【Cang Qiao】Bodhi

--What is he saying?

Cang Yue Guming looked at the monk who was pretending to be alienated in front of him, his mind was numb.In front of his eyes, he could only see Qiao Tathagata's lips opening and closing, and he seemed to hear the words that he said not long ago, but he didn't seem to hear them.

In desperation, he turned into a human form, held the opponent's cold hand, opened his eyes wide open, stared into Qiao Rulai's eyes, and waited for the opponent's answer.Calm and desperate, shocked and pathetic, like a prisoner waiting for the judge's final verdict.

Qiao Rulai's eyes were light and calm, not even the slender eyelashes blinked frequently, and she stared motionlessly at the mournful young king in front of her eyes.He wanted to answer, so he loosened his teeth, until now he felt a faint smell of blood between his teeth, and his lower lip also hurt a little.

It seemed that the bite was too hard——he thought about it for a moment, and then he didn't think about the wound anymore. His gaze was still fixed on Cang Yue Guming, and that gaze was also dull, unable to see the wound. Any emotion, no sadness or joy, no anger or anger.Qiao Rulai felt that the hands holding her were gradually becoming damp and cold, but he still didn't care, just like he didn't care that he bit himself.

Time passed by bit by bit, and Cang Yue Guming finally heard a dry and hoarse sentence like a knife sharpening iron before his heart and hands were completely cooled: "Qiao Ru said that from now on, the mountains will be high and the water will be long. In one place..."

This sentence was spoken lightly and calmly, as if the speaker had really let go of everything and just wanted to part ways and seek relief.Qiao Tathagata chewed the ending sound in her mouth, rolled her eyes, and the warm gold shimmered slightly, focusing on the sweaty forehead of the Wolf King.He paused, exhaled with a half-sigh and half-sigh, and added softly:

"Let me go……"

Such an alienated attitude, such respectful words, and such a gesture of refusal all hurt Cang Yue Guming's heart.There was a spasm-like throbbing pain in the corner of his eyes, three points of his hand, the palms touched each other, the coldness of each other melted into one, but they couldn't touch half of the appearance of the person in front of him.Pale lips and hair, unwavering eyebrows and eyes, dignified body and mind, all of them are compassionate, all of them are solemn and sacred, but none of them are not like Buddha statues in front of the hall carved from stone and jade.Cang Yue Guming only felt that Qiao Tathagata was like those dead things eating incense and worshiping at this time. He lost his heart and lost his love.

In an instant, he felt flustered like never before.Compared with the confusion when he saw the Bodhizi disappear thousands of years ago, this kind of bewilderment is more flustered, more chaotic, more frightening, and more... heartbreaking.

But before he had time to explore why there was such a difference, he was distracted by the light sentence "Let me go".Cang Yue Guming only felt that his heart was hit three times, each time was heavier and more painful.He opened his eyes wide, blue eyes filled with thousands of years of love and longing, every inch was filled with waiting and waiting, but when the cause and effect came to an end, he was told to "let go" ?

Who do you let go?him?

So, who will let go of this self who has been entangled by fate for thousands of years and can no longer escape?

Qiao Ru said to let him go, so who... will let him go again?

The simple three characters seemed to be turned into a sharp knife, directly pierced Cang Yue Gu Ming's heart, stirred it several times, and after the flesh and blood were torn apart, a piece of blood dripped out.The emotional turmoil brought blood to the dantian, and Cang Yue Guming gave a sweetness in his throat, and then secretly swallowed the blood along with the sorrow and bitterness that surged up.Qiao Tathagata's lips were pale, with fresh blood stains on them, like red plums and plain silk, but it made his eyes sore.

He pushed his knees forward, and his whole body was moving forward, swiftly and violently, but he withdrew all the impulses of questioning and blaming in his heart when the tip of his nose was about to touch.He watched quietly and deeply from this incomparably intimate distance, his eyes were lingering and lingering, as if he wanted to imprint these beautiful eyes like golden sands into his heart.Between the intertwined noses, Cang Yue Guming smelled the fragrance of Qiao Rulai's body again, it was the scent of thread and sandalwood, bitter and elegant, familiar...but strange.

