【Xu Run】Laoshizi

Xu Feng gradually woke up from the dream, the first thing she saw was Runyu sitting by the bed.

I saw him propping his head on one hand, taking a nap with his eyes closed, a few strands of unmanaged hair fell out of the bun and landed on his face, looking a little haggard, a little worried, and very cute.

Xu Feng looked at him for a moment, and thought in his heart: I was seriously injured, and I don't know how anxious he is.But he still looks good like this.

Xu Feng thought about it, and couldn't help but want to reach out to touch Runyu's cheek. The two of them held hands together. When Xu Feng moved, Runyu woke up. Seeing him wake up, he showed a happy expression : "You are awake, is there any discomfort?"

Xu Feng felt that his spiritual power was running as usual, and he didn't feel any discomfort, but he wanted to say something to make Runyu feel distressed, so he said, "My back hurts..."

Runyu said: "You have been lying for more than ten days, how can you not hurt, get up and sit down." He helped Xu Feng to sit up, and took a soft pillow for Xu Feng to rest on.Xu Feng smiled and said: "Can I get this kind of service if I am injured, then I will have to..."

"Hey, what are you talking about!" Runyu said angrily, and turned around to get the medicine for Xu Feng.But when I touched the bowl, it turned out to be cold.Naturally, the medicine is too cold to drink, Runyu said, "I'll heat it up, and then I'll drink it for you."

Xu Feng was reluctant for him to leave, but she couldn't come up with a good reason, so she tugged at the hem of his clothes and whispered coquettishly: "Don't go too long..."

When he grew up, he was not used to acting like a baby with Runyu like he was when he was a child, and his face was as red as an apple after saying this.

"No." Runyu said, and went with the medicine bowl.Only Xu Feng was left to look around - it turned out that he was still in the Demon Realm Inn, staying for a long time, and I don't know what happened to the Heaven Realm, did Qiongqi deal with it again?

Thinking of this, because of his duty, he couldn't sit still, and hated himself for not asking Runyu, but just stared at Runyu stupidly—it was only because Runyu was so beautiful, and his haggard appearance made people unable to look away.

He waited for a while, but couldn't wait for Runyu to come back, so he jumped out of bed to look for Runyu—he knew where the inn's kitchen was probably, but he didn't know if he had been lying down for a long time and forgot or what, he turned around Guai couldn't find it, so he found a clue with great difficulty, and unexpectedly bumped into the garden behind the inn for the guests to relax.

The gardening style in the Demon Realm is very wild, but here it is rare to be somewhat elegant, and it also has a taste of heaven, with some non-flowering peach trees planted.There were two people standing under the tree, Xu Feng took a closer look, one of them was Runyu, the other was dressed in black, but it was... Jingshu.

Na Jingshu held Runyu's hands and said, "When will you tell him?"

"He just woke up, how can I..." Runyu whispered, "Just wait a little longer."

He has a gentle demeanor, even a little bit shy. He lowers his head and does not look at Jingshu. Jingshu is tall and thin, taller than Runyu. The two of them stand together..."Like a painting" , he somehow remembered what Jin Mi said.

There was a burst of anger in his heart, I was still lying on the bed, and Runyu was here flirting with people, what was he doing?

Jing Shu said: "I'm not forcing you, it's just that Xu Feng has a bad temper, you won't be able to hide it for long..."

Xu Feng couldn't listen anymore, jumped out and said, "What are you hiding from me?"

The two people in the garden were startled and found that it was Xu Feng. Runyu smiled: "It's nothing, what are you doing wandering around? Go back and lie down." Then she came to support Xu Feng and sent him back room to lie down.Xu Feng stared at him, trying to find the slightest clue from his face, but couldn't find anything—Runyu was so deep in his thoughts that he couldn't guess anything.

Turning around, Xu Feng recovered from his injuries, and the two set off to return to the heaven. Sui He and the others had gone back a long time ago, and now they came to greet them, and Kuang Lu was also there. He lowered his head and asked, "Your Highness, I have something... I want to talk to you in private."

