you know what i mean

Knowing that no matter what is in the blind box, Huo Zhiyu will give away the real thing when he draws it out, so it is definitely impossible for Su Huaijin to draw it again.

"Let's talk about it after looking at the style diagram." Huo Yaoyu forced Amway, with a domineering face of "there is no gift that I can't give Dad".

To be reasonable, if Su Huaijin is also not short of money for such a domineering person, he would like to know such a domineering friend very much.But the real point is that Su Huaijin still doesn't have much money, and if his younger brother's illness gets worse, he won't dare to spend money recklessly.As long as she recalled the despair of being rejected by countless people after running around to collect her younger brother's medical expenses, Su Huaijin wished she could turn into a hamster, hoard as much as she could, and save up all her money.

"Maybe there will be something you like very much?" Huo Yaoyu still stuffed the style map into Su Huaijin's hands, like a devil who knows people's hearts well, "Look, just take a look, there will be no What, right?"

Su Huaijin thought in her heart, of course I like it very much.

Su Huaijin remembers the doll modeled after Huo Zhuyu to this day. The little suit and the little cane are simply not too cute.That was also the only blind box that Su Huaijin felt that Huo Zhiyu couldn't give him the real thing, and it was wrong. There was also a doll modeled on Su Huaijin himself, so it probably couldn't be given as a real thing.

But out of eleven blind boxes, the probability of accurately extracting these two from them is really too low, Su Huaijin doesn't think she has that good luck.

Under Huo Zhiyu's strong recommendation, Su Huaijin perfunctorily looked at the style diagram.He has already made up his mind, no matter what he sees, he will tell Huo Zhuyu that there is nothing he likes.

Wait until I really read it...

Su Huaijin couldn't open that mouth no matter what.

The things on those style pictures can no longer be simply summed up with the word "like", but should be the temptation that Su Huaijin can't resist at all.

Every box hit Su Huaijin's heart.

Some things in it even took care of Su Huaijin's values. Not all of them were unbelievably expensive, but their commemorative significance was far more important than the value of wealth it represented.

This boss is not only rich, but also full of heart.

For example, what Su Huaijin casually mentioned to Huo Yaoyu was his favorite figure of "Battle Superman".It's also like a trophy that Su Huaijin finds very familiar. It should be the first trophy in his life that he got when he was in kindergarten. When his grandparents saw the trophy, they were so proud of him, which made him have more You must study hard to get more trophies.

After seeing that most of the blind boxes contained nothing as expensive as the Su family's old house, Su Huaijin finally breathed a sigh of relief.

In terms of preparing presents carefully, Su Huaijin thinks that she will not lose to Huo Zhuyu, as long as it does not involve money, he can afford these gifts.

"Did you see anything you like, young man?" Huo Yaoyu asked knowingly, his smile was hidden in those caramel-colored eyes, like bonbons, drunk and confused, sweet to the heart.

Su Huaijin nodded in a daze, and said truthfully, "Yes, I saw it."

"I, Su Huaijin, will starve to death today. If I jump from here, I will never smoke your blind box again." Huo Zhuyu joked.

Huo Yuyu originally thought that he would wait for Su Huaijin to blush, or stare angrily, no matter what kind of hi Su Huaijin is, he likes it.

But in the end, he only waited for Su Huaijin's soft "Yes".

He is so fragrant.

So, she was so good that Huo Zhuyu scratched her heart and scratched her heart, wishing she could take him back into her cave immediately and protect him carefully so that no one could hurt such a good Su Huaijin.

The best Su Huaijin in the world.

Su Huaijin lowered his head and picked up the blind boxes one by one cherishingly, and carefully selected them. They were definitely the best gifts he had received in recent years.Su Huaijin was even a little bit reluctant to part with the unpacking process, wishing that time could stop at this minute, this second, so that she could always be bathed in this kind of warmth.

Huo Holdu looked at Su Huaijin's white swan neck, his throat slipped, and his heart fluttered.

Really want to bite.

Huo Yuyu knew that he was not a vampire, but he and Su Huaijin watched a new TV series produced by country E on the plane. It was still a three-episode short and powerful routine called "Dracula", which was obviously about vampires.However, there are brand-new interpretations of many of the established vampire settings, and the angle of entry is unique and full of imagination.One of the settings made Huo Zhuyu very yearn for - when a vampire sucks a person's blood, he will have the person's memory and certain skills at the same time, like an absorption.

That person didn't disappear, but merged with the vampire forever.

Blood is life.

Huo Holdyu sometimes feels that he is really perverted, so perverted that he will be ready to move because of the idea of ​​"being able to integrate with Su Huaijin".

He wanted to integrate with Su Huaijin, as if they should be a whole.

Su Huaijin carefully selected for a long time, and finally had to come to a conclusion: "Why do all the boxes feel about the same weight to me?"

