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"Huo-hold-yu-!"

No matter how loud Mrs. Huo's roar was, Huo Zhuyu was naturally happy.To put it in the most primitive and simple way: Knowing that you are unhappy, I am also happy.

Huo Holdyu just sat in his original position, calmly watching Mrs. Huo go crazy online.

Su Huaijin had already walked slowly to the door, opened a door of the study room for Mrs. Huo, and made a "please" gesture.Huo Yuyu only said one sentence, which made Mrs. Huo stop her state: "If I were you, I would deal with the most important things first, instead of staying here and going crazy."

What is the most important thing?

Of course, she had to ask her son Huo Yiqi to explain it clearly!

Yes, be sure to explain clearly.Her son must be more important than Huo Zhuyu.

Mrs. Huo forced herself to calm down, and quickly left Huo Zhuyu's study in a posture that did not show her urgency and walked the fastest.When she left, she didn't even dare to turn her head, as if the room behind her was not an ordinary room, but the most ferocious beast in the world, opening its bloody mouth and swallowing her in an instant.

Su Huaijin leaned against the door and watched Mrs. Huo disappear at the end of the carpeted corridor.Hanging on the wall next to him is the "Garden of Eden". There are no people in the picture, only the endless bright colors in the landscape, a towering tree that neither likes nor sorrows, and the faint green leaves that can change from good to evil. Among them, I saw the bright red taboo fruit.

The Bible says that if you eat the forbidden fruit, you will have the ability to distinguish between good and evil and know shame.

I don't know if Mrs. Huo knows at this moment.

However, Su Huaijin can be sure that there is one person who absolutely does not know, and that is his father Su Zhe.Some parents really don't deserve to have children at all, but those who are unworthy of being fathers and mothers often have children.The world is so magical, praise God for its wonderfulness.

Huo Yaoyu stepped forward and said "I'm sorry", then he raised his hand, and embraced Su Huaijin's shoulders in a gesture that could not be refused, and pulled him into his arms completely.

It's as if they were born to exist for each other, even this simple embrace fits so well.

There's no reason, Huo Zhuyu just can't see Su Huaijin suffering.He couldn't even tell what Su Huaijin was suffering from, but seeing Su Huaijin standing by the door like that, he felt an indescribable sadness, and he instinctively wanted to heal all the wrinkles in Su Huaijin's heart.

"That's how my mother left back then." Su Huaijin buried her head in Huo Zhuyu's chest, muffled.

Resolutely, without the slightest hesitation, never wanting to look back.

To be honest, the situation she encountered at that time - her parents-in-law's inheritance was given to the second wife, her husband Su Zhe owed a lot of gambling debts, and there was a young son who was seriously ill and needed to pay high medical expenses all the time... She had to bear it for a while. Unable to bear the pressure and run away, Su Huaijin even understood somewhat, because it was really too hard, she couldn't lift her shoulders and hands, and after being a little princess all her life, it's normal not to want to be dragged down by a failed marriage.

Just, just, why was he left behind?Why is it him who has such parents.

Huo Zhuyu's father is nothing, but he has a good mother; Huo Yiqi's biological mother is nothing, but he has a father who is willing to support him.

So, God is really unfair.

"Do you think Mrs. Huo will change it?" Su Huaijin asked Huo Zhuyu sullenly.

"Do you want her to change?" Huo Juyu asked in a low voice, his love for Su Huaijin was beyond words. In terms of family relationship, this was the first time Huo Juyu saw such a fragile side of Su Huaijin.

Su Huaijin couldn't say whether he hoped Mrs. Huo would change.

What he actually hoped was that his mother would look back the day she left, even if it was to say sorry to him.He hoped that Su Zhe could still be saved. One day, he would be able to understand shame, know guilt, and be able to...

Like a real dad.

Only then did Su Huaijin hand over the matter of destroying the recording to Su Zhe's true willingness, which was another silent test for Su Zhe.But in fact, even Su Huaijin himself didn't know. He was looking forward to what Su Zhe would do after he got the recording. He just thought that he had been waiting for that day, and it shouldn't be far away.

……

The next thing, just leave it to Huo Yiqi.Huo Yaoyu and Su Huaijin didn't pay much attention anymore.After all, in the final analysis, this is all Huo Yiqi's personal matter. Whether he chooses to compromise for the sake of blood and family, or to make everyone including Jessica feel uncomfortable, it is an understandable choice.

