Follow the sound and follow the way

At midnight in early winter, although the moonlight is alluring, the north wind is still biting.The night scene, which has always been crowded with people, has been hindered by the lower and lower temperatures, and its popularity has plummeted with the footsteps of winter. Even alcohol addicts are afraid of the cold and do not want to go out to get drunk.

The weather forecast pushed by the mobile phone shows: a cold snap is coming, please add clothes in time.

Wrapped in a coat, Mu Kang came out of the boiling point alone.There were not many customers in the bar street, and Mu Kang stopped under the neon lights, and immediately became a Tang monk meat in the eyes of several people seeking guns.

A stylishly dressed girl with short hair leaned over, smiled and said to Mu Kang, "Handsome guy?"

Mu Kang didn't even look at her, turned and left.

Girl: "...Eh? Say something? How rude!"

Mu Kang didn't ignore people on purpose, but really didn't notice.He took the online car-hailing ride home full of worries, thinking all the way: I drank a lot tonight, so I should be able to sleep well, right?

It's a pity that the sky didn't come true, and he still kept opening his eyes two hours after falling asleep.

Mu Kang did not suffer from insomnia, he was awakened by a nightmare.

The nightmare recurs almost every other day, and the content is the same: Poet Mu is in charge of reciting poems, prison guard Lin is in charge of silence, and the two are going to the end of Yin and Yang without a plan. The last scene in the dream is climbing to the top of the mountain and closing the door expressionlessly. Lin Yan.

Every time Mu Kang watched it, his heart ached, and he woke up with fright. This went on and on for dozens of winter nights, and his uncontrolled brain didn't understand at all what it means to gain wisdom through suffering.

Mu Dacai, who has lived heartlessly for more than 30 years, once he was enlightened, his heart palpitations healed on his own, and his lovesickness seamlessly healed.The patient couldn't eat well, couldn't sleep, and was so haunted by nightmares that he wanted to see a psychiatrist.

Throughout October, Mu Kang didn't take on a new job, and used all kinds of martial arts to find someone single-mindedly. However, there was very little information left by the missing person, and the result was not ideal.

The last usable clue in Mu Kang's hands was the performance of the Proust Wind Orchestra in M ​​City in mid-November.He sent several emails with the foundation, accommodating the efficiency of "response within three working days" over there. It took half a month for you to come and me to find out that the specific time and place of the performance have not been determined yet.

It took time and effort to communicate with the foundation, so Mukang turned to Dennis and Andrew for help.The two wind musicians were very enthusiastic at first, but after sending several emails back and forth with Mu Kang, they didn't hear from each other for some reason.

After a good night in L City, Mu Kang hasn't seen Lin Yan for almost two months.

Lin pointed out that if he didn't make a move, it would be fine, and if he made a move, he would torture the great talent Mu until he was neither a human nor a ghost.The victim couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, so he got up and ran for ten kilometers on the treadmill, forcing himself to sweat.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and Mu Kang stood shirtless in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows to breathe calmly, with the last cigarette in his mouth hanging from his mouth.

The smoke curled up to the Mars, Mu Kang held the phone in his hand, and clicked on the last short email from EvanLin in the midst of the moonlight.

A few words that Lin Yan left behind with enough courage.

A Mu Kang regretted that he couldn't figure it out no matter what.

Lin Yan's handwritten note was left in Switzerland, and this e-mail, which was neither written nor warm, became Mu Kang's only spiritual sustenance.

He accidentally lost his beloved A Yan, and suddenly found that finding someone in the vast world is as difficult as finding a star with bare hands light-years away.The vast world stood in front of Mu Kang, making him feel helpless as if shaking a tree.

A new reminder popped up on the screen, Mu Kang clicked on it casually, and the information came from Xia Shu.

-Xia Shu: Mu Dacai, everything is ready, just waiting for you.

Mu Kang took a puff of cigarette, pressed the call directly, and the other end answered it quickly.

Xia Shu: "Didn't sleep so late?"

Mu Kang: "You didn't sleep either."

Xia Shu: "I'm watching a movie."

Mu Kang: "I do sports."

"No wonder you're panting so much." Xia Shu asked enviously, "Is it cool? How long? With whom?"

Mu Kang: "Generally, ten kilometers, and a treadmill."

Director Xia was sitting in a temporary residence in a tropical slum full of insects and ants. He was so shocked by Mu Dacai's wonderful style that the mosquitoes forgot to take pictures: "Running at three o'clock in the morning? Are you sick?"

"Yeah." Mu Kang said frankly, "Lovesickness."

Xia Shu: "...No news yet?"

"No." Mukang said.

"Don't worry." Xia Shu said.

Mu Kang took a puff of smoke: "I can't wait, I miss him so much."

Xia Shu said empathetically, "I understand, I miss Xiaoxiao too."

"You know nothing." Mu Kang said coldly, "I haven't seen or spoken to him for two months."

Xia Shu was silent for a moment, thinking that I was indeed not as good as him, so he changed the subject and said, "Come here first, and wait while you work, everything is ready here."