Xu Feng thought to himself, who are you, you have to talk to him in private, if you have something to say, you can't say it in public?But Runyu said: "Okay, I will go to you after I meet the emperor, okay?" Xu Feng couldn't help being stunned by his gentle tone, and began to feel something wrong in his heart: Although Runyu treats people gently on weekdays, but It's also a little alienated. If you say this kind of tone, it should only be directed at yourself and Hui'er Nightmare Beast. Now, why are you talking to Kuang Lu and He Jingshu...

He was a little sad in his heart, even his father was absent-minded when discussing meritorious deeds and rewards, he chased Runyu after leaving Zixiaoyun Palace and said, "Brother, are you okay?"

Runyu looked innocent and confused: "Huh? How do you say that?"

"Well, you seem to be..." Xu Feng couldn't speak again, so he had to say in a low voice: "I'll look for you at night."

This time it was Runyu's turn to stop talking, "But I..." But he said randomly: "It's okay, you come."

Xu Feng was full of doubts, but could only swallow them down, saying to herself that it was because of her stagnant thinking after lying down for a long time.

He went to see Runyu again in the evening, and Runyu talked and laughed with him as usual, but when he parted Runyu's long hair to reveal her snow-white neck, a red mark suddenly appeared.There was a "buzz" in Xu Feng's mind, and he was at a loss for a moment.

Isn't it obvious what that shape, in that place, carries a hidden and unspeakable meaning?

He used to love to suck and kiss this place when he was making out, but Runyu was always very reluctant and shivering. Who is it now that left a mark on him and wants to see it for himself?

Seeing that he was strange, Runyu was a little worried: "Why..."

But Xu Feng stumbled and fell off the bed, got dressed without saying a word, and was about to turn around and leave, but Runyu grabbed him and asked, "Xu Feng?"

Xu Feng's chest rose and fell violently, and he felt like he was about to cry. He wanted to go away in a rage, but he couldn't help it. He was like a child whose treasure was stolen, and he complained while dragging his elder brother, "Who did you do with?" What good thing?!"

Runyu was taken aback, touched the back of his neck, and suddenly understood, he sighed, showing a guilty expression: "Do you really want to know?"

...No, I don't want to know.A voice in Xu Feng's heart said timidly, I regret it and don't want to know.

So he fled in despair, not even having time to throw down the threat of "don't do this anymore".

This time the impact on him was really too great, he borrowed wine to relieve his worries, he was crazy in Qiwu Palace for several days, and was dragged out by Suihe to relax, but when he walked to the Jingjing Pavilion, he happened to meet Runyu and Kuang Lu Accompanied, talking and laughing came out of the cabinet.Kuang Lu held a few scrolls of bamboo slips in her arms, her expression shy like a newlywed.

Furious with jealousy, Xu Feng rushed forward and overturned the bamboo slips in Kuang Lu's hand, regardless of Sui He's obstruction.

"You..." Runyu was a little taken aback, looked up to see Xu Feng, and showed her usual, somewhat helpless and somewhat funny expression. "What are you doing?"

"I'm making trouble...?"

Xu Feng murmured, he left angrily that night, feeling extremely tormented in his heart, at first he hated Runyu to the core, don't forgive him in this life!But gradually it turned into an excuse for Runyu. Could it be that he was forced?In the end, he just wanted to wait for Runyu to come, and when Runyu came, no matter how he explained it, he would believe it.

But Runyu just didn't come, not only didn't come at that time, he didn't come for several days.

When we met again at this time, he even said that Xu Feng was "making trouble".Xu Feng was stunned for a moment, and suddenly a terrible thought rose in his heart: In his heart, am I just a child who can only cry?

But then he thought sadly, I am a child, why don't you coax me?

Why don't you... Coax me.

He stood there, the bamboo slips were thrown all over the floor, Kuang Lu looked at him as if he had seen some joke, he just felt embarrassed - it turns out that if there is no one to pamper you, there will be nothing but embarrassment.He was stunned for a while, then pulled Runyu up and said, "Come with me."

