The Continuation of Only You

Pushing open the half-covered door, Yan Ziheng was lying on the desk in a daze, Li Ke stood by the door and knocked several times before he raised his head in surprise, stood up hurriedly, "Oh, Uncle Li, why are you here, hurry up Come in and sit."

Li Ke closed the door with a smile, and walked to the desk, "Zi Heng, what happened to you just now, why are you so excited, is it because your relationship is not going well?"

"Ah, no, no."

Yan Ziheng adjusted his mood, tried his best to calm down the previous distress, forced a smile, but was still a little flustered.

"Look at your absent-minded appearance, it means that you haven't told the truth with Uncle Li. Does the person you like have other thoughts and not focus on you?"

What Li Ke got to the bottom of this was not because he was gossip, but purely out of concern. After Yan Yusheng left, he was the closest elder of the two brothers and sisters of the Yan family. Moreover, he rarely saw Yan Ziheng as excited and abnormal as before. , if this relationship really encounters any difficulties, he will try his best to help him.

"No, he probably doesn't hate me." Yan Ziheng bowed his head in embarrassment, but he still didn't have much confidence, and he didn't ask if he had the same feelings as himself.

"How do you get along? Are you okay?"

"Ah, very good."

"Since this is the case, you both have mutual intentions, so why do you still say you won't marry?" After asking a few words, Li Ke became more and more confused, unable to figure out what went wrong.

"Because, because, well, I don't know anymore."

Yan Ziheng hesitated to speak, he didn't know how to express such feelings to an elder, he was a little embarrassed.

"En?" Li Ke always had a loving smile on his face. At this moment, his heart was full of love for this junior. Seeing that he was at a loss for what to say, he wanted to analyze the situation for him more patiently. If the person is in any trouble, he can help him, "If you believe in Uncle Li, why don't you talk to Uncle Li now and see if I can help you."

Yan Ziheng glanced at Li Ke gratefully, turned his head to one side, clenched the corners of his lips, scratched his scalp hesitantly, wandering between saying and not saying, it was difficult to speak, but, if you want to talk about this matter It will be a matter of time before the development is made public. Anyway, we have to talk about it sooner or later. Since Li Ke asked him about it now, he might as well confess his feelings to him. I also have a bottom in my heart.

After a few seconds of silence, Yan Ziheng had already thought about it back and forth, so he took a deep breath and mustered up the courage he could have.

"Uncle Li, actually, I," paused, choked hard, my heart was really blocked before I could speak, and my tongue lost its flexibility, "You also know the person I like."

"Oh, I know, who is that?"

Upon hearing this, Li Ke immediately went through the suitable candidate in his mind, but he didn't think of who this person would be.

In fact, Li Ke saw all the embarrassment and shyness shown by Yan Ziheng, and waited patiently for him to speak slowly, as long as he was willing to confess to him, it showed that he, as an elder, was in He still has some weight in his heart, and Li Ke is also very happy because of this.

"Yes……"

Yan Ziheng hesitated again, clasped his hands together and pressed them against the tip of his nose, his cheeks slowly began to show a faint crimson color, he was too shy to look at Li Ke, and slowly stretched out the index finger of one of his hands, pointing straight He looked at a wall beside him, and then made a sound.

"he."

"she?"

Li Ke looked in the direction of his finger, only one wall was blank.

I was stunned for a few seconds, and when I turned my head in a daze again, I suddenly understood, and I was immediately surprised that my lips formed an "O".

"You, you mean the next door, next door Yihan?"

It was completely unexpected, but there were more complicated emotions that could not be expressed in my heart.

Both sides of the cheeks were blushing due to Li Ke's direct question, Yan Ziheng nodded shyly, "Well, it's him, I didn't expect to like him, but I fell in love with him unconsciously , is the kind of love that I want to be by his side and be with him all my life. As long as I see him, my heart will be at ease and at ease, and I can feel that I am a warm and happy person. Therefore, I don't even dare to think about the day when I have to be separated from him in the future, I know, if there is such a day, I will definitely not be able to accept it."

