My seven-year itch with my guard boyfriend

My heart skipped a beat, and I subconsciously denied it: "No, why didn't she..."

No.

Mrs. Shen told me.About a month or two ago, during dinner, she suddenly said, "Ling'er is not young anymore, it's time to start a family."

I froze for a moment, smiled and shook my head, and said, "Mother knows about me."

She frowned and said, "Nonsense." Then she never mentioned this matter to me again.

Shocked, I realized something and asked, "My mother has looked for you?"

He rolled his eyes and hummed.

I shook my head, went to touch his hand, wrapped his hand tightly in mine and kneaded it repeatedly, and said with a forced smile, "Why... no, even if she is arranging a marriage for me, she can't Do you press your head forcibly without drinking water?"

He stared blankly at my hand and said, "No."

they will.

Qinglu red tents, red men and green women, calculated the horoscope, and carried them in a sedan chair with three matchmakers and six hires. Two people who didn't know each other were forced together in the bridal chamber and gave birth to children, just like mules, horses and livestock. Just as brutal.Cows don't drink water, not to mention pressing their heads, they can force water into them by bending their necks.

They call this "Dun Lun".

I mechanically tucked the corner of the quilt for him again, and said in a low voice, "You go to sleep first, don't worry about these things, go to sleep first, and talk about it when you wake up."

After all, Jianqiu had a high fever and was exhausted, and fell asleep with his thoughts on his mind.

I sat all night.

I found that I could hardly leverage this brutal system.If I were still in modern times, I would definitely pull Jianqiu and kneel in front of the old man with a plop, come out resolutely and ask him to commit suicide if he doesn’t marry. Living independently, in other words, we just want a "recognition" from our parents, and it doesn't matter if we don't.But it's different here.

On the high hall, the word filial piety comes first, kneeling three times and knocking on the ground nine times, is the order of parents who are obedient and obedient for a lifetime.It is already intolerable for children of ordinary families to fall in love with each other, let alone the Shen family.Underneath the splendid toga and big sleeves are the strictest ranks and the deepest schemes, and the marriages of the rich and powerful families form a net, entwining the wealth and wealth of generations.Zhongming Dingshi's House is the shadow of the ancestors and also the shackles. As the youngest son of the Shen family, I am the last chess piece in this net.

I couldn't imagine how Jianqiu faced my mother, what kind of scene it was.What kind of tone did Mrs. Shen use to tell him that I am getting married.What kind of mood did he hold on to the two months of indifference and numbness.I can't even think about it.

Jianqiu woke up at five o'clock, rustled up in the faint morning light, looked at me quietly for a while, didn't mention what happened last night, just moved into the bed, and said: "Did the young master not sleep all night? At least come up and lie down for a while."

I sat on the chair and faced him, and said word by word: "I'm not getting married, never. If I can't even protect you, I'm meaningless in this world."

His expression changed, and he blurted out, "What are you talking about..."

"It doesn't matter if you think what I'm talking about is nonsense, I'll just tell you it's the truth. Jianqiu, just give me a word, and I can wade through mountains of swords and seas of fire for you."

fuck it.

At that time, he was the one I insisted on, and now I want to get married, so I really want to slap myself in the face.

If you throw away your character, you will lose your backbone, and people will easily drift with the tide; if love is so easy to let go, people will be no different from trees, stones, birds and beasts.

Lao Tzu is a modern man who grew up under the holiness of Marxism. The Party gave birth to me and raised me. He taught me freedom, equality, justice and the rule of law. I have the basic dignity of a socialist successor, and I can marry whoever I like.The Constitution also doesn't stipulate that men and men can't have sex. Why should my parents order me to throw away my pillow who has been with me for seven years at the words of a matchmaker?

I recognize the wind, the rain, and the hail ahead, and it doesn’t matter how much water is used to make calculations. A decent and rich family can’t make a basket with drums and gongs to soak the two of us in a pig cage.