"There is something called counterweight coins." Huo Yaoyu actively explained to Su Huai.

"Huh?" Su Huaijin didn't play blind boxes very much because he had no money.He had only seen Mario buy some.Mario is very superstitious and asks Xiaojue to help him draw the blind box, because he thinks that children are the luckiest.Xiaojue's luck is indeed good. It is said that Xiaojue won some super hidden money from the Internet for Mario, which made Mario happy for several days.

"The number of figures in the blind box will be different due to the shape problem. In order to avoid this problem as much as possible, many lighter blind boxes will add counterweight coins to make a set of blind boxes as possible. The weight is the same." Huo hold Yu said.

"But they are exactly the same weight." Su Huaijin insisted on his point of view, "This is not a problem that counterweight coins can solve."

"I asked you to choose two, which proves that I can't make you choose exactly the same set as last time." Huo Zhiyu explained to himself with emotion and reason, " I only play this routine once.”

"Ah, just like last time." Su Huaijin looked at Huo Zhuyu with an expression of "solved the case".

So, there was indeed a problem last time.

"……"be cheated!Huo Holdyu wished he could build a time machine on the spot and go back to the past, and kill that proud self to make you talk fast.

Unfortunately, there is no time machine.

Su Huaijin curled her lips and muttered in a low voice: "It's a pity that I was so looking forward to drawing you last time..."

"What?" Huo Shuyu leaned closer, trying to hear what Su Huaijin said clearly.He was still immersed in the embarrassment of being caught just now, and he couldn't concentrate all his attention on Su Huaijin. He always felt that he seemed to have missed something important, and he was going to get to the bottom of it.

"No, nothing." Su Huaijin shut up in a panic.He, he did have something to tell Huo Yuyu, but not now, not in a moving car, not in a situation where nothing was prepared, the atmosphere was too strange.

Su Huaijin has her own plans.

In order to hide her bewilderment, Su Huaijin randomly took the two blind boxes closest to her: "Don't choose, just these two."

Huo Holdyu wanted to ask again.

Su Huaijin had lowered her head and opened it, as if she had never been more focused and curious about the blind box in her hand.He opened the first blind box, which is a small scene model of a street.

To be honest, when Su Huaijin saw it on the style map before, she was very curious about what this figure could correspond to.Huo Holdyu can't really give him a street, even if he agrees, the country will not agree.

"I really can't send you a street." Huo Yuyu seemed to be able to read minds, and answered Su Huaijin's doubts, "All the land in our country belongs to the state and cannot be privatized."

"But I can give you a name."

"What?" Su Huaijin didn't understand.

The black coupe slowly stopped on the side of the street. Huo Zhuyu first opened the door and walked down, then trotted a few steps, went around and opened the door for Su Huaijin, very ceremonial.

When Su Huaijin walked down with the model figure of the street view, she was surprised to find that the street they were on was exactly the same as the figure.

Even the location of the street lights is exactly the same.

And at the end of the road, there is a brand new green street sign that has just been erected, and the name of the street written on it is "Xunli Road". "Xun" is the "Xun" of "Su Xun", and "Li" is the "Li" of "Zhou Zhaoli".The former is the name of Su Huaijin's grandfather, and the latter is the name of his grandmother.

"You..." Su Huaijin opened her eyes little by little, and looked in disbelief at the man next to her who was a head taller than her.

Huo Yuyu lowered his eyes, with the gentleness of the night: "This street cannot belong to you, but the name can."

Because the roads in this area were all refurbished with funds from the Huo Group, all free of charge, to share the government's worries.Huo Holdu didn't want anything, but the right to name this small section of road.

"I decided to choose this name, what do you think?"

How can Su Huaijin feel?He has run out of words.He never thought that there could be such a form, nor could he think of a better and more meaningful commemoration than this.

Money can really do whatever it wants.

When Su Huaijin finally remembered to speak, he remembered: "Have you read my blog?"

In the early years, a thing called a blog was briefly popular, and Su Huaijin also had one, which was one of the channels for him to vent his emotions.Few people know that the meaning of its existence, to Su Huaijin, is more like a diary that can be recorded at any time.Of course, Su Huaijin is definitely not writing now, but she still wrote some hypocritical things back then, and they have been preserved to this day.

For example, when his father almost stole the money for his younger brother's medical treatment, he wrote a blog.

He was so desperate at the time that he subconsciously walked in the direction of his grandparents' house.He didn't know how long he walked tirelessly like this, but when he was in a street where he could see the Su family's old house, he stopped and suddenly came to his senses.

His grandparents are gone.

There was no one there to call the shots for him.

It wasn't even his home anymore, it couldn't be his safe haven.

At what should have been the most desperate moment in one's life, Su Huaijin quickly cheered up again because of the heavy emotions that had reached the bottom.

