Mountain Stream Autumn

Going to He Qiuming's house for the first time can be ranked in the top three of his fears.

He Qiuming was with He Qiuming in the third year of junior high school. At that time, He Qiuming was already a sophomore in high school, and he would not go out to fight like he did in the first year of high school. He stayed in school more often to study, and gradually became a popular and good student.As for Chen Nanshan, he is still the same as before, going out to fight from time to time, and because he is a senior in the school, he is not afraid of it on weekdays, but whenever someone makes him unhappy, Chen Nanshan will find a way to get him back.

He Qiuming would not force him to become better, nor did he care much about his studies, even when he was wronged, he would call his brothers to find a place for Chen Nanshan.At that time, Chen Nanshan felt that he was really majestic. His boyfriend not only spoiled him, but also helped him get ahead. There was simply nothing better than this in the world.

But after each exam, Chen Nanshan's interest would not be very high, because every time at this time, Chen Nanshan could clearly feel the gap between him and He Qiuming.He is not the only one in the school, Chen Nanshan knows that there are other people who like He Qiuming, those people are very good, their grades are also comparable to He Qiuming's, and they are much better than him.

And as long as he thinks like this, Chen Nanshan will feel irritable, want to find someone to fight, and feel depressed.

When venting his depression again, Chen Nanshan hit a hard bone and was beaten to the hospital. At the same time, this time, no matter what he said, even if he used coquetry, He Qiuming ignored him and kept a cold face the whole time.

Chen Nanshan knew he was wrong, He Qiuming didn't dare to do anything to him, so he could only be more careful and pitiful to please He Qiuming.This time He Qiuming didn't ignore him anymore, instead he pressed him down on the hospital bed and kissed him so hard that he couldn't breathe before he let go.

He Qiuming said, kid, I want to be in a high school with you.

After that, Chen Nanshan calmed down and began to study hard with He Qiuming.

It was at the end of the first year of high school that He Qiuming said he would take him home. At that time, the two had been together for two years. Chen Nanshan also got into He Qiuming's high school as he wished, and his grades were not bad.But despite this, Chen Nanshan still had some inferiority complex in his bones. He was afraid that He Qiuming's parents would think that he was not as good as He Qiuming, so Chen Nanshan was thinking about this for the whole week.

Before going to He's house, Chen Nanshan dragged He Qiuming to the shopping mall, where he kept trying on clothes, trying to choose the most suitable one.He just didn't know what was wrong, he felt that there was something missing in every piece he looked at, and he couldn't find any clothes he was satisfied with. In the end, He Qiuming couldn't stand him like this, so he followed him into the fitting room when he was trying on clothes again, and took Chen Nanshan leaned against the wall, saying that he would look good in any outfit, and his mother would like him very much.

After solving the clothes problem, Chen Nanshan dragged He Qiuming over to buy some gifts, so he kept pestering He Qiuming to ask what his parents liked, and planned to buy them all.He Qiuming was amused by him, and couldn't hold back his mouth, saying that seeing his mother-in-law and daughter-in-law was not as nervous as him.

Only then did Chen Nanshan calm down, but before He Qiuming could breathe a sigh of relief, he heard Chen Nanshan say something over there again, but this time He Qiuming liked the words very much, and immediately changed his attitude, Stand up and accompany Chen Nanshan to choose something.

What Chen Nanshan said was that he was going to see his mother-in-law.

Although he had done so much preparatory work, after seeing Liang Wanmu, Chen Nanshan still couldn't control his nervousness. He stiffened his body and said hello, auntie, and then followed into the house anxiously.

He didn't dare to be alone with He Qiuming's parents, fearing that he would reveal his secrets if he was not careful, or that he didn't behave well enough to make them dislike him, so he tried his best to stay by He Qiuming's side all the time in order to seek a sense of security.

Chen Nanshan thought that Liang Wanmu would not like him, because his performance that day was really bad.But to his surprise, Liang Wanmu was very kind to him. Before leaving, she even hid from He Qiuming and pulled him aside, telling him in a low voice that she would come to play more in the future. Both she and Father He liked him very much.

In the days that followed, Liang Wanmu treated Chen Nanshan better and better as she said.In the second year of high school, Chen Nanshan had a stiff relationship with his family, and Liang Wanmu let him live with He Qiuming without asking any further questions, and she even helped him to hold parent-teacher meetings, not to mention how she took care of him in the third year of high school, so in Chen Nanshan's heart , Liang Wanmu is comparable to Jiang Manchun.

Jiang Manchun brought him a colorful childhood, while Liang Wanmu made him feel the warmth of family affection, so Chen Nanshan was afraid that Liang Wanmu would know his relationship with He Qiuming, so he interrupted He Qiuming's confession again and again.

