The Eye of the Storm

Cao Ye looked at the cast screen. After watching the video, he hardly dared to breathe normally, so that he felt a little tight in his chest. He took a deep breath and let it out again.

He thought about many possibilities about Li You and Cao Xiuyuan's marriage, for example, this marriage started with Cao Xiuyuan's deceit, for example, Li You's mistakes led to this marriage and his birth, each possibility made him feel right He was so disgusted with his own birth that for a long time he dreaded his birthday.

But now Liang Sizhe made this documentary and told him that Li You and Cao Xiuyuan once loved briefly but passionately, and he was the combination of their love.

Cao Ye didn't know when he started crying, probably since the sentence "Li You said it would make him the happiest child in the world", he couldn't control his tears.

He thought of many scenes before Li You's serious illness - Li You insisted on returning to China despite the hospital's dissuasion, met Cao Xiuyuan without telling him, was photographed by the media and was emotionally broken, and the phrase "regret for giving birth to Xiao Ye", it turned out that he Everything my mother did before she died was because of him, but he misunderstood her for so long because of the few words he overheard.

Li You doesn't regret giving birth to him, but now he himself is filled with regret and self-blame.

Cao Ye bent down, resting his forehead on his knees, trying to hide his embarrassment.

But the tears kept pouring out. He thought of the eyes Li You looked at him before he died, which seemed to contain thousands of words and countless worries, but Li You had no energy to speak at that time——she thought What do you say?Do you not lose your expectation of love, or do you want to live alone in the future?

Liang Sizhe paused the video with the remote control, raised his hand and rubbed Cao Ye's hair twice, then lowered his palm, wrapped his arms around Cao Ye's shoulder and patted it lightly a few times.He accompanied Cao Ye to release his emotions and let him have a good cry.

When Cao Ye was sad, he always curled up his body. Liang Sizhe thought of the elevator monitoring he had watched many times. Cao Ye, who was curled up in the corner of the elevator, buried his head in the same way and curled up in the corner.He felt as if his heart was being squeezed by a hand, and the sour juice was squeezed out.

"Your mother loves you very much," Liang Sizhe leaned down, looked at Cao Ye and whispered, "She has no regrets about giving birth to you."

Cao Ye buried his head and moved the back of his head, nodding.

He cried for a while, and his mood gradually calmed down. Liang Sizhe went to the bathroom and twisted a hot towel, squatted halfway in front of him, with one knee propped on the carpet, and said softly, "Okay, Cao Ye, you can cry whatever you want in front of me. You don't need to hide from me."

"I didn't cry." Cao Ye defended himself with tears.

Hearing what he said, Liang Sizhe couldn't help laughing: "Okay, that's me crying. I'm crying, why don't you raise your head to comfort me?"

Cao Ye wiped tears on his sleeves, raised his head and looked at Liang Sizhe with red eyes.

Liang Sizhe gently wiped the tear stains on his face with a hot towel, and whispered to him while wiping, "Don't you think the short-lived love that burned for seven days was beautiful? Cao Ye, your birth began with a beautiful encounter." , your mother was in a state of passionate love during the whole process of your birth, you were born in an atmosphere surrounded by love, that's why your mother gave birth to such a beautiful and lovable child like you."

When Liang Sizhe said this, Cao Ye's already stopped tears flowed down again. He didn't know what was wrong with him, it seemed that there was something wrong with the lacrimal gland.

"Why are you so nice, Liang Sizhe." Cao Ye said in a tearful tone.

The towel was a little cold, Liang Sizhe put it aside: "Is there any?"

"Yes." Cao Ye said.

He cried like a child, his eyes were red, and his nose was also red from crying. Liang Sizhe held Cao Ye's face, looked at him, kissed his slightly salty lips wet with tears, and said softly : "Because I love you, I love you as much as your mother."

Cao Ye cried and said, "I love you too."

Liang Sizhe was startled for a moment, then asked after a pause, "Really?"

Cao Ye calmed down, raised his hand to wipe away his tears: "Why do you seem to be in disbelief?"

Liang Sizhe laughed: "I believe it, then say it again."

"I love you too."

"What about removing the word 'also'?"

"I love you."

"You are so cute." Liang Sizhe raised his hand and rubbed Cao Ye's hair again. "Also, why is your existence meaningless? To your mother, you are the treasure she is willing to give everything for. To me , I love you, it has nothing to do with who your father is, for your friends, they like to be friends with you only because you are cute, not because your father is Cao Xiuyuan..."

