a layer of goose bumps appeared on the place touched by the person in front of him.

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Aside from the fact that this person in front of him is still a poor little boy.

I suddenly sighed from the bottom of my heart:

This damn sweet man.