you speak slowly

"you like him."

"I like him."

"You have just grown up and have never been in a relationship before. How can you be sure that you like him?"

"I......"

Kun Dun stared at his speechless brother, a little disappointed and a little relieved.

"Love is long and precious. A short-term heartbeat is not called liking, let alone love. If your liking is just for fun, I hope you stop immediately. Your behavior is shameless." .”

"I'm sure I like him, but I don't know how to tell you how I'm sure, brother, do you know that feeling, when he looks at you, you can't tell how happy you are, and all your troubles are gone , I want to laugh when I see him, but as soon as he stares at me, I can’t do anything, I like him, I know it myself.”

Qi Qi's voice became smaller and smaller, and finally nodded to affirm himself.

Kun Dun sat silently beside Qi Qi, opened his mouth several times with difficulty, and said to Qi Qi in a fluttering voice: "Well, if your liking is true, you can now convince me that two men are together. normal."

Kun Dun has questioned himself countless times. He has been in love, and he knows what kind of feelings are surging in his heart. He has searched for many examples on the Internet, and secretly saw a psychiatrist. Why did I suddenly fall in love with a man.Qi Qi talked about his inner joy. Children who have not yet entered the society resist the discrimination around them with thin love, like a soldier, with the courage to put everything in one's hands. Kun Dun is young, he understands the cruelty of society, and he urgently needs a People have to convince themselves whether to accept or give up the budding liking now, and Kun Dun is not sure if he can let go later.

But the heart that is in conflict and struggles unconsciously leans towards feelings.

"It's normal to convince me, and I agree with you to be together. I'll tell you about your second and third brothers. I can't make the decision, parents, but I will stand by your side."

"This is normal, big brother, there is no difference between bisexuality and heterosexuality, but you just like someone, what's wrong with the same gender? We didn't break the law, and we didn't hinder others. Why should I convince you?" Qi Qi asked Kun Dun, the voice is a little tense.

"It's not like what you can say, he taught you?" Kun Dun glanced at Qiqi, then turned his eyes back to the coffee table, staring at the oranges in the fruit plate.

Qi Qi looked at Kun Dun's side face and answered irrelevant questions: "I have been imagining, if you find me one day, how should I reveal my feelings to you, the second brother and the third brother are teachers, you are writing novels, I I think I have the confidence to impress you, and I searched a lot of information, but the more I understand, the more desperate I find that I can't impress my parents no matter what. The example of the bloody forest is in front of me. I hope my parents can understand but I am afraid of myself. As in the example, I have to hide from day to day."

He choked up and continued: "I haven't looked for him for five or six days. Since I found out that he moved next door to our house, and I was working in a restaurant with his brother, I was ready to be discovered at any time." Preparation, escape can't solve the problem, and I can't sleep at night, so I spent the whole night trying to persuade you to accept his words. The moment I saw the third brother yesterday, I thought, finally here, brother, I persuaded No matter how you think it is normal for a man to like another man, because in my world, this is normal, and love makes no difference."

Kun Dun looked at his youngest brother, who had just finished growing his height, his hair was a bit long, and his figure was one size smaller than his peers. His supposedly tall and straight figure seemed to have been lowered, and his previous vigor was gone. Instead, there was an indelible sadness between his brows. He didn't seem to know this younger brother. In just a few months, Qi Qi grew up in an instant, had his own persistence and endured all the blame for it.

Kun Dun sighed, rubbed Qi Qi's head hard with his hands and asked him: "What did the people at school say about you?"

Qi Qi shook his head indifferently: "I don't care. If I talk too much, it will be a little sad at most. I will not give up my feelings because of the people on both sides. I chose him, and I will be responsible to the end."

Kun Dun stared at Qi Qi unexpectedly, he really grew up as he hoped, standing tough and soft in front of his eyes.Kun Dun gave his younger brother a hug, patted him on the back, and said loudly, "Go find him, I'll meet him next door tonight."

Qi Qi smiled at his brother, he has passed a level.