——How can we continue to stay together?So what, the lonely king can protect you forever?

Cang Yue Guming stared at the person in front of him infatuatedly, but the thoughts in his heart were like a mess.

Cang Yue Guming was entangled in his heart, but Qiao Rulai didn't know it at all.He could only see that the other party's eyes were suddenly filled with a look of extreme sorrow, and those emotions were reflected in the color as deep as the sea, revealing a kind of despair and sorrow that was about to come out, as if the longing and panic of an unknown age had accumulated, and it was dull Difficulty is unbearable.

At this moment, the smell of blood in his mouth has faded, and the fishy sweetness is too light to be tasted, but Qiao Tathagata feels a non-physiological astringency welling up from the base of his tongue, which makes him feel pain in his heart, and makes him lower his eyes subconsciously. , staggering his gaze, no longer facing Cang Yue Guming's sorrowful and sorrowful eyes at this moment.

Only he moved his gaze away half a minute, and a very familiar voice came from his mind:

--sorry……

Qiao Rulai raised her eyes suddenly, and felt a soft and moist touch on her lips in astonishment.This touch was light and gentle, with all kinds of guilt, all kinds of treasures, and all kinds of love, rubbing into his body little by little, giving him the illusion that he was really cared for at this moment.

He was stunned for a moment, his mind went blank, and he didn't come back to his senses until the warm breath of the other party brushed his face.He found that Cang Yue Guming's face was very close to him, too close, he could even smell the faint fragrance from the other person's body, he could feel the soft touch of the fur coat against his body, and he could also see the pair of The beautiful eyes were tightly closed at this moment, and the crimson eyelashes trembled slightly as if uneasily, casting a shadow on the pale skin under the eyes.

It was only at this moment that Qiao Tathagata realized that the posture of the two of them was too ambiguous.

He was restrained in Cang Yue Guming's arms, and he couldn't move even a little bit.With one hand, the other party plunged into his hair forcefully, holding the back of his head with the palm of his hand, not allowing him to move his head and dodge; the other hand pressed on the hollow of his lower back, bringing his whole body into the arms of that person, breaking his body. retreat.

Although Qiao Tathagata has escaped into the Buddhist sect of lay people, she is not completely ignorant of love and love in this world.At this moment, the lips are touching, the noses are intertwined, and the body is entangled, all of which indicate one thing——

Cang Yue groaned and kissed him.

This realization made Qiao Rulai start to struggle desperately.He closed his eyes, and pressed his hand on Cang Yue Guming's shoulder covered with animal fur with all his strength. Not only did he not pull the man away halfway, but his palm was frequently scratched by the plush, making his hands crisp The itching made him feel even more anxious and impatient.Qiao Tathagata placed her hand on Cang Yue Gu Ming's heart again, and her fingertips sank into the fabric of the clothes. While pushing hard against the person in front of her, she shook her head from side to side, trying to widen the distance between the two of them and avoid the meaning unknown kiss.But he just pushed the person away a little, and he wanted to ask questions when he opened his mouth, but the next moment, Cang Yue Guming rubbed him into his arms again and blocked his lips.

Cang Yue Guming kissed very hard, his lips were grinding, his teeth collided, his hands were as strong as cast iron, he held Qiao Tathagata tightly in his arms, not allowing anyone to dodge in the slightest.He kissed so hard that Qiao Rulai couldn't resist, nor did she want to.He never stopped pushing and struggling when his lips and tongue were intertwined, but he accidentally hurt Cang Yue Guming's lips when he moved.The tingling sensation from the tip of the teeth piercing the flesh of the lips did not stop King Xi Miao's movements in the slightest. He tightened his arms, and pressed down vigorously in a kissing posture, rubbing the blood on the lips of the two of them together, grinding hard Hun, as if in this way, the person in his arms who is cold and wants to part with him can be kneaded into this body of flesh and blood, relying on each other, blending together, staying together, never separating, and never letting go.

During this stalemate, Qiao Rulai suddenly felt a lightness on her lips, and the other party seemed to have ended this forced kiss, and finally relieved his long-suffering breath.He raised his eyes, and unexpectedly bumped into those sea-like eyes again.From those eyes, he could see the longing and longing that lasted forever, as well as the vicissitudes and contemplation that had lasted for a long time, and more, it was a blue full of sadness and guilt, soft and sour, hitting the tip of his heart.

