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Seeing Su Huaijin suddenly appear with someone, the red-haired nurse was startled. His first reaction was to put away his mobile phone. It seems that he also knew that it was inappropriate to look at the mobile phone.

The nurse stabilized his emotions, and then asked Su Huaijin in English: "Who are you?"

"I'm Su Jue's brother." Su Huaijin replied in Chinese.

"Who? Oh, oh, Su, is it a relative of the patient? Excuse me, do you have an appointment?" After asking this question, the other party seemed to complain, "Why didn't you say hello in advance?"

"My brother is a patient here, not a prisoner. I came to see him if I wanted to. Why do I need to make an appointment?" Su Huaijin still spoke Chinese.

The nurse tried very hard to identify Su Huaijin, and probably understood the general idea, and then retorted: "But the person who hired me said that no matter who wants to see Su, they must make an appointment..."

Su Huaijin laughed, with a cold mockery: "When you signed the contract, didn't you know who hired you?"

"I'm sorry." The red-haired nurse finally realized the seriousness of the problem, and began to make a not-so-smart excuse for his behavior of looking at his mobile phone just now, "I just accompanied the patient back from the examination, and he wanted to I want to take a break, so I am waiting for him here. I have been very conscientious, probably too rigid and dogmatic. Even when something happened at home, my wife kept calling me to go back, but I didn’t leave. I just texted her Information explained..."

What he wants to express is very simple: first, he has done his job well; second, he was not playing with his mobile phone just now, but was in contact with his family; third, he is so dedicated to his job, even if something happened at home , he also insisted on taking care of the sick first.

But this person didn't even know the Chinese name of the patient he was taking care of. After a while, he realized that the "Su Jue" Su Huaijin was referring to was Su, the patient he was taking care of.This kind of self-justification is too pale, Su Huaijin is too lazy to talk nonsense with the other party: "Your problem, we will talk about it later."

The most important thing now is to see his younger brother Su Jue.

"Xiao Jue?" Su Huaijin softly called his brother's name through the window.

It was obviously a very soft sound, but Su Jue, who was half-tilted on the bed and looking out the window, was able to turn around immediately and met Su Huaijin's eyes precisely.The expressionless little face suddenly became lively. He immediately turned over and got out of bed, ran to the window in his little slippers, and called out crisply: "Brother!"

He likes his elder brother so much, and it can be seen from his every movement and eyes that children's love is always so undisguised and passionate.

"I'm not dreaming, am I?" Su Jue really missed Su Huaijin so much, even though she could video every day, it's still better to see her in person, "I miss you so much."

"My brother misses Xiao Jue too." Su Huaijin actively interacted with her younger brother.

The two brothers started a series of exchanges through the glass window.For example, Su Jue said that he watched the variety show that Su Huaijin participated in, and the filter was extremely deep, saying that there is no brother in the world that is as good-looking.

It was also like Su Huaijin highly praised Su Jue for his cooperation and hard work in terms of his steady rise in various physical indicators.

Su Jue's body has adjusted to an optimal state close to the operation, which made all the participating medical staff rejoice.But it was also because at this critical stage, Su Jue once again had to live alone in the ward. He couldn't get out, and outsiders other than the medical staff couldn't get in, because any change in the outside world would affect him. It may cause their previous efforts to fall short.

Su Jue would leave his "fortress" only when an inspection was needed.

What Su Jue suffered from was a very rare genetic disease, a new type of disease that was gradually discovered in the past few years. It is not clear whether it was carried in the mother's womb or a genetic mutation that occurred when she grew up.

In short, after Su Jue's illness was discovered, he began the journey of fighting against the illness repeatedly.

Because it is a new type of disease, doctors at home and abroad do not have any particularly good experience and countermeasures. Everyone is crossing the river by feeling the stones.Huo Yaoyu chose this hospital in country A for Su Jue, just because they had a successful case before, and there were still traces to follow in the treatment.

