The Continuation of Only You

The second day after Xu Li arrived in City C, he arranged for Xu Yihan to take him to worship his parents and Yan Yusheng.The two first went to the cemetery of Xu Li's parents.

In front of the deserted and lonely tomb, Xu Yihan stood silently behind Xu Li, staring at his motionless, silent back for a long time, he couldn't see his expression at the moment, and couldn't guess his state of mind at the moment.

The time seemed to be quiet for a long time, and when Xu Yihan thought that he would not say anything more, Xu Li opened his mouth.

"Dad, Mom, I've come back to see you. It's been 30 years. As a son, I'm really just like what Mom said at the beginning. It's very unfilial."

There was a forced and helpless smile on the corner of Xu Li's lips, and he shook his head self-deprecatingly, "Mom, but I want to tell you that you are really wrong, your extreme approach back then was really wrong. Your paranoia ruined everything. How many people's lives. I can tell you with certainty now that I have never regretted my original choice from the beginning to the end. The only regret may be the frizz and impulsiveness at that time. I shouldn't be as tough as you Resistance forced you to take extreme actions, resulting in an irreversible tragic situation. When you left, you left your last words and vowed to separate me and Yusheng. Yes, you did, and I had to follow your request I left him and left here. But, in the end, have you seen the ending everyone got, are you satisfied with the result?"

Xu Li took a deep breath, and then let out a heavy breath, "Have you seen how many people's misfortunes have been caused by your paranoia? The misfortunes of Yu Sheng and me are inevitable, because we are the cause of the whole thing, But what about other people, they are all innocent, but they have to bear the harm caused by these wrong bigotry, ruining their lives and even their whole lives, is Yu Sheng's wife Huo Simin wrong? Because she married someone who doesn't love her But she was depressed and unhappy all her life, and never got real happiness. Because of her kindness, she became the biggest victim in this incident. Besides, Yusheng's two children are even more innocent, but they have to live in such a lonely family. Yihan in our family also grew up in an unhealthy family. I can’t give him a complete family. However, I’m glad that they are all children with good qualities in themselves, and they all became good children in the end. , but the lack of childhood and the care of a complete family have become regrets that they can never make up for in their entire lives. Mom, if you see today's ending, would you still have the heart to separate us? You will hurt more because of your own disapproval Will you cause more misfortune? I know that although you are stubborn, you are always a kind person."

Xu Li paused, and then took a deep breath, "It's just that there are no ifs in life, and you will never come back to me. I'm just sorry, I'm sorry that what I thought was correct is actually a bigger mistake. The more bone-destroying damage is irreparable in a lifetime. And it is just because in your eyes, it is unacceptable and incomprehensible, and it is another way of life that is different from ordinary people. If you don’t care so much about other people’s gossip, you will always live in the judgment of others If you don’t be loyal to yourself in the comments, maybe you won’t be so paranoid. Today, I can tell you firmly that falling in love with Yusheng is the most correct thing in my life. I am very glad that I fell in love with him. I never gave up loving him because he was of the same sex. In this regard, I never think there is any embarrassment or concealment. I strive for my own happiness for love, and I am loyal to my heart. There is nothing embarrassing that is unspeakable. I I love him not because of his gender or his external conditions, but because he is him. He makes me feel that living in this world is meaningful and valuable. His understanding and tolerance are the warmth that I can't let go of. He can give me the motivation to become a better version of myself. Isn’t this the best love and the best partner? People, after living in this world for only a few decades, why did you come here? What is the meaning of your life? What? This is the reason why you should be true to yourself when you live."

Xu Yihan saw his father raised his head, looked up at the sky, and let out a calm sigh of relief, "I won't run away anymore. Although Yu Sheng's body left this world, he still lives here with me," Xu Li said. Clutching his chest piously, "I will never leave again for the rest of my life, I will always stay by his side and guard our love."

"Dad, Mom, I have to ask you to forgive me for being unfilial, but I just want to be myself and live what I want most. Everyone is an independent individual, and only I can be responsible for my own life. Other people's concerns can't affect my determination, and I should be the best of myself in life. Therefore, I will respect my heart and continue to live well."

Xu Li turned around, smiled slightly, and glanced at Xu Yihan behind him, "As for our Yihan, as long as he is virtuous, honest, kind, active and healthy, I will respect all his choices and find his true happiness."

Xu Yihan stepped forward to support Xu Li's shoulder, a little choked up, "Dad, grandpa and grandma will hear your words, they will understand you and forgive you, the most important thing for us alive is to live every day seriously."

Xu Li patted Xu Yihan's hand on his shoulder, "Yihan, I am very pleased that you are finally with Ziheng. You two are the continuation of me and Yusheng, the continuation of our love, and the continuation of happiness. Let me The regrets with him are finally fulfilled by the two of you."

Xu Li bowed deeply three times in silence, then turned around, "Let's go, accompany me to see Yusheng."

Entering the cemetery, Xu Yihan accompanied Xu Li to Yan Yusheng's tomb, put down a bunch of chrysanthemums in his hand, then retreated behind Xu Li, and left silently.

He knew that they needed time alone, that his father had too much to say, that they had their own world, that they could only have and share with each other, and that even his son should not bother.