Mountain Stream Autumn

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For a long time, He Qiuming thought that he and Chen Nanshan would spend their lives loving each other, so when Chen Nanshan proposed to separate from him, he was completely dumbfounded and didn't believe it.

He did not believe that Chen Nanshan would make such a decision.

However, everything around him is really reminding him: the child is gone, and the child does not want him anymore.

The room where the two of them used to live together is now only his own, and the things that belonged to the child have disappeared.The sweet and loving home in the past seemed empty now, and even if he stayed here for a while, he would feel depressing.

It's not that he didn't try to make it up, it's just that Chen Nanshan seemed determined to separate, no matter what he said or did, Chen Nanshan ignored him.Even when he went to find him that time, he cried and told him: let him go.

The saddest thing about people who love each other is not because they don't love to separate in the end, but because the person who loves deeply begs you to let him go, and you still don't know anything.

Just let it go, smash the sweetness of the past into pieces, and the promises of those years are also blown away by the wind.

He still likes Chen Nanshan, or rather he loves Chen Nanshan very much, but the person he cares about has already decided to withdraw from his life and is not going to walk into that bright future with him.

He Qiuming is not convinced, he does not accept separation without reason.

It's just that when he really found out the reason behind it, he became even more silent again.He Qiuming didn't understand, why Chen Nanshan refused to tell him, could it be because in his heart, he was not enough to give him a sense of security?

He Qiuming didn't know.

After knowing the reason behind it, He Qiuming was completely discouraged. I don't know if it was because of Chen Nanshan's distrust, or his disgust for not being strong.In short, he had a very bad time during that time, so decadent that Liang Wanmu knew what happened to him, and then flew to the place where he lived to see him.

To be honest, it was the first time when He Qiuming grew up so big and saw Liang Wanmu so grand, not only because of Chen Nanshan, but also because of him.

Liang Wanmu stood at the head of his bed, losing her elegance for a rare occasion, scolding him for not knowing how to cherish herself.He Qiuming didn't refute, and even lowered his head and laughed after hearing Liang Wanmu's scolding.

He held it in for too long, and it was extremely uncomfortable.

He Qiuming originally planned to lean on the head of the bed like this and listen to Liang Wanmu give him a good lesson, but for some reason, the topic suddenly turned to Chen Nanshan. Liang Wanmu said that she was going to find Chen Nanshan and have a good talk with him, and asked him There was something wrong with He Qiuming, that's why he had to break up with him.

It is impossible for him to ask Liang Wanmu to find Chen Nanshan.

So He Qiuming grabbed Liang Wanmu and said the first thing she said after entering the room. He said, "Mom, don't go to him."

His voice was hoarse, as if he was decades old.

Liang Wanmu really stopped and looked at him fixedly.

He Qiuming didn't care how embarrassed he was, so he braced himself and said slowly, "It's my fault, it's not wrong for him to choose to separate."

"Mom, don't go to him."

He Qiuming knew Chen Nanshan well and knew what kind of man he was, so he knew better what kind of embarrassment Chen Nanshan would be in if Liang Wanmu went to find him.

And he didn't want to see Chen Nanshan frowning.

He likes Chen Nanshan very much and wants to be with him forever.It is true that Liang Wanmu went to find Chen Nanshan, maybe it could indeed make Chen Nanshan turn around and have something to do with him, but this is not what He Qiuming wanted.

He Qiuming, what he wants is Chen Nanshan's complete love, without the kind of other people's interference

And no matter what the reason was, Chen Nanshan had already chosen to break up. He tried to redeem him, but he refused again and again. Even if he liked him no matter how much he liked him, after so many rejections, he would inevitably feel tired.

A person's liking cannot withstand so many wastes.

He Qiuming looked sideways out of the window, fascinated by the setting sun outside.In the past, during holidays, the two of them always nestled in bed. Occasionally, after the affair, Chen Nanshan would lie in his arms, and then the two of them would watch the sunset together.

The sky at that time was also so beautiful and red.

And as soon as he bowed his head, he could kiss his sweetheart.

But now, when he lowered his head, there was nothing around him.

Since Chen Nanshan begged him to let him go, then he should return this liking.

But only five years.

Five years is only a small part of his life, He Qiuming doesn't believe that he can't forget a person who appeared in his life by chance.

Even gouging out has to remove him from his life, he doesn't want to like him anymore.

What a shit kid...it doesn't matter to him anymore.

He Qiuming lowered his head and smiled, then looked up at Liang Wanmu, and said, "Mom, I'm sorry."

I'm sorry to worry you at such a big age.

I'm sorry that when I came out without hesitation, I vowed to be together for a lifetime.

I'm sorry, but your son is a cowardly person who will only run away when he is emotionally hurt.

He is not strong yet, at least not strong enough to calmly face the departure of his beloved.But it doesn't matter, after Chen Nanshan is gone, He Qiuming firmly believes that he will get better.

He Qiuming went back to school to go through the formalities, and didn't tell anyone where he was going, not even his roommates.It's just that when he left school, he met his roommate at the school gate. The three brothers came over, greeted him with a smile, and asked him how the exam was.

"good."

The brother who used to sleep on the bunk opposite him patted him on the shoulder and said happily, "That's fine, go back and celebrate with sister-in-law."

Another roommate responded, "Call us when we get married, so that we can meet the person He Shen has cared about for so many years."

Several roommates laughed and didn't notice He Qiuming's abnormality.

He Qiuming didn't explain to them, and let them misunderstand, but he knew in his heart that everything they said was impossible.

On the day he left the city, He Qiuming didn't let anyone see him off.He dragged the suitcase alone, took a taxi to the airport, and then went to wait for the plane.

The ring that was prepared to be given to Chen Nanshan was also carried by him.

After the mobile phone sent a message of safety to the family, it was turned off and put in the bag.So while waiting for the plane, all He Qiuming can do is to wait for the time to pass.

But he didn't.

He held the ring that he was going to give to Chen Nanshan in the first place, and he stared at it for as long as he waited for the plane.Finally, when the airport announcement rang, He Qiuming rubbed the ring, then lowered his head slightly, and kissed the ring lightly.

He Qiuming put the ring on the seat, pulled the suitcase, and left without looking back.

The ring was left behind, and his years of youth were also let go.

When he said he wanted to forget Chen Nanshan, he was not joking.

It's been several months, and it's time to pass.