Mountain Stream Autumn

The news from Chao Nian was sent at night.

At that time, Chen Nanshan was still sitting in the stairwell, and the screen of the mobile phone placed by his side lit up, and a system prompt sounded.He thought it was He Qiuming who had replied to his message, so he immediately took out his phone to check, only to find that it wasn't He Qiuming, but Chao Nian.

Chao Nian said he was on a business trip.

Chen Nanshan glanced at it, then put the phone down again.He had known about He Qiuming for a long time, but now he could not do anything to ask Chao Nian for verification. Sitting for an entire afternoon made him a little dizzy. Chen Nanshan stood up while leaning on the railing.

He still didn't believe that He Qiuming left just like that, since the two of them got along so naturally a few days ago, he was more willing to believe that He Qiuming had something to do and would be back in a few days.

Chen Nanshan was going to wait a few more days.

So in the next few days, Chen Nanshan would come here to have a look, wondering if He Qiuming came back suddenly, but he didn't.As for the messages he sent, they all fell into the sea, and no reply was received.

In just a few days, time seemed to return to a few years ago. Chen Nanshan was constantly tormented by the memories of that time, and he couldn't sleep at night, and he didn't dare to go back to his house, because he would be swallowed up by the memories of being with He Qiuming once he went back.

He thought of He Qiuming until his bones ached.

One night, when Chen Nanshan came back from the place where He Qiuming lived, he met the agent on the way, and he went up to talk to the agent and inquired about the current situation of the house.The intermediary thought he was also going to buy a house, so he smiled embarrassedly and said that the house already had a buyer, and if he wanted to buy a house, he would pay attention to it for him.

Chen Nanshan didn't know how he got home, his mind was muddled along the way.The past was like a sharp knife, relentlessly gouging out his heart. He didn't understand why He Qiuming did this, and he didn't know when He Qiuming had this idea. He wanted to know what he said to He Qiuming, what the other party believed How much is it?

All the tenderness, in the end, he was the only one who took it seriously.

Chen Nanshan opened the bedroom door, and fell on the bed without turning on the light.It seemed that the cold fragrance from He Qiuming's body still remained in the room, filling Chen Nanshan's nostrils at this moment, making his eyes red.

Like many times before meeting He Qiuming again, Chen Nanshan curled up on the bed, curling himself into a small ball, forming a self-protective posture.He didn't dare to open his eyes, afraid that when he opened his eyes and saw the empty room, he would think of those days with He Qiuming.

Chen Nanshan no longer has the energy to cry. Now he just thinks about He Qiuming, and when he opens his eyes, his eyelids hurt.

The temperature in January was still very low. Chen Nanshan hugged the quilt tightly and did not turn on the air conditioner. Even though he had been lying on the bed for half an hour, there was still no temperature in the bed, and Chen Nanshan's hands and feet were still cold.

Chen Nanshan tightened the quilt again, and muttered softly, "He Qiuming, it's so cold."

But the only answer to him was the swinging sound of the wall clock on the wall.The person who would pick him up from get off work, take him to buy groceries, and cook for him at home disappeared, and he didn't know where he was.

After relaxing for a while, He Qiuming quickly penetrated into his mind like poison, and at the same time gave him extremely high spiritual pleasure.

He missed He Qiuming, and didn't want to lose He Qiuming just like this. He wanted to find He Qiuming and ask him all the things he didn't know.

At some point outside the window, it began to rain, refreshing the air, and at the same time, the cold brought by the rain became biting.Chen Nanshan rubbed his arms, took a look at the mobile phone that was put aside, it turned out that it was already Sunday, and Chao Nian would be back tomorrow.

Chen Nanshan pursed his lips and smiled, hugged the clothes that He Qiuming had left in his arms, kissed him devoutly, and said in a low voice, "Don't be afraid, Chen Nanshan, you will find him."

He had a dream, dreaming of Chen Nanshan ten years ago, experiencing those trivial things again from the perspective of a bystander.

Unconvinced by being humiliated, the junior junior brother called a group of people in private to prepare to fight with the high school students across the street. 15-year-old Chen Nanshan was also one of them.

The two groups agreed on a place, skipped class together, and took their respective people to the meeting.

He saw Chen Nanshan, who was 15 years old, and the group of third-year junior high school students calling him brothers, but there was no trace of a smile in his eyes. The 15-year-old Chen Nanshan is still stabbed all over his body. When he encounters someone who makes him uncomfortable, he will use his fists to beat the opponent, and he doesn't care whether he will be injured.

16-year-old He Qiuming, with cropped hair and a nonchalant smile on his lips, stood out in the crowd and was eye-catching. The 25-year-old Chen Nanshan almost had his eyes on him. Seeing He Qiuming like this, everything around him turned into a virtual scene, and all eyes were full of He Qiuming. However, when 15-year-old Chen Nanshan saw He Qiuming like this, But he only felt that he was an eyesore, and this feeling was even worse after the 16-year-old He Qiuming raised his eyebrows at him.

Chen Nanshan, who was on the sidelines, forgot that the dean would come soon. At this moment, all he wanted was to go to the 15-year-old Chen Nanshan, point to He Qiuming opposite, and tell him that he would love him forever.

However, before Chen Nanshan had time to talk to his 15-year-old self, the scene changed to a 15-year-old him reading a letter of guarantee on the rostrum. There were thousands of students in the audience, and Chen Nanshan on the stage was still smiling. bend.

The 25-year-old Chen Nanshan didn't like to comment on himself in the second year of secondary school, and his eyes were completely attracted by a person who shouldn't be here.