Drugs in development are expensive, hard to come by, and come with side effects.Every time Su Jue takes medicine, it may be accompanied by a danger.Therefore, even though the attending doctor in Country A said that Su Huaijin could go in and have closer contact with Su Jue in protective clothing after thorough disinfection.But after Su Huaijin thought for a long time, he still chose to refuse. He couldn't bear any risk that he brought to Su Jue.

"Brother, it's foggy outside, did you see it?" Su Jue didn't care if he could have contact with his brother, he was already very happy just through the glass window.

Su Jue could just chatter with his brother for a whole day without getting tired.Because Su Jue is such a magical child, he always seems to be full of curiosity and love for everything, and it is impossible to feel bored when he is with him.

"I saw it. This thick fog is really scary." Su Huaijin was sure that many of his worries along the way before came from such a rare climate.The car drove all the way from the bustling city to the sparsely populated suburbs. The fog became heavier and the scenery became more and more blurred. It was completely different from what Su Huaijin had seen before.Humans are always in awe of the unknown.

"Why?" Su Jue tilted his head. He moved a small bench by himself, sat on the other side of the big glass window, and sat opposite his brother, resting his cheeks on his fleshy hands. It’s so beautiful, it’s white and soft, like white clouds floating down from the sky.”

"Brother, look, you tilt your head, yes, tilt it a little more, does the thick fog by the window look like a pirate ship?"

The fog was so abstract that it was really difficult for Su Huaijin to see what kind of pirate ship it was, but he still nodded in cooperation with his younger brother, and coaxed Su Jue, "It seems like it is when you say it that way."

"If you imagine them as all kinds of fun things, you won't be afraid." Su Jue was trying to comfort his restless brother in his own way. He felt that his brother was not happy when he first appeared.

Su Huaijin was taken aback for a moment, but he didn't expect to be comforted by his younger brother in the end: "Thank you, Xiaojue."

Su Jue smiled even brighter.

Su Huaijin really wanted to be able to hug her younger brother, even though Xiao Jue was braver and more sunny than he imagined, but he somehow saw an unspeakable emotion spreading from Su Jue, he asked Su Jue: "Do you feel lonely when you are alone in the ward?"

Su Jue nodded, thought for a while, and shook her head again: "The housekeeper's grandpa is sick, and he doesn't come near me for my own good. He's not here, although no one talks to me, but I can draw. Brother, you Are you planning to publish a new book? I have drawn a lot of pictures again."

In Su Huaijin's eyes, Su Jue's paintings are just children's stick figures, very childish graffiti.It's just that the use of color is bold and full of imagination, so that people can understand what he is painting at a glance.But the biggest charm of Su Jue's paintings is not these, but the emotions expressed in the paintings.

Su Huaijin knew that this description was a bit ridiculous, it was like the filter of adults who pretended to understand their own children.

But really, before seeing his younger brother's paintings, Su Huaijin didn't believe that he could see the painter's emotions and propositions from a painting.But it was so unbelievable that he saw the warmth and strength brought to him all the time from his brother's paintings.After the painting was printed into an ordinary paper version, this vivid expression has been eclipsed a lot, but it can still make parents' eyes shine, and they choose to buy the book represented by such a cover.

It is conceivable how shocking the real original painting is.

When Su Huaijin saw Su Jue's paintings for the first time, she was also full of incredulity. Obviously the paintings had no skills at all and were too simple, but they just made people feel full of emotion.

When Su Jue ran to get his new painting, Su Huaijin tentatively asked him, "Why didn't anyone talk to you?"

"Because we don't understand the language." Su Jue answered without hesitation, that is the fact he recognized, "They don't understand Chinese, although I have worked hard to learn English, but I always stutter and say Very slowly. When I learn better, I will not be so."

No, Su Huaijin shook her head, that's not the case at all.

