Singing with the stars

"What are you thinking about?"

Gu Beichen's words interrupted Qi Sheng's memory.

Qi Sheng smiled: "I was wondering why you were so annoying when I first met you."

"I can't help it," Gu Beichen shrugged, "If I had praised you as much as they did at the time, I would be a stranger to you now, and you would definitely not remember me." Between us, there will be no future.

Qi Sheng tore off a lollipop and stuffed it into his mouth: "It's true,,, but by the way, where do you plan to apply for the college entrance examination?"

Gu Beichen opened a certain degree: "I don't know yet..."

"You don't want to search now, do you?" Qi Sheng raised his forehead.

Gu Beichen nodded, taking it for granted.

"..."

Qi Sheng laughed, shook his head, turned on the music helplessly, plugged in the earphones and handed one to Gu Beichen, Gu Beichen put it on carefully: "Q big..."

"What?" Qi Sheng looked at the playlist to find the song, but didn't notice what he was talking about.

"Q is big."

Qi Sheng was surprised. Although he didn't know Gu Beichen's grades, he still knew the scary score line with a high Q, but the confidence in Gu Beichen's words was not so easy to be ignored.

"Hey, you... are you serious?"

"Ah."

Qi Sheng pursed his lips, and after these few months, after Gu Beichen's college entrance examination ended, the two of them would have no more contact with each other.He suddenly felt sad, the candy in his mouth was obviously his favorite lychee flavor, but it also became sour at this moment.

No more sweetness.

"Qi Sheng, you... don't cry. There is still more than a year, you study hard, and God rewards you... I will wait for you at Q University." Gu Beichen panicked, he knew Qi Sheng's grades, and he also knew him.

As long as this child listens to the class well, there is nothing he can't learn.

He refused to listen carefully in class, drew pictures every day, and only perfunctorily copied things when doing the questions.No matter how clever the talent is, how could it be possible to be top-notch by doing so!

Qi Sheng cursed in a low voice, his eyes flushed: "I'm not going to Q University," he said stiffly, "I've been with you for two years in high school, who wants to go to college with you again! Besides you So annoying..."

Gu Beichen smiled helplessly: "Okay, okay, I want to go to the same university as you. You didn't want to go to the same university as me, but I insisted on going to the same university as Baby Qi Sheng, and insisted on pestering you... ..."

He rubbed the top of his hair, and said in a gentle voice, "When I go to college, you will be the president of the student union. You must take good care of the student union and don't be a shopkeeper like you are now... Go to the cafeteria and go back to the dormitory by yourself Sometimes, if you can’t remember the way, go with your classmates, and if you don’t want to go with your classmates, follow the crowd... Don’t be afraid.”

He chattered a lot, but Qi Sheng felt that he couldn't hear anything, he could only hear the hoarse male voice singing hoarsely in the earphones: "Who else can I love but you, the world you left behind has been torn apart— —”

His tears are faltering.

Gu Beichen put his hands on his eyes, his palms were warm, Qi Sheng's eye sockets were hot, and the temperature of his palms was actually slightly cooler than his eye sockets.With his other hand, he took the lollipop stick he was biting into his mouth and threw it into the trash can beside him.

"Cry, it will feel better when you cry...don't worry...no one can see it."

Qi Sheng tugged at the hem of Gu Beichen's clothes, his palms were moist, and he could still feel the trembling of the boy's eyelashes.Qi Sheng bit his lower lip tightly to prevent himself from crying, his body trembled slightly.

It's painfully tight.

Gu Beichen hugged him lightly, feeling pain in his heart, Qi Sheng... After all, he was just a child... He shouldn't have forced him, and he shouldn't have told him so long in advance...

what is this called...

He patted him on the back: "It's a key high school in the city, no matter how bad it is, you can go to a key provincial university... If you still want to be with me like now, you can go to the one next to Q University R University, R University is also a key university... I will find you when I have no classes."

Qi Sheng shook his head, that was different.

"Okay, I haven't taken the college entrance examination yet... Be happy. Huh?"

Qi Sheng let go of his clothes, he took his hands away, the young man wiped his tears: "Then you wait for me..."

The voice was still crying.

"Well, I'll wait for you."

Time freezes at this moment.

……

Soon Gu Beichen's college entrance examination ended, and students who had passed the college entrance examination in their third year of high school were no longer allowed to enter the school casually. long.

Qi Sheng worked hard for a while, ever since Gu Beichen finished the college entrance examination, he lost his mind in class, and was always distracted thinking about Gu Beichen in class, finally made it through the summer vacation.He watched the summer vacation go by day by day, and Gu Beichen's perverted almost perfect score in the college entrance examination was enough to enter any school, and even dropped the minimum admission score of Q University by more than 30 points...

Thinking about this, Qi Sheng threw down his phone, and messed up his short, soft black hair.

I was really annoyed.

