Mountain Stream Autumn

Chen Nanshan got off the plane in the afternoon.

After he came back, he didn't tell anyone, took a taxi to the place where He Qiuming lived, and wanted to go there again, but he didn't expect to meet an agent.The agent looked at Chen Nanshan strangely, and guessed what he had experienced in his heart, but in the end, the interests prevailed, and the agent thought he still wanted to buy a house, so he came to recommend it to him.

It was only now that Chen Nanshan knew that the young couple did not want to buy a house. He looked at the agent wearily, but did not refuse him. He asked him for the number and then the key, saying that he would go and see for himself.

The intermediary looked at him distrustfully.

Chen Nanshan smiled wryly, knowing that his current appearance was hard to believe.It's just that he didn't want many people to accompany him, he just wanted to see He Qiuming's house quietly, so he gave the agent his phone number, wrote him the address of the house he lived in, and even gave him the key ID card Press on him.

After hearing what Chen Nanshan said, the intermediary didn't say anything more, just made an appointment with Chen Nanshan to return the key, and left as promised.The community where Chen Nanshan lives is very expensive, so the agency has no reason to suspect that he will do bad things. When handling business, he will always meet one or two strange customers, and Chen Nanshan's request is not too much.

Besides, he had seen Chen Nanshan's photo in that house, and he looked quite close, maybe they knew each other, so the agent shook his head and left quickly.

The layout of the house has not changed, but some things related to He Qiuming are missing.After Chen Nanshan entered the room, he went straight to the bedroom, lying on the bed with no sheets, smelling the faint smell similar to He Qiuming's.

Familiar scenes are easy to evoke memories deep in my mind.Chen Nanshan was lying on the bed, looking at the ceiling, scenes of the past flashed in front of his eyes, he couldn't help twitching the corners of his mouth, thinking about his loneliness.

The rain in the city last night was merciless, Chen Nanshan didn't know what he was thinking, and stubbornly sat in that alley until the early morning.The rain stopped later, and he staggered back to the hotel, attracting a lot of onlookers along the way, after all, his appearance was so embarrassing after causing trouble.

But Chen Nanshan wasn't in the mood to pay attention to other people's eyes. He went back to the hotel to take a shower, gave himself some medicine, and booked a plane ticket. Finally, he turned on the airplane mode and threw his phone aside.

He doesn't want to do unnecessary struggle anymore, love or something, whoever he loves doesn't matter.

Chen Nanshan's sincerity was pressed to the ground and stepped on the ground. After a long time, he didn't feel sad, but also felt cold.

However, when he got off the plane and set foot on his hometown, for some reason, he felt an urgent urge to go to He Qiuming's house, and he came here just because he thought so.

Chen Nanshan was lying on the bed, surprisingly quiet.He opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling. After He Qiuming had been away for so long, it was the first time he seriously thought about why he left?

Yes, why did you leave? Obviously, the atmosphere between the two of them was so good that they were only one sentence away from being together.All the romance has turned into a bitter medicine, so bitter that he can't even open his mouth to speak.

During Chen Nanshan's internship, there was a girl in the same group who was two years older than him. After work, she was busy with the blind dates arranged by her family.At that time, many people didn't understand, after all, girls were young, why should they rush to go on a blind date, and communicate with a group of strangers from scratch, because it's not like girls don't have suitors, and that suitor is better than a girl's blind date.

But the girl just smiled, didn't explain anything, and went on a blind date, and then at the end of the internship period, everyone received the girl's wedding invitation.

Everyone was amazed by the girl's quick action, but they all went to the wedding.The groom is very ordinary, but he is very kind to the girls, and he is considerate and takes care of the girls in the details of life.At the same time, the girl's suitor is also there, and then everyone knows that the suitor is the girl's ex-boyfriend, who has been with him for six or seven years, and the girl has been with him throughout her youth.

However, after graduating from university, the man was tired of the current life, or he was not ready to take on the responsibilities of the two of them in the future. He didn't understand for a while that he broke up with the girl, but no matter how the girl got it back, there was no result.And because the boy broke up, he suddenly felt relieved. After leaving a word of blessing, he left that city and went to other places.

