【Xu Run】Laoshizi

Being held tightly in Master's arms, Runyu felt that she was going to be out of breath.The two stood embracing each other in the crowd, like a reef in the torrent, people's sideways glances and comments were the waves stirred up, but Runyu didn't care.

He was afraid of being seen, noticed, and discussed, because he knew that these people would never say anything good, there were so many of them, and he was only one.

He was terrified of dealing with this huge and desolate world alone.So be careful and never do anything out of the ordinary.

However, all the principles fell apart in less than two months of getting along.Today, he and Xu Feng, a teenager and an adult man hug each other tightly in the middle of the street, and people keep pointing sideways, but he doesn't care.

It's all because of this man, this man who hugged her, was excited but couldn't say anything other than thank you, because with him with her, Runyu forgot everything, no longer afraid of being criticized, not even afraid of any possibility coming dangers and dangers.

As long as you are with him, as long as you can always be hugged by him like this...

"Thank you," Xu Feng's voice choked up, but he could only repeat this sentence blindly, "You didn't leave...Thank you..."

It seemed that, as he said, Runyu was a little fairy in the sky, a grace he couldn't ask for.

But obviously... Runyu hugged Master tightly, thinking: Obviously you are the grace I can't ask for.

Xu Feng kept thanking him incoherently. In his heart, it seemed that Runyu could really leave him behind.

Runyu laughed: "I'm leaving somewhere... I just went there to have a look..."

But he knew that when he turned his head and didn't see Master, he was really moved.

He thought about going back to heaven.There is a younger brother Xufeng in the sky, who he can't let go of.He didn't even say goodbye to Xu Feng!Will Xu Feng hate him?Thinking of this made him sleepless.He followed the crowd to the end of the bazaar in a trance, and even the lanterns participating in the lantern competition became sparse. If he walked further, he would leave the downtown area, and it would be dark and quiet all of a sudden.He stood at the junction of light and darkness, dazed and stopped, his mind was messed up and seemed to be blank.At this moment, in the blink of an eye, I suddenly saw a lantern in the shape of a dragon and a phoenix hanging alone on the second floor of a shop on the corner of the street.In all fairness, the dragon and phoenix are not exquisite enough, but among the Jade Rabbit, Toad and Chang'e in this area, it looks very special and majestic.

Runyu's heart warmed, and she couldn't help blurting out: "Master, look..."

It was only then that he realized that Master was no longer by his side—he had left him behind.

The master was still waiting for him, and when he let go of his hand, he could vaguely hear him calling himself, but he left so cruelly.

I……

Once his thoughts are opened, they are uncontrollable like a torrent of flood. If there is no master by his side, the world is so big that he has no place to hide, but if there is that person by his side, the world is very small. It is so small that there is only one small courtyard and two huts.

This was the most difficult decision in his life. Even if he hadn't taken the Fumeng Pill, he still felt that it was more difficult than choosing to go ashore to end his life.

But he came back anyway.

Xu Feng seems to know this too, so she has to keep thanking her because——

Runyu chose him.

Therefore, he didn't want to think about whether he hesitated, whether he wanted to abandon himself, all he knew was that Runyu chose him.

Thousands of years ago, he begged Runyu bitterly, but Runyu still did not choose him; decades ago, he stood outside Xuanji Palace and handed Runyu a flower that would never be thanked, begging Runyu to elope with him, Runyu did not choose him either.It seems that whenever, no matter who he compares with, when Runyu is asked to choose, Runyu will never choose him.In his heart, he was not indifferent to it.

However, it doesn't matter, as long as there is one time, this time Runyu chooses him, it will be fine.

He has never had any more grievances.

"I know." Xu Feng said, "I know... what did you see?"

Seeing that he didn't mention anything but just smiled, Runyu also tacitly agreed with him, just held his hand, smiled lightly and said, "Over there, there is such a beautiful dragon and phoenix lantern..."

"Really?" Xu Feng's eyes were still red, but he smiled and said, "Let's go and see..."

"……it is good."