The world of adults is not so black and white, because there are too many realistic factors that ordinary people cannot imagine but they have to consider.

What Huo Holdyu wanted was the moment when Mrs. Huo's car overturned and collapsed. He was so happy, and this matter was over.

It would be good if Madam Huo could learn her lesson, learn to be afraid, and stop making trouble.But if she still doesn't give up, or if she harbors resentment, Huo Zhuyu is not afraid, he will accompany her to the end.

Of course, the means will no longer be so gentle.

Yes, gentle.

In Huo Holdyu's view, what he is doing now is only at the gentle stage.

Mrs. Huo was trembling all over. No matter the past few days, she still couldn't recover from the cold hands and feet at the moment when she heard her son's voice coming from the phone.She's over, she's really over, that's all she can think of.Tell her now, is this just Huo Zhuyu's more gentle method?What is he thinking?

Just thinking about it makes Mrs. Huo terrified.The real fear is always the boot that doesn't know how it will fall.

At least in the short term, this lesson is enough to become the sword of Damocles hanging over Mrs. Huo's head, making her dare not go against Huo Zhuyu again.

Huo Yiqi's choice... can be said to be very staunch. Not only did he not let Tang Li and Jessica go, but even the so-called biological mother who was for his good was disgusting.

What Jessica did to him and what kind of bad influence it caused is obvious to all——

Huo Yiqi is not a delicate and fragile person who is dying to live. He recovered quickly after that incident and acted very strong, but that does not mean that his pain is insignificant!

—and his biological mother tried in vain to get him engaged to the woman who had hurt him so much.Is he hallucinating, or is she crazy?How did she come up with this illogical "best of all three"?Simply whimsical and unreasonable.

Huo Yiqi didn't want to get entangled with Mrs. Huo about this matter at all, and he didn't have any complicated emotions about meeting his biological mother.The fantasies and expectations of the missing biological mother in the past years have disappeared, and there is nothing left.Huo Yiqi is not a person who regrets doing things, but this time he really has to say that he regrets that he ever wondered what kind of person his mother was in the past.

He really would rather not know that Mrs. Huo is his mother.

Huo Yiqi quickly hired the best attorney, took Tang Li and Jessica to court, and the next step was to send them to prison after the evidence was conclusive.No matter how much they cried and shouted, Huo Yiqi was unmoved. He didn't accept the plea, and he didn't want to hear any touching stories behind it.Wrong is wrong, not so much to be forgiven.

Huo Yiqi is not the holy father, he is such a hard-hearted person!

Even after several years, Huo Yiqi was ready to go back home and return to City S. In a short time, he didn't want to return to City B again.There is nothing wrong with spending a clean year alone in S city, at least it is better than seeing Mrs. Huo's face.

On the last night before Huo Yiqi left, he finally met Mrs. Huo at Huo's house.

These are all written in Huo Yiqi's memoirs after his old age, which is the performance of him finally having the courage to face and accept this past event.But at the time, he really, almost exploded in place.

On that night, Mrs. Huo said a lot to Huo Yiqi, weeping silently and without regret.Her sincere attitude of knowing her mistakes was about to impress Huo Yiqi.Until he committed suicide, he asked Huo Yiqi one more question anxiously: "Will you tell Mr. Huo about this?"

Huo Yiqi couldn't tell what he felt when he heard this sentence, it was as if his soul had left his body, allowing him to witness this ridiculous and absurd scene from the perspective of a bystander.

A person who just kept telling him that she was very guilty and that the most painful thing in her life was parting from him, now said that she hoped he could bear it any longer, that she could not expose her relationship with him, just like that What shameful filth.

Huo Yiqi's heart was completely cold.

This is his biological mother.

Huo Yiqi's soul stood at an overlooking angle, through the grotesque new world, saw his body and said to Mrs. Huo who was a mother in vain: "Don't worry, I will definitely not say it, because my mother has long die."

After hearing this, Mrs. Huo's complexion suddenly turned pale, and she looked crumbling and unbearable.

Huo Yiqi didn't feel happy at all, of course, he wasn't too uncomfortable.He told himself that the other person was really just a stranger and would not leave any traces in his heart.Since she felt that her heart was in pain, she should continue to suffer. His mother had died long ago, so what did Mrs. Huo have to do with him?