As for the girls, because of the breakup, they didn't recover for two full years, and then they finally got out of that relationship, but they never touched love again.About a year ago, the boy came back again and launched a crazy pursuit, but the girl was already calm.

Maybe it was a heartbeat, but I don't have so much energy to start another relationship.

At the party at the end of the internship period, the girl attended the party as a mentor.Someone asked about this at the party, and the girl said that she was no longer a sixteen or seventeen-year-old girl, and she didn't have so much youth to waste.

Puppy love is strictly prohibited in high school. Once discovered, parents will be invited to give ideological education, and family members will inevitably preach after returning home.Girls and boys avoided the high school teacher's surveillance, and dated cautiously for three years. Later, they went to college and their relationship became more and more stable. They wanted to tell their family members, but their parents would be so opposed.However, the girl has a stubborn temper, and if she decides that the boy is not going to change, she will quarrel with her family because of her feelings even if she doesn't return, and she doesn't choose to let go.

During the period when we just broke up, the girls had a bad life, and they had no energy in doing anything, and they felt that the boys were still there wherever they went.No one knows how the girl came here, and no one knows how long it will take for a sincere heart to go out. In short, the girl gets better later, and feelings are not important to her.

After so many years, Chen Nanshan still remembers what the girl said that night, every word in his heart.The girl said that there are not many people who are dedicated to pursuing love in this life, let alone marrying someone who is in love. Most of them, after experiencing an unforgettable relationship, accept their hearts and become more loving themselves, knowing how to get less hurt.

As for marriage, there are not many people who can marry the person they love the most, and more people should marry the right person.Maybe you don't love him that much, but he is the most suitable for you. The most important thing is to live with a partner and relax.

The girl said that love was the most important thing in her life when she was sixteen or seventeen years old, but when she grew up, to be honest, it was not that important.Maybe she still has affection for the boy, after all, she has loved him for many years, but I'm sorry, she is getting married and starting a new life.

Whether it is that relationship or that person, they are all in the past tense, sealed in the past, not suitable for recalling or mentioning.

Chen Nanshan blinked his eyes, wondering if He Qiuming would do the same, treating him as a piece of youthful past, all the good and sweet, just compensation for the final departure?

Is it too cruel?

It was about just entering high school, and the two of them watched a movie when they were sixteen or seventeen, which led to a discussion.The movie tells the story of two people who were first love for each other. After breaking up, they experienced some things. They met again after many years. They realized that the other person was the one they liked the most, so they both worked hard to be together again.

After watching the movie, Chen Nanshan felt a little emotional, thinking that people who love each other should be together, but when he told He Qiuming, He Qiuming obviously had a different idea from him.

17-year-old He Qiuming stood on the street and said very clearly that a breakup is a breakup. If it was him, even if he liked it, he would never be with the other party again.

A broken mirror can't be rounded up, how can a broken relationship be reunited, even if it is barely repaired, it is not the original pure appearance, there is always a scar on it, a bright reminder of everything that happened to him.

He didn't want to ruin the goodness at the beginning.

The 16-year-old Chen Nanshan was dissatisfied, and felt that when the relationship came, there would be no such problems.And He Qiuming smiled, saying that principles are principles, and then paused, adding that if the feelings are strong, these things will not happen.

Chen Nanshan didn't understand He Qiuming's thoughts, and wanted to talk to He Qiuming, but He Qiuming reasoned, and Chen Nanshan couldn't say a word.But Chen Nanshan didn't give up, trying to make He Qiuming understand his thoughts, he used an example and asked if one day the two of them separated and he came to chase him again, would he agree.

He Qiuming's expression darkened immediately, and he looked at Chen Nanshan coldly, before finally answering after a while, and the content of the answer was the same as before.

Chen Nanshan was dumb, watching He Qiuming silent for a long time, but He Qiuming rubbed his head with a smile, leaned over and kissed him, and said, don't talk about things that don't exist, and tell him that the two of them will be together for a long time Yes, it's the kind of old people who can still live together.

Chen Nanshan also laughed, and seriously responded to He Qiuming's kiss.