Mu Dacai, who is in love, doesn't really want to go there, but Xia Shu has urged her more than once.It has been raining for several days in Jakarta, the water level in the slums is rising, and the residential areas are full of gloom. The timing is perfect, and it is a bit unreasonable for Mu Kang to refuse.

Anyway, now we can only wait for the news, it doesn't matter where we wait, after taking his last puff of cigarette, Mu Kang said, "Okay, come over the day after tomorrow."

"Okay, I'll send someone to pick you up." Xia Shu's heart sank and he reminded, "The conditions are tough, so be mentally prepared."

Mu Kang: "Understood, see you later."

After hanging up the phone, Mu Kang checked the mailbox first, and forwarded the newly received activity and songwriting invitations to Wang Junfeng. It took another 5 minutes to book a flight ticket to Jakarta, sent the screenshot of the order to Xia Shu and Wang Junfeng, and turned to go Shower in the bathroom.

The once-favored bathtub was long dead and listless, the color of gray ash trees by the roadside in winter.Its owner leaned against the wall with one hand, stood in a daze under the shower with his head down, and had no inspiration for humming or masturbation.

The steam in the bathroom was steaming, unable to penetrate the uneasiness and sadness of Mu Kang's first taste of love.He took a dull shower and lay back on the bed, and fell asleep in the twilight morning light.

Thank God, I finally stopped dreaming.

Mukang had a small dinner the next night.Guan Xiao's daughter celebrated her third birthday, and she couldn't speak clearly, so she called Uncle Lu, who was "specially good at playing games", and Uncle Qiu, who was "specially good at holding high", to accompany her.Although Uncle Mu, who is "very fierce", didn't get a direct invitation, but he couldn't hold back the scum's good looks, so the little girl said to her father coyly: "Uncle Mu can come and I'm fine."

Mu Kang brought the figure of "Frozen" to the door, and when the little girl saw Elsa in the box, she threw her reserve into the sky, and flung herself desperately from Guan Xiao's arms to embrace Mu Kang.

Mu Kang took a step back: "Take the gift, don't come here."

The little girl accepted the gift with a smile on her face, and said childishly, "Mu Susu."

Mu Kang: "Speak well, it's Uncle Mu—Uncle."

The little girl: "Thank you Mu Susu, I promise you with my body."

Guan Xiao: "..."

Mu Kang said seriously: "No need, I have company."

Guan Xiao said to his daughter, "Where did you learn the new words?"

The little girl turned a deaf ear and smiled silly at Mu Kang with the gift.

Lu Xifeng on the side was not happy: "Little princess, I also gave you a gift."

"Her mother took her to watch TV dramas again." Guan Xiao said to Mu Kang with a headache, "You sit down first."

Qiu Liming arrived 5 minutes later, Lu Xifeng was dragged by the little girl to the corner of the living room to play house, Guan Xiao finally seized the opportunity, and joined hands with Qiu Liming to block Mu Kang on the sofa.

More than a month ago, Li Chongyuan officially announced in "Schoenberg Saigao No. [-]" that "they are getting married", which caused the three melon-eating people stationed in the country to celebrate and hope for the stars and the moon.

Unexpectedly, the beloved Lin Zhi didn't show up, and the pick-up operation attended by the three of them only received one scumbag.

Feeling that the people who were being teased were furious, they dragged Li Chongyuan to hold the first online video conference of "Psychoanalysis of Human Scum" regardless of the time difference.Facing the dissatisfaction and complaints from the three comrades, Li Chongyuan said calmly: "I just said that they are getting better, but I didn't say that they are together."

Lu Xifeng was speechless: "What the hell??"

Li Chongyuan: "Mu Kang is enlightened, but Lin Zhi disappeared."

Qiu Liming asked suspiciously: "What do you mean missing?"

"The orchestra is about to start an international tour." Li Chongyuan explained, "During the tour, the guest conductors will take turns to rehearse. Every year at this time, Lin Zhi will do charity."

Guan Xiao: "Then where is he now?"

"I don't know, Lin Zhi left strangely this time." Li Chongyuan said, "I don't know what happened between him and the idiot Mu, he left alone without saying hello."

Qiu Liming: "You mean...no one knows where he went?"

"Yes." Li Chongyuan said, "Idiot Mu asked all over the foundation that Lin Zhi cooperated with, but he said he didn't know."

"Tsk tsk." Guan Xiao said, "Did the idiot Mu make Lin Zhi angry?"

Lu Xifeng said irritably: "It's not easy at all!"

Li Chongyuan said with certainty: "It's good, Mu Kang said it himself."

Qiu Liming: "What did he say?"

Li Chongyuan kept it secret mysteriously: "Ask yourself."

The small screen of the mobile phone can't stop the profound meaning of the sentence that the master said. Although Lu Zhizhang lacks comprehension, Guan Xiao and Qiu Liming have a full comprehension.The two of them geared up for a few weeks, taking advantage of the right time and place to question Mu Kang like a master.

