breakup march

After the voices outside died down, Yan Weimin called Yu Ze.

Yu Ze was still admiring the art of complaining during the Spring Festival Gala, when Yan Weiming's name suddenly appeared on the screen, which startled him. He glanced at his parents like a thief, and went back to his room to answer the phone.

After answering the phone, Yan Weimin didn't say anything substantive, just chatting with Yu Ze, such as what to eat for the New Year's Eve dinner.

Yu Ze patiently answered one by one, but the topics that were forcibly raised were always exhausted, and after a few back and forth, the two of them fell into a situation where they had nothing to say.

After a while, Yan Weimin asked Yu Ze if he was with his parents.

Yu Ze said yes.

"Then you stay with your parents, I'll hang up first." Yan Weimin said.

"Wait..." Yu Ze called him, but it was a bit late, Yan Weimin hung up the phone neatly.

Yu Ze: "..."

Just as Yu Ze was about to call back, Yan Weiming called again, probably because he heard what Yu Ze hadn't finished saying.

"Sorry, I hung up too fast just now, what do you want to say?" Yan Weimin said, his tone a little anxious.

Yu Ze paused, and asked directly: "Yan Weiming, what's wrong with you?"

Yan Weimin was taken aback for a moment, then subconsciously said, "It's nothing..."

He wanted to say something more to increase the credibility of his words, but Yu Ze robbed him of it.

Yu Ze asked him, "Aren't you going to tell me now?"

Speaking of which, since they reconciled, they haven't talked seriously and publicly.Naturally, Yan Weiming was fully prepared, but it was hard to find this opportunity, and he didn't know how to grasp this speed. He was afraid that a little carelessness would damage the relationship that had finally been stabilized, so he delayed it again and again.

Denial has become a habit, and I just said it without thinking too much.

"No..." Yan Weimin hurriedly said, there was no need to cover up anything that he didn't want to say or dared to say before.

He thought about it, these things have been accumulated for so many years, and he didn't know where to start for a while.

"I just had a quarrel with my family, and I'm in a bad mood..." Yan Weimin said, the things that are too far away will not be finished for a while, and he intends to make today's things clear first.

Yu Ze listened quietly, listening to him talk about how his parents urged him to force him, how his brother and sister-in-law taunted him and added fuel to the chaos.

It is not that Yu Ze has never seen a family with conflicts and disharmony, but he has only heard about it or glimpsed it occasionally. He has not experienced it himself, and it should be difficult to empathize with and understand what Yan Weiming said.

But hearing Yan Weimin's aggrieved tone, his heart softened and softened.

Talking about the negative emotions that have been built up in my heart feels better than I imagined.

Yan Weiming has been wandering alone for so many years. Although he has not achieved much, it has become an instinct to be brave. When things happen, he is on his own. He has never thought of relying on anyone in the past, even complaining. nothing.

Now I can't stop when I start this head, and I don't know what I said in the end.

Yu Ze listened all the time, didn't interrupt him, didn't urge him, and occasionally responded with a gentle tone, Yan Weiming only felt more sad.

Two people not only love each other, but also have the courage to support each other and go on.

They are all just ants and floating dust in the world, and being alone is too lonely and insignificant.

After hanging up the phone and checking the time, the two of them talked for more than an hour, and the phone was extremely hot.Yu Ze took the charger and floated into the living room again, intending to pretend that nothing happened.

Sadly not likely.

Zheng Wenqiao glanced at him, his expression still a little excited, "Son, what are you doing?"

"Go to the toilet." Yu Ze replied without changing his face.

"You've been in the toilet for almost two hours. I'm afraid there is something wrong. Remember to check it when you return to Shanghai."

Yu Ze: "..."

After a while, Zheng Wenqiao still didn't give up, and continued, "You will be 29 after the Chinese New Year. You are such an old man. We are too late to be happy when we fall in love. Why are you still hiding it like a middle school student who has a puppy love. "

You guys can’t be happy when you know my love partner, Yu Ze said something in his heart, but he continued to deny it.