Li Ke was stunned for a while, not knowing what to say, such entanglement, such fate, the only thing that can explain it is fate.

Perhaps, the two of them came to this world with the continuation of their father's feelings at the beginning of their birth. Early at that time, they carved the inescapable fate for each other. It will really continue between his sons and become the ultimate consummation of the two.

Looking deeply at the person who was a little anxious and shy waiting for him to respond, I suddenly felt unspeakable relief in my heart. If the two of them can really love and cherish each other together, he must be the first to give them heartfelt love. For those who bless them, he will try his best to protect their feelings, so that their happiness will not be disturbed by the sorrow of their parents.

"Ziheng," Li Ke called Yan Ziheng softly, the smile on his lips was very simple and direct, "You know? Uncle Li envies you for being so lucky, having the opportunity and ability to protect yourself love, because no matter what your lover is, you can be with him through your own efforts, unlike me, and unlike your father, who have suffered a lifetime for this."

"You? My dad?"

Yan Ziheng originally thought that Li Ke would give him two attitudes, either objecting or accepting, but he didn't expect that his words were not at all what he expected, so he was surprised, and immediately straightened up, searching with eyes full.

"Well, you heard me right, you are luckier than both of us, just say me, you only know that I have never married in my life, and I only have an adopted son like Zexuan, but you don't know the real reason."

Li Ke leaned back in the chair, Yan Ziheng rarely saw his mournful expression, he couldn't help being solemn, and didn't dare to speak out easily, for fear of disturbing his memory.

"Actually, I am from City S. At that time, I was an alumnus of University C with that person. He was one year older than me. Because we both came from City S, he took special care of me. Over time, I developed a feeling for him. Different feelings. In fact, he has always had a girlfriend in his hometown. He just waited for him to get married when he returned to S city after graduation, but he never expected that we would meet. When I developed feelings for him, he also realized that he had feelings for me. It’s different, but we didn’t dare to say it easily, because at that time there were too many constraints from the external environment, and we were all timid. Until his internship, we once drank too much because we couldn’t help it, and finally crossed the threshold. , Only then did we dare to express our hearts to each other."

When Li Ke said this, he paused for a moment, and smiled faintly at Yan Ziheng. This smile should be full of the original beauty and sweetness.

"He returned to City S after graduation. When he left, he gave me a promise to wait for him, saying that he would definitely go home and take care of the family arrangements, and then come to City C. He wanted to be with me. I have no doubts I wrote the letter, but I waited and hoped that there would be no news from him for a whole year. At that time, I didn't dare to take the initiative to find him. I just waited for him to deal with the family affairs and come to me. I didn't return until I graduated. When I arrived in City S, I found a general address he had left for me, and found him after many inquiries. Only then did I know that he was married half a year ago. When I saw him, his wife I have been pregnant for more than two months, this reality is crushed like five thunders, and I am in pain, because I gave all my emotions for him, foolishly imagining that he will come back to me after a year, and then we can Live happily together. As a result, what I waited for was nothing, and the reality was crueler than I imagined."

Li Ke said here with a wry smile, "Actually, I only heard about it later that he tried his best for our relationship, but he couldn't pass the hurdle of family affection. His mother forced him to marry his fiancée with death." , he is a filial son, he dare not disobey, so he can only accept his fate helplessly."

With deep eyes, Li Ke was completely immersed in his own memories, he stopped talking helplessly, Yan Ziheng sat in another chair beside him, wanting to get closer to him, to give him some warm comfort .