Huo Yiqi forcibly saw off the guests, and didn't want to hear Mrs. Huo say anything more.

After closing the door, Huo Yiqi packed his luggage non-stop, and was about to leave Huo's house.He really couldn't live in it for a moment, because this big house made him feel sick, as if there was Mrs. Huo's hypocrisy everywhere.

He would rather spend one night in a five-star hotel near the airport than waste time here.

Huo Yiqi wanted to leave quietly, but he felt that it was inappropriate not to say hello to his cousin Huo Zhuyu. After all, only Huo Zhuyu and Su Huaijin stood by his side unswervingly.It can be said that without Huo Zhuyu's clear-cut attitude, Tang Li and Jessica would not be so easily sent in by him.

Jessica's parents are still trying to clear up the relationship, and Huo Yiqi will not let them succeed.

But Huo Yiqi was afraid that he would leave too late, Huo Yuyu and Su Huaijin had already rested, so he tried to send a wechat first.

As a result, Su Huaijin went downstairs to find Huo Yiqi.

There are some things he has to say.

The lights in the small living room of the suite were not even turned on. Huo Yiqi and Su Huaijin just sat on two separate backrest sofas, separated by a coffee table with tea, enjoying the moonlight outside the floor-to-ceiling windows together.They are obviously different, but they cherish each other in some essentials.

"You should have heard about the Su family and me, right?" Su Huaijin said slowly.

"I've heard a little bit about it." Su Zhe is such a rare flower, even in the circle of aristocratic families, it is rare to meet in a hundred years. When the Su family had an accident, I don't know how long they were eaten by everyone, and how many jokes they saw.Huo Yiqi naturally knew about it, he just didn't understand why Su Huaijin suddenly mentioned this to him.

"My mother ran away without looking back. She didn't want me or Xiaojue. She didn't even leave a letter. She just left a cold sentence before blocking all my contact information. —You are not my sons, and I have no responsibility to you.

"I don't know what kind of psychology she wrote such words, I even doubted whether I was really not her son, but unfortunately, I didn't have any evidence to prove this.

"I think she is probably the self-comfort of the tree falling and the monkey scattered, and she uses negation of everything to make herself feel at ease."

Huo Yiqi felt the same and nodded with sympathy, just like Mrs. Huo, she would never really feel guilty.Because she thinks she is the most important.

"But..." Su Huaijin spoke slowly, like a long stream of water, as gentle as moonlight.

"But?" Huo Yiqi couldn't help following Su Huaijin's emotions.

"However, this is not the point I want to tell you. What I want to say is that although the society praises the greatness of the love of parents for their children, this is not the truth in the world.

"There are mothers who love their children, and naturally there can be mothers who don't.

"I'm not trying to excuse Mrs. Huo's actions. Everything she did today was her own fault. I just feel that this society is really unfair. If a mother doesn't love her child, it's a heinous crime. If a father doesn't love his child, it seems... …It’s not that difficult to understand. Just change the diaper a little bit, and you’ll be a great dad.

"Do you get me?

"Mrs. Huo is problematic, but what the role of 'mother' represents..."

Huo Yiqi is a very transparent person. He interrupted Su Huaijin and said, "It's not the label of 'mother', but the label of 'female'. You are afraid that I will get misogyny because of Mrs. Huo, right?"

Su Huaijin smiled awkwardly.

return……

That's right.

Su Huaijin is a subject in an ancient novel, who will experience bloodshed, misunderstandings, and have an inexplicable love affair.

Huo Yiqi is also a subject in an ancient novel, destined to experience bloodshed, misunderstandings, and an inexplicable love affair.

It's hard for Su Huaijin not to feel sympathy for Huo Yiqi, after all, this is the first "protagonist" similar to him that he has met.Looking at Huo Yiqi, Su Huaijin seemed to see herself without golden fingers.He wanted to help him resist those unreasonable fates and get rid of those plots of abuse.

Su Huaijin has watched "My Huo Yiqi", and he is very aware of the hurdles Huo Yiqi will encounter in the future. He has a strong desire to help Huo Yiqi avoid them.

Misogyny is one of them.

Su Huaijin does not have this psychological problem because he knows very well that although his mother has left him, it is always his father Su Zhe who has caused the most trouble in his life.He knows very well who the biggest villain in his life has been making him unhappy.