Although now he knew that Liang Wanmu and the others knew about him and He Qiuming, Chen Nanshan was still very nervous and scared, and it could even be said that this feeling was better than before.In the past, he was afraid that Liang Wanmu would not be able to accept their relationship, but now he was afraid that Liang Wanmu would not be able to accept him.

What Liang Wanmu said just now, on the surface, made him recall the first time they met, but in essence, he wanted Chen Nanshan to think about these years and make him feel guilty, so he could choose an answer that she was happy with.

He knew what Liang Wanmu was thinking, but...Chen Nanshan lowered his eyes, "I remember," said his voice firmly, "but I can't do what you said."

Liang Wanmu's mood suddenly became a little complicated. She actually didn't want to be this bad guy, but after He Qiuming confessed to them, they made an agreement that if He Qiuming and his father were still together, then she and his father would never He will not interfere in the affairs of the two of them, and before that, the two of them will not prevent them from interacting, and will give all the initiative to themselves.He Qiuming agreed, and also believed that they would make it to the end, and Liang Wanmu also believed it.

Compared to those parents who gave a deadline to separate from each other so that they could understand that each other is an indispensable existence, Liang Wanmu and the others' decision has already been settled.When Chen Nanshan and He Qiuming broke up, she once asked He Qiuming why they broke up, but He Qiuming just didn't say anything, and Liang Wanmu could vaguely guess that the problem was on Chen Nanshan's side.

It's just that these are not big problems. What Liang Wanmu cares about is He Qiuming's decadence after Chen Nanshan's departure and his departure from his hometown.She only has one child, and she naturally hopes that the child will be closer to them instead of wandering alone in a foreign land. She feels sorry for He Qiuming.

He Qiuming said that he only likes men in his life, she admits it, and He Qiuming says he wants to be with Chen Nanshan, she also admits it, he has the right to have another son.But He Qiuming fell at Chen Nanshan's place and got hurt all over his body, so she couldn't just sit back and watch.When they were together for so long, Chen Nanshan was able to let go of He Qiuming. For the rest of his life, who can guarantee that there will be no accidents. Liang Wanmu doesn't want He Qiuming to take this risk again.

Looking at the pale Chen Nanshan in front of him, Liang Wanmu couldn't bear it, but she continued with a smile, "Aunt Liang helped Qiuming introduce a friend."

Chen Nanshan's face turned pale again, and his fingers hanging by his side turned into fists. He knew what Liang Wanmu was talking about, and he also remembered that He Qiuming had nothing to do with what he said.Chen Nanshan relaxed his body, twitched the corners of his mouth, and refused to answer Liang Wanmu's words.

The scary thing about Liang Wanmu is that she is extremely gentle when she does something that hurts people's hearts.

"And Aunt Liang thinks you are more suitable." Liang Wanmu took a sip of tea, without looking at Chen Nanshan's pale face, and continued, "So let's regard Qiuming as a good memory, which is good for everyone."

Chen Nanshan tightened and loosened his hands. He found that he had no room to refute what he said to Liang Wanmu, but... "Aunt Liang, my things have been delivered, so I'll leave first. You can rest well."

If you can't stand it, let him go.

But Liang Wanmu was obviously looking for a result, so when she heard that Chen Nanshan was going to leave, her words became sharper, no longer the gentleness before, she said, "Nanshan, if Qiuming liked you, he would have agreed to be with you a long time ago. .”

"Aunt Liang," Chen Nanshan, who had been poked at the center, calmed down. He looked up at Liang Wanmu and apologized, "I'm afraid I can't do what you said."

"I like He Qiuming, and I want to be with him too," Chen Nanshan smiled, "You said he doesn't like me, it's okay, I'm not afraid to wait."

"But I only have one son, I can't see him feel sorry for you anymore." Liang Wanmu's tone softened.

Chen Nanshan clenched his fist and opened his mouth to explain, but the last thing he said was sorry.Liang Wanmu glanced at him with a tired expression, "Aunt Liang used to really hope that you and Qiu Ming would grow old."

After finishing speaking, she didn't wait for Chen Nanshan to react, she smiled and waved Chen Nanshan to leave.

The past was the past, and now it is another matter.

As soon as Chen Nanshan walked out of the hotel, he received a message from He Qiuming, asking him what kind of cake he would like to eat, and he would bring it to him later.Chen Nanshan rubbed his somewhat stiff face, and forced the corners of his mouth to bend so that he would not look so dull.

He likes to eat sweet things, this is a habit he had when he was a child, so Jiang Manchun would call him Tangtang.The life in the past was too bitter, and only a little sweetness could be used to adjust it, so he would keep sugar around all the year round, and he was even more happy with those things that others thought were too sweet, and this liking became even more serious after He Qiuming left. .

Chen Nanshan got on the bus back to school, asked for a strawberry flavored one by name.

All living beings are suffering, but you are the strawberry flavor.

He Qiuming is Chen Nanshan's sweet taste.As long as He Qiuming is still around, he will not be afraid of anything.