It is said that other people's lovelorn is lonely and self-drinking, and then they are hangover and haggard, and they are still a little sickly beautiful. When it comes to me, the confession was teased, and I ran out of my house in the middle of the night to be with a strong man. I spent a whole night at the food stall, but the next day I had a cold, fever and vomiting. When I look back on the past after many years, this memory still has a weak smell of shit.

The pain of losing love blinded my mind, so I said that there was something wrong with the grilled squid I ate yesterday.

I didn't feel well in the middle of the night last night. Lao Lu wanted to take me back to his house, but I said no, Xiao Qiu must have left, just take me home, but when I got back, Jian Qiu really left, and gave me the bed before leaving. I made the bed, and broke back the folding bed board that I kicked down in my parents' room.

I leaned against the door, my stomach hurt even more.

I curled up on the bed half dead, and Lao Lu poured me a glass of warm water and put it on the bedside, and sighed: "This good dog can't stand Sanpoxi—come, drink some water."

I scolded him weakly: "You fucking...you can get out of here, go to class."

He scratched his head and sat next to me: "You are already like this, how can I go to class?"

I was so uncomfortable that I didn't want to say a word, I frowned: "It's okay, let's go, please help me take a day off."

"I……"

I clicked my tongue: "What are you doing here? I can still sleep after you leave."

He stood up with an oh: "Then I'm leaving, you..." He put the phone next to my pillow, "If you feel unwell, call me right away, I will give you medicine and water It's bedtime."

I waved my hands weakly and retracted into the quilt.

Humans are always very vulnerable when they are sick. I lay under the blanket, sweating all over my body, feeling dizzy, hot and nauseated. I had a fever and had to lift the blanket to go to the toilet. It was spinning. After tossing all morning, all the things I vomited out were green, and the fever didn't go away. I was almost exhausted. Finally, I couldn't hold it anymore. I dragged my body from the bathroom back to the bedroom for the umpteenth time. Afterwards, I weakly slammed on the bed, thinking to fuck his uncle, but rolled my eyes and rolled my eyes, the whole world has nothing to do with me, I just forget about eating, drinking and lazing on the bed, I want to sleep.

So just when I was about to fall asleep and my consciousness wandered between sleeping and not sleeping, when I heard the knock on the door, my whole body became manic.

I originally thought that if it was a salesman or an insurance seller, even if it was a reminder to pay the electricity bill, I knocked for a while and left without knowing that there was no one in the house. I didn’t know that this person was extremely persistent and did not leave after knocking for a long time. It means that he seems to be in a hurry, and the knocking gets harder and harder, and I suspect that if I don't open it again, he will kick the door open.

Is Lao Lu back?That's why he has the strength to knock on the door.

I sat up in silence for a while, then crawled staggeringly over to open the door for the wicked guy who had been knocking on the door.

He was still knocking like he was urging me to die, and I walked over and leaned against the door frame with a bang and pulled the doorknob open: "I was just going to sleep..."

I suddenly lost my voice like a screaming chicken with a neck stuck.

Jian Qiu saw that he rushed over. He was dressed in the wind and dust, his hair was a bit messy, and a few hairs were blown up wildly by the wind. He stood there stiffly, a little embarrassed, a little cramped, he probably wanted to help me , extended his hand halfway, then retracted it without embarrassment, he said: "Lv Haipeng said that you are sick..."

I didn't want to say a word, and waved my hand at him: "I didn't eat well last night, come in, don't stand at the door and drink the wind."

I was trying my best to make it a matter of course for Jianqiu to come to see me, but I don't really want to flirt with him now, so I turned my back wearily and said, "I want to sleep."

Jianqiu silently followed me for a few steps, but still reached out to support me.

I felt sore, couldn't hold back, and whispered, "What are you doing here?"

Without saying a word, he helped me to lie down on the bed, tucked the corner of the quilt for me, put the back of his hand to my forehead, and said, "It's still burning, is it cold? Do you want an extra quilt?"

I shake my head.He turned around and went to the bathroom, took a basin and put it beside the bed, and said, "If you want to throw up, just..."

Without saying a word, I spit it into the basin with a wow.