"Forget it, forget it, you have your own ideas, old woman, I won't talk too much." Zheng Wenqiao sighed.

Yu Ze's father poked a smile on the word "old woman", spewed out a mouthful of tea, and said, "Since the old woman is not talkative, I have nothing to say as an old man."

Yu Ze: "..."

Yu Ze shouted in his heart, obviously I am the one who has nothing to say! ! !

After dealing with his parents, Yu Ze checked the itinerary on his mobile phone and roughly calculated that he could leave for Yan Weimin's house on the fourth day of the new year, and then return to Shanghai with Yan Weimin.

Yu Ze sent a message, asking Yan Weiming how his plan to return to Shanghai was arranged, and then checked the flight according to Yan Weiming's reply, and there were still some left, it was God's will.

Yu Ze acted fast enough, refunded his own ticket, bought a flight with Yan Weimin instead, and then booked a ticket to Yan Weimin's hometown.

After all the work was completed, the screenshots were thrown to Yan Weimin.

Yan Weimin quickly replied: "??!"

·

Ever since he started working, Yu Ze would prepare red envelopes for the elders and younger generations in the family during the Chinese New Year, and this year is no exception, everyone has a share no matter they are children or not.

After handing out the red envelopes one by one, Yu Ze received rave reviews.

On the third day of the Lunar New Year, a little cousin followed his parents to pay New Year's greetings to Yu Ze's grandparents. During the period, he mentioned that the little cousin refused to obey during the rebellious period, and he couldn't help praising Yu Ze from beginning to end. Yu Zeli became a role model for the juniors.

With a drop of sweat, Yu Ze listened to the infinite beautification of himself by these adults, which was not what they said more than ten years ago.

Yu Ze's grades in middle school were not outstanding, and most of his relatives would persuade him to study hard when they saw him, but since he was lucky enough to get into 985, everyone's direction began to change gradually, until now He has already tacitly forgotten what Yu Ze looked like in the past, and regarded him as a model for top students since he was a child.

The little cousin was very dissatisfied and rolled his eyes at Yu Ze when he thought no one was paying attention.

Yu Ze who did nothing: "..."

After sitting with the elders for a meeting, someone suggested that Yu Ze have an in-depth chat with his little cousin, so that the little cousin can return to the right path as soon as possible.

So reluctantly, the two of them were placed alone, and they began to look at each other with big eyes.

Yu Ze has nothing to do with this kind of adolescent brat, he doesn't think he can be a personal mentor for this brat, so he just took out his phone to play, ignoring his little cousin.

One big and one small were playing with their mobile phones, but they lived in peace, just waiting to go back to their respective homes after eating.

During this period, the little cousin answered the phone, did not avoid Yu Ze, and his tone was ambiguous, and he knew it was the call from his little girlfriend.

Yu Ze listened curiously, the content was meaningless, and the words were sticky, "Come here for a kiss, the baby passed by."This made Yu Ze look at him with admiration, he didn't expect his little cousin to say such disgusting things with such a cool appearance.

While enduring his little cousin kissing me with his little girlfriend, Yu Ze remembered that his mother said that he was like a middle school student who fell in love a few days ago, and he suddenly had a stone hammer to refute—the current middle school students have the guts to fall in love. The son is very big, and he swaggers like the previous generation who hid underground and sneaked here.

·

the fourth day of the new year

Yu Ze set off from home to Yan Weimin's house.

This time, with Yan Weimin's guidance, he did not have the low-level problem of not being able to find the way again, and he was safely taken to Yan Weiming's house.

Yu Ze flew to a nearby city first, and then took a bus to come here. The journey took a long time, and by the time he arrived, it was already dark.

Yan Weiming had already greeted him in advance, saying that it was a friend coming, but this was the first time that Yan Weiming's friend came from other places as a guest. His parents couldn't hold back the curiosity on Yu Ze's face, and looked him up and down. , Asked questions about hometown, work and so on.

