Mountain Stream Autumn

For He Qiuming's sudden return home, Liang Wanmu was very happy, and immediately took He Minghan to the supermarket to buy vegetables, preparing to show off at the New Year's Eve dinner.However, He Qiuming didn't intend to stay at home for a long time, and was anxious to go to City B to find Chen Yong, hoping to get news from Chen Nanshan, but Liang Wanmu refused to let him go, saying that the New Year's Eve should be reunited, how could a family of three be together ground statement.

He Qiuming opened his mouth, wanting to tell Liang Wanmu that if he didn't go there, the person he liked would be gone, but thinking of Liang Wanmu's attitude, He Qiuming had no choice but to shut up and went back to the room without speaking.

Obviously he came here alone a few years ago, why is it so difficult this year?

After the New Year's Eve dinner, Liang Wanmu and the others watched the Spring Festival Gala in the living room, while He Qiuming went back to the bedroom early, preparing to buy tickets for tomorrow.However, tickets are the most difficult to buy during the Spring Festival, especially for people like him who just come to see tickets now, so naturally they can't buy tickets.

He Qiuming refreshed the software several times, but he didn't see the remaining tickets, so he went to look at the train tickets again, and the result was the same.He threw the phone aside, lay down on the bed, and fixed his eyes on the desk on the other side. It was a small box, which contained the souvenirs he bought every time he went on business trips after he separated from Chen Nanshan.

I want to give Chen Nanshan a souvenir.

Although the two broke up a long time ago, the habit formed when they were together has continued, so that every time he goes to a new place, he will always subconsciously look for good-looking and interesting things, thinking of giving them to Chen when he goes back. Nanshan.But every time after buying it, I remembered that Chen Nanshan was gone long ago, so I could only warn myself not to do this next time, but it would still be like this next time.

After a few years, I bought a lot of things, but didn't send them out.

When did Zhang Qiuyan chat with Chao Nian, He Qiuming didn't know, and he didn't know how it turned into a video call afterwards.

It was Zhang Chengbo's treat that day, and he called them out to play, saying that it was to boost morale for the upcoming work. A group of young people were naturally happy, and they started carnival when they arrived.He Qiuming was not in the same mood as them, so he sat alone in a quiet place and drank, trying to dispel the boredom in his heart.

The saying on the Internet is true, people are hypocritical, and it is not uncommon to deliver it to the front of the person by hand, and it is always the same, and if there is a disagreement, it will leave.

And he is that typical.

He Qiuming didn't remember how much he drank, but he only knew that when Zhang Qiuyan brought over his phone, his head was already a mess, and his brain was aching from alcohol stimulation.

Hearing Chao Nian's voice on the other end of the phone, he opened his mouth to ask how Chen Nanshan was doing, but then wanted him to see Chen Nanshan.However, what he has done himself is like a huge ditch, lying between them, making him unable to cross it, and he dare not cross it.

He Qiuming leaned on the sofa, concentrating on drinking, but the chat between Zhang Qiuyan and Chao Nian fell into his ears without a word.

Headache.

He Qiuming stood up on the sofa, wanting to go out to get some air, but Zhang Qiuyan gave him a hand and said with a smile that he wanted to play a game.

He Qiuming lowered his eyes and fixed his eyes on Zhang Qiuyan's hand pulling his clothes. With a calm expression, he pushed his hand away slightly, and then sat on the sofa without rejecting Zhang Qiuyan's proposal.

At the beginning, He Qiuming didn't participate in the game between the two of them, so he just sat and listened to it. Later, Zhang Qiuyan looked at him and said, "I want to ask you a question."

Because He Qiuming had a headache and wanted to leave quickly, he nodded slightly in response.

He thought that Zhang Qiuyan's question would be similar to the one he asked Chao Nian just now, but Zhang Qiuyan smiled and behaved as gentle and elegant as before, but the question he asked was straight to the heart.

Zhang Qiuyan asked, "Do you have someone you like?"

