Sesame paste little actors have no freedom!

Ruined.

Liang Xing returned to the bedroom and fell on the bed with his head up.He casually threw the prosthetic eye on the quilt.The young man felt that he had basically confessed to Renxing, and when it was over, there was nothing he could do to argue later.Ren Xing, the big devil with a romantic heart, will definitely make him a money-making machine like Miss Gao.At that time, Liang Xing would become a monster with human skin just like them.Oh, this is the beast with a soul but no heart in Mr. Ren's script.Liang Xing turned over, the white light on his head was in the shape of a round pie, very much like a lens for taking pictures of executed prisoners.Liang Xing beat his own wooden head—uneasy!disturbed!His only luck is to die at the hands of idols, what kind of good thing is that... Sigh.

Lying on the bed, Liang Xing would recall his childhood.

Xiao Liangxing is indeed a hairy boy, his only value is the ability to "open his eyes and tell nonsense".This ability has been evident since he was a child when he and his friends reported and learned to make up lessons.

Children—just children.From the bottom of their hearts, children don’t want to go to make up lessons, and wish they could play game consoles outside 24 hours a day. Parents say that they will have to pick up trash when they grow up without going to school.It made the children uneasy.Xiao Liangxing is also counted, but it is a pity that he is pretending.His housekeeping skill is, while using the appearance of a "struggling fool" to walk between parents and teachers, while working with his little brother to find ways to skip class to play.Children, it doesn't matter even if you lie and talk, and it's not that Pinocchio will grow a long nose.

However, Liang Xing's lies have always been "from the heart".The most fun time, they pretended to be "the parents of a certain student" as a prank to send a report email to the Education Bureau, and after the teacher asked about it, they didn't know anything.Pretending to be innocent and talking nonsense with open eyes is his housekeeping skill.This incident caused the teachers a lot of headaches. The Education Bureau refused to disclose the names of the parents due to the obligation of "confidentiality". The teacher tried to pry the traitor out of the students to no avail. In the end, he used a black-hearted method and asked the whole class to write an anonymous report. Small pieces of paper.Everyone has to write a "suspect" out.No matter how loyal the children are, they don't have such scheming. Most of Xiao Liangxing's friends are normal children.As a result, Xiao Liangxing was arrested and brought into the office.

That was one of Liang Xing's most humiliating moments.

Today he smashed the adulterous relationship between Ren Xing and Mr. Dong, which is a record.

Xiao Liangxing was embarrassed by what happened back then, but Liang Xing refused to admit it.He almost tried his best to delete that memory from his mind, and used the appearance of an innocent child to cry to everyone about his unlucky experience, and fabricated a lot of black history about himself being excluded by older children, which made adults feel distressed .

In fact, it is all nonsense.

There is no need for an adult to argue with a child, the matter should be a misunderstanding.

Now Liang Xing was lying on the bed, imagining anxiously, trying to return to the body of that free and fearless little furry boy.However, rejuvenation is really difficult.

He looked at his hands, the child's small hand became the big hand of an adult, covered with traces of time.

He recalled his childhood crush on Yin Zhi, when his father, a skilled worker, was unemployed and his mother, a part-time tailor, was earning money to support the family.He is ignorant, and wants to pretend to be sick and skip class to watch movies all day long.The world given to him by fictional works enables him to find an outlet in his confused life. Although it is useless, at least he does not have to worry about his parents who are arguing outside.

Recalling his depraved adolescence, he had to recall Yin Zhi.Yin Zhi in the movie is the center of his world, as long as Yin Zhi is around, even a bad movie is worth watching.It seems that Yin Zhi's face is the key to unlock the world of happiness, he is just a lonely and incompetent spectator, obsessed with the gods on the altar.He can always—always worship his idol, imitate him, love him from the video record.But today the illusion collapsed, completely destroying his dreams.

As a result, tonight he could see the object of his admiration next to another strange man, with bionic prosthetic body parts on the lower half of his limbs.How cruel would it have to be for the gods to do that?Is it because they are in the entertainment industry, should they accept the reality that people are like dust and their lives should be humble?

no!Liang Xing firmly denied it.

He didn't know what he should believe. There was no second Yin Zhi in the world to point him in the right direction.

Liang Xing lay on the bed and took a deep breath, feeling very weak.

He has pigeonholed a lot of insignificant schedules, and now he is also pigeonholed for the security bureau boss he expects.