He heard a whisper like a whisper, as light as fluttering catkins, but with deep affection, like the tenderness of a lover's ears and temples, but also like the last lament before a bird throws itself on a thorn:

"Sorry……"

Before he could react, his lips were sealed again.

Qiao Tathagata was bedridden for five days, her body was weak and weak, and she had lost most of her strength after struggling violently just now.This time he was kissed again, although he resisted in his heart, but after a few pushes, he helplessly softened his body.His nose was getting heavy, his breathing was rapid, his waist and limbs were limp and boneless, but his hands were still resting on Cang Yue Gu Ming's chest, not daring to relax in the slightest.Such a state of letting go of mermaid meat suddenly released the emotions that had been suppressed in Qiao Rulai's heart for a long time.The corners of his eyes were astringent, the tip of his nose was sour, and the faint scent of green grass passed through his nose. It was supposed to be a soothing fragrance, but it amplified the anger and grievance in his heart without limit.The surging emotions gradually merged into a wetness in Qiao Rulai's eyes, and two drops of clear tears condensed at the end of the eyes, which dripped down along with the slight trembling of the eyelashes, and slid down the cheeks.

Cang Yue Guming ended the kiss when the corners of his lips were wet with tears.His eyes are still full of melancholy, the sorrow in his eyes has not been removed by the closeness of his lips and teeth with the person he thinks in his heart, the saltiness in his mouth is just like his current state of mind, the taste has been turned back and forth, and finally merged into a "bitterness" .Cang Yue Guming withdrew his hand, and gently caressed Pretty Tathagata's face as if touching a fragile object. His fingertips snaked up along the water marks on the side of his cheeks, stopped at the corners of his eyes, and wiped away the remaining water. That little tear.

After everything was done, he softened the corners of his brows, and formed a deep and sad smile on the line of his lips, then lowered his eyes, and traced his fingertips half nostalgicly along the side of Qiao Tathagata's cheeks, and finally left completely.The robes fluttered, amidst the rustling of the fabric, Cang Yue Guming turned into a beast again, walked to the edge of the tent, and lay down quietly.

The eyes of the wolf beast are like the sea, still blue. He gave Qiao Tathagata a final glance with an extremely complicated, sad but affectionate eyes, and then he looked away, guarding her with a guardian attitude. Inside the tent door, there was silence and no sound.

He made a choice - he didn't choose to let go and leave completely, nor did he choose to be intimacy and close as usual.Cang Yue Guming chose a distance not too far from Qiao Tathagata, nor too close, and with the same love and heart as in the past, he continued to guard the person he put on the tip of his heart.

While tears kept rolling down, Qiao Rulai stroked her bloody lips.His fingertips were slightly wet, and his mouth was slightly sore. He only felt that the tossing and turning during the kiss just now was still there, and the heat from when his lips and teeth were touching each other was still there.

He looked again at Cang Yue Guming who was standing in front of the tent, staring at the curtain without blinking for a moment, and the memory of the time when he was close to him just now flooded up, and his chest was throbbing.He touched his heart again, only to feel that a heart was beating like a drum, but it seemed that something was missing, empty and never complete.

Qiao Rulai touched her lap in a daze, her palm was warm, but his fingertips couldn't warm up for a long time.

That's right, the Bodhi heat in my arms is still there, but my body and mind are as cold as ice.The things around him are the same, the scenery is the same, the only difference is that there is no one who can be with him and be with him...

gray wolf.

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Qiao Tathagata was concerned about Bei Mingshang's injury and Fei Yuan's condition, and after a while she calmed down, she headed towards the Zhongjun tent.However, when he entered the tent, what he saw was the military doctor's bewildered and helpless expression, and Fei Yuan's eyes were red and swollen from crying, and he was sobbing.