Who would have thought that Chen Nanshan's metaphor would become a prophecy a few years later.

He turned over, and suddenly caught a glimpse of something pressed on the bedside table, raised his hand to bring it over, and found that it was a photo, which was a group photo taken during the New Year's Eve.

It was rare that Chen Nanshan didn't cry, and didn't even show much expression on his face. He just looked at the photos quietly and carefully put them in his pocket.

There are always people on the Internet who say that people who love deeply are more likely to be hurt, and there are also people who sing that people who love a lot always shed tears first. Is it true that the person who loves purely is also the most cruel?

Chen Nanshan thought of He Qiuming in those years when they were together, and believed that they would be together, every time they mentioned their relationship, they had light in their eyes, and firmly believed that it would last forever.Therefore, in the end, there was a deviation in the relationship. For He Qiuming, it could be regarded as the collapse of faith.

The fact that I have always believed is broken, and I will inevitably resist the original events and people in my heart. If it were him, Chen Nanshan, then he would probably react more than He Qiuming.

After all, He Qiuming still didn't believe him.

Chen Nanshan didn't blame He Qiuming, even if he went to look for him full of joy but didn't find him, instead causing disaster, he just felt wronged, a little bit wronged at most.Putting aside these grievances, what he wants to do is to find He Qiuming, and have a good talk with him, don't mention likes or being together, just talk about what's on his mind and what's in his heart.

The problem is...he couldn't find He Qiuming at all, and even if he knew where he was, he couldn't find him.

Chen Nanshan stayed here for the whole night, and didn't eat anything except the little food on the plane.At first, he was still lying on the bed, but then he probably felt that He Qiuming's presence in the bedroom was too strong, so he simply took the photo to the living room, and then sat in the living room overnight.

Turn on the light, the kind staring at the floor in a daze.

At dawn, Chen Nanshan turned his head in a daze, and glanced at the scenery outside the window, his eyes were sore and swollen.He blinked his eyes twice to relieve his fatigue, remembered that the agent was coming to get the key, and struggled to get up.

He will definitely buy this house, He Qiuming's shadow is everywhere, he can't let the house fall into other people's hands.

After the heavy rain, although Chen Nanshan took a shower immediately after returning to the hotel, he fell asleep without applying medicine or taking any medicine on his hair. In addition, he traveled for a long time and didn't eat, so Chen Nanshan's body was weak at the moment .

He forcefully locked the door, picked up the key, went to the place he had made an appointment with the agency, and stood there waiting for someone.

The warm winter sun at [-] o'clock in the morning is not too harsh, it is very comfortable to shine on the body, but for Chen Nanshan, it makes him even more uncomfortable.The stomach also began to hurt faintly. The tossing Chen Nanshan frowned, and he rubbed his stomach calmly. Instead, he raised his arm, involving the injury on his body, and Chen Nanshan bared his teeth in pain.

The high fever caused by the rain and the sequelae of not eating made Chen Nanshan's vision blurred and his head dizzy.In a daze, he remembered that they were at home that night, he was sitting there eating the dishes made by He Qiuming, and He Qiuming was sitting next to him, telling him to take care of himself.

How did he come back then?Chen Nanshan thought for a while, and he was sure that he agreed to He Qiuming.

"He Qiuming, I didn't take good care of myself..."

It was only then that Chen Nanshan recalled that once in a haze, there was He Qiuming next to him, and he heard He Qiuming say that he would take good care of him in the future.

But now he is so uncomfortable, where is He Qiuming?

In the end, neither of them did what they said.

Chen Nanshan's last consciousness was to catch a glimpse of the agent running over. The agent's face was tense, and he seemed to be calling him loudly, as if he was afraid that something might happen to him.

Chen Nanshan twitched the corners of his mouth, feeling a little happy in his heart. After all, there are still people who care about him, don't they?While that concern might just come out of professional care for a client, it's better than being alone.

It's just that Chen Nanshan's good mood didn't last long. Looking at the agent who hurried over, he became depressed and his stomach hurt like hell.

Before losing consciousness, he glanced at the intermediary who reached out to help him, and thought for a while with a little fantasy, if it was He Qiuming who ran over, it would be great.