Cao Ye interrupted him: "No one else has ever said I'm cute. They probably think I'm good-looking and interesting."

Liang Sizhe was amused by him: "No one else said you are cute? What kind of eyes do they have..."

Cao Ye said in a nasal voice: "Actually, I also think that the word cute is a bit against me."

"How come?" Liang Sizhe said with a smile, "I think this word is very cute, and it is just right for you. I haven't finished, your family, lover, and friends all love you because you are Cao Ye. Those who have nothing to do with you, you don't care what they say, do you?"

Cao Ye nodded: "You are right."

"There is still a short part of the video, do you want to continue watching?"

"Yes, what's behind it?"

"I went to interview the assistant director who worked with your dad on the same crew back then."

Hearing this, Cao Ye fell silent, that is to say, the first part was about Li You's friend, and the second one was about Cao Xiuyuan's friend. To be honest, he didn't really want to read about Cao Xiuyuan.

Liang Sizhe saw his hesitation, and said, "I just described some of your father's state at that time, Cao Ye, I hope you can stand a little farther away to see your father, but if you don't want to see it, we won't watch it."

"Look," Cao Ye said, "You've already filmed it, so you can't let it go for nothing."

"Okay." Liang Sizhe smiled.

He picked up the remote control and pressed it, and the video continued to play.

"Of course Xiuyuan was happy. He received a photo of his son and invited the crew to dinner."

"Why would he marry Li You if he doesn't love her? He's a vagabond, he has had so many lovers behind him, and I haven't seen him marrying all of them. Doesn't that explain the problem because he only married Li You?"

"Before that film festival, Xiu Yuan should have never been in a relationship. Li You was his first love... What, is it surprising? Hahaha... He had many lovers later on, but he never had one before that."

"Yes, he really didn't take care of his son much later. Alas, to be honest, you know that human energy is limited, right? Sizhe, you have also worked with Director Cao on several films. Look at his shooting state, even yourself He can't even take care of eating and sleeping, so how can he take care of his son? So why is it that some people are masters and some are famous guides, but only he is recognized as a genius, because even if ordinary people want to, they can't reach his level. Dive into the state of the movie..."

"Every gain is bound to be a loss. His achievements in movies are not comparable to others, but if he wants me to become Xiu Yuan, I really dare not agree."

Compared with Li You's delicate and emotional description, the assistant director's description is rough and brief.

After reading it, Cao Ye didn't speak for a while.He didn't know what to say, the matter had passed for a long time, and the truth had been revealed, he didn't hate Cao Xiuyuan anymore, but if Liang Sizhe wanted him to reconcile with Cao Xiuyuan, he wasn't sure if he could do it.

Liang Sizhe seemed to know what he was thinking, and said, "I made this video not to reconcile you and your father, but to reconcile you and yourself."

Cao Ye turned his head and looked at him: "Huh?"

"Your father's brilliance is indeed very dazzling. If you ask me how to avoid it completely, I can't answer you. But Cao Ye, you also have your own brilliance. Otherwise, how could you attract outstanding talents like Du Zhui and Zeng Ran?" Director, such an excellent partner as Cheng Duan, and such a good boyfriend as me, right?"

Cao Ye leaned his cheeks to his knees and looked sideways at Liang Sizhe: "You're right."

Liang Sizhe smiled, and continued: "You founded Lomon, and you also built Utuo. In the future, there may be directors as good as your father in Utuo..."

Cao Ye didn't remember taking Liang Sizhe to Wutuo, he asked, "When did you go to Wutuo?"

"When someone was carrying drugs in 'Burning', Huang Ying took me there."

"Oh..." Cao Ye thought for a while and said, "It's all my own designs."

"I know, Huang Ying told me," he seemed to be asking for praise, Liang Sizhe looked at him with a smile and said, "Cao Ye, why are you so good?"

"All the designs of Luo Meng are also my ideas." Cao Ye received the praise and continued to claim credit.

"Well," Liang Sizhe nodded and said, seeing that he didn't underestimate himself this time, "If I have such a powerful son, I will definitely spoil him to the sky. Otherwise, Cao Ye, you don't think Mr. Cao is your father... ..."

Cao Ye was a little surprised that he would say that. Just as he was about to speak, Liang Sizhe answered, "Can you call me Dad instead?"

Cao Ye immediately exploded, "Go away!"