The playwright school grass is also pestering me today

Shen Yu had no memory of what Shen Jingguo said later.

He only knew that he said again and again: "No, don't even think about it."

In the end, Shen Yu couldn't bear it anymore, and he asked: "Did that woman ask you to tell me? Let her come to me by herself if she has something to do."

"No." Shen Jingguo smiled awkwardly over there, and then started rambling again.

Shen Yu didn't listen. Isn't that sentence enough to make him lose all his patience? He wouldn't believe such nonsense anymore when he was nine years old, let alone now that he is nineteen.

The only thing that supported Shen Yu's not hanging up the phone was the unwillingness that had been lingering in his heart since he was a child. He forced himself to maintain a normal attitude. In the end, Shen Jingguo sighed, the two said goodbye to each other, and the call ended.

When Shen Yu hung up the phone and turned her head, she couldn't say a word.If a person's life force is limited every day, then every time he calls home, he will overdraw his energy for the next few days.

It wasn't until a bag of crushed ice suddenly appeared in sight that Shen Yu woke up from the gloomy nightmare.

"Eat it, you don't need to kiss indirectly." He Du handed the crushed ice forward. The bag was opened and the ice was also crushed. Shen Yu's favorite grape flavor.

Shen Yu forced herself to hook her mouth: "Thank you."

"Thank you so much." He Du looked at Shen Yu and took a sip, then smiled. Shen Yu noticed that he was carrying a bag on his left and right shoulders, his own and Shen Yu's.

"You took out all my things?" Shen Yu asked.After taking two deep breaths, he felt a little better, although he never wanted to speak to the point where he could speak a few words.

"Yes, after talking on the phone for so long, I guess you don't plan to read any more." He Du said.

"Indeed." Shen Yu sighed.

"Let's relax with you." He Du said, "Does your Normal University have a way of being a lover?"

"Yes." Shen Yu replied, and looked at him in shock, "You want to follow me as a lover?"

"You don't have to be a lover to leave." He Du laughed, "Let's take a stroll and chat."

Shen Yu thought about it, it was the same wherever he went, as long as he could talk a little bit so that he would not be so annoying.So he said, "Let's go."

Walking all the way to Lover's Road, He Du followed Shen Yu to the right, a little behind him, very quiet.There are not many lights on the campus of the Normal University at night, Shen Yu usually feels that the environment is very peaceful, but now this tranquility also makes him uncomfortable.

"Come to my side." Shen Yu sighed again, "I feel so bored walking alone."

He Du took a few steps forward and followed Shen Yu. Shen Yu didn't know what to say, Shen Jingguo, Shen Xia, the woman whose name he couldn't remember now, and the one whose name he couldn't forget But he would rather the woman he didn't know, the paintings she sent...these things were all stuck in his heart.

Shen Yu didn't know what she was angry with, because thinking of any detail—whether it was his parents or those two women—he was angry, and he couldn't figure out where it came from.

This is an evil fate that he can't bear, but he can't escape, let alone give up.

Shen Yu sighed again.

"A phone call from your home?" He Du asked.

"Well." Shen Yu said, "How do you know?"

"You're almost turning into a sigh baby." He Du said, "Are they demons again?"

"They're going to throw something at me." Shen Yu said, after a moment of silence, she sighed again, "It's a painting my mother gave me."

"Your mother?" He Du asked.

"Yes." Shen Yu curled the corner of her mouth, "It's the mother who threw me out to my cheating father when I was four years old."

He Du didn't speak, and Shen Yu didn't think he could speak at this time. Just when he was about to continue talking, He Du suddenly reached out and patted his head lightly.

Shen Yu was taken aback for a moment, then looked over.Under normal circumstances, if someone touches his head, he will definitely explode, but it is different now. In this state of mind, any comfort, whether it is physical/physical or psychological, is very important to Shen Yu. A little pampering action actually made his heart feel sour and soft.

"I'm sorry." Seeing Shen Yu's actions, He Du probably thought he was angry, so he said quickly, "I just think you..."

"It's okay." Shen Yu smiled, "Thank you, I feel better."

He Du also smiled when he heard the words, a small dimple formed at the corner of his mouth.

"My mother is a painter." Shen Yu said, "She should be more willing to say that she is an artist, and what she pursues should be that kind of thing, art, romance...Although I don't think art and romance should be like this, she is likely to grow up. It's crooked, but all in all, she lives by that pattern."

"En." He Du said.

"A normal divorce will more or less involve the issue of whether you want to be with your father or your mother?" After Shen Yu said this, her tone paused briefly, and she drew a very shallow smile with a bitterness, "But I No."

"No?" He Du tried very hard to suppress his reaction, but he still couldn't control his surprise.

