meet in the world of mortals

Successfully found an internship, Cheng Cheng and Cheng's mother confessed, and then put their minds into work.And once his life routine returned to the right track, he felt a lot more normal, and he no longer thought about it or let himself go.

When he first squatted at home all day, Cheng Cheng admitted that he would always think about things in his previous life from time to time, and affected by this, it was difficult to focus on his surroundings and himself, like a walking dead.But gradually, maybe after going out a few times, maybe some moments are enough to change a person's mind, at least he didn't continue like that, and he was barely back on track.

Letting go of a relationship was also easier than he thought.

Maybe the philosopher is right, no matter it is love at first sight or a relationship of a few days, months, years or even decades, whether it is unrequited love or mutual love, there is a possibility of disappearing, without any reason or overnight. break out.Cheng Cheng was a little depressed, this kind of letting go made him feel a sense of relief, but at the same time, he also felt an indescribable discomfort.

But very rarely, He Yiling couldn't refuse, and Cheng Cheng somehow didn't want to refuse to intervene in his right track, filling his free time.And the longer we spend together, the more Cheng Cheng feels that this person and himself are surprisingly compatible.

One of Cheng Cheng's hobbies is movies, especially old movies, which can almost be called a lifelong love, and one can hold them for a day without moving much.

He Yiling bought a lot of old movie discs at some point and gave them to Cheng Cheng on his birthday.Cheng Cheng is not surprised, people always have great enthusiasm for the things they love.

He Yiling felt that Cheng Cheng's eyes definitely lit up when he saw those discs, and he smiled softly unconsciously.

Then Cheng Cheng said: "I don't have a machine for these discs at home, you are wasting resources like this."

"Then wait until my birthday." He Yiling saw that Cheng Cheng was a little stunned, and explained, "We have a fashion that whoever gives gifts to others on their birthdays, I have a set of machines at home."

Cheng Cheng: "..."

so precious.

But after being in touch for such a long time, he knew that He Yiling most of the time said what he said, especially for this kind of thing, he was very persistent.He wandered a little, thinking narcissistically whether He Yiling was interested in him.

In order to show gratitude and courtesy, and Cheng Cheng thought that the two were already good friends, he asked He Yiling to stay for a meal, and then He Yiling suggested to watch a movie together. Cheng Cheng asked what to watch, and He Yiling said "" Brokeback Mountain".

There was a moment of silence, Cheng Cheng said yes, then silently closed the door, pulled the paper and put it in his arms.

He Yiling chuckled, and said, "I don't want to watch it, how could your birthday make you cry, let's go out and play."

It was not a weekend, nor was it a peak season, and there were not many people in the playground. Cheng Cheng stood at the door and watched He Yiling buy tickets, deeply feeling that it was unreal.The two elders came to the playground to celebrate their birthdays on weekday nights. The more they talked, the more strange they felt, but when he heard the proposal, he agreed without much hesitation.

Cheng Cheng sighed inwardly.

After entering the playground, Cheng Cheng felt even more awkward.

It's either a greasy young couple or a family who come out to relax, or a group of girlfriends and classmates. There are almost no combinations like them. After watching the project, two people like merry-go-round who Cheng Cheng dislikes, and roller coasters like two people agree with each other tacitly. Look, the theaters don't have anything they're interested in either.

Stopping and walking, there is a feeling of pressing the road.

Cheng Cheng felt that he could never allow others to come to these places in the future.

He Yiling could also see that he was absent-minded, and he was a little bored, but after thinking about it, he dragged Cheng Cheng to play a few classic games for young couples.

It's weird to say, it's obviously some facilities that you only go to when you feel panicked when you are idle, but Cheng Cheng thinks it feels pretty good, playing while chatting with He Yiling, it seems to be okay.

After questioning himself, Cheng Cheng was horrified to find that his feeling was definitely not just okay, he was silent.

What is the most classic item in the playground? In Cheng Cheng's mind, the Ferris wheel is ranked first, but in his eyes, it is a special event for young couples, a special venue for confession, so he has no intention of stopping when passing by. Then he was grabbed by He Yiling.

He Yiling tugged at his sleeve: "Go and sit down."

"..." Cheng Cheng didn't think so.

But he still sat with He Yiling.

Night always has a hazy and ambiguous feeling, especially when there is not enough light.

The temperature gave people the illusion of rising slowly, Cheng Cheng felt a little parched, felt that the Ferris wheel was really slow, and couldn't help thinking about those classic confession and marriage proposal plots, the more he thought about it, the more bloody he felt.

The two of them didn't know when they became silent, and He Yiling suddenly asked in the silence, "Do you still like Chang Yi?"

Cheng Cheng felt that his mind was confused, and that's why he heard this question.

He Yiling asked again, and he realized that it wasn't his own auditory hallucinations, but he still didn't realize the deep meaning of this question.He couldn't help looking at He Yiling, and replied casually: "I don't think I like it anymore."

"Why does it seem like?" He Yiling broke the casserole and asked inexplicably.

Cheng Cheng was silent for a few seconds, or a few minutes, maybe he was distracted, maybe he was thinking, anyway, when he spoke again, he said: "It doesn't seem like it. I don't like it anymore."

Mingming has been secretly in love for so many years, although gradually getting tired, it seems that he never thought about letting go, but now he can say that he doesn't like it.

Cheng Cheng heard his own heartbeat, it was very noisy, because the surroundings were too quiet, or he was too nervous, or something else, the pounding sound in his chest was getting louder and louder, reaching his ears, shaking him so much that he didn't know What he was saying and what he wanted to say, he couldn't hear what He Yiling was saying.

He heard it.

He Yiling said: "Then you can like others. What do you think of me? I think I'm good, ah, I'm not bad, I think I'm good, I like you very much, um, I like you."

Cheng Cheng didn't know the current heart rate of He Yiling, but he knew that his chest was about to explode.This feeling, to put it bluntly, was a little worse than when I was tempted after the first contact with Chang Yi a few times.

It's very strange, very strange, why, even though I had an intersection with this person before, I didn't have such a feeling, and I also like Chang Yi, why is it different now, it's not been a few months.He licked his lips subconsciously, then realized what he had overlooked.

"Why do you know Chang Yi?" Cheng Cheng asked.

He Yiling smiled: "Because I have been with you for 14 years."

Cheng Cheng blinked.

For a split second he felt that he had gotten a lot of information out of this sentence.