Mountain Stream Autumn

After hanging up on Chen Nanshan's voice, He Qiuming couldn't stay at home anymore, so he changed his clothes and drove out.

There are too many worries, it is better to drink away your worries.

The city is still noisy in the middle of the night, and people who return late are interpreting different stories.Because of drinking, He Qiuming stopped driving, but walked on the road.

He went to his undergraduate school.

Although he was only one year older than Chen Nanshan, in terms of the grade he was in, he was two years earlier than Chen Nanshan. Therefore, when Chen Nanshan was in his third year of high school, he was already a sophomore, and the distance between the two was thousands of kilometers.In fact, his family has known about him and Chen Nanshan for a long time, but Chen Nanshan is always afraid of this issue in front of him. Every time he mentions it, Chen Nanshan will change the topic. After a long time, he will not mentioned.

So until they separated, Chen Nanshan didn't know that he had come out of the closet, so he was so angry when he found out that Chen Nanshan chose to let go because of Jiang Manchun. There was separation, but Chen Nanshan didn't say anything, he would rather choose another result, which he couldn't accept.

At any rate, I have studied here for four years, and I am familiar with many of the scenery in the school.

He Qiuming walked to the lover's lake, found a chair and sat down.

A pool of water lilies was planted in the lake, and at this time, under the moonlight, it presented a different kind of scenery.He Qiuming suddenly remembered that in Chen Nanshan's freshman year, the two often came here for a date, and each time they were reluctant to part. Before leaving, Chen Nanshan would drag him behind a nearby tree and press him down for a deep kiss.

Sometimes he would go to Chen Nanshan School, accompany him to class, and accompany him to participate in club activities. When the work was over, the two of them would walk on the campus like other ordinary couples.

But it didn't take long for the two of them to live like this, and He Qiuming couldn't stand living in a different place with her boyfriend around, so the two rented a house off-campus and lived a life without shame or impatience.But Chen Nanshan had to go to morning and evening self-study, He Qiuming would come with him every day, and sometimes Chen Nanshan had classes in the afternoon, and He Qiuming would come over for a while.

After the evening self-study, the two of them were not in a hurry to go back. They often went to find a shop next to the school, had some supper, and then walked back slowly.

In his sophomore year, Chen Nanshan didn't have to go to morning and evening self-study, but He Qiuming was busy with internships and postgraduate entrance examinations, so it was Chen Nanshan's turn to take care of him.At that time, every time I stayed up late to catch up with homework, I would turn around and see Chen Nanshan who was asleep on the tatami next to him. He asked him to go to bed and sleep without waiting for him, but Chen Nanshan refused to say anything, and would still hug him next time. The mobile phone is by the side.

No matter how late he was busy, Chen Nanshan would stay by his side and insist on going to bed with him.

Happy old days.

He Qiuming leaned on the back of the chair, looking at the moon in the sky.There is not much difference between the moon abroad and the moon in China. Anyway, no matter where it is, it is just him.

No one is around, and the person he misses is not there. For him, it doesn't matter where he is.

When studying abroad, many times when he came out of the teaching building, there were couples on the road, and from time to time he could see inseparable men and women kissing under the tree, which made him feel more lonely.Once upon a time, there was such a person beside him, he called him a child, and the two would go to school together, eat together, and live together, filling each other's world with his own shadow. At that time, he didn't envy others.

Because his object is sweeter than all.

When he first came to a foreign country, he had many difficulties in adapting to it. The most difficult thing was that it was a city without Chen Nanshan atmosphere at all.But his mother thought it was good for him, and firmly believed that in a strange place, it would be better to get out of the broken relationship.He Qiuming can't remember how he spent that time. He only knows that he spends a lot of time working on projects with his mentor, forcing himself to keep busy, forcing himself to go to bed as soon as he gets tired, so that he has no time to think about Chen. Nanshan.

But after the project is finished, there must be a period of free time. This period is the saddest, because as long as he comes into contact with a little bit of familiar things, he will think of the time he can't go back.