But Huo Yiqi was different.

"My father is pretty good to me." Huo Yiqi recalled his father with a smile on his face.From the perspective of his life, it seems that the ones who brought him suffering have always been females——Jessica, Tang Li, and Mrs. Huo.

However, there are not only women like Mrs. Huo in this world, there are also shining women like Huo Zhuyu's mother, Su Huaijin's grandmother, his high school class teacher, and college female counselor.Right or wrong has never been about a person's quality, it has nothing to do with gender.

"Only an incompetent person would simply attribute the cause of the problem to gender with low self-esteem."

Huo Yiqi looked at Su Huaijin in a daze, opened and closed his mouth a few times, he didn't know how to ask Su Huaijin, how did he know what was going on in his heart at the moment when he was disappointed with Mrs. Huo.

But no matter what, Su Huaijin's words were like timely rain, extinguishing the fear deep in Huo Yiqi's heart that had not had time to grow wildly.

In the end, Huo Yiqi could only smile softly: "I don't thank you for your kindness. I will always be there if you need me. These words are valid for you and my cousin."

Huo Yiqi has a good father, but not a good mother; Huo Yuyu has a good mother, but not a good father.

Su Huaijin is the worst, he has neither a good father nor a good mother.

"But, you have become the best you." Huo Yiqi said solemnly to Su Huaijin before leaving Huo's house with his suitcase on.This was his thought from the bottom of his heart, and it was also the answer he gave after seeing through Su Huaijin's heart.

You are the best Su Huaijin.

Gentle and powerful.

"You and your cousin will definitely form a very happy family. I have a hunch." Huo Yiqi is a truly transparent person, so he said to Su Huaijin, "I don't know what you are worried about, but I know, you There is absolutely no need to stop because of such concerns. Just like what you tried to convey to me-don't be the world around you. Some things may not be the same as you think."

What is Su Huaijin worried about?

Even Su Huaijin didn't know it, but in the dark, he felt that Huo Yiqi's advice seemed to have penetrated his last line of defense.

……

The Spring Festival is finally here.

On the morning of the New Year's Eve, Su Huaijin was gently awakened by Huo Juyu, because they had previously agreed to put up Spring Festival couplets together on the morning of the [-]th.

This is actually a tradition of the Su family.

Mr. Su firmly believes that only the Spring Festival couplets posted by himself and his family can protect his family from bad luck in the coming new year.This is obviously a feudal superstition, otherwise the Su family would not have gone bankrupt and reached the point it is today.

Yes, the Su family finally declared bankruptcy.

Uncle Su's family of three was powerless to resist the torrent of fate, so they could only accept fate and hand over everything, even because of Su Zhe's subsequent real-name report, they couldn't even keep the private property that they had begun to slowly transfer out.They were really miserable, but no one would sympathize with them. Mrs. Huo went all out to kill them, sparing no effort, for fear that they would become her hidden dangers.

It is said that the second bedroom family of the Su family was driven back to Jiangzuo, the Su family's hometown, and they could no longer jump around.Whether they came to look for Su Huaijin, Su Huaijin didn't know, but he could only hope in his heart that from now on, they would be separated from each other and there would be no more ties.

As a tradition of family interaction, the idea of ​​posting Spring Festival couplets in person has been highly valued and expected by Huo Zhuyu.

From the selection of paper for Spring Festival couplets to the writing of brush characters to the content of those characters, Huo Zhiyu checked every step of the way and made several rectifications before he screened out the final answer.But there are only three couplets in total.

They were respectively pasted on the big iron gate outside the villa, on the main entrance of the villa, and on the door of Huo Zhuyu's suite.

European-style decoration, with Chinese-style festive couplets... To be honest, it's a bit rustic.In the cold wind, the couplets were put up crookedly by the novice Huo Zhuyu. Even if they didn't know it was posted by Huo Zhuyu, outsiders would know that the person who posted the couplets was inexperienced.

However, Huo Zhuyu was very satisfied. After a long time of admiring it was not enough, he insisted on posing for various photos.

Su Huaijin didn't do enough to intercept it, so she asked Huo Juyu to pick one of the refined photos and put it on his social account, with the text that Huo Juyu thought up last night.

[The first New Year we spent together.

