The playwright school grass is also pestering me today

Sober and obsessed.

Frenzied and indulgent.

If someone told Shen Yu a year ago that he would kiss a man on the top of the mountain in his hometown a year later, Shen Yu would definitely drag him back to his hometown with a slipper board.

Even Shen Yu can't believe it now, is this person really me?

But it is.

Hugging He Du tightly, kissing him vigorously, tongues seem to be fighting, occupying, plundering, sucking/sucking.

This kiss lasted for a long time, and when the two finally separated, Shen Yu's lips were already numb.He looked at He Du, and He Du also looked at him, his eyes focused and affectionate.

Shen Yu has always known that He Du is very good-looking, but he has never discovered that He Du is so good-looking that he can't take his eyes off him.

"Is there anything you want to tell me?" He Du asked, his voice a little hoarse.

The bell was still ringing, fireworks were blooming brilliantly behind him, and there was water in He Du's eyes, hiding the nostalgia that made Shen Yu sink.

Shen Yu looked at He Du's face, all the emotions, impulse, joy, admiration, greed... mingled into a ball of stagnation in his chest, beating and wanting to break out.

How much he wanted to tell He Du, I want to be with you and never be separated, but now he doesn't dare.

Even though 99% of his heart was about to follow He Dufei away, Shen Yu still didn't dare to take the risk of making him sad and disappointed by the 1%.

"It doesn't matter if you don't." He Du looked at Shen Yu's expression, as if he had guessed his heart once again, he still smiled, this was the gentlest smile Shen Yu had ever seen in his life, "I am very satisfied now, There's no need to ask for more."

"No, I..." Shen Yu suddenly interrupted He Du.

Perhaps it was He Du's compromise attitude that made Shen Yu make up his mind.He is also a man, how can he watch his beloved give in and endure again and again.

Maybe this is also He Du's routine, don't care, he has already been used to it many times, this time is not bad.

"I'll be back after the final exam." Shen Yu took a deep breath, the idea suddenly popped up in her mind, she was too impulsive, but she couldn't stop after speaking, "I can't promise you anything, but I...will talk to my dad. I actually don’t know what I am afraid of anymore, maybe after talking to him, I will understand a lot.”

He Du looked at Shen Yu and opened his eyes slightly.

"And then?" He Du asked softly, "Is that what I thought it meant?"

"I hope so." Shen Yu looked at He Du, he had never been more anxious and serious than now, "I hope I can find the answer, and I hope I can gain courage, but now I would rather you not have hope , because if I can't do what I say... I don't want to let you down again."

He Du stared at him, at first his expression was serious, but after Shen Yu finished speaking, a smile gradually appeared in his eyes.

"Okay, I don't have any hope." He Du said, reaching out and rubbing Shen Yu's head, "I just said that I am very, very satisfied to be able to be like this now."

-

After returning to school after New Year’s Day, the exam will be held in a few days. Because He Du didn’t draw any pictures during the two days of New Year’s Day, he immediately faced a mountain of dead lines. Shen Yu was also nervously reviewing the eight subjects. The book was closed, and during the entire exam week, the two had almost no contact.

After the exam, we went back together by car. Before going back, Shen Yu sent a text message to Shen Jingguo, telling the date and time of his return.

Shen Jingguo only replied six words:

- you know come back

"I have a very clear premonition." When sitting on the bus home, He Du grabbed Shen Yu's wrist forcefully, and put his rosary on Shen Yu's left hand, "You will definitely not go back this time. , Wearing this will add some luck to you."

"Staying with them didn't make it easy for me." Shen Yu sighed, but didn't refuse, the rosary was filled with He Du's body temperature, and it felt very warm to the touch, "But I didn't expect to talk to them about anything, the main thing was to talk about me. Own."

"Yeah." He Du smiled and nodded, with dimples on his lips.

"Wait for me." Shen Yu said.

"Waiting for you." He Du said.

When the bus arrived, Shen Yu didn't realize until she got off that the flag she had inserted was at least ten meters high.

-

The car stopped at the intersection of the street, and Shen Yu got down and continued to move forward. It was quite dark, and there were no people on the street. A row of small villas stood on the left and right, like a haunted house in a deserted village.

Shen Yu finally began to think about the question she had been avoiding before: What would he say when he met Shen Jingguo?

Do you want to come out?He could almost imagine Shen Jingguo's reaction.He is still a little timid.

Talk about something else?

Shen Jingguo has not been so angry for so many years as recently. In other words, the fact that Shen Yu didn't listen to him made Shen Jingguo so angry. Maybe Shen Yu didn't need to say anything after the meeting, and Shen Jingguo would stop him. Preach and then...

Shen Yu bumped headfirst into a person.

"I'm sorry." Shen Yu said immediately, just now she was full of thoughts and lowered her head and didn't look at the road. She was solely responsible for bumping into someone, so Shen Yu looked up while apologizing, trying to give the other party an apologetic smile.

"You're fucking blind!" The other party cursed angrily, and just after the words were finished, the two of them happened to meet their eyes.

...Sorry bastard.

Shen Yu and Wu Fan looked at each other with extremely subtle expressions.

Shen Yu regretted it for a second, why did he apologize to this person, and at the same time he was a little curious, why did Wu Fan appear here?

