The Continuation of Only You

After seeing off the two brothers and sisters of the Yan family, they were the two brothers and sisters of the Song family. Xu Yihan turned to look at the two who were walking by them.

"Chen Yuan, both of you hurry back, Chen Xuan is yawning, this girl must be very sleepy, pay attention to safety and drive carefully."

"Well," Song Chenyuan cast a glance at Ms. Song who was indeed looking sleepy, and shook his head helplessly: "Then let's go first, we'll see who traps her, and you all pay attention to safety, and we will make an appointment again when we have a chance."

"Thank you Brother Lin Ran for giving Chen Xuan the wind, I had a very happy day today, ah..."

Song Chenxuan politely expressed her thanks to Lin Ran, but she was really sleepy, and couldn't help but yawned before she finished speaking, "Let's go first, brother Yihan, goodbye."

"Well, little Chenxuan, goodbye!"

Xu Yihan really thought this little girl was cute in his heart, raised the corners of his mouth and smiled slightly, waved his hand to say goodbye to her.

Seeing the car lights disappearing into the night, Lin Ran walked up to Xu Yihan, patted him on the shoulder, and stood beside the car with him.

"How about I go have a drink with you?"

Xu Yihan didn't reply immediately, he stared at a small clump of green bamboo by the roadside, pursed his lips without emotion, and kept playing with the car keys in his hand.

Seeing that he didn't make a sound, Lin Ran continued to speak, "You are really good tonight, you have left Master Yan all night, don't you see how much he enjoyed this meal? I see, he just It was all his thoughts that were spent looking for opportunities to show his presence in front of you."

Xu Yihan shifted his gaze to the more distant sky under the dark curtain, "Let's not talk about him, let's go, don't you want to drink more? Go to my house, there are still a few bottles of good wine that suit your taste."

After the two drove back to Xu Yihan's apartment, they opened a bottle of 82-year-old Lafite and sat side by side on the sofa chatting about the taste of red wine.

At the beginning Xu Yihan was very bored, and frowned without saying anything, Lin Ran was very dissatisfied with the atmosphere, feeling strangely depressed, squinting at the person beside him, frowned, and spoke first.

"Why do I feel that your mood is not much better than that of Young Master Yan? What's your situation?"

Xu Yihan glanced at Lin Ran, "I'm a little tired."

"You're tired, are you tired of Young Master Yan? His nerves are exhausted by you. Didn't you see that you've been out of your mind since you appeared? It's hard for him to eat this meal today because he's always out of shape. I'm tired of eating."

Xu Yihan didn't answer. Although he had said before that he didn't want to mention him, he couldn't bear Lin Ran's change of location and provoked this again. At the same time, the embarrassed face flashed in his eyes, so he no longer wanted to avoid talking about him. topic, but I can't tell what it's like, angry, annoyed and distressed.

"Yihan, I think you've tied him up too tightly, you're a little too concerned."

Lin Ran picked up the wine glass and touched the glass in Xu Yihan's hand. He was very surprised by his behavior today, as if there were many emotions that he couldn't understand, unlike the person he knew in the past.

Xu Yihan stared sideways at him, frowning, thoughtful.

"Anyway, I can't understand it. Unlike the you I know, you have some emotional things."

"Oh, emotional, then tell me, what is emotional?"

Xu Yihan pulled the corners of his lips lightly, which seemed to be a smile, but there was no smile on his brows and eyes.

"I don't know," couldn't help but glance at him, curled his lips a little dissatisfied: "If you hide it on purpose, how can I see clearly that Zuo is just related to that kid," Lin Ran paused , patted Xu Yihan's shoulder, "But you are caring enough, it's not easy to let that kid enter the company in a regular manner, and learn to improve."

Xu Yihan returned him a forced smile, put his legs on the sofa, and found a more comfortable position for himself.At first he thought that Lin Ran might see something, but he revealed himself too clearly, but in the end he thought too much. If he didn't see any hope, he didn't want to hide it from Lin Ran. Since it can only be a secret at the moment, Then let it be a secret in his heart.

"Yeah, it's just the beginning of joining the company, and he still has a long way to go in the future."

Leaning forward, he put his hands on Lin Ran's shoulders, and smiled ambiguously, "The road to Ziyu seems to be even longer."

