All the hardships in the entertainment industry

Han Xiuyan looked at Quan Zhilong's red eyes, holding her son with a silly smile, she suddenly felt a sense of relief, in fact, she was wrong at the beginning, thinking that as long as she liked it, the other party must also like her , I never thought that love is not enough to be good enough and beautiful enough. Faced with the other party's pursuit without sincerity, I enthusiastically accepted it. If he is a liar, then I am not a fool?As for that night of drunken sex, if I drank less, maybe that kind of thing would not have happened. Things between men and women are always relative, and one palm cannot be clapped; It doesn't matter who is right and who is wrong, let it be like this, let go of the past with Quan Zhilong for the sake of the child, and stop hating his deception.

Han Xiuyan looked at Jin Xijiang, who looked enviously at Han Junnan and Quan Zhilong, beside her. She took Xijiang's little hand and pulled him away.

"Xi Jiang, do you want a father?" Han Xiuyan asked while patting her youngest son's head.

"I just think Jun Nan is so happy. His father is still alive, and he will be good to him if he hugs him; but, mother, I don't want to call Jun Nan's father a father." Jin Xijiang whispered, he likes this mother, if she asks He will do it, but he really doesn't want to call others dad, he has a dad, even though he won't hold him or carve him a knife.

"Of course, you can just call him uncle, but why?" Han Xiuyan thought that Jin Xijiang didn't force her to call her mother at the beginning, and she thought that he would hope to have a father and a mother like other children.

Jin Xijiang looked up at Han Soo-yeon and said stubbornly: "Because I have a father, he is the best father in the world." Although he almost couldn't remember what his father looked like, he still remembered that his father loved him very much. He never forgot the feeling of being loved.

Han Soo-yeon stared blankly at Jin Xijiang. She always thought that children like Junnan and Xijiang were carefree and innocent. Their thoughts would change every day. She never knew that they could be so stubborn and persistent. .

In the evening, Han Xiuyan sat alone on the sofa by the bay window, listening to the sound of the waves, quietly indulging in her own world; the knock on the door interrupted her thoughts, she frowned at the closed door, and finally stepped forward to open the door .

"Is it you? What's the matter?" Han Xiuyan looked at Quan Zhilong who was standing outside the door and raised her eyebrows, and asked in a flat tone.

Kwon Ji-yong, who just put his son to sleep by playing some gentle and soothing songs on the guitar, said in a good mood, "Soo-yeon, I want to talk to you."

"Let's talk!" Han Xiuyan smiled slightly and motioned him to continue. After letting go of the past with Quan Zhilong, she was much more relaxed when facing him, and she didn't feel angry and disgusted when she saw him before.

"Let's go into the room and talk. It's not suitable to talk here at the door." Quan Zhilong suggested, seeing Han Xiuyan's obvious resistance, he immediately raised his hands to promise, "I swear it's really just chatting, absolutely no other intentions."

Han Xiuyan sneered, let Quan Zhilong enter the door sideways, and said, "Just your short ribs? Well, I let you in, you have something to say quickly."

As soon as Quan Zhilong entered the bedroom, he asked about the familiar smell of cigarettes that hadn't gone away. He looked around quickly and finally saw an ashtray on the small table by the bay window. He couldn't say a word for a long time looking at the unextinguished cigarette.

Han Xiuyan became impatient, even if she didn't hold grudges against Quan Zhilong, it didn't mean she could accept a man staying in her bedroom for so long at midnight, if she wasn't afraid of waking up the child, she wouldn't let him in at all.

"If you want to be in a daze, please leave. The living room is downstairs and the rooftop is upstairs. It doesn't matter how long you stand." Han Xiuyan's voice could not detect any joy or anger.

"When did you smoke? Why didn't I know?" Quan Zhilong questioned, pointing in the direction of the bay window.

Han Soo-yeon looked at Quan Zhilong in bewilderment, has his brain been smashed?

"Quan Zhilong, if what you're talking about is about my private life, then I think you should go to the rooftop to refresh your mind." Han Xiuyan pointed to the door to see off the guests.

"No, no, that's not what I want to tell you," Quan Zhilong quickly gave in. He knew that Han Xiuyan must not confront her head-on. She had known that little girl from time to time, so she wouldn't think a domineering boy was cool. What;

"Thank you for allowing me to recognize Jun Nan. Really, I am really happy today." Quan Zhilong said this with sincerity. If Han Xiuyan hadn't spoken, maybe he would never have the courage to tell his son that he is him dad.

Han Xiuyan smiled alienatedly, and said lightly: "Don't thank me, I did this just to make Jun Nan happy, and it has nothing to do with you."

"Okay, let's talk about something related to Jun Nan." After a pause, Quan Zhilong slowly organized his words and continued: "Why don't we make up and give Jun Nan a complete family, okay?"

Han Soo-yeon stared at Quan Zhilong with wide eyes, what does he mean?reconcile?Wouldn't it be what she guessed?If so, then it was definitely the most ridiculous joke she had ever heard.

"Xiuyan, I want to be with you again, my family also supports it, just treat it as Wei Junnan..." Quan Zhilong felt a little shy while talking, obviously what he said was not very serious Sweet love words, but he felt flustered and beating very fast.