"I understand and understand his helplessness, but it doesn't mean accepting and forgiving his cowardice. Because in my opinion, not only is a person not qualified to bind and influence other people's lives in his life, but he can't let go because of other people's paranoia, ignorance, selfishness, vanity, etc. Waiting for those selfish desires that are not positive to bury one's life in vain, giving up one's own value and happiness to follow other people's standards, to live the self that should be in the eyes of others, and in the end, it is not the one that one wants to be the most. That is what I despised. Although I was extremely sad at the time, I could not fall down. I must be strong and bravely come out of the past that he brought me pain. So, after clearing up my mood On the third day, I left City S and returned to City C. It was at that time that by chance, I met your father who was an alumnus of mine and was three years older than me. In the trough of life, I am suffering from more painful emotional torture than I am. Maybe it is because of the same disease, we hit it off immediately, and after getting acquainted soon, we also know each other's sad experiences, and we know how to cherish each other. So, you Only then will I see that I have stayed by your father's side and become his closest friend, and together with him, I have gradually made Yan Shi into what you see today."

Speaking of this, Li Ke stopped again. Yan Ziheng wanted to pour him a glass of water, but he was afraid that his sudden departure would disturb his thoughts, so he continued to sit beside him in a difficult way, pulling his hands together. Rubbing his arm, I really wanted to comfort him, but I couldn't find the right entrance. Gradually, I saw that the wry smile on his face suddenly turned into a sad look.

"I thought that as long as I left quietly, he would be able to live happily ever after, but fate made a bigger joke for me. After five years of marriage, he and his wife died in a car accident. "

Shocked by this sudden fact, Yan Ziheng felt a chill down his spine, seeing the dim light in Li Ke's eyes, and his voice became even deeper.

"When I heard the news, I rushed to City S without any hesitation. I was more sad than when he left me. Although I have come out of the past grief, I still only have him in my heart. As long as he is still alive, there will always be a concern in my heart, a direction to miss, but he turned around and left without even saying goodbye. Not anymore. At that time, my heart was really hollowed out. On the day before I was about to leave S City and return to C City, I accidentally heard that his four-year-old son had no one to take care of him, and his grandma was also a year and a half ago He passed away, so I immediately decided to adopt him and raise him well."

Speaking of this, Li Ke finally had a trace of relaxed and proud emotion in his eyes, which dissipated those gnawing sorrows, and turned his head to look at the person who had been listening to his story, "I have fulfilled my original promise, his The child is now Zexuan, Cheng Zexuan."

After speaking, Li Ke reached out and patted the back of his arm gratefully, and gave him a grateful smile.He has always known clearly that even after many years have passed, his heart will still be sad because of these memories. It is a grief that is branded in his bones and blood, and it will be difficult to erase it in his life.

Therefore, he always restrained himself not to touch, not to recall.

If it wasn't for Yan Ziheng's unexpected emotion to touch him today, how could he put himself into the sorrow of the past again.

After listening to Li Ke's narration, Yan Ziheng felt an unspeakable blockage in his heart, as if a heavy boulder was pressing on his chest, which made him breathless and uncomfortable.

Distressed and sympathetic, admiring and sad, such a heart-wrenching emotional experience in Li Ke really shocked him and moved him.I didn't expect this elegant and loving elder to be such a deeply affectionate person. To be attached to a relationship is to last a lifetime, and it is difficult to take it back after true love.

It turns out that everyone living in this world has their own difficulties that they must endure, and everyone has their own difficulties.

"Zi Heng, the best form of love is not only true love, but more importantly, the existence of that person will stimulate your potential and let you continue to move towards a better self. I see you like this now, Therefore, if you see your heart clearly, you must strive for it and cherish it, and all sincere love should be treated well." After Li Ke finished speaking, he got up and patted Yan Ziheng on the shoulder again, leaving him an encouragement After smiling, he dragged his sad and mournful body and left his office.

The tip of Yan Ziheng's nose was sour, and a mist of mist had quietly entered his eyes. Looking at Li Ke's receding figure, he was very sad. The traces of time had been carved into his increasingly vicissitudes of body Everything is changing and getting old, but the heart he loved when he was young is as clear and firm as ever.

Yan Ziheng, who was relieved from the sadness, immediately made his best decision. Like those who are brave for love, he is fearless, firm and persistent. In order to protect his love, he must give birth to a more indestructible courage.