Huo Holdyu is a careful person. When he hired people to take care of Su Jue, he had already considered the differences in culture and language, and specially selected people who could understand Chinese.Not to mention proficiency, at least there is a language foundation.

Just like the red-haired nurse, although he and Su Huaijin spoke two languages ​​just now, there was no communication barrier.

That is to say, the red-haired nurse was not as unable to communicate as Su Jue thought, but just too lazy to communicate with Su Jue.It's as if an adult is perfunctory to a child, while busy with his own affairs, while occasionally answering a few words absent-mindedly.In fact, six out of ten do not know what their children are communicating with them.

They don't care at all, and each of them is plausible. The reason why they are like this is because the child speaks slowly, because the child is naive, and because the child's world view is beyond their understanding...

In short, it is a kind of arrogance from adults.

Was it wrong for the nurse who took care of Su Jue to do so?It can't be said that there is something wrong, because in terms of taking care of Su Jue, he has completed his own job, and he has taken good care of Su Jue, as can be seen from Su Jue's fat body and stable body data recovery .

but……

Su Huaijin was still not satisfied, maybe he was too picky, but he couldn't tell, but he just felt that something was wrong, this was wrong!

It wasn't until Su Jue brought Su Huaijin's paintings from this period of time, and looked at them one by one in chronological order, that Su Huaijin became more and more uncomfortable as he looked at them. He worked hard to suppress his emotions, and asked his brother dryly: " Xiaojue, have you been happy during this time?"

"Happy." Su Jue's answer will always be this, he will be pleasantly surprised when he sees a flower bloom, he will say hello to the bird that flies past the window, and he will love the whole world without any reason.Because he has so little, he always cherishes everything.He even matured so early that he learned to only announce good news and not bad news to his brother when he was on the phone.Brother has worked very hard, he can't make trouble for him anymore.

Su Huaijin finally realized the problem - Xiao Jue wouldn't cry anymore.

In just a few months, Su Jue was no longer the crying little devil star in China. He became quiet and well-behaved, but he was no longer the Su Jue that Su Huaijin was familiar with.

When can a child learn not to cry?Or when did people stop crying at every turn?

The answer is simple, when they understand that crying cannot solve any problems, nor can it bring them sympathy and help, but may lead to ridicule.

Faced with this rapid growth, some parents may feel happy, but Su Huaijin is definitely not included in this.He has been trying to give his younger brother the childhood he once had, carefree and colorful.Because he knew how painful it was to be forced to grow up, and he didn't want Su Jue to feel the tearing feeling of having to elevate himself overnight.

And this is exactly the transformation that Su Jue is going through now.He told Su Huaijin that he was very happy, everyone in the hospital was very kind to him, and they would always smile when they saw him.He liked the old housekeeper, the attending doctor, the little nurse who came to draw his blood, and even the red-haired nurse who was playing with his mobile phone at the door.

But his paintings say otherwise.

He became more and more depressed and unhappy, perhaps even he himself did not realize this change.He can only tell himself over and over again, don't cause trouble for others, everyone has worked very hard to take care of him, so he can only keep forcing himself.

Su Huaijin looked at her sensible younger brother and felt very sad, but she also strengthened her belief that he must change his younger brother's caretaker.

"Why?" The redhead looked at Su Huaijin in disbelief.

Where her younger brother couldn't see, Su Huaijin expressed to the red-haired nurse that she wanted to change to another nurse.

The red-haired nurse looked at Su Huaijin in shock. He spoke pure English, expressing how high his education was, how many achievements he had achieved, and what kind of big shots he had successfully accompanied.In a word, Su Huaijin will definitely regret firing him.

The salary Huo Yaoyu gave was ridiculously high, no one would be so stupid as to want to lose this job, the red-haired nurse tried desperately to argue for it.

"But these are not what I need." Su Huaijin said to the other party calmly.

The other party is not wrong, but their ideas and needs are different.