In fact, Bei Mingshang is not dead, but he is not very optimistic.In order to protect Feiyuan comprehensively, he forcibly received a palm from Yinglong Master with all his strength, and his internal organs were severely injured by Yinglong's force.In the past few days, he has been sleeping and waking up from time to time, his consciousness is blurred, and his breath is like a wandering thread. The military doctors have tried their best, and they can only barely save his life after exhausting the elixir. But if they want to cure him, I'm afraid...

"—I can only bring the crown prince back to the sea, and invite the people from the imperial physician order to heal His Highness."

The medical officer let go of the pulse-cutting hand and shook his head helplessly.The day and night treatment and care almost cost half the life of this elderly medical officer. At this moment, he is haggard and tired. His old face is full of helplessness and anxiety. His pair of hale eyes look at half kneeling with pity. The girl beside the bed let out a sigh.

Fei Yuan is still holding Bei Mingshang's hand tightly at this moment, she has been doing this every day for the past few days.She has never left since she came back from the front line, she has never changed her blood-stained clothes, and she has never taken care of her messy temple hair. She just clasped her hands together and looked at Beimingshang's pale complexion, her swollen eyes were hung again. A layer of tear mist.

Her appearance was too worrying, Qiao Rulai couldn't bear it, so she stepped forward slowly and put her hand on Fei Yuan's shoulder.The girl raised her head sideways, taking into account the concern and worry on Qiao Tathagata's face, her long eyelashes moved slightly, and said in a low voice, "Qiao Tathagata, I'm fine."

After she finished speaking, she looked away again, looked quietly at Bei Mingshang's peaceful sleeping face at the moment, and said softly, "Let's take Ah Shang back to the sea. Maybe after we go back, Ah Shang will be saved..."

Qiao Rulai looked at Fei Yuan's side face, sighed softly, and nodded.

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The human world is vast, with a vast land and a vast ocean.

The ocean is boundless, and the water does not know where it comes from, nor where it goes.

Water benefits all things without competing, and there are thousands of creatures in the ocean. Because they live in the sea and their bodies are covered with scales, they are also called "the scale family". Among the "Scale Clan", they are further divided into the four veins of Kunpeng, Yuren, Baoshen, and Bochen, forming their own country, which is called "Sea Realm".

As far as the eye can see, there is a boundless sea, and the rootless water floats and lingers around the side. There are corals and mussels living next to each other, and swimming fish, shrimps and crabs occasionally sway past.What Qiao Tathagata saw when she entered the sea was such a quiet and peaceful blue scroll.

He had never seen such a wonderful scene before, so he couldn't help but wonder, sighed secretly in his heart, and subconsciously looked to the side.However, he only saw the monk's robe bobbing up and down in the rootless water, and the water plants under his feet were floating with the waves, but he couldn't see anything beside him.

That's right - Qiao Rulai thought - since that day, Cang Yue Guming has been staying more than a foot away from him, never getting close.

He turned his head sideways, glanced at the silver-gray figure following behind him from the corner of his eye, then turned his head quickly, blinked his dry eyes frequently, and followed everyone into the Zijin Palace.

The Lord of the Sea Territory has been waiting for a long time in the hall.

Lin Wang Beiming Feng Yu was handsome and imposing, with a natural air of a king.Qiao Tathagata doesn't know how to describe this feeling. The Lin King he saw has a certain amount of advance and retreat, is majestic and polite, behaves gracefully, and has a calm demeanor. It seems that nothing can shake him, even when he saw Bei Mingshang who was seriously injured and unconscious Did not show excessively agitated mood swings.The Lord of the Sea Territory just frowned, lowered his eyes, and there was only worry and heartache in his glass-like eyes, and he didn't express anything else.

He did a wonderful job, showing all the appearance of a king of a country.He sealed all his emotions in the appearance of a "monarch", and everything that was exposed outside was what the courtiers and the people wanted to see, and what a king should look like-steady, restrained, self-sufficient, Mount Tai collapses in front of the eyes without showing it, and it is the foundation and support of the country at any time.

Almost as soon as Qiao Rulai saw Beiming Fengyu, he thought of the Cang Yue Guming he saw that day—depressed and sad, reserved and desperate.The lord of Xi Miao seemed to have so many soft feelings in his heart that were about to rush out, but he never relieved them, he just kept them in his eyes, and even if his eyes were sad, he would not let those Emotions showed half of it.