Lin Ran was stunned for a moment, and stared at him with a little embarrassment in his heart: "You still have the nerve to say, I think her thoughts are mostly on you now, if you also mean that, then I will naturally not have such a plan, you I know that the brotherhood between us is the most important thing, but if such a good girl is dragged away by others, it would be too uneconomical, what a pity."

Xu Yihan nodded in agreement, "What she thinks about me is at most a little affection for a new brother who has appeared differently, it's not a specific feeling, it's far away from what you think. Since you are really in love , just seize the opportunity and don't miss it, Ziyu is a girl who looks delicate but is actually very intelligent and assertive, as long as you put your heart into it and treat her sincerely, she will see clearly." Pat again Lin Ran's shoulder, it's always good to give some encouragement, "Come on, you can do it, I see that you two are a good match!"

It was rare for Lin Ran to feel embarrassed, but he was always thick-skinned, and nodded in agreement, "I believe this, but, you really don't have that kind of thought for Ziyu?"

Xu Yihan couldn't catch such a nice girl, so I really don't know what kind of person he has his eyes on.

"Of course, you don't have to doubt this. Whether it's now or in the future, she has only one identity in my eyes, and she can only be a younger sister. If she is willing, I will take good care of her for the rest of her life."

Xu Yihan looked at Lin Ran steadfastly, the firmness in his words could not be doubted or refuted.

"I really don't know what kind of person you will fall in love with." He was helpless and curious about this, "I really want to see if you can still live in such a peaceful way after being moved by someone." After speaking, he raised his head and drank Drained the wine in the glass.

Yes, what kind of person.

Xu Yihan also asked himself in his heart, what kind of person he is, this is a difficult and easy question.

In the past, he thought he understood him. Although he had never met him face to face, he really understood him with his heart, but now, he didn't know how much weight he had in his heart, the only one he believed to be right.He thought that he was slowly walking into him, but today his performance made him feel pushed away again. Does he really not want to spend more time with him?

Looking at the rest of the wine in the glass, I lost sleep again in a confused night.

When Yan Ziheng and Yan Ziyu returned home, the bird's nest stewed by Huo Qin happened to be out of the pot. They were surprised to see the two of them enter the room together, and hurriedly filled two bowls and brought them to the living room.

"Ziyu, why did you come back today? Is there no class tomorrow? It's just right, I stewed the bird's nest, drink it before going to bed."

"Thank you, Aunt Huo. My brother and I just finished eating and we're not hungry. You can put it away first. Chen Xuan is back, so I'll come back today to welcome her, and I'll go back to school tomorrow morning."

Yan Ziyu got herself a glass of water, and handed it to Yan Ziheng.

Yan Ziheng's tasteless food tonight made him have a bad appetite. He drank a bowl of soup and stopped moving his chopsticks after a few dishes. The feeling of emptiness in his stomach didn't make him think that this bowl of bird's nest appeared in time. He glanced at the steaming bowl on the low table, took two sips of boiled water and put down the cup.

"Ziyu, Aunt Huo, I'm going upstairs first, I won't drink the bird's nest, I'm sleepy, I want to sleep first."

"Zi Heng, drink some more..." Huo Qin hurriedly moved forward to move the bowl on the low table, trying to stop the person who had already got up and walked away.

"Don't drink, I'm going up." After finishing speaking, he drooped his head sullenly, and walked straight to the corridor, leaving Huo Qin with suspicious and worried gazes.

"What's wrong with your brother today? Is he feeling uncomfortable and listless?"

Huo Qin sat back beside Yan Ziyu, worried.

"He's fine, don't worry about him, maybe he's not used to it when he first joined the company, he's tired." After Yan Ziheng finished speaking, he turned around and gave Huo Qin a comforting hug, "Aunt Huo, I'm tired too, I'll drink the bird's nest tomorrow morning, I Go to bed first, you have a busy day and rest earlier."

Huo Qin looked at the back of Yan Ziyu's leaving, and shook his head helplessly, the two siblings were probably pretending to be troubled.

Back in the bedroom, Yan Ziheng couldn't wait to climb onto the bed after a simple wash, pulled the quilt over his head, closed his eyes, and fell asleep.

One minute later, he had to put his head out of the quilt with a mournful face. He was so suffocated that a faint blush from lack of oxygen appeared on his face.