Huo Zhuyu wanted to give Su Jue more than just an escort. In terms of profession, there are many professional talents in the hospital.Su Jue never needs to worry about this.

"Then what do you need?" The nurse was a little out of breath, and finally slipped, "What an unreasonable oriental!"

At that moment, Su Huaijin finally understood that the other party's attitude towards Su Jue was not even the arrogance of adults towards children, but self-righteousness from race.

It cannot be denied that country A has very friendly people and very nice people, but at the same time, there are some racial barriers deeply rooted in the hearts of some people in this country.Just like people in country C are good and bad.This cannot rise to the nation or the country, but it is definitely enough for Su Huaijin to fire the person in front of him.

"I need you to leave my brother. I will find someone more suitable than you, at least the other party will not discriminate against yellow skin."

When saying this, Su Huaijin was very righteous.

But when the other party left angrily, Su Huaijin was actually very disturbed. He didn't know where to go to find the right person to accompany his younger brother.After all, the old butler is only one person, and sometimes he can't do what he wants.Moreover, the cold education from the aristocratic family is sometimes not suitable for Su Jue.

It can be seen from Su Jue's paintings that he is a sensitive child with a rich inner world.

He needs more warm care.

At this time, Su Huaijin got the news that the person they saved on the road was finally rescued.The other party is now sober. After understanding the situation clearly, he immediately left a mobile phone. He didn't know who he was contacting.

He also expressed his desire to meet Su Huaijin who had saved him.

When Su Huaijin rushed over, the man had already been cleaned and put on a clean hospital gown, revealing his handsome face after the blood.He was lying motionless on the hospital bed at this time, but his blue eyes were shining brightly.According to the doctor, if the rescue was a little later, this person might have to say goodbye to walking upright completely.Although it is actually difficult to recover now, at least there is hope.

"Thank you for saving me, kind sir. I don't know if I have the honor to know your name? The entire Martinez family will remember it."

Martinez!

Su Huaijin's eyes widened. This was the name of Gong in "Little Cutie" he had seen, a patriarch who should have been excellent.

The Gong in "Little Cutie" is really disabled, the kind who can no longer stand up, and because of this, he is far away from the family authority.Obviously has a very good mind, but because of the shackles of the body, he can't work hard for a long time. There are only a few words about these in the article, but it is enough to make people realize how Martinez would have grown into if it hadn't been for an accident. Such excellent talents.

Su Huaijin thought about the description of the accident that Martinez encountered, and he finally confirmed that the node when he met the other party was the critical moment when the other party was kidnapped and tried to escape.

What is written in the book is that Martinez waited on the side of the road for a long time until he was desperate and unconscious, but he couldn't wait for a car.He was caught back later, and it was only after he escaped for the second time that he finally left the magic cave that ruined his life.

Su Huaijin guessed from the doctor's description of Martinez's condition that he should have picked him up when Martinez escaped for the first time.

The Gongshou interaction in "Little Cute" is sweet, but it's not without regrets.

In other words, in the cookie, Gong Shou's future will be sweet together.And a more realistic ending should actually be similar to the movie "Before I Met You", where the hero chose to commit suicide after reaping love.There are various interpretations as to why the hero committed suicide.

Su Huaijin is more inclined to say that the more passionately each couple loves each other, the more they cannot tolerate being less than perfect in front of their lover.

They want to become a better version of themselves for the ones they love.

But people like Martinez and the hero of "Me Before You" can never become better versions of themselves.The male protagonist is paraplegic at a high position, and the female protagonist is his nurse. She has seen all his misery, and even has no way to defecate independently.The more you love each other, the more you can't tolerate living in front of the one you love without dignity like this.

It's like an unsolvable problem. Without meeting you and falling in love with you, I will not regain my confidence in life, but it is precisely because I want to be better again that I realize that I will never be better up.

It can only end in tragedy.

The difference between "Little Cute" and "Before I Met You" is that, except that the two protagonists are gay, they live happily ever after.