"Quan Zhilong, are you joking with me? Then I want to say that this joke is not funny at all." Han Xiuyan began to believe that she really let go, and she didn't even think about beating him up.

"I'm very serious. I regretted it a long time ago. I want to make up with you. It's just that you were already with Li Minyu at that time, so I didn't say it; can we get together again?" Quan Zhilong wanted to tell Her initial judgment about the pure love between her and him was wrong. It's not that he didn't love her, it's just that he didn't understand at that time, but Quan Zhilong couldn't say anything, and he knew that even if he said it Han Soo-yeon would not believe him either.

Han Xiuyan was silent for a while, and finally said frankly: "I have never thought of reviving with you. I didn't have it before, and I don't have it now, and I won't have it in the future."

Quan Zhilong was a little anxious, and said: "Do you still blame me for breaking up with you so cruelly? Or are you worried about what I said in the bar? I really regret breaking up with you at that time Yes, but I haven't finished my words at the bar, my original intention was that if I shouldn't have pursued you hastily before I completely let go of the past, I..." Quan Zhilong looked at his face getting worse and worse Han Xiuyan also found that she was becoming more and more smeared, and she felt like she was going to be driven crazy by her bad eloquence.

"Xiuyan, what I said so much meant that I loved you, but I didn't understand at that time." Quan Zhilong held his breath and finished what he hadn't said in his heart for a long time.

Han Xiuyan listened to Quan Zhilong's late confession without any ups and downs, neither joy nor anger, and there was no disturbance in her heart.After sorting out all the memories with Quan Zhilong, Han Soo-yeon said with certainty: "I don't love you anymore, I haven't loved you since a long time ago, even though I love Jun Nan very much, I feel guilty that I can't let him have a complete life. Family, but I will not become a couple or husband and wife with you."

Quan Zhilong really wanted Han Soo-yeon not to make a decision so quickly, but he didn't know why he thought Han Soo-yeon was serious, her answer was different from what he had imagined, he thought she might get angry and scold him for being stupid before, maybe she Will look at him with disdain as if watching a joke, no matter which one it is, it shouldn't be as calm as it is now.

"Are you still blaming me for saying that you are a substitute? Xiuyan, I swear that was definitely not my intention. I have always wanted to treat you well and cherish you so as not to make you sad, but every time I face you I always make mistakes and say things that are so stupid that I cry, but I’m sure I’ll start with you..." Quan Zhilong wanted to tell this girl his complicated psychology back then, but he wanted to say The words were interrupted by Han Xiuyan again.

"It doesn't matter anymore, I have let go, whether you love me or not, I don't love you now, no matter whether I am someone's substitute, I will not be sad for these now; Quan Zhilong , the only connection between me and you is Jun Nan, even if we can't be together, you still love him, right?"

Quan Zhilong nodded as a matter of course, Jun Nan is his child and he naturally loves him, this kind of love exists naturally and will not be changed by external reasons.

"That's right, I've decided to settle down in the United States, and I'll give you the address and keys at that time. You can visit Junnan anytime you want, as long as you can ensure his safety, I will allow him to go back to Korea during the holidays." You spend the winter vacation and summer vacation together, just like we promised, it is our responsibility to let this child grow up happily." After talking about her own feelings, Han Soo-yeon paused and continued: "As for getting back together, it is impossible, I missed it After all, I missed it, regardless of whether it is suitable or not, the most direct reason is that I don’t love you, I’m sorry, it’s cruel to be so direct.”

"Do you still love Li Minyu?" Quan Zhilong asked suddenly, looking at the position of the bay window.

Han Soo-yeon showed a smile and did not answer Quan Zhilong's words.

Without her answering, Quan Zhilong already understood Han Soo-yeon's answer.

A few days later, Quan Zhilong reluctantly bid farewell to his son and boarded a plane back to Korea after agreeing to meet next time; then Han Soo-yeon and his party boarded a plane to Los Angeles, USA.

After getting off the plane, Han Soo-yeon saw her uncle and cousin who came to pick her up at the airport.Han Soo-yeon is not very familiar with most of her relatives. When she was a child, she would go to relatives’ homes with her parents, but since she became a trainee, there has been no such thing. Relatives in Korea are so rare, let alone immigrating to the United States. My aunt's family is gone, only my cousin met when I went back to Korea for vacation several years ago, if they hadn't written her name in Korean on the white cardboard, she would not have been able to find them.

Han Zhenneng's suggestion to let his daughter go abroad was naturally not a hasty decision. He not only considered his daughter's thoughts but also his grandson's studies before finally making such a decision.

Han Xiuyan's aunt married an American after studying abroad 30 years ago. Her uncle is an American. Although her cousin has black hair and black eyes, her thoughts and habits are more westernized.Although they haven't seen each other for several years, Han Soo-yeon can still recognize this young man as Cousin Will.Han Xiuyan breathed a sigh of relief, and brought her two young sons and an aunt who had never been abroad to this unfamiliar country. It is impossible to say that she is not nervous or afraid, but she trusts her father to arrange Everything is fine, and although she has never seen this aunt in the United States, she often hears it from her family.

My uncle did not put on airs like the elders in China. He enthusiastically took the luggage bag in Han Xiuyan's hand and said in very broken Korean: "Xiuyan, it's nice to meet you and welcome to the United States. My wife is already at home. Had a very sumptuous dinner.”

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