The playwright school grass is also pestering me today

He Du stared at him without any expression on his face, except for those eyes that were as clear as mountain spring water, filled with heartbreaking pain.

Shen Yu's ten thousand arrows pierced his heart.

He never thought that such painful and uncontrollable emotions would appear in the eyes of the always calm He Du.

Many of their affairs are unsolvable sorrows, but the link that caused the relationship between the two to completely collapse is a misunderstanding.

It's also funny.

"I shouldn't have asked you out." He Du said.His tone was very light, without ups and downs, not even the face-saving smile he always did.

"It's not what you think." Shen Yu eagerly defended, although he felt a little wrong when he said it, the relationship between the two should not be explained, but now he can't care so much.

He Du said that if he has someone he likes, he will quit, maybe he will really have a relationship in the future...but not now.He Du cannot be allowed to leave because of this inexplicable misunderstanding.

He Du looked at him quietly, this look made Shen Yu more and more flustered, and his tongue was about to tie up: "You... listen to my explanation."

"I'm waiting to hear." He Du said, still looking at him, never leaving his eyes for a moment.

"It's her... She should have a good impression of me." Shen Yu said boldly while facing He Du's gaze.

"I know that." He Du said, "How do you treat her?"

"I definitely don't like her!" Shen Yu blurted out, then felt something was wrong, and immediately changed her words, "I mean, she's a nice person, but... I don't have that kind of feeling for her."

"I don't feel it, why don't you hug and kiss your face?" He Du asked, the corner of his mouth curled up. This expression was a bit sad no matter what angle you looked at, which made Shen Yu unbearable.

"It was she who said she wanted to hug me, and then she would stop pestering me. I think since I can't accept her intentions, it's no big deal to hug me." Shen Yu was so anxious that she was sweating. "But she didn't say she wanted to kiss me. If she said, I would definitely not agree. What happened so suddenly? It's all..."

"I want to hug you too." He Du interrupted Shen Yu.

Shen Yu froze for a moment, the dim atmosphere around suddenly became a little ambiguous, but when He Du said this, it was not Shen Yu's familiar ambiguous expression, but more like a dying person struggling Grabbing at the last straw.

"Then you..." Shen Yu thought that He Du should think that I should have what Li Miao has, but Li Miao's words had a premise, that is, hugging him once would stop pestering him.If this premise is placed on He Du, although he rationally expects it, he may not want to accept it that much.

I'm even afraid that this kind of thing will actually happen.

"I'll still pester you." He Du easily saw through Shen Yu's thoughts again, but he didn't control his tone and words as thoughtfully as usual, "Let me hug you, okay? I'm It hurts so much."

Damn... Shen Yu avoided He Du's gaze, closed her eyes and gritted her teeth.

"Okay." Shen Yu said, "But just..."

Before he finished speaking, He Du stretched out his arms and held him tightly in his arms.

The two were already very close to each other. When He Du hugged him like this, Shen Yu fell directly on He Du's body. He Du's arms were around Shen Yu, with one hand on his back and the other on his waist. Shen Yu's face was leaning against He Du's shoulder, and he didn't dare to hug back, instead he clasped He Du's arms tightly.

Shen Yu could clearly feel He Du's heartbeat through the thin clothes, chest to chest.

The space in the stairwell is very closed, narrow and dark. For a moment, wherever Shen Yu's senses can reach, there are sandalwood scents in all directions... Warm and familiar, but with pain that makes Shen Yu's heart palpitate.

Shen Yu had to use all her strength to not hug He Du back. God knows how much he wanted to hug He Du and tell him that you are different from Li Miao, but now he understands too well that to He Du, such words are the same. It hurts.

If he couldn't accept He Du's love, and couldn't boldly hold his hand, then these vague feelings would only make He Du more painful.

"Shen Yu." He Du called him, Shen Yu turned his face reflexively, and suddenly found that he and He Du were very close, and the distance between their faces was less than ten centimeters.

Originally, Shen Yu leaned his face on He Du's shoulder, and looked at the side wall. After turning his face, their eyes met. There was a height difference of seven or eight centimeters. Shen Yu looked up at He Du. This distance is so close that it is impossible not to think about things that are too close.

There seemed to be light flowing in He Du's dark eyes, and Shen Yu felt that his hand resting on her waist was a little tighter, and the slight temperature penetrated through the clothes, which made Shen Yu feel like an electric shock.

He looked up at He Du, unable to move his gaze or face away.

The world suddenly became very small, hearing, touch, sight, smell, all that can be felt is only this one person.

He became the whole universe.

He Du's face slowly approached, and Shen Yu's eyes subconsciously looked at his lips. He Du's lips were thin and looked a little cold, but they should be very soft.

The two of them were so close that there was almost no distance between them. The tip of He Du's nose lightly pressed against the bridge of Shen Yu's nose. Shen Yu could almost feel He Du's warmth on his mouth... Shen Yu closed his eyes. I was shocked.