But when this story is integrated into reality, it is really hard to say how the ending of Gong Shou will change.

But now, Su Huaijin saved Martinez before he completely became a permanently disabled person, and gave him a completely different future.

"Please don't be polite, okay?" Martinez is a really nice person in essence, excellent, generous, and gracious, "Is there anything I can do for you?" Is it? Please give me a chance to repay you."

Su Huaijin originally wanted to say that you just settle the medical bills, but he really couldn't think of what else he needs now.

But, at this moment.

He blessed his heart: "Can you share your future escort with my brother?"

"... Huh?" Martinez almost thought that the other party's English was not good and he said the wrong word, he repeated Su Huaijin's words and added, "Do you know what the name Martinez represents in country A? I can give you everything beyond your imagination."

"Do you know what the surname Huo represents in country C?" Su Huaijin asked with a smile, "I'm sorry, I haven't had time to introduce it yet. The head of the Huo family is my husband."

The subtext of this statement is so obvious, I don't want anything.

Su Huaijin thought for a while, then said, "Can I see your escort?"

Su Huaijin wanted to confirm whether the other party was Lin Jie, the nurse in "Little Cutie", and whether the other party was as described in the book.If so, then Xiaojue earned it.

"I haven't asked for an escort yet." Martinez also met Su Huaijin for the first time in his life.When he grew up so big, it was the first time he realized that even if he wanted to repay someone, it would become so tricky.

"But I'm sure you'll have it soon, and I'll tell you the truth. Before I came to see you, I was worrying about escorting. We can save you and get you timely treatment because I'm going to see you. My brother is on his way. He is being treated at this hospital. If you must reciprocate, this is what I need most urgently."

Su Huaijin didn't know where Lin Jie in "Little Cutie" was, but Martinez might be able to find him, because Lin Jie was the most suitable person selected by his family for him.

"If I have an escort, I will definitely introduce it to you." Although Martinez felt that Su Huaijin's request was too nonsensical, he still solemnly agreed.

Martinez is a man of his word, and he acts resolutely. After contacting his family, they sent Lin Jie to Su Huaijin that afternoon.

Of course, not just Lin Jie, but also all kinds of nurses.

It's just that Lin Jie, as a black-haired, yellow-skinned Chinese, is so different in a group of people, Su Huaijin saw him at a glance.

Su Huaijin has already realized that in all the articles he has read, the beginning of the story will always appear in reality, and it is even difficult to change. For example, he and Huo Zhuyu got married in a fake way, and Huo Yiqi still had a one-night stand. Although Martinez would not be completely paralyzed, Lin Jie was still sent to him by fate.

As mentioned in the article, Lin Jie is a person that people fall in love with at first glance, cute, enthusiastic, like a little sun, as if his body is always full of energy.

Most importantly, he loves talking, especially talking.

Chirping, quacking, endless.

If it were placed elsewhere, Lin Jie's talk might be a bit annoying, but for Martinez and Su Jue, Lin Jie's existence fit so well.

His professional level as a nurse is second to none, and his real charm lies in the infection of vitality.

The appearance of Lin Jie perfectly solved all Su Huaijin's worries and troubles. If it weren't for Su Huaijin's insistence, Martinez would even have wanted Lin Jie to be Su Jue's exclusive escort. After all, his family had found a lot for him. Other options.

"No, believe me, Mr. Martinez, he will be the most suitable for you." Su Huaijin had no intention of destroying the rare fate between Gong and Shou. It was a beautiful love that he wanted to fall in love with after seeing it, "To be honest , I just want to find a reliable person to talk to my brother more, he is really lonely."

"If the situation permits, I will also be happy to take care of your brother and talk to him, Mr. Su."

"You really helped me a lot."

The moment Su Huaijin expressed his gratitude, he finally understood why the three articles he had read merged together, and it was not without rules.

Its laws are so conspicuous.