Just as the youthful face was formed in her mind, Qiao Rulai realized that she was subconsciously thinking again.He blinked vigorously, completely suppressing the thoughts and worries in his heart, picked out a white crystal Buddha bead with his fingers, and recited Amitabha Buddha in his heart.

He wanted to forget the appearance of the young man, but those sad eyes seemed to be imprinted in the depths of his mind, and even the holy and selfless Sanskrit voice could not erase them.Qiao Tathagata pinched the palm of her hand, using the pain to overwhelm the soreness in her heart, she still maintained the appearance that nothing had happened on her face, but her fingertips clasped the holding beads tightly, and put her entire hand into the cloud sleeve.

Cang Yue Guming's eyes did not hide this tiny little movement, his every move was watched by him, without the slightest miss.Cang Yue Guming followed silently from the entrance of the sea to the door of the guest room, keeping a distance that was neither far nor close, his eyes following the figure of the monk in white until the last inch of his clothes completely disappeared before the door was closed.

He still bent down silently, just under the door and window of the guest room where Qiao Rulai was, not far away, only a distance away from a wall.He could vaguely hear the rustling of clothes in the house, the sound of burning candles and lamps, and holding beads and praying to Buddha. It was as usual, but unusual.The difference is that the habit of the people in the house before going to bed remains the same, the difference is that he has lost the qualification to witness all this with his own eyes.

The silver-gray wolf blinked, and rested its chin on the overlapping front paws, no more than half a point away.

Bei Mingshang's condition showed no sign of improvement after returning to the sea.

King Lin summoned the imperial physicians to order all the imperial physicians, and even broke the sea ban and invited doctors from outside to treat Bei Mingshang.But after using the panacea for several rounds, reviewing the pharmacopoeia and medical skills several times, and discussing Bei Mingshang's injury with all the doctors that King Lin could invite for several days, Bei Mingshang's physical condition became more and more dire. It went from bad to worse.

But the only gratifying thing is that after Bei Mingshang returned to the sea, he spent more time awake.Xu returned to the familiar environment and residence to let him relax unconsciously. Perhaps it was also the unique rootless water in the sea that nourished Emperor Kun's body. When I came to visit, I was able to comfort him with a smile, and the rest of the time, I held Fei Yuan's hand, stumbling and talking.

It seemed to be getting better, but every doctor showed embarrassment after taking his pulse, because although Prince Haijing's eyes were clear, his face was pale, and although he could utter words, his lips became paler and paler.

At this time, the doctors who gathered at the residence of Prince Haijing all got the same answer in their hearts.

——Probably, back to the light.

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Bei Mingshang died.

He passed away on the tenth day after returning to the sea, and that day was also the day he agreed with Fei Yuan to let her help repair the trick beads.

His exhaustion was extremely sudden, and he lost his breath almost without warning, and then he vomited blood profusely, and even his chest was stained scarlet.All of a sudden, there was a lot of noise in the prince's mansion, servants and maids were running back and forth, imperial doctors rushed over, Fei Yuan also dropped his opera pearls and rushed to the bed, King Lin also rushed back from the Zijin Palace, acupuncture and elixir were on hand, but this It was of no avail, and everyone could only watch Bei Mingshang's life gradually die away, with no room for recovery.

But Bei Mingshang himself didn't care, he leaned against Fei Yuan's arms, his face was regretful, his brows were peaceful, his cold and trembling hand slowly raised, as if he wanted to touch Fei Yuan's face, but he was about to touch Fei Yuan's face. Falls abruptly before touching.The bloodstains on his lips were still there, Bei Mingshang closed his eyes with great reluctance, and the Kun scales on his ears, which symbolized the supreme life, gradually became dim.

The prince of the sea realm, who died in the north, died.

Fei Yuan hugged Bei Mingshang's slipping body, crying bitterly and sadly, teardrops fell down the red eye sockets one by one, unable to stop at all.She finally repaired the Xizhu completely, wanting to please Bei Mingshang and make him get better soon, but she never thought that the Xizhu had been repaired, and the person holding the Xizhu was already dead. no longer.