The phone vibrated a few times, but he didn't care about it, he was still lying on the bed with a broken heart.The incoming call rang, and he sat up and answered the phone angrily: "You better have something to do, or don't blame me..."

Before he finished speaking, he heard Gu Beichen's clean voice with a smile on the other end of the phone saying: "Xiao Sheng, what's wrong with you, you have such a big temper... If you have nothing to do, then come down."

He looked downstairs, and the boy was standing in the sun looking up at him, and said to the phone, "Hurry up."

The feeling in my heart suddenly became indescribable...

Qi Sheng ran downstairs, out of breath.

The teenager pulled the suitcase aside: "The books and materials of the three years of high school, as well as my notebook, are all in here." He paused: "The ones that are helpful to you...these are all for you."

I suddenly felt a little lost in my heart.

Qi Sheng ignored what he said, but looked up at the sky, and said something else: "Beichen, do you still remember the day when we saw the rainbow at school?"

Gu Beichen nodded, and Qi Sheng smiled: "It was the same at that time, the sky was clear and there were no clouds. Then it rained...the sun rained." He continued slowly: "At that time, I was thinking that you are like the sun It makes people feel warm... If you are here... then all problems will not be a problem."

He looked at Gu Beichen, his eyes were shattered and sparkling with water.

"But now, what do you want me to do?"

Gu Beichen was stopped by the question, he opened his mouth but didn't know what to say...

All along, he was the one who forced Qi Sheng to follow the path he expected, and he did not allow any deviation in it.Qi Sheng always followed him, and the occasional bickering was not a boy's rebuttal, but just playful teasing.

He has always been the leader of this relationship, and he has always followed his own mood to say whatever he wants.Selfish and rascally, he used Qi Sheng's dependence on him to wipe out the people around Qi Sheng, wiped out his imaginary enemies, and also satisfied his almost perverted desire for monopoly...

He never cared about the young man's feelings, never asked the young man if he was willing, and never seriously thought about whether it was appropriate or inappropriate for them to get along like this, whether there was any problem with such a pathological way of getting along...

He never thought that there was anything wrong with him, and he took it for granted that everything was as it should be...

It's his fault.

Even if the young man has great resentment towards him, it should be done.

But he didn't.

He is as willing as a moth to a flame.

He loves it.

It was just because Gu Beichen was the first person to be nice to Qi Sheng, even though it didn't look like much to Gu Beichen, but in Qi Sheng's eyes, it was already very good.

He is the first person who treats him as a normal person after knowing that he is different from other Lu Chi attributes, and maintains the self-esteem he cares about.

That's enough.

Even if the relationship between them was very sick, Qi Sheng never felt reluctant or bored.

These, Gu Beichen will never know, because Qi Sheng will never mention these to anyone.

......

Qi Sheng took a deep breath: "Gu Beichen, you can't be too greedy. My future...will not be in Q University."

There seemed to be a broken sound, but everything was not important anymore, he had destroyed these things he cherished with his own hands, and he deserved to bear it.But why does my heart hurt so much...

It was as if someone had stabbed it there with a needle, and it was so painful that he could hardly breathe...

He almost fell out with his parents. They wanted him to study abroad, but he insisted on staying in China no matter what he said.But even if all this is said to Gu Beichen now, what's the point.

"Feel sorry."

Gu Beichen froze, Qi Sheng turned and went upstairs, his back was lonely and sad.

When he got home, he collapsed on the bed and put on the blindfold. The freshly placed ice pack in the black blindfold made his hot eyes feel better.

When the doorbell rang, he lifted his blindfold to open the door, but there was no one outside the door except Gu Beichen's suitcase.He didn't move, and the tears fell and dripped into the cracks in the floor, disappearing.He knelt down slowly, hugging his knees and crying softly.

Like some kind of canine.

Gu Beichen looked at him at the corner of the stairs, his heart throbbing with pain.

Also secretly made some kind of decision.

He dare not make other promises, but he is sure that he can do this.

In this life, he will never let him down.Never, let him be as sad as today...

……

Qi Sheng stood up, wiped his face carelessly, pulled the suitcase into the room, and opened the suitcase.But when he saw the neatly arranged things inside, he was stunned, and the tears that had just stopped flowed down uncontrollably.

In the upper compartment of the suitcase are neatly arranged jars of sweets, various and crystal clear.The glass bottle is full of nebula, refracting colorful sunlight.

Dazzling.

Gu Beichen, you are leaving, why do you still force me like this...

Send me these to force me not to leave, force me to remember you, force me to choose you...

What a good plan.

Gu Beichen, Gu Beichen, Gu Beichen...

Qi Sheng held one of the jars of candies in one hand, and put the other hand on his chest.His heart seemed to be out of his control, beating rapidly, and he curled up unconsciously.

Uncontrollably replaying some fragments in my mind——

"wait for me."

"I'm waiting for you."

……

The author has something to say: The two are not together yet! (Knock on the blackboard! Make a point!)

Duplicity and cute baby Qi Sheng

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