He was waiting, looking forward to the moment when He Du's lips fell on his own.

But He Du didn't.

He Du stopped when the distance between the two of them was negligible, but before he could kiss.

"Can I kiss you?" He Du asked.

When talking, the lips of the two people rubbed lightly, and the subtle touch that seemed to make people's blood rush.

This sentence shocked Shen Yu's heart, and his blood, which was boiling and confused, cooled down. He opened his eyes suddenly, and He Du's face was close at hand, but the confusion just now was already struggling to become sober.

Shen Yu suddenly understood He Du's intentions, why did he keep asking, why didn't he pretend to be stupid.It's not like Shen Yu thought before, he has become too honest because of studying Buddhism for many years.

If He Du wanted to kiss him just now - just like what Li Miao did, Shen Yu would definitely not refuse.

He was ready, he was even expecting, maybe, just maybe he would return the kiss.

And in the situation just now, even a fool would know that he shouldn't stop, or when it comes to that time, he would not let people stop.

But He Du stopped and asked, can I kiss you?

Shen Yu originally wanted to say that you would have kissed him without asking, but it was this thought that made him understand He Du's heart - he wanted Shen Yu's admission.

From summer to now, it may have been like this. He Du clearly knows Shen Yu's affection for him. If he really wants to do something, the two of them get along day and night, and they are both young. He didn't do anything, and even took the initiative to wake Shen Yu up again and again.

Because what he wanted was not the so-called happiness at all, but Shen Yu's acceptance.

Accept that you like a man, accept your feelings for him, accept him for who he is.

So he asked again and again, expecting a different answer again and again.

And Shen Yu can't accept it now, he can't be like He Du, who ignores gossip and other people's eyes just because he likes someone.

So even though he can't wait to kiss her now, he still can't nod.

"Don't." Shen Yu said, his voice was very weak, and he even felt that He Du was reluctant when he felt that he refused.

He Du didn't move anymore, he kept this close-in posture for almost half a minute.Then he took the initiative to turn his head away, hugged Shen Yu again, and gently pressed his face against Shen Yu's profile.

"You really don't like her, do you?" He Du asked again.The voice was no longer as calm as before, and Shen Yu heard a little nervousness from it.

"No." Shen Yu thought for a while, closed her eyes and felt He Du's embrace, and added, "I don't like others."

This sentence made He Du silent for a while, and then he asked: "You don't like others, but you don't like me either, do you?"

"Don't ask such questions now." Shen Yu sighed, knowing that he would say that.

"Okay." He Du said, and hugged Shen Yu for a while before letting go. He took two steps back, almost leaning against the wall, and the two of them reached a distance where they could talk normally.

"I simply wanted to celebrate your birthday." He Du said, twitching the corners of his mouth, it was a very polite smile that Shen Yu was familiar with, "I didn't expect to make a mess, I'm sorry."

Shen Yu also forced a smile, with a thorn in his heart, although they hugged, although they were very ambiguous/ambiguous just now, Shen Yu can feel that He Du is still sad now, because not only He Du, he is also sad .

"It's okay." Shen Yu had a sudden thought, "It took up a lot of your time, and I feel a little sorry, otherwise... I will accompany you to catch the picture?"

He Du was taken aback: "Accompany me to catch the picture?"

"It's fine if it's inconvenient for you." Shen Yu said quickly, "I just want to see that you're still carrying this...cake, right? Let's eat together."

He Du smiled again, lifted the box in his hand and took a look: "This cake is a bit horrible now."

"It's okay." Shen Yu also smiled, and the atmosphere between the two finally became a little more relaxed, which made him heave a sigh of relief, "As long as you can eat, let's go."

He Du's things are in the classroom at the end of the corridor. Tools such as paper, pens, rubber rulers, etc. are scattered on the table. I don't understand, but when He Du saw this picture, he showed a painful expression.

"Are there more?" Shen Yu asked, the bright lights in the classroom brightened the atmosphere, he walked over to look at the picture curiously, and picked up a pencil from He Du on the table to play with.

"A lot, I guess it's four o'clock." He Du said and pointed to his eyes, "Did you see my dark circles? We have three big homeworks a week, and those teachers have gone crazy."

"Then you...are you still practicing customization with us?" Shen Yu paused, not realizing that the pencil tip had slipped a thick black mark on her hand.

"Didn't I say that I was going to university because of you, and you must be my priority no matter what happens." He Du took off the pencil from Shen Yu's finger, took another wet tissue and handed it to Shen Yu. In Shen Yu's hand.

"Don't say such things." The corners of Shen Yu's eyes twitched, he was most afraid of hearing what He Du said, he dared not face it, and felt ashamed.

"Okay, don't say it." He Du hooked his mouth again, and pulled out a long, black velvet bag from his backpack, "This is your birthday present, happy birthday."

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