The two really acted like nothing had happened, and started the lantern race again, only this time, their hands were tightly held together, and neither of them wanted to let go.

After walking for a while, I don't know where I went. The bustling market is bustling with people, as if I can't find a direction, but Xu Feng seems to have forgotten the dragon and phoenix lantern, just staring at Runyu, Runyu looked around to find the direction to no avail, was a little frustrated, turned her head to meet Xufeng's gaze, both of them were startled.

"... What is Master looking at?" Runyu asked blankly, "Is it..." He thought, could it be that there is something on my face?But Xufeng's gaze was too deep and focused just now, matched with his exquisite and handsome face, it directly drove away other thoughts in Runyu's mind. In a daze.

Xu Feng was also a little embarrassed. He was now in the great surprise of having lost and found. He was led by Runyu just now so he didn't do anything stupid. The more I watched, the more I fell in love with him. When Runyu suddenly turned around, he was thinking:

"How beautiful! There is nothing more beautiful than him in the world!"

Just thinking about it, Runyu suddenly turned around, looking at Xufeng with bright eyes, her chubby mouth opened and closed as if saying something, but Xufeng didn't care at all, Runyu touched her cheek again—— The cutest style in this world is probably the beauty without knowing it, obviously every move is captivating, but he doesn't know that he is so seductive and foolishly makes these deadly moves.

Xu Feng grabbed his hand touching his cheek, Runyu was startled, but she didn't want to break away, Xu Feng pulled her to touch his own cheek: "Touch it, is it hot? "

It's hot, it's quite hot, even for a Phoenix, it's very hot.Runyu asked with concern: "Could it be sick?"

"I became so hot when I saw you." Xu Feng whispered, "When I saw you, I blushed, and I didn't know where to put my hands and feet..."

Runyu was suddenly so ashamed that she didn't know what to do, she had nowhere to put her eyes, but at this moment the small piece of skin exposed by Xufeng's collar seemed to attract his attention, the more he stared at it, the more dazzled he felt.

"You... what nonsense are you talking about..." Runyu murmured, "Stop talking..." He felt that these words are not something a master should say to his disciples, but he couldn't bring himself to talk about benevolence and righteousness Daode, at this time Xufeng asked again: "What about you?"

"What am I?"

"When you see me, will you be like this, as if you have become a fool all of a sudden..." Xu Feng said softly, "I won't say what I think, and forget what I should do... It seems that the whole person It's over, I've made it clear in my life that there is nothing else that can surprise me except being with you, but I also feel that I have never looked forward to that kind of ordinary life so much..."

He is obviously an adult, but he loves to cry too much, his eyes turn red again as he speaks, he must have been a little crying bag when he was a child.But with tears in his eyes, he laughed again, and asked timidly, "Do you have this feeling?"

"I..." Runyu didn't know what to say. He was still young, not only did he not understand love, but he had no idea what was going on in life and how the future would develop. To him at this moment, he was just I feel that I really like this person, as long as I see him, my heart will explode, as long as I am with this person.

Adding all these together, he really didn't know what to say.He is stupid in love.

Runyu didn't know how to express herself, she was so anxious that she couldn't help trembling slightly, Xu Feng said in a panic: "It's okay, you don't have to answer right away..." He was afraid that he would force Runyu and push him away again, but he didn't know Runyu at this time is actually the same as when he was young. The love of young people is the hottest. Unless you touch him with bruises all over his body, he will be afraid for a while, and channel his love to other directions for a while, otherwise you will be innocent. A few words will not scare him.

"Master, I..." Runyu was about to speak, but suddenly someone said loudly: "Hey, this official, buy a small lamp for your children. Xiaohe lantern is very effective in making wishes!"

The sound of thunder woke them both up. Xu Feng almost pulled Runyu behind him. When he turned around, he saw the familiar face of Mr. Liaoyuan—this person was dressed as a peddler at the moment. , the whole body is hung with small lanterns, like a walking lantern stand.