Annoyed, he turned over and opened his eyes. The discomfort in his heart directly stimulated his brain and he couldn't calm down. He was very wronged and sad, and hated that once he met that person, he would become a dumbass, and his brain and courage would be lost in an instant.

Time passed by every minute and every second, and the person lying on the bed still didn't feel sleepy at all, and his heart was full of panic.At this moment, I really realized what it means to toss and turn, and it is difficult to fall asleep.

How could Yan Ziheng fall asleep, now his mind is full of Xu Yihan's face, Xu Yihan's words, Xu Yihan's smile when he is not annoyed, Xu Yihan's cold face that frightened him when he was angry and glared at him, turning his face towards Yan Ziyu is kind A caring smile, that kind of smile is so warm and charming, it makes him lose his mind, this kind of smile is the warmth he craves so much, it can illuminate his dark inner world.

But the reality hurt him severely, Xu Yihan ignored him all night, as if he was no longer in his eyes, let alone such a warm smile.

Thinking about what happened tonight and the relationship between the two in the company, Yan Ziheng's heart was inexplicably compressed. Although he was very resistant to this person disrupting his life at first, it was something he could do nothing about, but he couldn't twist his arms Thigh, he quickly gave up struggling, and slowly accepted and complied with all the arrangements he gave him.

The real reason why he was able to change in a short period of time was because since he appeared, even though he hated him for taking everything away from him, the sense of security he felt in his heart was real. The care he always wanted from his father made his heart, which had been confused for many years, feel a little bit of stability. Although he was still afraid of him and afraid of him, there was already a voice in the deepest part of his heart telling him more and more clearly. He, he wants to be close to him, to be warmed by his care.

The care he wanted was shattered tonight, and his sister Yan Ziyu was the protagonist of these happiness, easily holding everything he wanted in her hands, and he was pushed into the dark again. And the cold abyss.

Lying quietly on the bed, his black eyes stared motionlessly at the dark ceiling in the dark night, his sleepy and tired body couldn't restrain the pain and loneliness in his heart, it turned out that being completely ignored by him was such a painful thing, it was very painful break his heart.

The eyes were sour and filled with heat, and I closed my eyes hard, telling myself not to be sad for the person who already hated me, but the more I closed my heart, the more painful it was, and the more painful it was, the harder it was to sleep.

As if he had lost his sanity and soul, he didn't realize that he was jealous of his only relative, his most beloved sister.He only thinks that the suffering he has encountered today is all because he is Yan Yusheng's son, so Xu Yihan is also like his father, treating him with a completely different attitude from Yan Ziyu, just because He is a man and she is a woman?

His father had already hurt him terribly. He had been partial to girls since he was a child and disliked him as a boy?

The same tragedy happened again. Could it be that he is destined to be a person who cannot be cared for just because of his unchangeable gender?

Suddenly, Yan Ziheng seemed to understand everything.

He sat up suddenly, yes, it must be the reason, Yan Ziyu is a girl, he likes her.Yan Ziheng is a boy, so he despises himself.Right, that is it.He found the answer, because it was the only explanation he could think of, the same one his father had.

But, why does he have to be like his father and only like her?They met only a handful of times, how could they only like her?

The more he thought about it, the more panicked he became. The fact that Xu Yihan only liked Yan Ziyu made him even more depressed.Shouldn't he be happy about this, why is he so painful and sad?If it's what he thinks, shouldn't he be happy for him as an older brother?There is one more person who loves his sister as much as he does.But this time, why does his heart hurt so much?It's so uncomfortable, so sad, like a heavy hammer is pressing on my chest, and I can't break free.

Insomnia, the surroundings are silent, and the whole building sinks silently into the deepest dark night.Only Yan Ziheng was still staring at the ceiling in a daze with his eyes open, his insomnia was very thorough tonight.

The heart fell into the darkness with the increasingly gloomy night, trapped in the cold and could not find a trace of heat, the mind was still full of that name, that figure, that delicate face, and the emotions were still those annoying boredom and panic.

Now, the only thing he can hope for is that the dawn will come sooner, he has to go to the company immediately, and see him as soon as possible, and then, then, tell him that Yan Ziheng cannot accept Xu Yihan's neglect.

Then again?

Then, can you ask him not to hate him like his father and alienate him.