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Since that day, I don't know how to define my relationship with the Cavaliers.I regarded him as a brother and a relative, but he vetoed what I had believed to be for ten years in one sentence.

That's right, I'm not related to him by blood. It's not like he's a brother or a brother.

This was a big shock to me. It was like an axiom that was recognized as correct and used for hundreds of years. Suddenly someone pointed out the logical error in it, so the knowledge system that people built from it became an error.This is almost a subversion of the foundation. Instead of demolishing the top of the building, it directly shatters the foundation. The building that was bright and beautiful a second ago collapsed, and instantly turned into dust and sharp glass fragments that polluted the environment.

My cognition is in the midst of such a fundamentally destroyed disaster, and it is not an exaggeration to say that it is a catastrophe.

I tried to reorganize the construction, even if I can't build a skyscraper, it would be good to build an adobe house.However, no matter how hard I struggled, except for eating a mouthful of soil, there was no gain.

I finally realized clearly that all my closeness to the Cavaliers was my unilateral self-moving behavior, which was forcibly bonded by me with the word "brother".

This reminds me of the master-servant relationship.The master was in a good mood, and rewarded the servant casually. The servant was affectionate, thinking that he was valued and liked by the master, so he became more arrogant and domineering, and one day he made the master unhappy, so he was kicked away.

Am I not a servant?

Ever since I had this idea, when I was at home with the knight, I was almost cautious, even to the point of watching his face.As soon as I got home, I huddled in the bedroom. If I wanted to go to the bathroom, I had to stick to the door to listen to the sound, and only dared to go out to make sure he was not outside.

I don't want this, but the behavior has developed in this direction unconsciously.Because I'm sure I'm not on an equal footing with him.I was the one hated, he was the one who hated me.I forgot that this was my own home, and I even felt uneasy that I would be kicked out of the house if I made him angry again.

I often hold my mobile phone and look through my and his information, QQ chat records, his QQ zone and Xiaonei.It's like a spy secretly searching for information.

I practice my very weak reading comprehension every day, trying to find some clues from his every word.For example, when did he hate me and why did he hate me?The result was nothing.

A few days passed in a daze, until December 12st, there was no class on this day, only a New Year's Eve party was held in the morning, and then it was a holiday.

Knight and Qiao Yaying made their grand finale appearance at the New Year's Eve party.The piano was placed in the corner of the stage, and only a beam of not-so-bright light hit him.

Qiao Yaying was the focus. She was scurrying around on the stage like a butterfly, and several chasing lights that changed colors with the music ran around following her.

"Wow, that girl is so beautiful!" Wu Jiakun shouted excitedly in my ear.

I don't know if Qiao Yaying is pretty or not, I stared at the knight in the corner the whole time.He was wearing a well-fitting black suit, bought or rented, something I had never seen before.His hair hasn't been cut for a long time, and his bangs almost cover his eyes.He pursed his lips unconsciously, and his hands moved smoothly.The song is not a sad song, but I want to cry because seeing him still look so radiant.

At the end of the song, the audience applauded thunderously, and Wu Jiakun whistled like a hooligan.

The lights on the stage came on, and the two people on the stage turned their heads at the same time with a tacit understanding, and smiled at each other.The knight stood up and walked to the center of the stage, where Qiao Yaying was already waiting for him.He stood beside her, Qiao Yaying wanted to whisper something in his ear, the knight leaned slightly, nodded after listening, and the two bowed together.I found that Qiao Yaying held the knight's hand.The knight glanced at her, and she blushed.

After the two bowed, the hands that were held together were also loosened. Maybe no one noticed these movements except me.The knight turned around and walked backstage. Qiao Yaying ran a few steps to catch up with him, seeming to be talking to him again.

Then there was the last big chorus show, with dozens of people shouting and twisting on the stage, it was really not a good show.I looked at the stage, but I was in a daze, my head was full of the scene of the two of them calling the curtain just now.

Suddenly Wu Jiakun pushed me, and I came back to my senses: "What?"

He glanced at the stage and looked at me: "You also watch this shit show so seriously? I'm asking you, is that your brother who played the piano just now?"

I nodded.

His eyes lit up: "Then do you know the girl next to him?"

"Ah."

"Wow, Yuaner! Introduce me! She is so beautiful, I fell in love at first sight!"

I mumbled "Yeah", turned my head and stopped talking, he was still muttering: "Of course, I'll treat you to dinner if I catch up with you!"

The chorus was coming to an end, and the people in the auditorium began to leave. I followed the crowd, took out my mobile phone, clicked on QQ, and subconsciously slipped Qiao Yaying's profile picture in the contact list, and saw that her signature read: "Today I have to do something that I have been preparing for for a long time, I am so nervous..." followed by a loving expression.

My heart skipped a beat, and I immediately pushed through the crowd and ran out.I ran around the whole school, taking in all the hidden corners that couples like to hang out in.Finally saw them around the corner of the back wall of the gymnasium.

A girl turned her back to me, and I was sure it was Qiao Yaying, she was talking with her head up halfway.It can be seen from the back that she is at a loss. She pads her feet from time to time, lowers her arms and raises them again from time to time, pins her hair to her ear and then pulls it out, repeating meaningless movements.The knight stood in front of her, because he was much taller than her, he had to lower his head slightly to face her face to face.The bangs hang down almost half of his face, leaving only the bridge of the nose and lips.He seemed to be listening to the other party very intently, but I just ran across the side wall of the gymnasium and saw them in my eyes, and I was stunned for a minute, but he seemed to perceive something, lazily raised his head, showing A pair of eyes fixedly looked at me.

I didn't hide from his gaze, I just stood there, 30 meters away from them.

Probably because his eyes were fixed on me all the time, Qiao Yaying noticed something.Just as she was about to turn her head, the knight raised his hand to cover her ear, and ran his fingers through her loose long hair.

He gave me one last look, and I didn't know what that look meant.But he didn't give me time to think at all, he immediately lowered his head, and his bangs covered half of his face again.

The movement of his lips was enlarged before my eyes, opening and closing.Immediately afterwards, he hooked the corners of his lips and leaned over to kiss her.