Because he realized that he must not let his brother feel what he felt at this moment, it was too painful.

He has no support, but he can be the support of his younger brother.

Even Su Huaijin didn't remember which street she realized these principles.Unexpectedly, such a genius as Huo Holdu was able to find out.

Scenes of the past surged out of the memory, making Su Huaijin deeply immersed in it, and it was hard to tell the mixed feelings in her heart.

Huo Holding Yu handed over the second blind box chosen by Su Huaijin, intentionally distracting Su Huaijin's attention with shamelessness: "If you want to thank me, why don't you thank both of them after unpacking them."

Su Huaijin laughed out loud.

In the cold wind, Su Huaijin opened the second blind box, and by chance, it was the trophy that Su Huaijin cared about after seeing it on the style map.

Mini condensed version.

On the small print on the base of the trophy, the words "Little Su Huaijin" are clearly written.

"You won't find my trophy, will you?" Su Huaijin was very pleasantly surprised. He held the mini trophy under the street lamp and smiled happily.This was the beginning of his decision to work hard to be a good kid who would make his grandparents proud, and it was also his...

"I'll give you back your confidence." Huo Yaoyu continued Su Huaijin's words.

Yes, this trophy is the source of all Su Huaijin's confidence.

With a father like Su Zhe and a bunch of vicious relatives like Erfang, even though the Su family was still rich at the time, the grandparents loved Su Huaijin, the eldest grandson, but Su Huaijin still lacked self-confidence since she was a child.His lack of self-confidence stems from the fact that everyone keeps saying to him, "How can you be any better if you have such a father?" "You and your father are really a virtue." so good".

The unreasonable sarcasm and the disdain in the words made Su Xiaojin, who was already very fragile, almost couldn't straighten up.

But that's not even his greatest stress.

His real stress comes from the conflict between his grandparents and his father.

It is rare for Su Huaijin to see her grandparents and father in the same frame, because as long as they are together, only the first 5 minutes can maintain peace, and then there will definitely be quarrels due to various reasons, and family battles are imminent.

Su Huaijin could only stand in a daze, watching her father and grandparents constantly arguing, feeling her own incompetence and bewilderment.

He was so young that he didn't know how to settle disputes after being frightened.He could only cry to calm down everything that frightened him.

But it was his crying that turned out to be a sore foot for Erfang to continue belittling him.They said he was weak, that he was incompetent, that he was so worthless that he could only cry.But he is just a child who has just entered kindergarten and is only about three years old. What can he do?

It seemed that he really wanted to do what Erfang wanted and become a cowardly and bullying child.

But this trophy, it changed everything.

Su Huaijin touched the miniature trophy in her hand full of nostalgia, and the real big trophy that belonged to her appeared in front of her eyes.While walking towards the old house, he and Huo Yuyu said: "Since I was a child, the luckiest thing for me is that I have met a very good teacher at every student stage. They are competent and beautiful."

In the kindergarten department of the international school that Su Huaijin attended, there were only seven or eight children in each class, but there were two to three teachers to take care of them.

"A male teacher, a female teacher, and a living aunt."

This trophy was given to Su Huaijin by Auntie Life in his first month of kindergarten.Because he is the most obedient child in the class, not only will he not cry endlessly when he is separated from his parents, but he will also help the teacher to comfort other crying children. He is also the first and fastest child to integrate into the group and start to study actively.

At least that's what my aunt said at the time.

"Thinking about it now, I was so timid before, how could I take the initiative to coax other children." Su Huaijin basically has no memory of his kindergarten stage, and he doesn't even remember what his aunt looked like. I remember her gentle voice and graceful movements when she encouraged him.

"I was really too young at the time, so young that I believed in what the teacher and auntie said."

That kind of encouragement seemed to really give Su Huaijin endless strength, making him try to believe that he was not that unbearable.Especially after he took the trophy back to his grandparents, Su Huaijin was encouraged like never before by their surprised looks and their compliments.

He really actively integrated into his kindergarten, took the initiative to help the teacher take care of other children, and began to want to learn.In fact, Su Huaijin has developed a magical love for trophies and certificates that represent affirmative honors.

This is also the reason why Su Huaijin will participate in the Olympiad competitions again and again. He likes to collect the trophies he has won.

It's a pity that after the death of his grandparents, the old house of the Su family became the second bedroom. Su Huaijin's room disappeared overnight. His trophies and awards that made his grandparents so proud were thrown away by the second bedroom.At that time, Su Huaijin didn't care about talking about these things with Erfang. Although they were so important to him, in the eyes of others, they were probably insignificant scraps of scrap metal.

"Do not!

"They are not.

"They're important."

Huo Holding Yu interrupted Su Huaijin's ups and downs of serious emotions, he looked into Su Huaijin's eyes solemnly, and said every word.

"They are very important to me."

Because you are very important to me.