"No, no one has asked me." Shen Yu said, "Actually, if you think about it carefully, they probably wouldn't want me if they could choose. Delayed my mother's pursuit of art."

"Don't say that, Brother Yu." He Du whispered.

Shen Yu turned his head to avoid eye contact with He Du. He could probably imagine He Du's expression now, but he didn't want to look at it now. Seeing the distress in He Du's eyes, he would definitely collapse.

"I don't have any contact with her. I should just send a text message during the holidays now... Did she call me back last year? I forgot. Those paintings were sent to me by her in the early years. I don't understand now. I'm angry. Is it because my dad wants to throw away those paintings, or is it because there are only a few paintings left by her." Shen Yu smiled again, "She is quite famous now, she is also beautiful, and she is still single. Didn't even know she had a son like me, she's pretty good from every angle, perfect."

He Du didn't speak, but Shen Yu's every word seemed to be pierced in his heart, making him unable to open his mouth in pain.

He wanted to say that when your mother left you, she couldn't be perfect. In my eyes, she was just a dereliction of duty mother, but it didn't make sense for him to say that, and it would only make Shen Yu more sad.

Shen Yu's pretended calmness and the seemingly free-spirited smile on his face made He Du feel as if he was blocked.

Over the years, He Du has bumped into Shen Yu many times intentionally or unintentionally, but he has been forcing himself not to spy on Shen Yu's life, except that after Shen Yu's college entrance examination, he went around to ask which school Shen Yu went to. arrive.

But because of this, hearing Shen Yu talking about her past nonchalantly, and thinking of the scenes she had seen with her own eyes——Shen Yu sitting on the steps of the school wiping her eyes, Shen Yu in a daze at Baishui Temple, Shen Yu, who was standing by the river and weeping fiercely, gritted his teeth and said repeatedly that I would definitely leave this ghost place——He Du was heartbroken.

"Hey." Shen Yu's voice suddenly interrupted He Du's memory.He looked over subconsciously, and said by the way: "What's wrong?"

"I was just asking what's wrong with you, friend." Shen Yu smiled, "Your expression is too scary."

"I just...remember something from the past." He Du forced himself to smile. He knew that his smile must be ugly now, because the more he knew about Shen Yu's sadness, the more he looked at him as if he was carefree. The more uncomfortable it is when you smile with worry.

"Is it a matter at home?" Shen Yu was stunned for a moment, with a look of sympathy on her face, "I don't know about your situation...I'm sorry if I make you feel uncomfortable."

"That's not true, I told you, I grew up in a monastery as long as I can remember, and I don't have any memories of my parents, so it's not hard to say." After He Du finished speaking, he stretched out his hand and touched it again. Shen Yu's hair.

"You..." Shen Yu was stunned for a moment, stared at He Du, gaped for a long time before saying, "Are you still addicted to touching?"

"Inertia." He Du smiled, "There is a cat in the temple, I'm used to touching its head."

"There are also cats in Baishui Temple." Shen Yu said a little surprised.

"There are cats in every temple." He Du curled his lips.

"It seems to be true." Shen Yu was also happy.

He Du likes this kind of unnutritious conversation, at least now it can make Shen Yu come out of the depressed mood.

He felt that he had to take Shen Yu to do something, something that would allow Shen Yu to concentrate and not think about troublesome things.

The phone in his pocket vibrated, and He Du picked it up to look at it. It was a QQ message. His QQ was actually more useful than WeChat, but it was basically talking about "work".

When He Du saw the sender, his eyes lit up.

The other side only sent a "1", and He Du understood what she meant.

He Du quickly replied: Wait for me for 15 minutes?You don't need to call someone else today, I brought a teammate.

There was a quick reply, okay~

He Du was in a good mood after finalizing the matter. He looked up at Shen Yu, only to see Shen Yu was also looking at him.At this time, Shen Yu's temperament was quiet and gentle, like a harmless little animal.

He Du immediately recalled the feel of the top of Shen Yu's hair, which was fluffy and soft, and he scratched it in his heart.

"Let's do something fun." He Du said.

"What?" Shen Yu asked, "Let's say first that I won't go to bars or nightclubs."

"Ah, are you so innocent?" He Du laughed, "How do you make me look like abducting/abducting children."

"No." Shen Yu was also happy, "The main reason is that I get angry when I drink alcohol. With my current mood, I'm afraid of getting into a fight when I go to a bar."

He Du snorted, and looked at him thoughtfully: "So you really went there?"

"I've been to Qingba, Xiaoguang insisted on visiting for his birthday last year, but I don't think it's interesting." Shen Yu said, "So what are we going to do?"

"Turn grief and anger into strength, and lead you to make money." He Du smiled.