He is indeed in such a position at the moment. He had bought a lot of river lanterns today and planned to use them as income-generating projects, but he happened to see Runyu and Xu Feng standing there, and Xu Feng said something A lot, and then asked Runyu what he thought, doesn't this idiot know that boys have thin skins?That's right, when he was this old, he didn't know how to write the word "thin-skinned".Therefore, Mr. Liaoyuan stepped forward to relieve Runyu.

Xu Feng said angrily: "You... go away!" He thought that this guy led the crowd to laugh at him again.

Mr. Liaoyuan ignored him, and turned to sell river lanterns to Runyu: "Little friend, ask your brother to buy you a lantern. Take a look, it's all handmade. It's so beautiful. Write down your wishes on the lantern, and wait for it." I will ask your lover brother to take you to the upper reaches of the river bank to put the lamp, and then hurry to pick it up at the gate of the temple downstream, if you can arrive safely, your wish will come true!"

It's okay to deceive ignorant young men with your words, but it's not so good to deceive the gods of Zhenggang. Although Runyu didn't believe it, she couldn't help but be attracted by those beautiful small river lights. Young people, just Like delicate and cute things, Mr. Liaoyuan pushed again: "Everyone bought it! You can choose one, kid. I wish my parents a long and healthy life. I hope that my loved ones will stay together forever. I hope that everything goes well with my loved ones at home. They are very spiritual!"

It's okay if he doesn't say anything, but after talking about Runyu, he looked around again, and sure enough, everyone was holding Xiaohe lanterns, especially the boys and girls who looked similar to him, and everyone happily walked upstream.Children like this kind of things with a strong sense of participation. Runyu looked at Hedeng, then turned to look at Xufeng, with a hint of anticipation in her eyes.

Xu Feng: "..."

Xu Feng: "...Buy! Buy, buy, buy."

Although the atmosphere of the confession was ruined, Runyu was willing to ask him for something, and it was hard for a thousand dollars to buy such an opportunity. He wished he could wrap up Liao Yuanjun's lamps.

Runyu picked four river lanterns.

"This is for sheep." He told Xu Feng, "This is for rabbits."

"I wish them to eat in vain and fat, and be happy."

Then there are two left...Xu Feng couldn't hide her smile: "This one is for me?"

"This one is for Xufeng." Runyu said, "He keeps saying that his butt hurts, I hope it doesn't hurt."

"...Oh. Then this is left..."

"This... is for Father, Mother, God and Uncle."

"...Oh." Xu Feng said sourly, "Even they have it."

He looked at Mr. Liaoyuan, who received the signal, and quickly said: "Little friend, don't forget to take pity on the person in front of you, you see you buy so many, I buy four and get one free, how about I give you another one? "

"...No more." Runyu shook her head, "Four lamps are enough."

Xu Feng: "..."

He is very sad right now, very sad.But what else can I do, I can only obediently help hold the lamp, a lamp for sheep, a lamp for rabbits, a lamp for bears in the sky, and an old thing for everyone to share, but the lamp without him.

The two went to the upper reaches of the river bank together, where many people had already gathered, and there were countless small lanterns floating on the river, like a small star river.Runyu wrote the notes and put them in the small compartment in the river lantern for storing notes, asked Xu Feng to light the lamps, and put them down one by one by herself.Xu Feng pouted and watched him put the lamp.After the two had finished playing, Runyu looked back and saw Xufeng being aggrieved, so she couldn't help laughing: "What's wrong, Master?"

"Why can Xu Feng have one, but I don't?" He still couldn't help asking.

Why don't you ask the sheep for another one?Runyu said: "Master, I think you care about Xu Feng very much."

"Who cares about him, that dog." Xu Feng insisted, "Is he better than me?"

The two walked downstream arm in arm, and Runyu said softly, "He...he has a bad temper, and his spells are not very strong, of course, Master is good."

"Hmph, you will coax me." Xu Feng said, "Don't learn from your stinky father!" Longlong's mouth is deceiving!

"Really!" Runyu said sincerely, "Master is so good, he is a role model for us!"

