The playwright school grass is also pestering me today

Shen Yu was pulled by He Du and walked through the uncrowded crowd at the station. Shen Yu felt that there was no need for him to walk in such a hurry, but He Du's footsteps still did not stop at all.

It seemed that he didn't want to give Shen Yu any space to ask questions.

After getting on the bus, He Du asked Shen Yu to sit inside by the window, and he leaned against the aisle outside. The night had already floated up. After Shen Yu nestled into the bus seat, the soft collapsed feeling awakened his fatigue, and he couldn't help yawning.

"Go on and watch the movie." He Du took out his phone again, "This movie is quite boring, it helps you sleep."

"... It's the first time I've seen someone push a movie for someone else with this kind of reason." Shen Yu was stunned for a while before saying.

He Du smiled, plugged in the earphones, put on the left ear himself again, then reached out to put Shen Yu on the right ear.

The temperature of the fingers is like a small spark, and the fingertips are warm and numb across Shen Yu's earlobes and pinnae, and they burn up.Shen Yu suddenly felt a little difficult to breathe.

He Du didn't speak, and didn't make any unnecessary movements. The car was waiting for the last passenger, and He Du had already reached out and pressed the light on the top of the seat.

The bus at night is always very quiet, the other passengers don’t say much, the world is silent, only the waiting bus, the body trembles slightly, and the noisy scene sound from the movie comes from the right ear.

The phone vibrated in Shen Yu's pocket.

He knew it wouldn't be the family, and the family never contacted him after he reported the time back.With He Du by his side, could it be Master Han?Lao Qi?Basically, there are only a few people who will chat with him.Shen Yu took out his phone and looked at it.

- Li Miao: Have you gone home?Have fun on holiday ^^

In the current state of confusion, Shen Yu was even confused for a while before remembering who Li Miao was.

It's the girl from the University of Finance and Economics who cares about his WeChat account, has a generous personality and is also very good-looking.

Shen Yu replied "Thank you, you too", originally thought that the conversation should end here, but unexpectedly Li Miao sent another message.

- Li Miao: Where are you planning to go on vacation?

-Shen Yu: No, just stay at home.

- Li Miao: Then will you be bored?By the way, I said before that I want to play games with you, do you have time to take me with you?

Shen Yu looked at Li Miao's barrage of questions, her fingers froze on the screen.This kind of situation is the most difficult to deal with, and it would be too hurtful to ignore it, but for a young girl like Li Miao who takes the initiative to reply, she can answer ten more sentences, Shen Yu has nothing to talk about and does not want her to misunderstand, watching her babbling A bunch of words, the whole person didn't know what to do.

The continuous vibrating and replying messages on his mobile phone made He Du turn his face away. Seeing Shen Yu sending WeChat messages, He Du consciously turned his eyes away again.

This action is normal, it can even be said to be a kind of etiquette, but now that he is doing it, Shen Yu feels that He Du has misunderstood something, and then suddenly feels agitated.

"You don't need to be evasive." Shen Yu's tone was a bit blunt, "I have nothing to be afraid of."

He Du was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "I'm just...not used to looking at other people's mobile phones. It's nothing else."

"Yeah." Shen Yu pursed her lips. She didn't know where her nameless anger came from. It was a bit embarrassing, but now she just wanted to piss people off. I haven't fully recovered yet, and I feel like I might explode anytime, anywhere.

"Is that a girl?" He Du asked again.

"Yes." Shen Yu said, "It's the girl from Caida University."

He Du tilted his head and looked at Shen Yu questioningly, Shen Yu added: "The one who pestered me to talk to that day."

"Oh, her." He Du suddenly realized, "You two are still in contact now?"

"Sometimes she talks to me, not much." Shen Yu glanced at him, "Where is Chagang?"

He Du smiled, but didn't speak.

The body shook, and the bus started smoothly from the train station in the small town, and drove towards the night in the outskirts of the city.

This start is like a short rest of a section, interrupting the conversation just now.

He Du didn't speak anymore, Shen Yu stared at the phone screen, trying to focus on the movie, but his thoughts kept drifting to He Du's side, he tried to gather his thoughts back, but they were flying disobediently go out.

The word Chagang is used to describe a girlfriend, it is not appropriate to put it here, it needs to be adjusted... No, when did I become a person who has to stick to words?

Shen Yu suddenly felt very tired.

He didn't have the strength to deal with his emotions anymore. Those emotions that were scrambling left and right in his heart, always ready to break out but contradictory, fighting with no results, made him dare not do anything other than exhaustion and panic. idea.

Shen Yu put her mind to nothing and focused on watching the movie. Although this movie is boring, the picture is beautiful and the soundtrack is not bad. The young monk practiced martial arts and grew up among the mountains and rivers, and met his good teachers and helpful friends.The pace of the movie was very slow, Shen Yu's mood gradually eased, and drowsiness gradually began to rise.

