Mountain Stream Autumn

After Chen Nanshan got off the plane, he went home first, packed some things, and went straight to school.

Because he met He Qiuming at the beginning, in order to get along with him better, and because he firmly believed that he could go to the end with He Qiuming, he moved out of the staff dormitory and returned to his own small nest, and carefully decorated his home, looking forward to being with He Qiuming. Have a good relationship.

Later, he did have a good relationship with He Qiuming, but since it's broken now, there's no need to continue.

It was just because it was still a holiday, there were no people in the school, and the staff dormitory was even quieter. Chen Nanshan had nothing to do, so he simply lay down in the dormitory.

However, he didn't expect He Qiuming to find him so quickly.

After packing up his things yesterday, Chen Nanshan lay down on the bed and fell asleep. When he woke up, it was already the next day, and the sun outside was bright.

Chen Nanshan got up to wash up, rubbed his empty stomach, and was about to go out to have some breakfast.He carried the garbage he had packed yesterday, locked the door and went downstairs.

There was a car parked in front of the staff dormitory building, which seemed a bit abrupt in the empty lawn.Chen Nanshan glanced at the car strangely, wondering what the owner of the car was thinking, didn't he know that parking in the car would affect the travel of people in the dormitory?

But Chen Nanshan didn't think much about it, and went around the car to throw out the garbage.

The next second, someone grabbed his hand, and a familiar smell rushed into Chen Nanshan's nose.

Immediately afterwards, his body froze, and his breathing became rapid.

"Happy New Year, little one."

The sixth day of the Lunar New Year is still in the Spring Festival, and a happy new year is not an exaggeration.

It's just that He Qiuming's greeting made Chen Nanshan feel bad all of a sudden.

He suppressed the strong emotions in his heart, pulled out his hand with all his strength, turned around with a smile on his eyes, and looked at He Qiuming with a calm expression, "You will not be happy when you come."

Chen Nanshan didn't expect that the words he heard on the New Year's Eve night would be used on him and He Qiuming one day. At that time, he still felt that the girl was pitiful, but now the poor person has become him.

He Qiuming didn't seem to see Chen Nanshan's cold face, he still had a smile on his mouth, and spoke to Chen Nanshan in a very good tone, "You haven't had breakfast yet, I'll take you to eat."

Chen Nanshan dodged He Qiuming's outstretched hand, threw the rubbish into the trash can, then did not reply to him, turned around and walked forward ignoring him.But how could He Qiuming let someone just leave like this, so when Chen Nanshan turned around, he stretched out his hand to stop him.

"Where are you going, let's go together."

Chen Nanshan didn't know how He Qiuming had such an attitude, but he knew that he didn't like this feeling very much, the feeling of being led away by He Qiuming, and He Qiuming could act as if nothing had happened, but he couldn't.

As for how He Qiuming knew he was here, Chen Nanshan didn't want to guess, what he wanted to do was to get rid of his relationship with him as soon as possible, so there was nothing left.

He opened He Qiuming's hand and walked forward without saying a word.

This time He Qiuming didn't reach out to stop him, because he directly pulled the man over and pressed against the car window.

The body was controlled by others, and the familiar person and familiar posture brought back the memory deep in Chen Nanshan's mind, making his face even redder.He didn't want to think about it, but for He Qiuming, many things and feelings were caused by his body reacting before his thoughts, just like now.

Chen Nanshan looked at He Qiuming who was very close to him, and was stunned for a moment, then felt his breath hit his face, shame and anger welled up in his heart, he raised his hand to push He Qiuming, and said viciously, "Get out."

Naturally, he didn't push He Qiuming away. He Qiuming tried his best, Chen Nanshan was no match for him.

He Qiuming took Chen Nanshan's hands, lifted them above his head, and fixed them on the car window with force, making Chen Nanshan unable to refute.Then he leaned closer to Chen Nanshan and said sincerely, "I'm sorry about the past, you are angry with me, but don't..."

He paused and said, "But don't give up on me."

How could Chen Nanshan listen to this, now his mind is full of anger, the anger of being treated like this by He Qiuming, and the memories of disobedient anger rushing into his mind.Although it was still the Spring Festival, there were not many people in the school, and it was early in the morning, so there were fewer people on the street, but Chen Nanshan still couldn't stand it, and couldn't help being angry.

Being acted like this by He Qiuming made it even more obvious that he had no ability to resist in front of him.

It instantly reminded him that when the two first met, He Qiuming was like this at that time, as soon as he refused to listen to him, and as soon as he looked at him with a cold face, He Qiuming pressed him against the wall with a smile, made him blush, and then told him something to say.

Back and forth, emotional sublimation.

It's just that in the past it could be said to be a matter of taste, but now that He Qiuming treats him like this, Chen Nanshan just feels disgusted.Because it will make him feel that he is just a toy of He Qiuming. When people think of it, they come to tease him, making him happy, and when they lose interest, they throw him far away.

Feeling out of control, once or twice is enough.

So Chen Nanshan raised his knee and was about to kick someone, never thinking about the consequences of his top.

He Qiuming didn't expect Chen Nanshan to do something like this, but fortunately, he reacted quickly, and he didn't really let Chen Nanshan kick him. He just thought about Chen Nanshan's strength, felt sad, and knew that Chen Nanshan was really angry with him. .