He knew the old man, who was one of the residents in their community and often visited Liang Xing's mother's tailor shop.Later, Liang Xing's father was imprisoned for a crime and sentenced to death, and his mother committed suicide in despair. It was the old customer who took in Liang Xing who had nowhere to go.Even if he is a veteran cadre, the old man's family is not particularly rich. The only thing that the old man can teach Liang Xing is to let him learn skills to get ahead.However, Liang Xing was admitted by virtue of his ability to "talk nonsense with his eyes open" and his high score in intelligence collection and analysis—only because of his family's stains, he could not officially enter the job.

He wasn't afraid of death, but he felt that his unreasonable surrender had failed his grandfather's trust. He betrayed him, and he betrayed many people who trusted him.Perhaps this is the retribution for years of open eyes and nonsense.

It's all Renxing's fault, Renxing's trick.Renxing, huh, huh, human nature.

While tossing and turning, Liang Xing opened the cigarette case and started smoking to enjoy himself.Almost desperately, he crushed the prosthetic eye and threw it into the trash can.

The next day, Boss Dong, who had a healthy schedule, got up before dawn to run and exercise, and drove to work with his briefcase.

And Liang Xing overslept because of smoking and insomnia. At 09:30, he was kicked off the bed by the violent maid Jessica.

"Oh——" Liang Xing screamed. Last night was so sad that he even forgot to take off his clothes and fell asleep.

Mr. Ren Xing sat on Liang Xing's bed with his legs crossed and interrogated the little traitor below while drinking milk: "What did you do here last night?"

"I... I have a problem with my eyes. My eyes are broken." Liang Xing was pitiful. He only had a prosthetic eye and no pupil in one eye. Obviously he couldn't go to work in the company like this.

"So you want to take a vacation? Hmm." Renxing's face was calm, as calm as a rock, and she didn't seem to be doing any evil deeds at all.

But Liang Xing knew that this person was Renxing, that obsessive face collector.

"What can I do? I'm also desperate." Liang Xing continued to hold back.Since Renxing hasn't done anything yet, he can enjoy the free time before being disintegrated.

Being a person is really happy!

"I ordered a new one for you." Ren Xing took out a small box, which contained prosthetic eye pieces, the appearance of which was the same as Liang Xing's.However, without iris matching, the new prosthetic eye piece is light in color, which can be regarded as amber—the kind of Qi Yuan.

"???" Liang Xing accepted Renxing's small gift with a blank expression.

Ren Xing asked, "Are you satisfied?"

Liang Xing nodded foolishly.

Ren Xing stood up and dragged Liang Xing out: "Then put on the eye patch and go to work now, I didn't take your contract to let you come to my house for free."

After dismissing the little traitor Liang Xing, Ren Xing returned to the living room with the maid Jessica.

In the memory of the maid Jessica, Mr. Dong is just a good friend of Renxing, who often comes here.But Qi Yuan's virus couldn't receive the voice message that Liang Xing heard, he didn't know that Mr. Dong was having an affair with Ren Xing.Even if he got the puppet machine, Qi Yuan didn't know anything about Renxing.

Today Renxing took a special CD and played it.This disc is Qi Yuan's song.

Qi Yuan was surprised.Even so, the maid Jessica did not show any unnecessary expressions.

When the music started, Ren Xing fell on the sofa and listened to the song.

Ren Xing: "Yesterday I suddenly thought of this person. Every time Mr. Dong came to me, I would think of him."

Qi Yuan didn't know when he met Ren Xing before he was alive, it stands to reason that he had no contact with this person...

Renxing: "I don't like this person, but his songs are very nice. The relationship between people and works is really amazing. I can hardly believe that a cheap person can create something good, but music is not a character. You What do you think?"

The memory of the maid Jessica was excessively damaged and fragmented, and lost its rationality due to "initialization".Qi Yuan only knew that he was also a singer, and had the experience of singing in a bar.In order to attract more audiences, this boy would not hesitate to put on women's clothes to please the masses. Jessica is his stage name.Before his death, he was very confused: he didn't know whether the audience loved his songs or his body in different clothes.Ren Xing fell in love with him in the bar and took him back to the company, but he didn't live up to it, and soon fell to the bottom, accepting the fate of reform.

Jessica said coldly: "I don't know."

Ren Xing sank into the sofa, and said softly and very relaxedly, "The first time I saw you, I thought you were very similar to Qi Yuan, they were both—" He thought for a while and said, "It's a waste of talent. "

Jessica: "I don't understand."

The disc player is playing, and the gentle love song is trembling with sadness.Qi Yuan is very suitable for singing sad love songs. He can be popular to the point of being rotten on the street, but it won't look particularly tacky.