Yu Ze couldn't understand what they were saying, and it was very difficult to cope with it. Yan Weimin noticed a few words and sent his parents away, and took Yu Ze to the kitchen to cook.

His family has already had dinner, and now it is remade for Yu Ze alone.

The things in the kitchen are very old, and the lighting is dim. Yu Ze sat neatly, but his eyes couldn't help scanning around, like a kitten that has just been brought home sticking its head out of the box to observe the new environment.

Seeing Yu Ze's eyes, Yan Weimin smiled, "What are you looking at?"

"Just take a look," Yu Ze closed his eyes, "Did you have these things since you were a child?"

"Mostly." Yan Weimin pointed to the side of a wooden cabinet, "My previous height is recorded here."

Yu Ze went over to take a look, and there were indeed many scratches of different heights.

"This one is from my third year of junior high school."

Yu Ze took a look, "Hahaha, were you this short before?"

"I didn't start to grow until I entered high school, and junior high school has always been in the short group."

Yu Ze couldn't help laughing, clutching his stomach, "Then it's not easy for you to grow so tall."

"No, I really tried my best to grow up. If I were shorter, I probably wouldn't be able to attract you."

"That's really hard work for you."

Yan Weimin prepared a simple dish and soup, and Yu Ze was about to take the initiative to wash the dishes after eating, when Yan Weimin stopped him, "I'll do it."

Yu Ze: "???"

Yan Weimin didn't say much, he put away the bowls and went to wash them, Yu Ze had nothing to do, so he just stood by and watched...

After washing, Yan Weiming took Yu Ze back to his own room.

There is no spare room in Yan Weimin's house, so Yu Ze naturally came to share a room with Yan Weimin.

There is not much furniture in the room, but there are quite a lot of books, from small to large textbooks and various notebooks.Yu Ze asked, and then flipped through a few books, feeling that Yan Weiming is indeed a master of learning, and his realm is completely different from that of Yu Ze, who relies on luck.

Yu Ze flipped through the notes, and Yan Weimin was watching Yu Ze from the side.

Yu Ze suddenly raised his head to meet Yan Weimin's eyes, startled, "Your eyes are too revealing."

Yan Weimin leaned over and hugged Yu Ze from behind, "I miss you."

"Come on," Yu Ze patted Yan Weiming's hand lightly, "We haven't seen each other for a few days, it's as if we've been parted for life and death."

Yan Weimin didn't speak, and he wouldn't let go of his hands, just hugging Yu Ze like this.

Yu Ze also let him go, despising himself in his heart, he looked down on his little cousin yesterday, but in the end, he was no better than his little cousin.

"Yu Ze."

"Ok?"

"Yu Ze."

"Ok?"

"Yu Ze."

"..." Yu Ze didn't want to speak anymore.

Yan Weimin laughed, and continued to shout, "Yu Yu."

"I'm Zeze."

"Zeze."

"I'm Yu Yu."

Yan Weimin bit the back of Yu Ze's neck, "Baby."

Yu Ze immediately panicked, feeling a chill, goosebumps all over his arms.

"I thought you would say you were Beibei."

"...I don't have this hobby, don't call me that, it's scary."

"En." Yan Weimin agreed, but still hugged him and refused to let go.

After being tender for a while, Yan Weiming suddenly said: "I'm really glad you can come."

Yu Ze looked down, just enough to stare at his hands, "During the winter vacation of my senior year, I thought about going to you, but I gave up because I didn't think it was suitable."

They also called on New Year's Eve that year. At that time, Yu Ze more or less felt that something was wrong with Yan Weiming, but he shrank back.

If Yu Ze had really come to look for Yan Weiming at that time, or even asked more, their ending might have been different, but it might not be better than now.

Going round and round, it is not easy to hold hands again among thousands of mountains and rivers, so there is no need to think about it.