Although his heart was depressed, He Qiuming still had a smile on his face, and said unscrupulously, "I'm not the only one who suffers from the kick."

"Go aside."

"Kids, take a partner for breakfast, huh?"

Chen Nanshan lowered his eyes and said lightly, "Let go."

He Qiuming smiled, "Don't let go," he paused, and then said, "If you run away, I won't cry."

Chen Nanshan laughed angrily, He Qiuming only heard the outline of what he said, so he couldn't think for a while, "It wasn't your family either."

"I didn't say it belonged to my family." He Qiuming raised his eyebrows and said with a smile on his lips, "Do you want to go home with me, kid?"

"Back the hell, get out."

He Qiuming looked at the angry Chen Nanshan, slowly smiled, and let go of Chen Nanshan's hands.Then he hugged him hard in the next second, and muffled in Chen Nanshan's ear, "It's my fault, I know it all."

Chen Nanshan's body was stiff, he clenched his hands and said nothing, He Qiuming's breath on his neck made him extremely uncomfortable.

"Chen Nanshan, let's get to know each other again," he whispered, begging, "How about it?"

No bad past, talk about a brand new love.

He Qiuming put his chin on Chen Nanshan's shoulder, and Chen Nanshan didn't get annoyed enough to push him away, so He Qiuming couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief, and pulled the corners of his mouth in a small arc, revealing a very shallow smile.

If he didn't push him away, it meant that Chen Nanshan didn't refuse.

But before He Qiuming had time to be happy for too long, he heard Chen Nanshan say, "I don't want it."

His body froze, and Chen Nanshan took advantage of him, and he was pushed away with a little force.

Chen Nanshan stood aside, kept vigilant, and said in a calm tone, "I am very satisfied with my current life."

Life without He Qiuming, although a little sad, but he lived a happy and casual life.

"And He Qiuming," Chen Nanshan looked at him, and added, "I can't let go of the past."

Therefore, he didn't want to have any more contact with He Qiuming.

He Qiuming raised his hand to touch Chen Nanshan, but Chen Nanshan thought that he was about to strike again, so he immediately became highly vigilant and took a step back.He Qiuming smiled wryly, seeing Chen Nanshan's usual expression, he withdrew his hand in a daze.

Seeing that He Qiuming stopped talking, Chen Nanshan also relaxed, opened the distance between the two, and heaved a sigh of relief.

The atmosphere was silent for a while.

Seeing that He Qiuming hadn't left yet, Chen Nanshan thought for a while and said, "Some words are enough to be believed once."

He was talking about those agreements.

"But it's not that time yet, we can still do it together!"

He Qiuming's words aroused the fire in Chen Nanshan's heart, and he said emotionally, "But I don't want it anymore."

Chen Nanshan rushed to He Qiuming, "Whether it's time or not, I don't want it anymore." He punched He Qiuming in the face, but He Qiuming didn't dodge, "I don't want to let you go because of my grievances back."

"Why do you leave as soon as you say, and hide so that no one can find it. Now that I don't want it, what the hell are you doing here?"

Chen Nanshan's face turned red from excitement. He stared at He Qiuming, not paying attention to his sore eyes, and said word by word, "If you feel guilty because of Zhang Qiuyan, then you can leave, I don't care." what he did."

It was obvious that Chen Nanshan punched his face with burning pain, but when he saw Chen Nanshan's eyes suddenly red, the pain on his body was nothing, and his heart ached because of Chen Nanshan.

He stepped forward again, hugged Chen Nanshan into his arms, and patted him on the back to comfort him. This time, Chen Nanshan did not push him away, but buried his head on his shoulder, his body trembling slightly.

No words are enough to describe He Qiuming's mood at the moment. While patting Chen Nanshan's back, he kept repeating his sorry, hoping that Chen Nanshan would feel better.

But no, Chen Nanshan's body was still shaking, and He Qiuming could even hear a slight sob.

Chen Nanshan was crying.

This realization almost drove He Qiuming crazy, he moved softly, and said in a hoarse voice, "It's not for him, never for him."

"It's because of you that I came to see you," He Qiuming said hoarsely, "For so many years, I only have you in my heart."

"I haven't been with anyone else, and I haven't fallen in love with anyone else." He Qiuming smiled wryly, and said without caring about his image, "I miss you very much, too, so much..."

He paused, then continued, "I miss you so much I can't sleep."

"My child, you are far more important than you think in my heart."

Chen Nanshan in his arms slowly calmed down, but he didn't immediately withdraw from He Qiuming's embrace, but looked up at He Qiuming.

Unsurprisingly, the eyelashes were wet and the eyes were red.

He Qiuming raised his hand to wipe the teardrops from the corners of his eyes, not at all embarrassed by the confession just now, but Chen Nanshan turned his head away from his hand.

He Qiuming was puzzled.

Chen Nanshan saw that He Qiuming withdrew his hand, and then looked over again. The corners of his mouth turned up, forming a smile.Seeing Chen Nanshan who was laughing, He Qiuming felt a little relieved and laughed too.

But the next second he heard Chen Nanshan's words, the smile froze on his face.

Chen Nanshan said, "In this case... it's time to wait, understand?"

After finishing speaking, Chen Nanshan pulled He Qiuming's hand away, and walked out of the school without looking back.

The words are nice and heart-warming, but the time to say them is too late.

It would be nice if it was earlier...