[Group photo of Husband and wife Baoyu and Spring Festival couplets.jpg]]

【emmmm, is it my illusion?Why do I feel that the Spring Festival couplets in this photo are crooked? 】

[It's so strange hahahahaha, my husband don't hit me, but really, this door doesn't match with Spring Festival couplets [打地.jpg]]

[No, no, there should be no P, the door frame is not crooked, only the Spring Festival couplets are crooked, it is simply broken. 】

[Is this posted by Mr. Huo himself? 】

[A conscience suggestion, next time, don't embarrass yourself so much. 】

Huo Yuyu was so angry with the comments that he became a steamed stuffed bun. Is his focus on the Spring Festival couplets?It's a show of affection!

Su Huaijin also had a headache after seeing the photos, but she still had to bite the bullet and give Huo Zhuyu a thumbs-up. After all, he got the money and had to work hard.The number of Su Huaijin's Weibo fans today is not the same as it was back then.The only thing that hasn't changed is that Su Huaijin still doesn't play these social software very much. Apart from posting some things related to books, programs and Huo Zhiyu, he never shared anything else.

It can be said to be a very qualified business machine.

On this day, Su Huaijin's likes on Weibo became a hot search again.because……

【Kidnapped by Mr. Huo, just blink, sister-in-law. 】

【Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha Like, let's fool around. 】

[If this is not love! [Loud force.jpg]]

[To be honest, the husband and wife Baoyu in the photo are pretty good-looking, but the Spring Festival couplets are too indescribable. 】

[I really don't understand the fun of rich people.Why can it be so ugly!Can someone else post it for you? 】

Lou Jian unceremoniously reposted a series of "hahahahaha", mocking it very clearly.This is the only fun for a hard-working senior high school dog.

Post Spring Festival couplets, make dumplings, watch the Spring Festival Gala, and have reunion dinners.

The Huo family's way of celebrating the Spring Festival is no different from other families. The only difference is that after Su Huaijin and Huo Zhuyu put up the Spring Festival couplets in the morning, they rushed to Nanshan Nursing Home to spend the morning with Mr. Huo.

Huo Bingcheng realized it later - his father didn't even plan to go home for the New Year this year.He seemed to finally realize that something bad happened to his father that he didn't know about, but when he and his son Huo Yuyu proposed to visit the old man together, Huo Yuyu coldly refused Huo Bingcheng gave him a sneer: "Remember now? It's too late!"

Everything is fine with Mr. Huo. He is wearing a Tang suit suitable for the occasion, and he is fighting wits and courage with his attending doctor in fear and fear. His energetic voice can be heard from afar.

"You don't want to corrupt my will with these sugar-coated shells!

"I will not give you the information!

"You traitor to the people, bah!"

Well, Mr. Huo now feels that he is a strong and unyielding anti-Japanese hero. Now he has crucial information that can influence the situation of the battle, but he is locked in the enemy's dark base camp and cannot leave.

This time, even Huo Shuyu and Su Huaijin were not appreciated by the old man, as if they were no longer in the same camp.

A group of people dealt with it all morning.

It wasn't until Huo Shuyu and Su Huaijin were about to leave that Mr. Huo walked up to Huo Shuyu mysteriously, and stuffed a small note in Huo Shuyu's hand as quickly as lightning, as if the two were doing something work underground.

Huo Holdyu didn't know whether to laugh or cry, but still took the note solemnly, and finished the play with Mr. Huo.

Mr. Huo has been standing by the French window, watching with tears in his eyes as Huo Zhuyu and Su Huaijin leave the nursing home safely with "information".

The attending doctor took the opportunity to bluff him, and if he didn't take the medicine, he would send troops to chase them.

Mr. Huo smiled brightly, waved his imaginary wide-sleeved robe, and began to chant: "Laughing up to the sky and going out, we are not from Penghao."

He now thinks he is a poet, the kind who has to drink instead of taking medicine.

Attending doctor: ... You did it on purpose!

Outside the nursing home, Huo Zhuyu unfolded a small note, which naturally contained no information.Only Mr. Huo didn't know when he wrote a scribbled sentence, which was vigorous and majestic:

【Comrade Huo Yuyu, the dawn of the victory of the revolution is just around the corner.

[Although the enemy is powerful, you must believe that I and the organization will always be with you.

【Come on! 】

Well, I will definitely work hard!