And when their eyes met for the first time, Shen Yu was sure that Wu Fan had a very anxious look on his face, what's the matter with him?

Shen Yu didn't want to talk too much with Wu Fan, he instinctively wanted to avoid this person.But Wu Fan slowly raised the corners of his lips, just like when he was in junior high school, he spoke to Shen Yu first.

"We are really destined." Wu Fan said, when he laughed like a cold and slippery snake, "It's only been a few days, we meet again."

Shen Yu looked at Wu Fan vigilantly, and didn't speak, but her footsteps that were going to go straight into the house without saying a word also stopped.

"This time you are alone, and when you are alone, you turned back to the cowardly person you were before." Wu Fan said again, "What about your dog-licking boyfriend? Why didn't you stay with you this time?"

The tone of yin and yang is extremely strange.

If it was possible for Shen Yu to swallow his anger and leave just now, when Wu Fan mentioned He Du, it was impossible for him to pretend not to hear.

Just hearing Wu Fan mention He Du in this tone, he felt a surge of anger.You deserve to mention him too?

"Be careful what you say." Shen Yu said as calmly as possible.

Wu Fan laughed twice: "Do you dare to do it or not?"

"Why do you ask me such a question?" Shen Yu asked back.

"Because I pay attention to you, I care about you." Wu Fan's face was full of yin and yang, "I was wondering why a fake monk would do something to me because of Shen Yu. It turns out that you two have an affair. Shen Yu, your taste is really quite good. In particular, it can even deal with an autistic violent maniac."

In junior high school, Wu Fan had always been superior to Shen Yu in his relationship with him. He was used to bossing Shen Yu around, and he was also used to Shen Yu's obedience.

Just like now, he didn't dare to say such nonsense in front of He Du, but looking at Shen Yu's familiar and gentle face, Wu Fan could say anything.

He just wanted to stimulate Shen Yu further, and he liked to see Shen Yu's sad but forbearing expression the most.

But now Shen Yu's expression made Wu Fan a little disappointed, because Shen Yu's expression can be said to be quite calm.

He looked at Wu Fan, without any special expression on his face, Wu Fan immediately looked at Shen Yu's hands, he knew that Shen Yu's hands would tremble when his temper was on the verge of collapse.

But neither.

This made Wu Fan even more excited while being disappointed. He couldn't wait to use words and sentences, wanting to further anger Shen Yu. If mentioning that fake monk was useless, then use another method. He missed the joy of stabbing Shen Yu too much. / sensed.

"Hey, did you also like me when you were in junior high school?" Wu Fan raised his eyebrows and smiled mischievously, "Just confess to me at that time, I will definitely treat you very well, after all you It's still pretty cute..."

Shen Yu raised her hand and made a "silence" gesture.

Wu Fan didn't know what was wrong with him, but because of Shen Yu's simple action, he shivered suddenly and shut his mouth obediently.

Shen Yu's body was stained with the frosty breath of winter, he looked at Wu Fan expressionlessly, that look...

Wu Fan suddenly realized that Shen Yu was no longer the submissive and humble toy she was at the age of 14.

In the deep winter night, Shen Yu spoke calmly.

"First." Shen Yu raised a finger, "Don't say that others are autistic violent."

"Second." He raised another finger, "I never liked you. I used to treat you as a friend because my eyes were not very good. Now I just say, what are you?"

"Third." Shen Yu raised the corner of her mouth and took a step forward, "You may not know that I had a nickname in high school, 'Backstreet Bully'."

Wu Fan froze for a moment, a black shadow flashed before his eyes, and then there was a muffled "bang", Shen Yu punched him in the stomach.

A cloud of golden stars exploded in front of Wu Fan's eyes, and he curled up in pain like a shrimp. His vision went blank for a while, he retched a few times, and spit out two mouthfuls of acid water.Wu Fan looked at Shen Yu in disbelief, and Shen Yu's figure flickered in his vision.

How dare he hit me?He dares to hit someone?

"This punch is for Brother He." Shen Yu said lightly, he hadn't done it for a long time, but now he felt happy, "He is not an autistic violent man, I am."

He took another step forward, pulled Wu Fan's collar and forced him to stand up straight. Under Wu Fan's terrified gaze, Shen Yu swung his fist again, and the fierce fist slammed directly into Wu Fan's face.

——The moment his fist was about to touch the tip of Wu Fan's nose, Shen Yu could barely stop. At this moment, Wu Fan was so frightened that he closed his eyes tightly, and his facial features were all wrinkled together.

"This punch is mine. I've known you for a while, so I'll show you some favor." Shen Yu said coldly.

When Wu Fan opened his eyes tremblingly, he let go of his hands in disgust, and Wu Fan knelt softly on the ground.

"From today onwards, let's settle the matter." Shen Yu didn't take another look at Wu Fan, turned around and walked towards the door of the house.

After walking forward for more than ten meters, Shen Yu didn't look back.

There was a burst of joy in his body, he neither regretted giving Wu Fan a punch, nor regretted not giving Wu Fan a second punch.The grievances of so many years just broke out in an instant, and even He Du's injuries were recovered, he just felt very happy.

Even the difficulty of going to talk to Shen Jingguo about something suddenly felt less unbearable.

Walking to the door of the house, Shen Yu was about to knock on the door, when suddenly he heard a fierce quarrel faintly behind the door.