Seeing his beloved son pass away, Beiming Fengyu's normally calm face suddenly shattered.He looked sad, his eyes flickered, and finally he groaned and vomited a mouthful of blood.The imperial doctor hastily stepped forward to apply acupuncture and medicine, stabilized King Lin's condition, and under the arrangement and company of You Wencheng and Zuo General, sent Beiming Fengyu back to his bedroom.

According to the imperial doctor, the king has been busy with affairs in the past ten days, and he has been too worried. The death of the prince caused the king to be overwhelmed with grief and urgency, which caused this situation.

Qiao Tathagata recited the next passage of the "Great Compassion Mantra", Bodhi in her arms was still warm, but it was irreversible.

As the crown prince, Bei Mingshang's funeral is cumbersome and complicated. There are many affairs to be explained, such as national funeral, coffin, and mausoleum, and someone needs to preside over the overall situation.

Beiming Fengyu's grief didn't last too long, at least on the surface.He quickly returned to the appearance that a king of a country should have, arranged all the follow-up matters, and then placed himself in the complicated government affairs, not allowing himself a moment of rest.But Fei Yuan had nothing that could make her temporarily forget her sadness. She stayed in the Prince's Mansion all day after Bei Mingshang entered the mausoleum, staring blankly at the closed wooden door of the bedroom, neither eating nor drinking. , No words, no words, quite a posture of going with Bei Mingshang.

Fei Yuan usually treats people very well, so his appearance at this moment can't help worrying the servants.The maids and attendants tried to dissuade her from having some meals several times, but they were all declined one by one.The servants were anxious, so they could only look for Qiao Tathagata who came to the sea with Fei Yuan. They only thought that Miss Fei Yuan couldn't hold on like this, so they asked the master to explain one or two things.

The Bodhi in the bosom is still blazing, but there is no sign of brilliance; Feiyuan is deeply mourned, which also makes people worry.Qiao Tathagata responded to everyone's request, pressed the string of Bodhi through her clothes, and walked towards the Prince's Mansion.

He opened the door to enter the hospital, but Cang Yue Guming stopped in front of the door, watched Qiao Tathagata enter, and did not follow.He watched the heavy courtyard door gradually close. He moved his limbs only after the white figure completely disappeared from his eyes. He found an inconspicuous corner and lay down quietly. The man's every move.

That's right, he is too familiar with him, he can detect him only by his voice and breath.Even if there is no figure of that person within sight, as long as he can sense it, he will be the first to come to him before the danger occurs.

This is what he asks of himself, and it is also the promise he once made to the youth.

——No matter when and where, please let the lonely king stay by your side.

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Fei Yuan was still standing in the courtyard, and he didn't turn his head when he heard the opening and closing of the door hinges, he was still silent.

Her curly hair was partly scattered, she didn't wear a hairpin, and her clothes were plain, and the red sweat towel around her neck was replaced with a clean white gauze. The days of deprivation of water and hunger strike made her already slender figure even thinner. Like a dodder flower that has been blown by a strong wind, it is decayed and lifeless.

Seeing her like this, Qiao Rulai thought of the conversation of the imperial doctors on the day Bei Mingshang passed away for no reason.They said that the prince's injury was too serious, all internal organs were severely injured, he should have been unable to recover, medicine and stones had no effect, and he could only last for three days at most.But I don't know why Bei Mingshang insisted on suspending the half-moon scene after being injured, and passed away safely until the last moment.

Why?Qiao Rulai looked at the dejected young girl in front of her, and confirmed the answer in her heart.

——I'm afraid it's because of her.

As if confirming his conjecture, the temperature of the bodhi seeds has risen a lot, and a bunch of warm irons in his bosom is a reassuring ironing post.Holding the bodhi rosary in his hand, he took a few steps forward, and his monk shoes stepped on the pebble-built flower path, making a small rubbing sound.

The courtyard of the Prince's Mansion was very interestingly maintained by its former owner. The unique flowers, trees and plants in the sea are all listed, and the layout is like a quiet courtyard of a wealthy family in the Central Plains—flowing cups of water, pavilions, and curved bridges. There are all kinds of flower clusters. At first glance, it is indeed a pleasing flower scene.But at this time, the people in the courtyard didn't want to linger here. She quietly looked at the bouquet of unknown flowers blooming in front of the bedroom door, and suddenly opened her mouth. Some bleak and pale loneliness: "Qiao Tathagata, are you also here to persuade me?"