Jian Qiu was silent, stretched out his hand to carefully tighten the wrinkles on my collar, didn't look up at me, just stared at my collar and said in a low voice: "I'm very happy...the world always expects someone to go through fire and water for themselves, and I also It can't be avoided, as if this can highlight how important you are. But everyone's fate is different after all, and some things are destined... With your words, these seven years are worth it." He paused and talked The corner of his mouth seemed to reveal a hole in my collar, and he continued on in a straight line, "Master, don't be willful and disobedient to your parents. It is not polite for a man to hang out with others until he is nearly 30 years old without getting married. Emotional anger makes a big mistake."

"Hanging around with others? A moment of enthusiasm? A big mistake?" I was so angry that my whole body was trembling, and I heard myself saying every word with difficulty, "Jianqiu, listen to yourself, what you are talking about is human ?"

He lowered his eyes and said nothing.

"In the past seven years, it's over for you to just say 'hustling'?" I pulled down the mandarin duck sachet hanging on the bed curtain, which contained our knotted hair, and the silk rope of the sachet broke as soon as I pulled it. , I squeezed it with all my strength and brought it in front of his face, and asked, "Then let me ask you, what is this, what the **** is this!"

He trembled a bit, looked up at the sachet in my hand, and the circles of his eyes turned red.

My heart softened.

He is still sick.

The two of us looked at each other with red eyes for a long time, but I was so angry that I threw the sachet into his arms and said, "Think about it yourself, I'm so mad."

Jianqiu has always cherished the hair knot sachet very much, and now he is holding it and doesn't speak. I tore it up just now, and he is holding the threaded silk embroidery on both sides of the sachet, turning it over and over again. look.

I was also very distressed, thinking that the two elders can't do needlework, so I have to ask the embroiderer to mend it.But I was ashamed to reveal it, and when I thought about it again, I was so angry that I beat the bed board bitterly: "I'm going to die one day, either by my mother beating me to death, or by you mad at me. I don’t want to be suffocated to death by you, what’s the matter, you, what are you talking about, if we want to get married, it must be the two of us, I cut off a section of hair for you, and you still Thinking about making me a married couple with someone else, does that mean that I have to raise my head to see you in order to believe that I can’t let others go in my heart, and the pot of pig’s head meat is not lacking at home, can I dig out my heart for you to see, okay? "The ramblings made me feel uncomfortable, "Forget it, I don't want you to say a word, and if you don't give me a word and drag me back, I will definitely go through the sea of ​​swords and fire."

I don't know how to correct Jianqiu's brain, which has been soaked in the poison of feudalism, so I can only lead by example.

I sighed, kissed his lips, sat on the edge of the bed and hugged him tightly, hanging on his body, and said in his ear: "I just want to marry you, I just want to be with you forever .”

Jianqiu let me hold her for a while without saying a word, then raised his arms and gently put his arms around me, saying, yes.With a little imperceptible nasal sound.

I have been short-tempered since I was a child, but here I am as the third son of Shen, and I have developed a stinking problem all over my body. The fire came up all of a sudden, and the hula disappeared all of a sudden. After a while, I felt that I had done a good job. wrong.It's like I'm holding him now, thinking about what I've done to hurt someone the night before, have a fever all night, and yell at him early in the morning.

So I shrank quietly into his arms, reached out and touched his forehead, and whispered, "It's not burning anymore."

He said that the burn had stopped a long time ago, and the injury was not serious.

I put my arms around his waist and said, "I still need to take the medicine. You lie down for a while, and I will fry the medicine."

His head rested on my shoulder, and after a long while, he replied, yes.

I knew in my heart that there was a tough battle to be fought, but I didn't know what the outcome would be. I was in a daze. I knew intellectually that there were a lot of things to do, but emotionally I just wanted to stay in this moment lazily. That's it, just stay here, regardless of the huge waves.

The posture of entanglement and hugging is like a swan's neck, and no one let go.

Begonia's thrushes were calling outside the window, and Yingying was chirping.

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