It was 16-year-old He Qiuming, wearing his school uniform, walking into a group of junior high school students.Because of the different school uniforms, it was more eye-catching in the crowd, so the students standing next to him all looked at He Qiuming curiously, and some even guessed in a low voice why he appeared here.

Chen Nanshan, 25, was also curious.

A boy with bangs standing next to He Qiuming couldn't hold back his curiosity after all, and asked why He Qiuming came here. Before He Qiuming could answer, he heard other men booing from behind, saying that he must be here to see the girl he likes.

The 16-year-old He Qiuming did not refute. He scanned the rostrum with a smile in his eyes. After a long time, the 25-year-old Chen Nanshan heard him reply, "Yes, I came to see the person I like."

The morning sun was very comfortable on his body, Chen Nanshan dazzled and woke up from his dream.

Before dawn, the rain outside stopped a long time ago, and the bed was still warm. Chen Nanshan leaned against the head of the bed, feeling dizzy. He squinted and remembered the conversation in his dream, and the memories rushed back to his mind in due course.

After the two got together, they discussed who was the first to fall in love. At that time, Chen Nanshan asked He Qiuming when he fell in love with him. He Qiuming said it was love at first sight, but Chen Nanshan didn't believe it. He only felt that He Qiuming was coaxing him. Happy, so I think he was tempted first.

Chen Nanshan didn't believe in love at first sight for so many years, but he suddenly believed in it on such a night. He felt that He Qiuming must have a lot of things that he didn't tell him.Chen Nanshan got up, squatted beside the closet, and found a box, which was the one that He Qiuming didn't take away.

He took out the small items inside, carefully recalled the stories behind each item, then picked up the ring left by He Qiuming, put it on his hand with a smile, and stared at it carefully for a while.

Chen Nanshan touched his collarbone, thinking that if he found He Qiuming, he would show him the ring, and he told him that he still liked him very much.

He didn't blame He Qiuming for leaving, he was willing to believe that He Qiuming had his own reasons.

Outside the window, it began to rain again, pattering.Chen Nanshan hugged the box and leaned against the wardrobe, thinking in a daze that he would go to Chao Nian tomorrow, and then he would be able to go to He Qiuming.

Chen Nanshan thought, he will help him remember the memories left by He Qiuming.Now that He Qiuming is gone, no matter where he is in the world, he will find him back.

He Qiuming, don't run away, or I won't be able to find you.

......

Chao Nian took a sip of his coffee, glanced at Chen Nanshan who was sitting across from him, suppressed his emotions, and asked him, "What do you want from me?"

Chen Nanshan felt a little uncomfortable and pushed the coffee away.After he got up in the morning, he called Chao Nian and came here to wait for Chao Nian to come. He wanted to know about He Qiuming from Chao Nian, "Where did He Qiuming go?"

"I do not know."

"How is it possible?" Chen Nanshan tightened his fingers, his voice hoarse, "You two work in the same company and are still classmates, how could it be possible that you don't know where he went?"

Chao Nian smiled, and looked directly at Chen Nanshan, "You are so close to him that you don't even know, where will I find out about him?"

Chen Nanshan's eyes darkened, Chao Nian couldn't bear it, and apologized for his tone, but Chen Nanshan just waved his hand, saying it was nothing.

"Chen Nanshan," Chao Nian called him, his tone paused, he seemed a little hesitant, but he still said, "Lao He won't change his decision, you just..."

Chen Nanshan smiled wryly, looked at Chao Nian, and said word by word, "You know where he is, right?"

"I really do not know."

"Chao Nian, I finally met him again, so don't hide it from me." Chen Nanshan looked at Chao Nian with pleading eyes, "Tell me where he went, okay?"

Chao Nian's heart trembled, and he suddenly remembered the conversation he had with He Qiuming a few months ago.At that time, he felt that He Qiuming was very busy with work, so he ran to ask him. He Qiuming didn't want to hide it from him, so he told him everything he asked.At that time, he also asked He Qiuming why he did this. After all, in his opinion, the current life is already very good, but He Qiuming did not answer his question.

He raised his eyes to look at Chen Nanshan, who had lost a lot of weight, and cursed He Qiuming in his heart for not being human, for torturing a good person like this.Selfishly, he didn't want Chen Nanshan to go find He Qiuming, because based on his understanding of He Qiuming, he knew in his heart that even if Chen Nanshan found He Qiuming, there would probably not be any good results.

But in this world... Feelings are hard to control, not something you can break if you want to. He Qiuming is like this to Chen Nanshan. He has already taken root in his heart. If he wants him to give up He Qiuming, he must be planted. The tree in his heart was uprooted, but it was not only sad but also hurting.

So Chen Nanshan looked at the ticket in his hand, twitched the corners of his mouth, and showed a faint smile.

He took out his mobile phone and sent Chao Nian a WeChat message, thanking him for telling him where He Qiuming went, then pressed the power off button, put the turned off mobile phone in his bag, and leaned against the window for a light sleep.

The corners of Chen Nanshan's mouth rose slightly, thinking that he would see He Qiuming in more than ten hours, he couldn't help being happy.He didn't think about why He Qiuming left, the first time he saw He Qiuming, he would definitely give him a hug, and then asked him with a smile, Valentine's Day is coming, should I go home with him?

That night he asked He Qiuming if he liked him, and He Qiuming answered in the affirmative.

Now that you say you like it, you have to be responsible.

What you love is separated by mountains and seas, and both mountains and seas can be leveled.Regardless of whether it is the end of the world or the end of the world, Chen Nanshan will find He Qiuming.

Without him, the place where He Qiuming is is his heart's desire.Wherever there is He Qiuming, it is his home.