I was so drunk that time because I saw the wechat account on the login, saw the circle of friends about Chen Nanshan I posted, and saw the group photo that he took as a treasure. In the past, I felt affectionate Very, but looking at it now, it is very heart-wrenching.

If someone sees it, he sees it, and he doesn't want to care what happens to others. He Qiuming doesn't believe that in just a few decades, who hasn't been hurt by love and cried for love once.

He misses Chen Nanshan, misses his children, and wishes to buy a plane ticket and fly back to China, then run to where Chen Nanshan is, find him, then drag him home, close the door and fuck him hard, fuck him for the rest of his life Can only be by his side, fuck him and never leave him.

However, in the next second when the consciousness is slightly clear, this immature idea will be overturned.Chen Nanshan said it was broken, he said it was broken, he begged and redeemed, but he still insisted on the original choice, and there was nothing he could do.

Besides, he said he wanted to separate, so it would be useless for him to go back.

The world is big here, and the rest of his life is so long, he doesn't believe that He Qiuming must be Chen Nanshan.

So in the later days, He Qiuming disguised himself, only read the books of sages, and never touched love again, and his life was clearer than that of him in his teens.But he does not close himself, he still believes in meeting, and is willing to meet other people, but no one gives him the feeling that Chen Nanshan gave him.

Later, he met Zhang Qiuyan.

Later, when he graduated and started working, Chen Nanshan gradually became a memory of his youth, which brought him happiness and sadness.

When he finally put Chen Nanshan deep in his memory, He Qiuming was finally able to live a more unrestrained life, pursuing the life he wanted wholeheartedly, and then waiting for God to arrange a mate for him one day, so that the two of them could spend a lifetime together .

......

Frogs croaked in the lover's lake, causing He Qiuming a headache.He rubbed his temples, came out of his memory, recalled the question Chen Nanshan asked tonight, and recalled the past, He Qiuming smiled.

Nothing counts.

"Child," He Qiuming laughed, his voice was extremely gentle, but there was no trace of warmth in his eyes. In the silent night, he could only hear him say, "I'm sorry."

Because of the party, Chen Nanshan often has to log in to that account recently, so as to follow the latest developments. As the advocate of this party, Su He is responsible for contacting his classmates, so Chen Nanshan also added her.

Chen Nanshan doesn't like chatting in the group, and every time he logs in, he is just peeking at the screen, so he is very likely to miss important news, but fortunately, Su Ho knows his habit, and will send him a private message every time.

Su Ho can be regarded as the opposite sex that Chen Nanshan walked close to in high school. Back then, He Qiuming was jealous of her. After graduation, everyone went to school in different cities, and their contact gradually decreased. However, this did not prevent the two from getting acquainted You won't feel awkward when contacting.

Chen Nanshan looked at the message from Su Ho, and was in a daze.

All my former classmates already have children.

Su Ho said that another reason for choosing city B this time is that the sports committee happened to live in city B at the beginning, and it happened that the wedding was held at the end of the month, so as old classmates, everyone was going to say a wave of blessings.

Chen Nanshan knew about the sports committee. In his memory, he was a very cheerful boy who was good at sports. After the college entrance examination, he seemed to have gone to a sports school in the south, and he didn't know what happened afterwards.According to Su Ho, the sports committee and the bride were together in their junior year. The reason why they are holding the wedding now is that they had just graduated from school and had no money for a banquet. So the two decided to postpone it after discussing it. Then get angry.

Fortunately, the man is upbeat, and after a few years, his job is stable, and the two of them have enough ability to take care of themselves and cultivate the next generation, so they simply hold a wedding while they have time to make up for the regrets of the year.

After reading the message from Su Ho, Chen Nanshan showed an envious expression on his face, but before he could finish his emotion, he received a new message from Su Ho, and the envy on his face was completely gone.

Su Ho asked, Chen Nanshan, where is your very loving object?How are you two doing?