He likes you

He Yao pretended that the kiss had never happened before.Shang Yan was as pure as a piece of white paper, He Yao couldn't bear to blame him for this matter, and treated him coldly.Still getting along as usual, safe and sound.

It was raining and windy this Sunday, so there was no business, so He Yao didn't start work that day.

The egg mixer in the kitchen has been ringing all day, and He Yao is going to make a creamy ice cream.One morning, half a basket of eggs was wasted, and the taste of the cream was inappropriate.

Another egg was scrapped.He Yao picked up the sugar jar on the stove and poured it into the bowl, only enough to barely cover the bottom of the bowl.He opened the locker, it wasn't high enough, he tiptoed and fished in the locker with his hands.Fished for nothing but air.

He shouted to the people outside the kitchen: "Shang Yan, help me get the sugar from the cabinet outside."

The person outside said "Oh", and came in with a bag of white sugar and put it down: "Do you want me to help?"

"Has your room been cleaned?"

"It's all cleaned up." Shang Yan turned on the tap to wash his hands, ready to help him.

He Yao cracked a new egg, separated the egg yolk from the egg white, and left the egg white in the blender: "Okay then, help me stir this to make foam."

Shang Yan took over the work at hand: "Mr. He, what are you going to do this time?"

"Cream ice cream. It may be sold in the form of crepes." He Yao cut a big hole in the sugar with scissors, "Nowadays, people's tastes change too quickly, so we have to try to make something new."

Shang Yan beat the egg white into fine foam, and asked He Yao: "Is it okay to do like this?"

He Yao glanced at it and said it's ok: "I'll add seasoning to it."

After he added the seasoning, Shang Yan continued to stir.

"I have to buy an automatic blender tomorrow, it's too laborious to beat it by hand." He Yao said, and ran to see if the ice cream was ready.

Back in the kitchen, Shang Yan’s cream seemed to be able to stand up, and He Yao’s little finger dipped a little: “I’ll try it.” He licked off the cream on his little finger, with a smile on his face, “This tastes good, you Try it too."

Shang Yan tasted it, and the not-too-sweet milk taste melted in his mouth.He saw a tinge of milky white on He Yao's cheeks, and his heart skipped a beat.Blinking his eyes, Shang Yan restrained his unruly mood and reminded He Yao, "You got it on your face."

He Yao raised his hand to touch it, and sure enough, he touched a finger cream.He rubbed it on his face indiscriminately, until half of his cheeks turned red: "Have you wiped it off?"

"No, there's a little more." Shang Yan pointed to the back of his left face.

He Yao was too lazy to do it himself, so he simply turned his face to Shang Yan: "You wipe it for me."

Shang Yan paused, and went to wipe the cream on He Yao's face.

His fingers brushed He Yao's slippery face.He Yao's face turned red like the peaches in his father's orchard.Shang Yan's heart thumped suddenly, and his eyes hurriedly moved away from his face, seeking a "refuge" to accommodate his gaze. Unfortunately, this "refuge" fell on He Yao's lips.

He Yao's lips, like red honey that has been licked by someone, are moist and lustrous under the light, emitting a seductive light.

Shang Yan's mind was immersed in this soft water, and when he recovered, he had already licked this "red honey".

He Yao was dumbfounded, and stared blankly at Shang Yan.

The air was filled with the sweet smell of butter, and the egg shells fell on the ground, and the egg whites overflowed from inside.The kitchen seemed damp and sticky because of it.

After looking at each other for a while, Shang Yan suddenly sensed a mistake.He took a step back and apologized softly: "I'm sorry, I didn't hold back." He lowered his head, looked away, and said guiltily, "I think, I really like you so much."

He Yao remained silent and stood there for more than two minutes.

Immediately, he took out a piece of paper, wiped off the cream on his face and hands, and strode back to his room.

Shang Yan waited until night and knocked on the door of his room when he didn't see He Yao coming out of the room.After knocking for a long time, no one responded, until Shang Yan almost broke in, He Yao opened the door of the room.

Shang Yan's anxious expression slowly retreated, and apology appeared on his face instead.

"Mr. He." Shang Yan said, "I apologize to you. From now on, I won't kiss you without your consent. But I can't control the fact that I like you."

He Yao walked back to the bed, sat on the bed, did not accept the apology, and did not lose his temper.It's not a kiss today, it's just a lick!

"You're just confused." After a long time, He Yao concocted these words, "Your liking may just be that you treat me as a friend or a brother. It's not a liking for a lover. Maybe in the future you will meet someone who makes your heart beat. Girls. Or, even, even if you don't necessarily like girls... In short, that person will definitely not be me."

"Why isn't it you?" Shang Yan interrupted He Yao a little excitedly.His eyes and tone were very firm, "Although I don't know much about the outside world, I'm not stupid. I know very well that this kind of love is only for you. I only want to kiss you alone .”

He Yao was startled blankly.He fell back on the bed, covered himself with the quilt, turned his back to Shang Yan: "Leave me alone for a while."

Shang Yan was silent for a while, said: "Okay." He exited this space and slowly closed the door for him.

He Yao closed his eyes, his mood was as chaotic as the weather outside now, and he lost his mind.He couldn't tell whether his feelings for Shang Yan were repulsion or fear, resentment or anxiety.In fact, he is only 20 years old.Although I have experienced more than most of my peers, my life has just begun.He had girlfriends before, but maybe he would be interested in boys as well.

Shang Yan is different from the men He Yao has come into contact with before, he will not call him brothers and drink for entertainment.Shang Yan is like a person who needs his protection and can walk into his heart.

It's just that He Yao didn't dare to admit it.Acknowledging this takes as much courage as someone else accepts someone of a different sexuality.