Said and dragged him all the way through the clouds and fog, and came to a corner where there was no one, he asked forcefully, "What's wrong with you!"

Runyu asked back: "I still want to ask what's wrong with you—why do you bully others?"

For a moment, Xu Feng felt besieged on all sides, as if he had turned into the young man in the fire again, with vague figures around him, all pointing at him and saying that he killed their Fifth Miss and wanted him to pay for it.Even Runyu was among those people, and said coldly, take him down.

But I clearly didn't, he couldn't argue, I didn't...

He couldn't bear to be wronged, and once he was wronged, he wished to die together, but at this moment he just stared at Runyu with red eyes.After a while, he said in a hoarse voice, "What do you really want...do you want me?"

"Why should I..." Runyu seemed a little puzzled, "Xufeng, I'm on good terms with others, are you unhappy?"

"How can I be happy!" Xu Feng was furious. He was not happy even when Runyu looked at others. Didn't Runyu ask this question knowingly?Runyu said, "Why are you unhappy?"

"I..." Xu Feng was speechless, "You and I..."

"You mean to say that I have a close relationship with you, so I want to let you know when I am friendly with others?"

It's not a notice, it's not allowed!Xu Feng's eyes were red, and his head hurt like it was about to explode. He stared at Runyu, and Runyu gradually stopped smiling, and asked softly: "Xufeng, I'm asking you, did I tell you, Love you, love you?"

Xu Feng was stunned, as if a big hole had been broken in his heart, and the cold wind leaked out, he said blankly: "I never..."

"Have I ever made a promise to you for the rest of my life, that the one I love is the only one you have?"

"...Never."

"Then the last question," Runyu said, with a relaxed tone, and the corners of his mouth curled upwards, "Have you ever told me that you love me, please me, and just want to spend the rest of your life with me?"

"Of course I...!" Xu Feng was furious, but suddenly felt a sharp pain coming from the bottom of his heart, which filled his thoughts for a moment, the pain made his eyes darken, tears were about to come down, his eyes were red , gritted his teeth and said, "...never."

"Then why do you want me to be loyal to you alone?" Runyu tilted her head and looked at him, her expression seemed to be a bit persuasive. Seeing his appearance, Xu Feng felt that she hated him so much that she wanted to die with him. Being so close to him, his hands could grab his neck—but he still couldn't let go. After a while, he begged in a low voice: "I have a reason... just wait a minute, okay? You Wait a minute, sooner or later, I will..."

is to say.

I like you, I love you, I just want to spend the rest of my life with you, what I want to say!Just... wait a minute, okay?

"..." Runyu sighed, "Xufeng, you are controlled by the covenant of God, but I am not. If you don't say it, I won't say it. What do you think is the reason?" Inner simply tore away all the illusions, and told the truth, without missing a single thing, Xu Feng finally couldn't help but shed tears, and the tears fell down like a broken thread.He grabbed Runyu's sleeve and said, "Then why have you been with me for hundreds of years?"

"…I fear you."

"Are you afraid of me?"

"Yes, I'm afraid of you. You always bully me. I'm afraid that you will make a big fuss. You always have someone to support you, but I don't."

that's all?The love of more than five hundred years is just a self-deceiving dream?

Seeing his lost look, Runyu smiled again, held his face and said softly: "I'm afraid of you, but I don't want you to be unhappy...Xufeng, although you always bully me, you are also the only one I am very grateful to those who are kind to me.”

"But that's all, Xu Feng, I can't tell a lie about what's on my mind."

The softer his voice was, the more Xu Feng burst into tears. He grabbed Runyu's hands and refused to let him go, choked up and said, "Then why are you saying it now..."

Is it because you have someone you really like?Who is that person, Kuang Lu, or Jing Shu?