As he spoke, he hugged Xu Feng's arm, and Xu Feng still let out a "hum" in a fluttering mood.

"Then tell me," he asked arrogantly, "do you want your brother to grow up to be like me?"

"I..." Runyu lowered his head and smiled, and after a while, he said: "Then I don't want it."

"I knew it!" Xu Feng was furious, "You like him better!"

"I..." Runyu was speechless. After a long while, he smiled lightly and said, "Master is so understanding, he must have suffered a lot of grievances."

I don't know if it's because both of them are illegitimate children, Runyu is preconceived, or he is born with intuition. He always feels... This person has also experienced a lot of pain and suffering in his heart. He has experienced too much, so he can be so good , then will take care of people.

Xu Feng stood there in a daze, forgetting what to say for a moment.

What kind of soft heart does it take to say, you are so reasonable, you must have suffered a lot of grievances, such words.

What about you, how many grievances have you suffered to develop such a character.

Runyu noticed his stiffness, and smiled again: "Although this will make others feel comfortable...but Xufeng...I still hope he won't be wronged."

Don't be wronged, don't suffer, it's better not to grow up forever, and be a child in my brother's heart.At that time, Runyu had expected that in her heart.That's why when Xu Feng showed a side he hadn't seen before, he panicked.

It must have occurred to him that not all soft and harmless things were hidden in his little friend's innocence.

At that moment, Xu Feng felt extremely heartbroken.He whispered: "You don't want him to grow up, so what will you do when he comes to hurt you?"

"Xufeng? He won't hurt me, he's very kind and soft-hearted." Runyu said, "I know it well."

You have a ghost.Xu Feng thought to herself.The expression on Runyu's face made him understand that at this moment, Runyu really felt that his younger brother Xufeng was the purest and best child in the world, and he would never do anything to hurt him even a little bit. .

So, when Xu Feng really did those things, how disappointed was he?I'm afraid it's more disappointing than simply being hurt, after all, the hurt of others is no stranger to Runyu.

At that moment, he suddenly understood why among so many people, Runyu Dudu hated him the most and was the most cruel to him.

Because he has the highest expectation and trust in him, he always feels in his heart that my younger brother Xu Feng is different.

But in the end, Xufeng was no different from others, and even worse than others.Others have never loved Runyu on one side, and been entangled with Jin Mi on the other side, nor threatened him with the things he cares most about, nor...

He never gave him warmth, but gave him a biting chill.

Xu Feng was speechless, looking at Runyu's innocent smiling face who didn't know anything, he was silent for a while, and finally put on a smiling face, saying: "He can not be wronged, and the wronged he has suffered as a teacher will be in vain if he co-authors." Accept it?"

Runyu didn't answer at first, and after walking for a while, he said in a low voice: "The past, time can't be turned back." He looked up at Xufeng, and said firmly and bravely: "But in the future... I will be here."

Xu Feng froze again, not knowing how to answer.

I'll be here in the future, so I won't let you be wronged again.How old is he, dare to say such a thing to a person who is much older than him?Xu Feng was stunned for a moment, then suddenly burst into a smile.

"Well, yes." He whispered, "From now on... there will be Yu'er."

How he wished it was true!There is such a gentle and brave person who is willing to guard him from now on, to accompany him, to be his harbor, to be his shield, and he will never let him down; but the reality is that this person will never It belongs to him, he wants to go back, to protect the boy who still doesn't know how to love, until he can't protect him anymore and his body is covered with injuries, then he will let go on the verge of death.

How nice it would be if I was the way I am now from the very beginning.

At this time, Xu Feng could no longer restrain the melancholy and sourness in his heart, he hugged Runyu suddenly, and a kiss fell on Runyu's lips.Runyu was startled, but did not run away.

This kiss was like sparks falling on dry wood, and then it was a raging fire that could not be controlled. The two stood by the river, under the night sky, the Milky Way and the lantern were silent, witnessing the miracle together: it condensed The entanglement between two people for tens of thousands of years, someone distorted the power of time and space to make it happen quietly, it happened so quietly, but so intensely, just a kiss, but it seems to be together forever.