He Qiuming, who had drunk too much, stared at Zhang Qiuyan in a daze, as if he didn't understand his question.Seeing He Qiuming like this, Zhang Qiuyan felt itchy for a moment, and wanted to go over to kiss him, but at least he held back the thoughts in his heart, and gave an easy-to-understand explanation, "Do you like Chen Nanshan?"

He Qiuming's eyelids trembled when he heard the word Chen Nanshan, and he was lost in memory, and the corners of his mouth curled up uncontrollably.

He knew Chen Nanshan.

His brain, which had long been blurred by alcohol, came to his senses at this moment. He easily picked out the plot related to Chen Nanshan from his memory, and then a smile appeared on his face.

Zhang Qiuyan thought that He Qiuming didn't understand, so he repeated it again.

He Qiuming looked up at him, raised his eyebrows and smiled, "I don't like it."

Zhang Qiuyan smiled, and was about to answer the conversation, but an accident happened on the phone, which interrupted Zhang Qiuyan's words before he had time to speak, and also interrupted He Qiuming's words that were still on the tip of his tongue.

He doesn't like Chen Nanshan, what he has for Chen Nanshan is love, he loves Chen Nanshan.

Chen Nanshan suddenly appeared in the camera, his face was pale, but his eyes were scary red.

He Qiuming's sluggish head came to his senses now. He looked at Chen Nanshan on the video call and wanted to hang up in a panic, but Chen Nanshan didn't give him this chance.

The following things developed uncontrollably, and he still had no room to refute. In addition to being drunk, his thoughts were not as good as usual. After listening to Chen Nanshan's questioning, he always had to be stunned for a while before he figured it out.

But when he figured it out, Chen Nanshan had already moved on to the next topic.

Even at the end, he said that he didn't want He Qiuming anymore.

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Fireworks exploded in the sky outside, brightening half of the city and adding to the liveliness of the festival.The children in the community gathered at the bottom, chasing each other and playing with small fireworks. After the fireworks exploded, their happy faces were reflected.

He Qiuming stood by the window, looking down at the children playing downstairs. It was a festive festival, and the outside was lively, but He Qiuming couldn't be happy, and there was no smile on his face.

Although the mobile phone on the bed had a bright screen from time to time, it was a blessing message from some WeChat friends, but there was never a blessing from the person he was thinking of.As for the blessings he sent in the past, the reply he got was always a red exclamation mark.

He Qiuming raised his hand to cover his heart, sighed and muttered, "Do you really want me?"

But Chen Nanshan, He Qiuming misses you so much.

Can't live without you.

You can be angry, you can ignore me, but don't want me, okay?

I will coax you slowly and wait for you slowly. If you lose your temper, can you just come back to me?

From then on, life and death are not separated.

On the first day of the new year, He Qiuming didn't go out to pay New Year's greetings, but borrowed his father's car and drove to City B.Yesterday, he wandered around in various ticket-selling apps until the early hours of the morning, but he couldn't wait for a ticket to City B, so he simply decided to drive by himself.

His home is a little far from City B. When he entered the urban area of ​​City B, it was already [-] o'clock in the evening. The city was brightly lit, and the roads were lined with colorful lights. People who returned late walked on the road, but there were people waiting for him to go home with the door open. .Weihe traveled for dozens of hours, from one city to another, in order to find someone who didn't want him, to say sorry to him, to bring him home, and to be in love with him until the end of life.

No matter how hard it is, as long as that person is willing to nod, he will be content with it.

I was afraid that he would rest assured that the child on the tip of the tip, every word he said was sincere, and if he said no, he would not.

At that time...China is so big, but he lost his home.

It's just that He Qiuming doesn't know now, not only did this trip not let him know where Chen Nanshan was, but it made him feel more sorry for Chen Nanshan, and he was even more reluctant to beat him up.

Knowing Chen Nanshan for so many years, and being with him for several years, he thought he was the one who knew him best and liked him the most. Nanshan's favorite.

Sure enough, there are many things in the world, there is no best but change.