breakup march

Ye Lu ate very slowly. When the two of them entered the restaurant, it was not time for the meal. This man ate and ate and ate and fiddled with his mobile phone. During the period, he added two dishes. One o'clock means it's not over yet.

Yu Ze absent-mindedly accompanied him. His mobile phone was placed on the table, and the screen suddenly lit up. It was a text message from Yan Weimin, asking how Yu Ze was doing.

Yu Ze glanced at his phone, but he didn't reply because the big boss was there.He just glanced at it for a while, and Ye Lu found out just like that.

Ye Lu said while eating the dishes, "Girlfriend contacted you? It's okay, it's okay, you can do whatever you want, don't make people wait."

It's very generous, but it's not working time in any way, and he looks very reasonable in occupying the employees' private time.

Yu Ze: "..."

Yu Ze picked up his phone and replied a text message, without giving details, just saying that the matter here is over.

"How old are you this year?" Ye Lu asked.

"28."

"Oh, people of the same age at this age are starting to get married, right?"

"There are several."

"how about you?"

"I don't have any plans..."

The big boss suddenly gossips about the private life of the small employee, and Yu Ze almost wants to ask for help online.

Ye Lu was about to continue talking when Yu Ze's cell phone rang...it was Yan Weimin again.

"Go on, go on, be more eager to survive, don't make your girlfriend anxious." Ye Lu put down his chopsticks, leaned back on the chair and laughed jokingly.

"It's not a girlfriend." Yu Ze refused to answer, put the phone down, and answered a private call in front of the big boss... Yu Ze's psychological quality is not so strong.

"Not a girlfriend?" Ye Lu ate and drank, and the soul of gossip ignited, "Is it developing, or is it a boyfriend?"

Ye Lu is only a few years older than Yu Ze, and sitting in this position has seen a lot of things, and his thinking is not rigid.

There is a very flamboyant Xiaoling in the company. Everyone from the management to the canteen aunt has heard about him, and has heard one or two stories about him.

Just like this, I didn't see the upper class making things difficult for him because of his niche orientation.

"no……"

There is nothing special about Yu Ze's appearance and behavior, and he hasn't advertised it in a big way, but he really didn't deliberately hide his intention to live with a mask.

In the past, he might have cared a little bit about the opinions of the people around him, but now he has a lot of Buddhist beliefs about it, and Yu Ze doesn't mind if someone sees it or knows it by accident.

"It's my ex." Yu Ze thought for a while and gave Ye Lu this answer.

"Predecessor?" Ye Lu's interest suddenly dropped, and his tone dropped significantly.

Although he didn't say anything, he obviously disdained such things as being entangled with his ex.

Ye Lu's gossip ends here, he has no intention of continuing to ask, and Yu Ze is also happy and relaxed.

After the meal, they went to the hospital to express condolences to Mr. Shen who had entered the hospital.

Mr. Shen was very moved and pleaded guilty to Ye Lu. Ye Lu said that it had nothing to do with it. It was an accident and it was not your fault.

The two pretended to be talking politely, Yu Ze took a chance and slipped out of the ward to call Yan Weimin back.

The phone was connected quickly, but for a moment neither of them knew what to say, so they could only keep silent on the phone.

Although it is an inpatient department, there are many people coming and going in the corridor, and there is a hospital bed being pushed around by everyone, and someone clears the way and shouts to let go.

Yu Ze sideways avoided, glanced at the person on the hospital bed, he didn't know what kind of disease this person was and what condition he was in now, with his eyes closed he was unconscious of the noise around him.

At first glance, it seems difficult to distinguish between life and death, but when you think about it, you feel horrible. The boundary between life and death in a hospital is too blurred.

Yu Ze withdrew his eyes and asked Yan Weimin, "Are you okay?"

"It's okay... just miss you a little bit."

"..." Yu Ze laughed.

"What's wrong?" Yan Weimin was puzzled.

"You weren't the type to say this kind of thing before, and now I don't know who you learned from, and you've learned one thing after another." Yu Ze said, looking up at the corner of the wall.

"No way, I have to try to save myself when I have been single for too long." Yan Weiming started to run the train, "I have watched countless idol dramas, carefully summed up my experience, and wrote several notebooks. After my unremitting efforts, the technical Finally improved."

"Pfft...you can count it if you say so." Yu Ze couldn't help laughing loudly in the hospital when he thought of Yan Weimin's new skills of coquettish talk and love talk recently.

Immediately after laughing, I felt something was wrong, so I quickly held back and changed my position towards a place where there were fewer people.

Yan Weiming also smiled, and then the two fell into silence again.

Yu Ze reckoned that Ye Lu should be done soon, and was about to hang up the phone to go back, when Yan Weiming stopped him.

"Wait, I think it's better to say it," Yan Weiming tried to make his tone more serious, "It's just that I don't have the confidence to get you back... I don't know how many times I will have the chance to talk to you like this, I want to say more about what I couldn’t say before, and if I really can’t communicate with each other in the future, at least I can have less regret.”

After a pause, Yan Weiming confirmed that Yu Ze hadn't hung up the phone and continued, "I used to be the one who didn't do well. I wasn't serious when I was in love. I didn't think about the future with you. Letting go is too easy... Yu Ze, I really regret it."

Yan Weiming took a deep breath, intending to take the opportunity to write another short essay, but before he could show his strength, Yu Ze hung up the phone.

Yan Weiming: "..."

Yu Ze hung up the phone and squatted down against the wall, his back was cold, and there was a hazy shadow of himself on the ground.

Shadow curled up in a ball, looking horribly depressed.

Yan Weiming regretted it, Yu Ze knew this very well, but he didn't feel any sense of pleasure.

Yu Zeji hated Yan Weimin for dumping him, felt aggrieved, decided that he couldn't get over this hurdle, held it in his heart and couldn't let go of it.

He should have been happy when he heard Yan Weimin say he regretted it, he could have said to Yan Weimin aloofly, look, you were wrong at the beginning, you were an asshole.

Then use Yan Weiming's remorse to eliminate the grudges in his heart.

Yu Ze can indeed do this, but what he wants is not these.

It was Yu Ze's first love with Yan Weiming. At that time, he really liked it, liked it very much, would pretend to stand beside Yan Weiming casually, would pretend to mess around with others and get involved with Yan Weiming.Step by step, I tried carefully, and I thought I was getting closer without leaking. I still remember the feeling when we were really together.

At first he thought it was a mutual love, but later he realized that it was dispensable to Yan Weimin.

It's just that no matter what the ending is, Yu Ze's own feelings during that time are dedicated to Yan Weiming. The happiness is real, the anger is real, and after the anger is over, he still can't help but return to him.

This kind of feeling will no longer exist, Yu Ze doesn't want to spoil his feelings, so he doesn't want to make revenge.

In addition, there was another voice whispering, looking back now, did Yu Ze do everything perfectly back then?

Obviously not.

When he was in college, Yu Ze didn't know how to hide his childish temper, he didn't choose what to say, he did whatever he wanted, and because he liked Yan Weimin, he restrained himself a little, but that's all.

Generally speaking, Yu Ze is negative. He didn't bother to understand Yan Weimin, and he didn't try to knock on Yan Weimin's door. Since Yan Weimin had reservations, he just stayed where he was and didn't bother to go forward.