What Huo Zhuyu retrieved for Su Huaijin was not a trophy, but all the trophies, gold, silver, and transparent, and they were placed in their final destination - Su's old house.

Huo Holdu had someone arrange a showroom for Su Huaijin in the old house. During the few days when they went to country A, the showroom was quickly completed.

Each of the transparent cabinets is filled with every honor Su Huaijin has won.

Not only that, next to each trophy or certificate, there is also a thin card carefully placed, handwritten which year and what honor Su Huaijin won, and even some simple descriptions, what they did at that time, everyone There is no response.

"How do you know this?" Su Huaijin looked at Huo Zhuyu in disbelief. Does he have any magic?

Huo Holdu shook his head, not daring to take credit: "I didn't write this, but your grandparents."

Looking closer, the card was indeed written by Su Huaijin's familiar grandparents. They wrote down their encouragement, expectations, and blessings and expectations for Su Huaijin stroke by stroke.

"They originally wanted to give you these as your birthday present." Huo Zhuyu said slowly to Su Huaijin.

Standing in front of the transparent glass window, under the bright light, Su Huaijin recalled the colorful past.He finally couldn't hold on any longer and burst into tears.

"We Huaijin are no worse than anyone else."

"How come no one is friends with Huai Jin? Grandpa is Huai Jin's best friend."

"Huaijin..."

"Huaijin..."

"Huaijin is grandma's treasure. You don't even know how proud grandma is when she goes out to have tea with her friends today. All of their grandchildren combined are not as good as grandma's Huaijin, so envious."

Because I have experienced the ups and downs of reality, I understand how rare the sincerity of my grandparents is.

Because of the loss, he will understand how good it would be if they were still by his side.

Because the life is too bitter, the rare sweetness in life will be remembered even more deeply.

The significance of Su Huaijin's grandparents in his life far exceeds that of his irresponsible parents. It is because of them that he is what he is today.

Huo Shuyu handed Su Huaijin a message from Su Huaijin that his grandparents wrote together. Huo Shuyu specially found someone to re-iron the letter, repaired it as much as possible, and sent it to Su Huaijin.It seemed that even the smell on the letter was very similar to the smell of grandparents in Su Huaijin's memory. It was a strange smell mixed with cigars and women's perfume, but it had the most reassuring function.

Su Huaijin's hands were trembling. After trying to open the envelope several times, she finally opened the letter slowly and saw the fresh and meaningful words on it.

"Don't pay attention to what strangers say, because they and their gossip don't matter.

"We know what kind of child you are, you are our favorite Huai Jin.

"We like Huaijin's kindness, Huaijin's seriousness, and what Huaijin always remembers is the good of others."

"Although you will definitely encounter various troubles when you grow up. But please believe that there is nothing you can't get through, and nothing can defeat you, except yourself.

"Remember that year when you were in the first grade of elementary school, and you ran back crying? You asked us why your dad was different from others. He wouldn't kiss you, hug you, or attend any of your meetings. Campus activities. We don't know how to answer, because we don't know why we have such a son who is different from others.

"But it doesn't take us to figure out the answer, you figure it out yourself the next day.

"You said in your composition that although I don't have a dedicated father, fate has compensated me with more and better people, my grandparents, my teacher, and my best friend."

"I hope you will always remember these precious words, because they are so warm and powerful."

"You will never be the same as your father."

Su Huaijin cried uncontrollably. When he was hugged tightly by Huo Shuyu, he was still trembling.Tears wet Huo Juyu's shirt and smeared the handwriting on the card, but there was no way to blur Su Huaijin's memory of her grandparents.

They stayed forever at the age of 17 when Su Huaijin hadn't had time to grow up yet.

They will always shine brightly in his memory.

"It's a foul for you to give such a gift." Su Huaijin choked up and said to Huo Yaoyu.He is now a little less confident about his ability to give gifts, because there is nothing that can surpass the touch that Huo Zhuyu gave him at this moment.

Without Huo Holding Yu, these things would never see the light of day again.

Su Huaijin had no chance to see them again.

He wouldn't even know they existed.

——The world kisses me bitterly, but I repay it with song.

Su Huaijin couldn't understand this poem by Tagore before, until today, when he saw what his grandparents wrote to him.Only then did Su Huaijin feel that she finally understood that this poem was not teaching people how to become a Virgin, but conveying an attitude towards life.

In the face of suffering, you can choose to indulge in it, or you can choose to redeem yourself.

Remembering those grateful, lucky, sweet parts of the long river of memories is a redemption.Take a boat down the river, no one knows what surprises will be waiting there at the next stop.

Su Huaijin's persistence made him finally wait for the biggest surprise that fate gave him.

——Huo Holds Yu.

He always kissed his lover's forehead gently and compassionately, and said: "I like you, no, I love you, let's really be together, Huaijin."

He is better than good.