Guan Xiao cut to the chase and asked, "Did you find Lin Zhi?"

Mu Kang took a sip of tea depressedly: "No."

"We will always find it." Qiu Liming said, "What happens after we find it?"

Mu Kang thought to himself: Of course it is a big fight with dry wood and fire.

Such private matters are naturally not humane, so he glanced at Qiu Liming and said indifferently: "Do/your shit."

Qiu Liming and Guan Xiao glanced at each other secretly, and they both read a smile from each other's eyes.

Mu Dacai thinks very highly of himself and has a thick skin. He doesn't care what others think of him, and he doesn't bother to cover up his emotions and desires. Since returning to China, he has never been stingy in expressing his miss for Lin Yan in front of everyone.According to Qiu Liming and Guan Xiao's many years of experience with him, the idiot Mu Ruo answered the question with "do/your ass", which means that he is planning some selfish or earth-shattering events.

Guan Xiao winked at Qiu Liming: It seems that the two of them are progressing very quickly.

Qiu Liming nodded slightly towards Guan Xiao, and asked Mu Kang in a homely tone, "Have you been living with Lin Zhi in Switzerland?"

Mu Kang: "Hmm."

Qiu Liming: "Are you happy?"

"Happy." Mu Kang smiled, "I've never been so happy."

"Is it still there?" Qiu Liming asked.

"In the past," Mukang said, "I have to be with him."

Guan Xiao asked with ulterior motives: "How long do you plan to be together?"

"What nonsense." Mu Kang leaned on the sofa with his arms folded, and said firmly, "Together forever."

Guan Xiao: "..."

"Mission accomplished" came again, and Professor Guan couldn't pick it up, and was immediately confused.

Chief Qiu reacted quickly at the critical moment, and it took only three seconds from being stunned to regaining consciousness.He couldn't hold back anymore, he stood up abruptly, pointed at Mu Kang and said, "You have to fucking do what you say!"

Mu Kang said inexplicably: "What are you doing so loudly?"

"...It's nothing." Qiu Liming forced himself to calm down, and exchanged a knowing look with Guan Xiao.

The questioning session was successfully concluded, and the results of the questioning were exciting.Guan Xiao got up with a smile on his face and got up to refill everyone's tea. Qiu Liming sat down again and let out a sigh of relief, saying that Lin Zhi's good day is finally coming.

The play house game between Lu Xifeng and Princess Guan didn't seem to be going very smoothly, the toys were pushed aside, the one big and one small looked down and got together mysteriously, not knowing who "specially knows how to play games" "Lu Susu" is leading the little girl to be a demon again.

Mu Kang was trying to refresh the mailbox for the ten thousandth time in vain. The little girl squatting in the corner suddenly got rid of "Lu Susu"'s embrace with lightning speed, flew to Mu Kang's side, and slapped an unknown object. It smeared on Mu Kang's face.

Lu Xifeng, who was caught off guard and snatched his phone: "Hey——"

Mu Kang's eyes were sharp and his hands quickly caught the phone. The little girl climbed onto Mu Kang's hands and feet, pointed at the phone screen and said, "Mu Susu — idiot —"

A jazz trumpet monologue came from the mobile phone. The melody was sad and the breath was sophisticated. It was the performance of the resident band of Boiling Point.

Lu Xifeng: "..."

Guan Xiao: "..."

Qiu Liming: "..."

Guan Xiaoprincess probably added all the growth skill points that should have been allocated to walking and talking to the use of mobile phones. She skillfully grabbed Mu Kang's hand and pulled the video to the first second. She said it again fearlessly: " Mu Susu! Stupid!"

Although the video is low-definition and thin-coded, the camera shakes, and there are noises in the background, it still can't stop the protagonist's rippling love.

Mu Kang thought blankly: Fuck, this man looks familiar.

The picture advances slowly, the trumpet is idle and lazy, the lighting is ambiguous and dim, and everything is properly rendered into a romantic poem.The cameraman asked the man in the center of the camera with malicious intentions: "Who are you looking at?"

"Are you looking at Lin Yan?"

The man's eyes were shining brightly, and there was a tender emotion dedicated to the one he loved, and he said softly: "Yes."

Mu Kang stared at the familiar and unfamiliar idiot in the video, with complicated emotions, a little embarrassed, a little funny, a little sour, and a little sweet.

He quietly put the phone on the coffee table, closed his eyes, and said nothing for a long time.

The three culprits were sitting or standing by the side, feeling apprehensive, fearing that the dissatisfied scum would settle their scores in the future.

They were overwhelmed, and Mu Kang didn't have the slightest idea of ​​finding fault.

For a moment, he was overwhelmed with love, unable to control himself, trying to use his imagination to create a smiling Lin Sansui in a dark place.

Of course he couldn't.

Lin Yan is unparalleled in the world, and his superficial thinking alone cannot describe Lin Yan's one-ten-thousandth of the best.

Mu Kang sighed heavily, thinking helplessly: Where are you?

Do you know how much I miss you?