He sighed inaudibly, patted my back to let me breathe, fed me a glass of water to rinse my mouth, took the basin upside down and cleaned it.

I looked at him with half-open eyes.

Jianqiu walked back, hugging the basin with a wet towel on the side of the basin, he lowered his head and said, "Go to sleep first, don't worry about me."

I closed my eyes and turned over.Suddenly, I felt cool on my face. It was he who gently brushed my face with a wet towel to wipe my sweat. I suddenly turned around and held his wrist.

He lowered his eyes, let me hold them, and pursed his lips.

I choked up and said, "Jianqiu, if you don't have the heart, don't recruit me. I can't stand you doing this."

He froze for a moment, didn't say anything, wiped my face carefully and carefully, and left quietly.

It's unlucky to remind me that I have to catch up when I am sick to this deadly virtue.

If you don't give it up if you want it, and you are so considerate when you are sick, whose heart is it going to pierce.

He didn't know what he was doing there, his hands and feet were rustling lightly, I listened, and slowly fell asleep in a daze.

It was dark when I woke up, and I was in a trance for a while, the room was pitch black, only a small lamp was lit on the table, Jianqiu sat in front of the table, the light was too dim, so I could only lean slightly , write a paper that I can't see what it is.

The light was a dim and warm yellow cluster, which could only illuminate his side face. Under such circumstances, his whole body seemed to be dyed with very gentle strokes one by one. in the dark.

I watched him quietly for a long time.

After a while, he seemed to sense my sight, turned his head to look over, and his voice gurgled in the silence.

He said, "Wake up."

I paused, and said lazily, "Ah."

He came over and touched my forehead and said, "The fever is gone. Are you hungry?"

After a whole day of vomiting and diarrhea, can you not be hungry? I nodded, and he hummed, took the clothes I threw on the back of the chair and put them on me, saying: "Sit up and eat, the porridge is still warm .”

I lowered my head so that he could smoothly wrap my clothes tightly. After he wrapped the clothes on me, he leaned over me and leaned into the crack of the bed in this posture of kneeling on the bed with one leg. Small table, he held it and asked me: "I saw it when you were asleep, can this be put on the bed?"

I nodded, he set up the small table, turned around and went to the kitchen to bring two bowls of porridge, the temperature was just right, not hot, but warm.

I sipped the porridge, and suddenly I wanted to laugh, so I held the porridge bowl and laughed.

Jianqiu raised his head and glanced at me. We have been together for so many years and we have understood each other very well. I understand that his eyes are very rich in meaning, basically covering "what's the matter", "what are you laughing at", "what are you looking at?" ", "What kind of demon again" and a series of daily expressions such as eye expressions.

I smiled again and said, "It's nothing, I thought of a sketch."

Him: "Huh?"

I said, "Your aunt is no longer your aunt, your uncle will always be your uncle."

he:"……"

I said, "I don't want to know how it came here, I just want to know how it disappeared." I held up the porridge bowl, "This small box is your last home."

Him: "... eat."

After I ate and drank enough, whoever said that I didn’t accept it anymore, I recovered a little bit of strength, and I was a little bit better from the original feeling of being frustrated and wronged. , It is not yet the end of the mountain.

He is so kind to me, even if he is pouted by me, that kind of concern is not fake.

I drank the porridge quietly for a while, and then said again: "What happened yesterday..."

Jianqiu's expression was very uncomfortable for a moment, he said: "Don't mention it again."

I said: "Hey you, you can't turn over what you said, so let's not treat it as drunken sex, I mean it sincerely, but yesterday... I didn't want to force you, Xiaoqiu do you understand?"

He looked at me quietly.

I said: "If you can't accept it, you can't accept it at all, it's okay, we can still be brothers? I promise, I promise I will never cross the line again, okay?"

Lu Haipeng said to me yesterday when he was licking: "Da Shener, outsmart if you can't make a strong attack, and fight for a long time if you can't make a quick decision. We have to pierce this layer of window paper first, let him understand this matter, and then subconsciously understand it." To nurture him, understand? How does steel bend? That's how it bends."

I said go to your uncle, but it's not the time for you to say you want to go to the dragon bed.