Ren Xing: "Mr. Dong told me about Qi Yuan. The son of a mistress, his mother lives by pleasing men, and he has learned to live by pleasing men all his life. He is obviously a talented person, why should he be trampled on like this? What about myself? I can't figure it out."

Jessica: "Maybe life stress."

For Jessica, the money he earns is used to support his family. Jessica has a seriously ill mother and a younger sister who is still studying. The income from working in bars is very important to him.The reason why people have to live by pleasing others is because they have to live and support their families.In order for Jessica to work as an artist in the company, Mr. Ren signed a contract to bear his mother's medical expenses and younger sister's tuition.This is a bond of sale.If Jessica's mother knew that the child would become like this, she would definitely prevent her son from selling his body, but she couldn't stop her lying in the hospital.

Man is a creature of desire, and love is also a kind of desire, sometimes as sharp as a knife.

Qi Yuan really wanted to say that people like Mr. Dong and Mr. Ren who were born noble and have no pressure in life could not understand their difficulties.But he can't tell.Relying on a man as a meal ticket is the life experience his mother has spent her whole life in exchange for. He just follows his mother's teachings and learns to live a better life for himself.

Qi Yuan was born to his mother and an unknown poor boy. The poor boy asked his girlfriend to have an abortion on the day he learned that his mother was pregnant.But she insisted on keeping the child because of love.As a result, on the day she gave birth, the poor boy left less than one-third of the hospital expenses in cash and ran away dragging his luggage.Love is really unreliable, but people can't escape.So my mother said that instead of falling in love with a poor boy with no power, it is better to be a lover of a rich man. Even if you have "dog hallucinations", it is much better than being abandoned on a cold hospital bed by your loved one.

Ren Xing suddenly cut the song, skipped to a lyrical love song at the bottom, and then continued to lie on the sofa: "Qi Yuan is cheap because he has money, fame, and the qualifications to be himself, but he chooses Being a villain, he didn't regard himself as a real artist at all. All his songs were to please others, and he spared no effort to please others, especially Mr. Dong. Why should a genius who has got capital be so stingy, I don't know clear."

Because of fear, Qi Yuan thought to himself.Mr. Ren and Mr. Dong, including his rival Yin Zhi, these people have a kind of natural self-confidence, which can be said to be the arrogance of nobles, but in fact it is the fearlessness of the future because they know where their energy lies.They didn't fall off the altar, and they didn't know what it was like to curl up in a trash can.This is why Qi Yuan clings to Mr. Dong and hates Yin Zhi. They are superior and extremely arrogant.And people like Qi Yuan, who climbed from the lower world to the upper world by relying on talent and color, will never be able to get rid of their poor and inferior self.Qi Yuan, who lived as Xiaosan's illegitimate child, could never get rid of his identity. He feared that one day he would be abandoned like his mother and have nothing.

How does a guy who lives in a warm bedroom with red wine and barbecue know what it's like to have nothing? The "nothingness" of those people is a kind of arrogant tragedy.But Qi Yuan is different. The feelings he releases in those kitsch works belong to his abandoned mistress.

"Cheap," Jessica said, "because he's cheap." They were homeless people drifting in the flood, and being humble was their instinct and the only weapon they had to hold on to the rescue boat.

"But why do I like his songs? Is it because of the rhythm? Is it because of the lyrics? Is it because of the rhythm?" Renxing shook his head, "Maybe because I don't have it, I want it."

"Desire?" Jessica tilted her head.

"I can't sing, but I can feel a sad emotion from his singing. I can't explain what it is. Music is amazing. Just like human beings, music is also a fascinating carrier. Am I chewing Fragments of his soul?"

"I do not know."

"I envy him that he can put fragments of his soul into his works. Even after he dies, the works are still there and enchant people. People can never be the carrier of gods. Idols can only be a work, a work that is enough to set off the divinity , in whatever form."

"What kind of work do you want?"

"Man's work." After Renxing finished speaking, she got up and turned off the disc player, "You seem to talk too much today, Jessica, old rules, clear this memory, and start cleaning up when I put the CD on."

"As ordered."

Jessica's memory has been cleaned up repeatedly by Renxing, which shows that similar conversations have occurred more than once.Maybe Jessica will give a different reply each time, after all his memory is changing, and it is impossible to achieve absolute conservation of personality.

Qi Yuan had a feeling of uneasiness. On the one hand, he suspected that his identity had been exposed. On the other hand, he felt that Ren Xing's speaking style was eerily similar to that of his deadly enemy, Yin Zhi.