When Ting Zang heard the door ring, his heart that had been raised since last night smashed back to the original place. He walked over quickly and opened the door. One side of Qi Qi's face was still slightly swollen, and he might have cried several times. One eye was big and the other was small. laugh at him.Ting Zang pulled him into his arms, wrapped his arms tightly around Qi Qi's waist, buried his head in Qi Qi's shoulder, and asked hoarsely, "Does it hurt?"

"It hurts so much." Qi Qi acted like a baby at him in a low voice, "But I didn't cry much, it's amazing."

"The most powerful." Ting Zang pulled him into the room and closed the door.

Ting Di returned to the room with special insight, and there were only Ting Zang and Qi Qi in the living room.

"Shall I wrap you with a hot towel?"

"No, my brother finished it for me."

"I didn't say anything on my phone yesterday. I asked for a day off. I have plenty of time. Take your time and I'll listen."

"My third brother had a bad temper. He caught me and beat me up. He beat me up since he was a child. He was serious about it. There was nothing wrong with me. My elder brother should have acquiesced in our relationship now. By the way, he said that he Come eat."

There were tears in Qi Qi's eyes, but the corners of his mouth were grinning upwards, "That's great, my elder brother agreed, but the third brother still hurts from the beating, and it still hurts now."

He acted coquettishly, half wronged and half sad, Ting Zang felt his heart throbbing with pain, he held Qi Qi in his arms, and gently rubbed Qi Qi's face with one hand, this was given to his family. He didn't protect the warm boy well.

Ting Zang held Qi Qi in this position, and Qi Qi buried his head in his chest. After a while, his chest was wet.

The two who finally got a little recognition hugged quietly on the sofa for the whole afternoon.

There are still 19 days until the college entrance examination.

In this building in the third year of high school, everyone's face revealed a faint madness.Jiang Chao’s waist was sprained while playing basketball two days ago, and now, as long as it’s not the main class, everyone lies on the bed in the dormitory doing papers. At noon, Lin Mang hid the dormitory teacher and brought braised pork and scrambled eggs with green peppers into the dormitory. Jiang Chao gnawed on the steamed buns While picking meat out of the plastic bag to eat with his hands, Lin Mang bent his waist and massaged his back and waist bit by bit.

"It's all right, go to sleep quickly, do you have chemistry in the afternoon?"

"Ah."

Lin Mang didn't look up, he finished the full set of massage, everyone else in the dormitory fell asleep, he hid in the toilet and closed the door to sort out the comprehensive papers, just after finishing the physical selection, there was a burst of Aunt Xue's patting from the toilet door Lin Mang folded the paper and came out.

"Slow down, slow down."

Jiang Chao was so painful that sweat broke out on his forehead. Lin Mang supported the two of them and could only move towards the classroom a little bit. It had already been 10 minutes of class. Jiang Chao was afraid that Lin Mang would be in a hurry, so he patted him on the back and chased him away, "Hurry up!" , I will move slowly by myself, go to class quickly, don't worry about me."

Lin Mang hesitated for a while, Jiang Chao kept pushing him with his arms, Lin Mang ran all the way to the classroom and glanced back at Jiang Chao.

"Look at you." Jiang Chao smiled with his mouth crooked, and continued to move towards the classroom.

Jiang Chao didn't show up for the whole class, Lin Mang rushed out as soon as the bell was over, he went downstairs and saw Jiang Chao sitting on the steps of the teaching building, he walked over and gave Jiang Chao a bite,

"You are a bastard, so you came here?"

"I really can't go up. My back hurts while standing. I thought about sitting for a while. It hurts even more when I sit. Why can't I get up?" Jiang Chao explained to Lin Mang with a hippie smile, using a beating expression to cover up his pain Grinning.

Lin Mang picked him up and went upstairs slowly. Seeing that he didn't say a word, Jiang Chao tilted his head and whispered in his ear, "Does your heart hurt?" There was an inaudible "hmm".