When he was half asleep, he suddenly wanted to ask He Du, were you like this when you were a child?

But once the drowsiness appeared, it quickly swept through the whole body. Shen Yu didn't say this. When she closed her eyes, the last impression in front of her eyes was He Du's white and thin hands with sharp joints holding the phone.

Shen Yu's dream was chaotic and upside down with the bumping of the bus, sometimes absurd, sometimes sweet.He is not a person with many dreams, let alone deliberately remember the plots in his dreams. He often had nightmares when he was a child, but he has gradually become less good at it over the years.When he wakes up, he will forget most of his dreams.

This time is the same.When she woke up, Shen Yu only felt dizzy, light and limp.

...soft?

Shen Yu moved a little, and suddenly found Hua Dian.For a moment, his whole body froze.

The seat of the long-distance bus is very wide, and Shen Yu habitually curls up when she sleeps, with her body slightly tilted.This position makes him feel more secure.But this posture will inevitably lead Shen Yu to rely on something.Such as car windows, such as seat armrests.

For example... He Du's shoulder.

It's not even just the shoulders anymore, Shen Yu was originally a little shorter than He Du, and in his current posture, his whole body was leaning against He Du's body.If He Du stretched out his hand, it would be like hugging him in his arms. Fortunately, He Du didn't stretch out his hand. If he stretched out his hand, Shen Yu would definitely jump up as if being burned.

But now...

Shen Yu originally wanted to open his eyes, but at that moment, he closed them again in a strange way.

don't want to get up.

He likes the feeling of being warm, safe, and... making his heart beat faster.

He Du didn't move all the time, and he didn't even turn his head to look at Shen Yu. Just when Shen Yu thought that He Du might also fall asleep, the earphone hanging loosely in his right ear suddenly rang.In the silence, Shen Yu heard the gentle and clear piano music.

Obviously it was the play button that He Du had just pressed.

At this moment, the tight string in Shen Yu's head broke with a bang, and the whole person suddenly relaxed, fell into the boundless universe, and gave up struggling.

The irritability, bewilderment, panic, nervousness surrounding him for half the night...all the emotions faded away.

He seemed to have lost all strength, fell into a deep fatigue, but felt relieved at the same time.

He could no longer escape his emotions.

Shen Yu has to admit that he likes to see He Du's smile, likes to hear about He Du every day, likes He Du's thin wrist wearing a red sandalwood rosary, and the sandalwood fragrance on his body...

What's worse is that he suddenly discovered that He Du knew all these feelings, not just knowing them.

At this brief moment, a flash of lightning flashed across Shen Yu's heart, and all hidden and undercurrent emotions were as bright as a mirror at this moment.

What He Du said in the past, He Du's concern, and even the phrase "I'm afraid" that He Du said.Everything that puzzled him was explained at the same moment.

His feelings, He Du's feelings, were all spread out naked/naked on the bumpy bus with the small movements he thought he was secretive and He Du's vague response. If he could pretend to be stupid, at this point, even if he could continue to deceive He Du, he still couldn't deceive the crazy grass in his heart.

It should have been a sweet mood, but Shen Yu just felt helpless.

Because anyone can be the same, but Shen Yu himself can't.

When he was ridiculed and isolated many times as a child, he already knew that he had to be like everyone else to get friendly looks; when the woman at home criticized Shen Jingguo for various reasons, he realized that he could not commit a crime. Only by making any mistakes can we barely survive in this family.

So in the past ten years or so, Shen Yu has exhausted all his strength to prevent himself from becoming an outlier in the eyes of others, so that he has no reason to criticize his family. Until this moment, he suddenly discovered that he had already lost acceptance in these years of struggle. Any ability to be a little bit different.

Because I can't accept it, sometimes I have conflicts and conflicts, and sometimes I feel panic and pain.

This is a feeling that Shen Yu has never experienced in the past 19 years, heart palpitations, sprouting, and...the two are in love.

But why was it a man who let him taste these tastes for the first time.Is this the legendary good luck tricking people?

Shen Yu leaned on He Du's shoulder and closed his eyes. Many familiar scenes had appeared in front of his eyes. His classmates surrounded him and laughed curiously and presumptuously. Shen Jingguo looked at him with a disappointed look on his face.And... in the night, the river that was once only one leap away from him, glistened with cold light.

"I don't have anything that I dare not see people." He suddenly remembered what he said just now.

Now I have.

But I can't let you go.

As if feeling his emotions at the moment, He Du quietly leaned over the armrest of the seat, moved his fingers lightly, and seemed to hold Shen Yu's little finger.