Knowledge and Practice

For the first time, Xie An felt a sense of crisis about the double bed. Even though he kept thinking that Xiao Xingyi was just a child and didn't do it on purpose, he was still a little scared the moment he stepped on the bed.He even laughed at himself. When he decided to adopt this child, he didn't think there was anything wrong with it, but now he found that the age difference between Xiao Xingyi and Xiao Xingyi was not enough to separate him. These sense of crisis.

Xie An washed up first, and then lay flat on the side of the bed. The instant coffee from the bookstore was unexpectedly refreshing. He closed his eyes, but he refused to fall asleep.It should be that Xiao Xingyi finished washing, and the lights in the room were turned off. Xie An could feel the light outside his eyelids suddenly weaken. Someone beside him went to bed lightly. He subconsciously turned sideways and opened his eyes. Eyes, looking at Xiao Xingyi who was lying flat beside him.

"..." The young man at the side felt Xie An's gaze, so he also turned sideways, staring straight at Xie An's eye mask

"...I'm going back tomorrow, time flies so fast." Seeing that Xiao Xingyi was fine, Xie An breathed a sigh of relief, but felt that he was worrying too much.

"Well, I'm going back." Xiao Xingyi responded without any emotion, like an automatic reply machine.

It was cool in autumn at night, unlike Xie An who wrapped the quilt tightly, and Xiao Xingyi who was beside him was still showing an arm outside the quilt. The young man just didn't pay attention to his physical condition, so don't come back with a cold.

"Okay, put the quilt on." Xie An cleared his throat, but still couldn't help telling him.

"Oh" The response from the next door was still perfunctory as always, Xiao Xing didn't even raise his hand, he didn't know if he listened or not.

"..." After hesitating for a moment, Xie An could only do it himself, pulled out the quilt that Xiao Xingyi was pressing under his hands, and covered him up.

Feeling the warmth of the quilt, Xiao Xing shrank subconsciously into the quilt. The moment he nestled under the quilt, he was closer to the person opposite him. He also retracted his head into the quilt, and he could feel his breath while breathing. The breath returned from the opponent's skin.

"...Xing Yi, don't wrap your head in it, it's stuffy in the quilt." Xie An looked at Xiao Xing's behavior of shrinking into the quilt, dumbfounded, as expected, he was still like a child.

The people in the quilt turned a deaf ear, Xie An felt the breath-like temperature on his chest, which began to evaporate from the skin touched by his breath, making the original temperature in the quilt slightly warm.

Time was restrained as if standing still, and the heat on his chest formed a vortex, as if he would be sucked into the silent night, Xie An unconsciously moved his body to the side of the bed.

At night, people probably lack the courage to fall asleep easily for no reason. Xie An didn't move the quilt of the person beside him anymore. The slightly tense nerves and blood vessels prompted him to turn his body away from the gentle breath.

The nervousness spread over time. I don't know how long it took. Xie An lowered his voice and tried to exude the same voice as usual, "... OK, go to sleep, I have to get up early tomorrow and go back."

"...um..." Xiao Xingyi's vague voice came from behind him, as if he had sensed something, he also turned around, the two with their backs facing each other had no more communication, and finally fell asleep in the long hazy night.

On the return trip the next day, Xie An's department seemed to be waiting for him to come back. There was not enough manpower, so a phone call was called back.

"I'm going back to school"

At lunch time, I took out my phone, opened it and saw the message from Xiao Xingyi at the first glance

It was not halfway through the holiday, so he went back like this. Xie An experienced a noisy outpatient clinic all morning, and just had a few mouthfuls of food, and suddenly he lost his appetite.

Forget it, it's fine to send a message, at least I didn't leave without saying goodbye.

"Okay, be safe on the road"

After thinking about it, he still didn't bring any words of questioning and complaint to Xiao Xingyi, but only sent a sentence of care and concern.

Hey, even if Xie An is like Xie An, no matter how soft and reasonable his heart is, when Xiao Xingyi leaves as if fleeing from a disaster, it will still make him feel uneasy, even a little bit shocked.

The development direction of some things has gradually broken his daily routine, no matter how he reverses it, he is stubbornly heading towards the deviated track.

Many children born by themselves can feel their character, like their father or mother, or children who were adopted by relatives since they were young. They were brought up by themselves when they were young, and they will also follow the personality of the parents of the foster family.But for older children, like Xiao Xingyi, the sense of strangeness and anxiety from childhood seems to be engraved in their bones. If they feel neglected, they will instinctively start to avoid and escape.

Xie An can respond to any request of the boy, but he cannot accept the boy's heavy attachment.

It would be great if everything could proceed step by step...

There was not much time for the lunch break, and some results from the blood test of the little patient in the morning came out, and the parents had already waited outside the door of the consulting room impatiently.

Xie An hurriedly finished his meal, put his phone back in his pocket, and started his busy afternoon again.