Runyu was silent for a moment, and said in a low voice: "Xufeng, I'm afraid you don't know yet. In fact, the water god Fengshen had a daughter, but she has been raised in overseas fairy mountains for these years. When you were in a coma a few days ago, she finally came out to meet me. , I... I already have a marriage contract, and I will get married soon."

Xu Feng was stunned on the spot, not knowing what to do, Runyu pulled his hands out of his hand, and he wanted to pull again, but Runyu turned away and her voice became farther and farther away: "That's it, Xu Feng, count me in." I owe you, and I will make up for it later..."

"I don't want compensation!" Xu Feng shouted, trying to chase again, but suddenly there was a thick fog, Runyu's figure gradually disappeared, he panicked, and shouted: "Runyu! You come back! You wait for me !" But Runyu's figure was so erratic that he couldn't catch her no matter what.

He is leaving!Once he leaves, I will never see him again in this life!Xufeng's heart aches at this moment, even if he can't love each other, he is still by my side anyway, and I can let me see you-he called miserably: "Runyu, Runyu, wait, if you don't love, don't love, don't you Abandon me again! Please..."

He and Runyu are like two intertwined vines, they depend on each other to grow without support.The last time when Runyu abandoned him, he suddenly took away the foundation of mutual dependence, which made him feel so painful that he almost withered and died. He never wanted to experience that kind of pain again.

"Runyu!"

……

Jin Mi suddenly woke up from a doze - she was on duty at this time, and Runyu went to the flower world to seek spiritual skills, and had already left for about an hour.Everyone managed to get back to the inn, but Qiongqi wanted to escape from the seal again, so Jingshu and Liuying had to guard her as best they could, leaving her to accompany Xufeng.

Jin Mi was also very tired, Xu Feng was unconscious and couldn't use her for a while, she just dozed off on the side of the table, sleeping soundly, when Xu Feng yelled, she woke up , happened to catch up with Xu Feng screaming and rolling off the bed, looking crazy, with no focus in her eyes, she just shouted in panic: "Don't go, don't go!"

Jin Mi didn't know what he was shouting, so he could only try his best to comfort him, holding him in his arms to keep him from moving, and said, "Don't be afraid of Fenghuang, don't be afraid..."

Xu Feng was still in a dream, but hugged Jin Mi tightly like a life-saving straw, and said, "Don't go, don't go, please, it's okay, it's okay..." When has Jin Mi seen him pleading so hard? Looking around, I couldn't help feeling sour and sad, stroked his hair and said, "Don't go, don't go."

Xu Feng leaned against her arms and slowly calmed down. He murmured in a low voice, "It's okay if you don't like me..."

"I don't like you, I usually just talk about it," Jin Mi thought he was talking to himself, so he said, "Actually, you are a nice person, give me your treasure to protect yourself, Phoenix..."

Xu Feng turned a deaf ear and just kept muttering to herself: "I love you...I only love you...please don't go...I want to spend the rest of my life with you..."

After hearing this, Jin Mi froze on the spot.Is this what Phoenix thinks of me?She didn't know love, and there was a small hole in her heart, as if she was hit hard by this love that was tireless and fearless, and a sad feeling came up.Before she knew it, tears fell from her eyes.

This sympathy, and the sympathy of liking someone but not getting a response, was actually taken by her as a heartbeat.

Xu Feng in her arms gradually calmed down.

Runyu was finally caught by him and smiled at him.As soon as he smiled, the fog cleared away, leaving only the bright sunshine and the fragrance of birds and flowers.

"Well... well then," he said, "if you say so..."

"I like you too." Jin Mi whispered.

"I like you too." Runyu said with a smile.

Xu Feng's breathing gradually calmed down, and she fell into a peaceful sleep again in Jin Mi's arms.The smell of the biphasic instrument swayed secretly in the house, but no one knew it.Xu Feng's eyelashes trembled a few times, and a green light of Qiongqi pestilence flashed in the exposed pupils, and then they closed tightly again.

Outside the door, Kuang Lu closed her eyes, holding back the tears that did not overflow her eyes.She gently closed the door and left sadly with the tray.