I don't know how long it has passed, it seems like an instant, but for those who are immersed in love, it seems that they have glimpsed forever, Xu Feng trembled all over, and opened Runyu lightly, the two looked at each other, With intoxication and obsession on her face, Runyu stood on tiptoe, leaned over, and placed another light kiss on Xu Feng's lips, and the two kissed together again, once, twice...

On this soft autumn night, fate will also change quietly, but no one knows it yet.

The two held hands, and it took a long time for them to come to the downstream slowly. At this time, the crowd was sparse, and many people had already picked up their lanterns and went home, but Runyu and Xufeng took their time and stopped from time to time. Looking at each other, looking at each other but smirking without saying a word, occasionally stopping to exchange kisses... They all feel that the journey is too short, but the love is long.

"Have you seen my lamp?" Runyu stood by the river and looked around seriously, "I don't seem to see..."

"Look slowly, there must be some." Xu Feng said softly, "Go over there and have a look."

"...Okay!" Runyu said, "I'll go to the bridge to see!" Now that he's just flirted with love, he's like a lively deer, without the reserve of the past, and Xu Feng shouts behind him: "Be careful!" But Yu said: "I saw it!"

Standing on the small bridge, he pointed to the river and said, "Master! There, help me—"

It turned out that there was a big rock in the middle of the river, and many lanterns were blocking it. Xu Feng smiled and said: "Okay, wait!" As he spoke, he jumped up lightly, stepped on the water surface with his toes, and came to the river with a few easy steps. He Xin heard Runyu shout again: "Master! There are many more over there, you can fan them all back..."

Xu Feng laughed loudly, and said in a loud voice: "Baby, you should worry about yourself first..." But she still obediently cast spells to attract the breeze, blowing the lantern around the stones, and drifting towards the shore.But with quick eyesight and quick hands, he stopped Runyu's lanterns first.

Seeing that he blocked her own lantern, Runyu said anxiously: "Master, don't look!"

Xu Feng smiled and said: "Don't look, don't look!" But she couldn't help but took a note from the lantern of "brother Xu Feng" and unfolded it, which read:

May Xu Feng be happy, safe and healthy.

I hope Master can like Xu Feng.Otherwise, how will we meet him in the future?

He seemed to be touched, and opened the "Uncle Father, Emperor, Mother God" again, on which was written:

May father, mother, god and uncle all go well.

I am pleased with Master, and hope that they will not take this opportunity to embarrass Master.

He became even more anxious, almost hurriedly unwrapping the lanterns of the lamb and the rabbit. The contents written on them were similar:

Sheep and rabbits should be fine, and be with me and Master.

We will never be apart.

Xu Feng stared at the "never parting" for a long time, and suddenly tears fell on the note, and she fainted.

Now he just wants to go back and give Runyu a good hug.At this moment, he suddenly felt something was wrong.

He stood on the rock for a long time, why didn't Runyu call him again?An ominous premonition suddenly rose in his heart. Xu Feng turned around and saw a lot of people gathered on the stone bridge at a glance. They formed a small circle and didn't know what they were looking at.

Xu Feng's heart tightened instantly.

"Runyu!" He shouted loudly, ignoring everyone's astonished eyes, he spread his wings, flew straight to the bridge, stood on the bridge railing and shouted: "Get out of the way, everyone out of the way!"

He rushed into the crowd, and after he saw clearly the person lying on the ground, his heart tightened instantly.

Who is it that fell on the ground?

It was a handsome man in Tsing Yi——mortal.

*Tell me out loud after First Love Jade, whose turn it is!

*Adolescence is the first love, this one is probably the period of passionate love.

*Runyu herself, as a god, doesn’t believe in making wishes by setting river lanterns at all. What he wrote is just some of his own troubles. I hope my younger brother will accept it, I hope my parents don’t mess with it, and I hope the sheep and rabbits live longer. Why?Because I want to be with Master, please be good and don't make Master feel sad.