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Apart from sending a love letter from time to time, there is nothing that makes me uncomfortable with the knight.I stuck to him like a dog skin plaster, except for going to class and sleeping with him.There is even a tendency to become obsessed, and I don't want to leave more and more.

Although he doesn't like to talk to me, it always seems like I'm acting a one-man show.But it's amazing that I can draw the care I crave from him.

My former friends couldn't give me this kind of concern, and I don't think my peers can give me that, but he can.He was precocious and grown up, which made me feel safe.

It's not that he is such a special person. If my dad had picked up another child back then to be my brother, I might have stuck to that person.

I just need a decision maker that I can follow without thinking.Because I am too cowardly, I hate making any decisions by myself, I just want to follow in the footsteps of others, I will go wherever he goes, even blindfolded.

I never cared about the destination, because I was just a fool who couldn't afford it, and I had no ambitions.This is inseparable from my family environment. I believe that I have everything, so why should I fight for it?

However, being rich materially can easily stimulate people to pursue the fullness of the spiritual world, which is a natural law.But my spiritual world is empty, it is a wilderness, and even lonely ghosts are not willing to patronize.It made me feel miserable, with nothing but a not-so-sturdy shell.

I don't like this feeling very much, as if I am a famished starving person, my body and mind are dry, and I am completely out of control.At times like this, I go crazy trying to fill myself up with anything.

I found that as long as I was with him, I could keep my sanity.Maintaining my son-in-law image, eating too much and being lazy, being sloppy and messy, not thinking about the future, playing and watching every day.He was literally the hero who saved me, the filler that kept me sane.

Because of this, I developed a strong possessive desire for him and wanted to hang out with him for the rest of my life.

This possessive desire is usually quiet, but it will explode when seeing Qiao Yaying talking and laughing with him.I can't wait to dig out a sack from somewhere and cover the knight tightly.So I never missed a single rehearsal of the two of them. When I thought of Qiao Yaying jumping around him by dancing, the alarm in my head buzzed, it was too dangerous, too dangerous!

After school that day, I followed him to the piano room, and murmured with my hands behind my back: "It's just the song and dance program of our school's New Year's Eve party. Why do you keep rehearsing? If you don't know, you think you are going to the Spring Festival Gala."

He turned his head and gave me a sideways glance: "If you feel bored, go back to study at night, who forced you to come?"

I curled my lips and threw out a very convincing reason: "Self-study at night is more boring."

"And," I jumped to his side, "I have to protect you. If I don't come, just you two, and she likes you, maybe she can do something indescribable to you..."

He frowned and shook his head speechlessly: "Shut up, you."

I also want to continue persuading him to be more vigilant. It is not uncommon for men to be taken advantage of by women these days.

But seeing that Qiao Yaying was already sitting in the piano room, I immediately swallowed my words and changed into a polite smile.

She was taken aback when she saw me: "Again?"

"Well, aren't you welcome?"

"No." She smiled.

I thought to myself: Duplicity.

She shook the two cups of milk tea in her hand, and said embarrassedly: "I didn't know you were coming, but I only bought two cups of milk tea, what should I do?"

Don't know I'm coming?Pooh, I never came.My smile is ready, and I intend to say generously: It's okay, I don't drink.

"Give him my cup," said the knight ahead of me, who was sitting on the piano bench, turning the pages of the music.

Qiao Yaying turned her head and glanced at him: "Oh, yes..."

I took the milk tea she handed me, and took a sip immediately, as if I had won a battle. This milk tea is a trophy, and the trophy is better: "Thank you, which one is this? It's quite delicious."

She smiled, and put the cup in her hand on the long table, "It's the one in front of the school," she walked to the knight: "Let's start?"

After rehearsing until it was dark again, the knight and I took the car and walked to the school gate before she left.

"Why are you still here?"

"My dad hasn't arrived yet."

"Do you need us to wait with you?" I couldn't help rolling my eyes when the knight asked this sentence.What a double-faced person, being so considerate to others, he has to keep a cold face all day long to me.

I stomped beside me with my pocket in my pocket, trying my best to show that the wind was strong and I was cold.

"No, you guys go first. Just one or two intersections, we'll be there soon."

Hearing this, I immediately raised my legs and stepped onto the back seat of the rider's bicycle, and waved to her: "Then let's go first, see you tomorrow."

He glanced at me, reprimanded me silently, stepped on the car seat, and put his foot on the ground: "That's okay, you pay attention to safety."

Qiao Yaying nodded, and suddenly said: "You two have such a good relationship," then raised her hand, pointed at us with her index finger, and laughed, "Like a couple."

The wind blew my face, but I felt my face was hot. I hurriedly pulled my coat and hat on my head, and pulled the brim of the hat to cover most of my face, as if I was trying to hide something with a guilty conscience.He opened his mouth like a firecracker, and he only said one sentence, and I retorted several times indiscriminately: "Are you kidding, we two men! Rotten girls endanger society, your idea is terrible, and must be put an end to it!"

Before I finished speaking, he suddenly stared at the car.I fell backwards due to inertia, took a breath, and quickly grabbed his clothes to sit still.

He held the handle with one hand, and waved his right hand twice in the air: "Let's go!"