He said: "Hey, don't you have to pierce the window paper? Who knows if it is straight or curved. After that, you have to go forward step by step. One small step for you, one giant leap for mankind." ah."

I bit into the tenderloin and said nothing.

Lu Haipeng smacked his lips, and said: "What do you want me to say, Shen Er, why don't we stop playing with him? Straight men are really difficult to deal with. If it doesn't work, it doesn't work. Why did you come here and make yourself So tired."

I said: "Catch him, chase him well, I didn't bother chasing him before, so I made up for it."

Lu Haipeng asked: "Before?"

I said, "Nothing."

Jian Qiu drew back his slender eyelashes, sat like a Bodhisattva, and repeated softly: "No more crossing the line?"

I said: "Well, you will marry a wife in the future..."

He interrupted me abruptly: "Stop talking."

I said oh, drink porridge obediently.

How dare you marry a wife?At that time, it will be beyond your control.

The sun is setting and the moon is rising, and in a blink of an eye, it will be night and the sky will be full of lights.I was seriously ill, and I was still tired, so I leaned against the wall and lazily discussed with him: "Either you don't leave today, sleep here."

He was washing the dishes with his back to me, his back was stiff: "I..."

I smiled wryly: "I'm not going to be a demon tonight. It's almost ten o'clock, and my house is so far away. Now you go back and the dormitory supervisor has already fallen asleep, so don't bother."

Jianqiu held a bowl and wiped it repeatedly with a scouring pad, but didn't reply to my words.

This kid, whoever has his personality, can't kick a fart with three legs.

I was a little tired and waved my hand: "Then I'll go back to sleep, I'm sleepy."

My room is dark and not well ventilated. I feel sick. I lie on the bed dizzy and can't sleep for a while. I just stare at the roof in a daze. There is no movement outside. I don't know Jianqiu. What are you doing, you won't be staring at the ceiling in the kitchen in a daze, right?

In the dark and silence, the sense of time is actually inaccurate. I lay down with sore back and aching back. Got to go.

I said to myself, let's go.Can't rush.I can't keep it even if I'm in a hurry.Can't hold it and can't let it go.

Who knew that this person lingered at my door for a long time after turning off all the lights, but he didn't leave. After a long time, the doorknob slightly moved, and the door was gently pushed open.

I groaned violently in my heart, thinking what was the trouble, the weasel gave the chicken New Year's greetings.

He came in, stood beside my bed for a while, and whispered, "Are you asleep?"

I didn't say anything, just pretended to sleep to the end.

He was silent for a while, and then said: "Lu Haipeng called you, can you answer it?"

I said Lao Lu called me, can I not listen?This is cheating me whether I fell asleep or not, ancestor, kill me if you want to have a good time, what on earth do you want to do?What's wrong with the bedside disco that scares me?

I lay down peacefully and peacefully, without any fluctuations on the surface, and I could even snore.

Jianqiu waited silently for a while, and I heard him take a deep breath, as if he had made a big decision, or made a big mistake, and he said in a tone of extreme remorse and relentlessness: " I'm sorry."

Before I could understand what was going on with his painful tone, I felt something soft stick to my chapped and chapped lips.

Those are... Xiaoqiu's lips.

Damn it.

I don't move, it's impossible, not moving is bastard.

I suddenly opened my eyes, caught him off guard, and put my arms around him in front of me, and smiled: "Qiu, are you a steel ruler? The elasticity is quite good, whether it is straight or curved, tell me, you This weight is so heavy that even G=9.8N/kg can’t hold you, right?”

He looked at me in a daze the whole time. At first I thought it was the embarrassment and shame after being caught stealing a kiss, but later I found out that it was not. His expression... how should I put it.

It's like dating someone online for half a year, and when I found out that it was my second aunt who had the same expression.

He stared fixedly into my eyes, shook his head desperately, with a face full of disbelief, sat up suddenly, stared straight at the floor for a while, then slowly turned his head to me who was facing me in a daze.

I said, "What's the matter? It's the same as stepping on a switch."

Jianqiu's eyes were fixed on me, and his voice was trembling.

He said, "...is that you?"

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