Qiao Rulai stopped in her tracks, looked at Fei Yuan's thin back, pursed her lips, and said softly: "Miss Fei Yuan... please give me my condolences."

But Fei Yuan didn't respond to him.The girl's eyes were still glued to the fading sea flowers, without moving a bit.Suddenly, the waves in the territory surged, bringing up the rootless water to gently sway, and those flowers seemed to be unable to bear the turbulence and dropped a few.The scene of falling flowers seemed to have touched something, Fei Yuan exhaled softly, and then said quietly: "Qiao Tathagata, I heard that Buddhism also has a saying of reincarnation, it seems to be 'all living beings in the three realms, reincarnation in the six realms', do you believe that?" Is this the theory of reincarnation?"

Qiao Tathagata was stunned for a moment, and didn't know how to answer for a while—he himself was caught in the fate of karma, how should he explain it to others?

However, Feiyuan turned around without waiting for his answer, and took two steps towards the Quqiao. On the way, the "As You Want" worn on his waist brushed past the flowers and trees beside the path, and the sword hilt with pendant ornaments fell again. Bring down some of those crumbling flowers, wherever Su Yi goes, there is a lot of falling flowers.She stopped by the pond, bent down to pick up those white or pink petals, and sprinkled all the tender petals in her palm into the water, her eyes were full, but Qiao Tathagata could clearly see that in her pair of withered eyes But there were shallow and thin ripples.

"Ah-san..." she spoke again, but her voice was not as hoarse as before, "A-san told me that he originally planned to propose to me after this incident was over."

When she said these words, she looked straight at the fallen flowers that fell on the pond, and did not continue until the petals dispersed with the waves and drifted away, "How stupid he is. Why didn't you say it earlier? They Isn’t the prince the best at rhetoric? These words... Shouldn’t he have told other girls a long time ago? Then this time, why did he hesitate for so long, and finally, finally, tell me?”

"I said the other day that what he said must be random rhetoric. I don't believe it. I want him to talk to me when he gets better."

"But he said that this is the first time he has said this."

"He said that he has never really liked anyone. I was the first girl he liked from the bottom of his heart, and the first person who made him want to say this."

"He said that it was me who made him feel the concern of King Lin for him, and it was me who made him feel that there was another person who cared about him, accompanied him, and was willing to be with him from the bottom of his heart."

"But he died. Qiao Tathagata, he died."

"I can no longer happily agree to marry him."

"If reincarnation is real, how wonderful it would be."

"I can go back to Daoyu and wait. After another 20 years, I can see him again."

"Although when I see him again, he will no longer remember me, and I will become an old woman at that time, and it is impossible to marry him, but..." Fei Yuan slowly raised his hand, pressed his palm on his heart, smiled, but Also with tears in his eyes, "The flirtatious, sweet-mouthed Bei Mingshang who would tell me to marry me after the events here will always live here."

"Qiao Tathagata, tell me, am I right?"

Until Fei Yuan revived his spirit and said goodbye to leave, Qiao Tathagata didn't know how to answer.He knew that she was strong enough, and he also knew that she would not continue to be depressed. All he could do was watch her walk away slowly, and face the lonely life of the next few decades alone.

The bodhi in the bosom suddenly became blazing, and the brilliance flourished.There are two points of light rising from the arms of Qiao Tathagata, suddenly showing the holy Buddha light.

——This one is the heart of admiration that is only willing to express at the moment of death.

——This one is the one that will keep the other party in his heart until death.

The brilliance scattered in two, one was chasing the girl's figure, and the other was slowly flying towards the direction of Wang Ling.

Qiao Tathagata closed his eyes, and he kept turning the rosary in his hand. He recited a heart sutra, but the ripples in his heart were swayed for a long time, and could not be dissipated for a long time.

There are eight sufferings in life, and there are causes and conditions on the second and sixth.

This kind of worldly love suffering means——

Never give up.